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My version of flirting is looking at someone I find attractive multiple times and hoping they're braver than me.

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the attempted tiktokification of hozier will never not be funny to me because half his songs are about politics and the other half are about wanting to be railed so hard the neighbours complain

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i grew up ugly.

I've always been told I wasn't pretty enough and I constantly felt like I was unlovable as a teenager. I've always been bullied for being "a weirdo" and the girls in my middle school class would insult me for my nose.

I spent my teenage years crying because I never felt pretty enough to be loved.

I'm at university now, and I've been hit on a few times by some classmates. sometimes I find people staring at me on the bus. a few times I was told by complete strangers -both girls and boys- that I look "beautiful" and "pretty".

it just feels SO weird. sometimes I feel like they do it as a joke -but why would someone do that?

I've been told that I look ugly so often during my teenage years that now I just can't believe it when someone gives me honest, pure compliments.

I don't know if anyone else ever felt like this. but if that's the case, I'm truly sorry.

#hopeless romantic #girls #boys #love #romance #teenagers

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just finished reading "the lost world" by Michael Crichton. loved it.

but mostly, I loved the way Ian Malcolm goes into full philosopher mode while being high on morphine. I just love him.

#jurassic park #jurassic world #dinosaurs #ian malcolm #jeff goldblum #michael crichton #steven spielberg #alan grant #ellie sattler

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I just hugged you in my thoughts.

I hope you felt it.

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Jupiter in Ultraviolet from ESA/Hubble

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I am so convinced Hozier is a romantic poet in disguise who travelled to our time to remind us what true love and devotion feel like

#hozier #hopelessly in love #romantic #dark academia #dead poets society

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Priming myself for my monthly cry when I get home by listening to devastating Hozier songs and marinating in the melancholic vibes

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Autistic weekend feels:

Too many people are around me

I feel so overwhelmed I want to have a big cry but also cannot process the emotions to have a big cry

My routine has been disrupted so now I feel stuck and cannot do anything with my day

The weather has suddenly changed and now the sun is too bright and overstimulating

I’ve been clenching my jaw so hard and not realising so now I’ve gotten a headache

None of safe foods feel good anymore and I don’t know what to do about it

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I really love the way they have written Sally and Percy’s relationship in the show. Sally being the mom of a neurodivergent kid and feeling like shes constantly failing. Her being isolated because she doesnt have anyone to talk to about this as a single parent. And she makes mistakes, she feels human. Then we have Percy feeling like a burden to his parent. He cant understand why none of his parents want him around even though its for his wellbeing. It’s so heartbreaking but so real.

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LISTEN i watched independence day for the first time last night and i can't really believe im about to say this but:

david levinson > dr ian malcolm

THERE. I SAID IT.

my entire worldview has been rocked. im reeling. i feel like i've just fking discovered gravity.

it also feels like such a deep deep betrayal.

im so sorry ian. you're everything sweetie you know i'll love you forever but LISTEN. this man -- my gods this man -- he... well he RECYCLES, ian. he gets MAD at people who do NOT recycle. HE SORTS CANS!!!!

im booking the wedding venue as we speak 💘

hey google play baby i love your way by big mountain.

goodbye ian we can talk about chaos theory and dinosaurs on weekends. i love you!

*runs off into the sunset bc i don't own a bicycle yet*

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Which is the sexiest Jeff Goldblum role?

I’m kinda torn between David Levinson, Dr. Ian Malcolm, and Mac (once divested of blue fur).  That’s like the trifecta for me.

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I can't remember how much of this is implied canon or my own interpretation, but I fully believed that Chiron recognized Percy was a son of Poseidon from the fountain incident with Nancy Bobofit, knew that a child of the Big Three being claimed would be a total shit show, and simply chose not to say a word about it