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THIS WAS SUCH A CUTE IMAGAINE !!❤️

Thank you, i´m glad you liked it.

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Sad Eyes Guzman - On My Block (gif is mine)

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Tagged: @firebenderwolf​

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I’m always there to catch you.

Divines (2016) dir. Houda Benyamina

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Girl I knew having a Tiktok would pay off

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Loneliness is over pt 2 - Oscar Diaz

Pairing: Oscar Diaz x reader

Summary:  Few weeks after the fatal shooting, Oscar has to return to (YN) 's house to collect everything in boxes.

Tags: some angst , some fluff

Warnings: none

A/N:  English isn´t my first languge, please keep rhat in mind, i hope you like it.

Part 1 

Oscar felt strange to be in your house completely silent and empty, everything was still the same as the day of the shooting, the plate with the remains of tomato in the sink, the bathroom light had continued on and there were things everywhere, the The bed where Cesar had slept was still discarded just like the bed where you had both slept. Entering your room was strange to him without you being there, the window next to the bed was still open and an open book on the table, everything seemed so full of life, despite the fact that nobody had stepped on that house in weeks.

Oscar closed the book and put it in one of the boxes he had brought with him, the next thing he did was open your closet and take out all the clothes, he quickly put them in the boxes, he thought it would be more clothes but it didn't cost him as much to keep it all in three boxes.

The next thing was to collect things on your desk, there were many photos taped to the wall, the photo of his graduation, photos with Angelica and the other girls on the beach, a photo of Oscar's birthday and in the center a photo with his mother and his brother, Oscar took the photo and looked at it, you were hugging your brother and your mother leaned on you, he knew your family since you were little and your brother had been his friend, so he had regretted his words as soon as they came out of his mouth but he was too angry to think clearly.

It wasn't your fault what happened, because you never knew the whole story, no one had told you, because both Oscar and Cristian knew that you would never forgive him, Cristian had broken a truce with the prophets, for no apparent reason, no one was I understood why he had done it, he had killed a 15 year old boy in his own territory, a shot in the head, you always thought that Cristian had failed to steal a package from the prophets, that's why you had insisted on keeping him at home, in not accepting his exile and that is why one day the prophets appeared in your house, when you were not there, that day you had gone with Angelica to buy a gift for a birthday, when you returned you found the bodies of your mother and brother in the living room. You had never recovered from that, everyone knew it and so 

Oscar could not stop thinking that he should never have said that while looking and gathering your things.

His head was spinning a thousand times repeating the scene over and over as he loaded the boxes into the car, how blood came out of your chest, how you fell to the ground, how you looked at him, it was an image that he could never again erase from his mind and a phrase that you had said while you were arguing, that you were in love with him and he felt even worse, because he had never realized when there had been countless signs, the whole trip in the car was thinking about those things that he had ignored for years, like every time that he had a girlfriend you were less around, you had only had a boyfriend and every time he asked you if you liked someone you said "a friend so it´s impossible” and he had never realized that he was his only friend, had never stopped to think about it.

He parked the car in front of his house and lowered the boxes, leaving them on the living room table and heading to the kitchen to cook, trying to clarify his thoughts and not think too much about what happened, everything was going well, he was even humming a song he had put on her spotify when a voice interrupted her distraction.

-Do you know that you sing horrible?- You said leaning on the counter to see what he was cooking

-Go to bed, you shouldn't be up.

-I can't move my arm but I can walk-you said tired of being in bed all day-oh you finally brought my things-you said approaching the boxes on the table and opening to see what was inside.

-I have taken everything, so you will stop using my clothes, you do not go out , why do you wear so many clothes? I'm tired of using the wash machine? -He said approaching you to help you take things out and take them to the room.

You shrugged without answering him, a gesture that hurt, since you still had your whole chest, shoulder and arm bandaged and you could not move your left arm, they had immobilized you so that you did not move and the wound did not open and although not you recognized him in front of Oscar it hurt you to move but it overwhelmed you to be in bed all day, especially when Oscar never slept with you because "he didn't want to crush you and hurt you"

-You know -you said sitting on the bed while he put things in his closet, an action that felt too strange and intimate for the situation you had -I can go back to my house, I don't have to stay here

-No, you are safer here, I already told you in the hospital and I'll repeat it here -he said sitting next to you and leaving aside the box he had taken

-I know you feel guilty about what you said.

-I thought you didn't remember

-That's what I told you so you wouldn't feel guilty, but you still feel guilty, right?

(YN) Yes, I shouldn't have told you that but if I want you to be here, with me it's because ...- He stopped his words and looked at you, your heart was beating so fast that you even felt your wound hurting more -Do you remember everything? even everything you said to me?

You slowly nodded, looking down, because you knew what he was talking about.

-Oscar I don't want to be here because you feel sorry or that you owe me something

-The last thing I feel when you are here, in my house, with my clothes, in my bed-he paused and carefully took you by the chin to look at you-it is pity or that you owe me something, I want you here ( YN)

You looked into his eyes, during all the time that your friendship had lasted you had never been so close, in such an intimate way and finally something that you had longed for for years came, a kiss, Oscar was kissing you and you were crying.

-Did I hurt you?- He asked as he turned away from you and you refused, wiping away your tears with the hand you could move.

-No, it's just that ..... what a shame, this is so stupid, it's just that I'm happy -you said trying not to ruin the moment, you couldn't believe you were crying because Oscar kissed you.

You saw how he smiled and quickly wiped your tears and kissed you again, this time you enjoyed them more feeling his lips on yours, you put your hand on his neck, just where his cross-shaped tattoo was and you closed your eyes.

His hand nailed to your waist while you feel the texture of his lips on yours, the heat of his mouth and body on you, as his hand went down to touch your ass, without much care, he lifted you up making you sit on top of him .

-You are not wearing pants- he said looking you up and down

You laughed at the expression with which he looked at you and you kissed him again-No, just panties

-You know-His hands landed on your legs and moved to your hips under the shirt-I think I've liked you for a longer time than I've realized

-What? -Your head was cast aside doubtful before his statement, your free hand resting on his chest

-What I'm feeling right now, not only physically- he said to clarify and you laughed.

-Yes, I can notice the physical part-you moved to disturb him and he closed his eyes swallowing

- (YN) Please, I'm trying to think rationally and tell you nice things, but in case you want to know, this is not the first time that you have caused me a boner.

-And why didn't you do anything about it?- Your tone of indignation made him raise an eyebrow and laugh, with his pretty laugh that was not so common to hear

-You were my friend, but let's go back to the ROMANTIC topic, I think I was simply blinded by the idea that you were my friend and I didn't want to ruin that, I said to myself that it was just brotherly love, friendship love and it wasn't.

-And you needed me to be shot, almost die, that I could not move an arm and have me on top of you only in panties and with a shirt of yours to realize it?

-Yes? Wait, aren't you wearing a bra, either? -he said raising her hands quickly but you stopped her before she arrived.

-Of course not -you got up from him, listening to how he was complaining -I have all my left chest bandaged, stupid pendejo -you weren't angry, on the contrary, you were euphoric by Oscar's "semi-romantic" statement but you enjoyed teasing him .

-Come back here

-YOUR FOOD IS BURNING -you yelled at him as you sat in the living room with the book that Oscar had brought you, you saw him appear running and open the window so that the smoke would come out while he put out the fire, clearly frustrated, it was lovely to see a man the size and look of him getting frustrated because his food had burned.

#OMB #On mu block #Oscar Diaz #Oscar Diaz x reader #spooky

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When the party is Over- Sad eyes

Pairing: Sad eyes x reader

Summary: (YN) and sadeyes have been dating in secret for along time

Tags: fluff

Warnings: none

A/N:  English is not my first language and I have invented a name for Sad eyes because I think the series doesn´t say it, here you are and I hope you like it

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The Santo´s party was starting to bother you, you were sitting with folded arms next to Oscar who was calmly drinking a beer, enjoying the sunlight and having family and friends around him, Cesar was on the other side, in the same posture as you and something seemed to bother him, just like you.

-What's wrong with you two? -Asked your older brother taking off his sunglasses and looking at you one by one.

-I'm tired of this party -you said and got up from the sofa, some glances went to you, glances that disapeared as soon as Oscar stood up next to you, you walked to the table where the beers were, passing between Carlos " Sad eyes "one of the closest Santos to Oscar and a girl, hitting the man with your shoulder and causing them to separate.

-What's wrong with her?- You heard him say, when your brother approached him and the girl he was talking to, a girl who quickly turned his attention to Oscar.

-I don't know, maybe she´s on her period-that comment made people laugh around him and you bit your tongue so as not to insult your brother right there, 

You turned to go with the girls when you noticed a hand on your ass and before you could react Oscar was already threatening the boy who had touched you.

-Sorry, I didn't know it was your sister- the boy apologized shaking before being kicked out of the party.

-You shouldn't be so hard on the men approaching (YN)-  Angelica commented, appearing next to you.

-He touched her ass without her consent-Sadeyes defended your brother's actions, notably upset by what had just happened.

-Yes, that's true, but you have to admit that Oscar would have scared that boy even if (YN) had given her consent.

You nodded agreeing with Angelica and Oscar raised his arms removing his guilt while Sadeyes simply watched without saying anything.

-One day I will fall in love and have a boyfriend-you told your brother who laughed and playfully hit you on the head.

-But not a Santo, you deserve better- your eyes inevitably went to Carlos, who didn´t look at you but nodded, staring at the beer in his hand.

-Whatever- you took your quesadilla and entered the house, all the desire to party had been taken away from you, you just wanted it to end, you were not feeling well, from the kitchen window you could see how several girls danced with their partners, It was so simple but you longed for it so much.

-Hey ma, are you okay? -Carlos appeared in the kitchen and hugged you from behind, looking in the same direction as you.

-I don't like it when you entertain the girls, like you don't already have one.

-You know that nobody knows, it's just the same as always, so that nobody notices anything strange -he said while still hugging you while you turned to look at him.

-I'm tired-you said looking your boyfriend in the eyes, you had started dating several months after Oscar entered prison and so far nobody knew anything about your relationship-I want ....

-I think your brother is right

-What?

-You deserve better (YN)-  he said, brushing hair in your face and stroking your cheeks carefully. -I think we should break up.

Your hands left his chest and you walk away from him so he doesn't touch you, trying to process his words-You're not thinking calmly, we'll talk when the party is over.

-You know Oscar is right

-Oscar doesn´t know shit-you almost screamed-we´re not going to break up and you know what? i´m going to tell him right now

-No (YN)-Carlos grabbed you by the arm trying to stop you

-Let me go

-(YN) don´t tell Oscar-you were going to answer but you eyes went to the person standing behind you two and looking at you trying to figure out what was going on.

-Why are you grabbing my sister like that? and tell me what?-Carlos cursed and looked at you before turning to face your brother.

Unconsciously you put yourself between the two men, you didn´t think  Oscar was capable of doing anything to his friend but it was better to prevent, the older man's gaze passed between you and Sadeyes trying to understand what was happening.

The silence lengthened more and more, the only thing heard was the music playing outside and some voices and laughter coming from the patio.

-Is anybody going to speak?

Carlos' hand landed on your shoulder and you took it, trying to find a way to say it.

-I'm dating (YN) -said Carlos before you could speak-We started dating a few months after you entered prison and we would like to continue like this, with your blessing hermano.

You let out all the air  while listening to those words and you went to Oscar who still said nothing, just looked at you- Oscar....

-Go outside-heSaid to Carlos - I want to talk to (YN) alone.

Silence and more silence, that was all while Oscar seemed to search for the words, you decided to speak your first

-Oscar I have fucked Santos before Carlos

Your brother closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose -Who?

-That doesn´t matter, what I am trying to say is that I have controlled my private life for a long time, I am not a kid.

-Why Carlos? He is one of the closest men to me and...

-I love him and I know he is your friend, shouldn't that be enough for you to know that he´s good for me?

-I can't believe this, come here

You looked at him and his outstretched arms doubtful and he rolled his eyes, pulling you by the arm to hug you- go and tell that Cabron that everything is fine.

-Really?-You asked excited and he nodded, so you ran to look for Carlos but before you opened the door you heard Oscar's voice shout "BUT I DON'T WANT TO CATCH YOU TWO FUCKING"

You ignored him and ran away, seeing Carlos leaning against one of the columns of the entrance, with a frown clearly thoughtful and worried, you approached him, grabbed him by the neck and kissed him in front of everyone, receiving some whistles and applause from the rest of the party and the nervous laugh of your boyfriend who naturally moved his hands to your waist.

-We´re free- you replied and he answered you with another kiss.

#On my block #OMB #Oscar Diaz #Spooky #Sadeyes #Santos #Cesar Diaz #Sadeyes x reader

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I’m just gonna leave some Brilliant Chang here for you to enjoy…

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Upcoming updates

Oscar Diaz (Spooky):

-Yo perreo sola

- Loneliness is over pt 2

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Sad eyes (Oscar as Brother):

-When the party is over

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I have many stories in my head and I am writing and organizing them little by little, so far this is what I will be publishing the next few days, 2/4 are based on songs so if you know them you may be able to guess the plot.

Let me know which one you are most excited about and which title catches your attention the most, I accept questions, criticisms and ideas.

#OMB #On my block #Oscar Diaz #Spooky #Sadeyes #Sad eyes #Fic #scenario #fluff #angst #story time #fanfic #Oscar x reader #Oscar diaz x reader #Sad eyes x reader

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Literally binging this entire show in a day, it’s lovely

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Omg pls do a pt 2 of loneliness is over 🥺🥺🥺

Thank you for reading and liking it, in a few days I will publish another short story and then surely upload a continuation for "Loneliness is over".

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Loneliness is over - Oscar Diaz

Pairing: Oscar x Reader

Summary: (YN) takes care of Cesar and that triggers a series of events

Tags:  a little fluff , a lot of angst 

Warnings: some blood, some violence

A/N:  I don´t know what is this, i was feeling sad so this is what came out, i hope you enjoy(? it, English isn´t my first language,

Part 2 

-Oh shit, you scared me -you said when you saw the figure in your window, you opened it and made the boy enter quickly, before someone saw him.

-I'm sorry for coming this late but I couldn't stay at Ruby's house anymore.

-And where are you going to stay? -You said taking out the dinner you had prepared for the boy, Cesar shrugged and started eating while you were looking at him from across the table, while drinking a tea.

-You will stay here then-before he could answer you had already got up and were closing the door and the windows with a lock-It´s not a question, if you stay on the street they can kill you, nobody will look for you here, not at least in a few days.

-Oscar will be angry when he finds out.

-I don't care, you are a kid, they want to kill you, throwing you into the street has been too much, even for him.

Cesar said nothing and continued eating while you continued with your tea in silence, the boy seemed not to have eaten in days and it was clear that he had not slept either, so you got up and prepared your brother's room, you had not touched anything at all, you just went in to clean, ventilate the room and left, that was the routine, everything had remained the same for years,even the broken part of the door where your brother had kicked years ago... but it was time to change something, you undid the bed and changed the sheets so Cesar could sleep there,  you didn't think about it too much and tried to not to look around you , opened the closet and took out a T-shirt and sports pants for the boy to change.

-You will sleep here-you said giving him the clothes and pushing him into the bathroom-Take a shower before going to sleep.

Cesar rolled his eyes because you were treating him like a child but he thanked you before closing the door.

You went into your own room to put on pajamas, shorts and a tank top, because the last few days it was too hot, your plan was to stay awake a while longer reading, but that plan was ruined when you heard that someone was calling the door.

As soon as you left the room Cesar was also there, hesitating about what to do and looking at you with a worried expression, you went to the door and looked through the peephole.

-Go to your room- you whispered - and don't go out.

The boy obeyed and before the door was banged again he was already inside the room.

-It's 1 AM, I hope you have some good reason to be here-you said crossing your arms under the door in front of Oscar, he ignored you and entered the house, sitting on the sofa.

-Can't I visit a friend?

- Friends visit each other at normal hours

-Yeah but .... have you had a date? -He said looking at the plate on the table.

-No, it's my dinner.

-You hate tomato -he said looking at the plate that clearly had tomato remains- if you have had a date that's fine, you can tell me, I would like to meet your boyfriend, i´m not going to scare him, te lo juro -he said lying on the sofa and watching you pick up the plate to put it on the sink, you stood there leaning for a few minutes and turned to see how a cigarette was lit.

It hurt that the thought of you with another man did not bother him a bit, there was no jealousy, because of course he didn´t see you like that, but you did and with each passing day it was more difficult to continue being just a friend, watching how all the women in the world passed in front of you, you were convinced that even if you were on a desert island with no one else, Oscar would find some other option as long as you continued to be "just a friend"

-Why did you came Oscar? -You said sitting next to him and taking the cigar , for you, while he put his arm around your shoulder.

-The house is empty - you didn't need to hear anything else, you knew how he felt, so you just gave him back the cigarette and hugged him, while he stroked your hair and your arm while he finished smoking, you longed for that so much, you loved Oscar with all your soul and heart, you wanted to be like this with him every day, as a couple, a lover and that was never going to happen.

-I miss Karina- he confessed, taking his hand away from you for a few seconds and then coming back with the caresses, you didn´t move but you tensed, Karina was his ex-girlfriend, the girl was his girlfriend for two years, before he entered Prison, after that she went to New York -Having a partner to get home to, thinking about starting a family, a future, I miss that.

You didn´t know when you had started to cry but your face was soaked and tears did not stop flowing from your eyes, you couldn´ t speak either because you were sure that if you opened your mouth only sobs would come out, although all attempts to hide the crying were in vain , because Oscar touched your face and noticed the tears.

-It´s everything all right?-He asked sitting up straight on the sofa and separating from you, to be able to see your face, you denied and let out the crying, he hugged you and tried to calm you, not knowing that you were crying for him.

-Can you sleep with me tonight? -Oscar nodded and left a kiss on your forehead.

Oscar walked around your room while you got comfortable in bed, looking at all the things that adorned the walls and shelves

-Why do you keep having this? -He said looking at a necklace that he had given you in your quinceañera, it was made of plastic and had a cross and your name next to a small ghost, a ghost that was supposed to represent him.

-It's cute, am I supposed to get rid of my birthday gifts?-You said getting up and taking it off to put it on.

- It is not that, but it is very small, I mean, in your quiceañera they gave you better things, this is childish.

-I look bad? -You said posing with the necklace while sitting on the bed and Oscar smiled, lying on the side facing the window, with his arms under his head -I think I'm going to use it again -you said laying and using his chest as pillow

You´ve slept together like that more than once, but that night you hugged him more than ever and he let you do it.

His loving caresses never stopped, your hair, your arms, your back, your face...and you liked to go over his tattoos,like if you were drawing them, most people considered them vulgar but you thought they had charm, between caresses you both fell asleep without saying a word.

The next morning you woke up alone, hearing screams in the living room and it was at that moment that everything began to fall apart.

-Oscar stop - you yelled, pulling him away from Cesar to stop him from pushing the boy.

-When I told you to leave the Santos, that included people related to us.

-I told him to stay-you shouted at him to attract his attention-he didn´t want to but he had no other option-you tried to reason with the man but he looked at you as if you had committed the greatest betrayal.

-I'm sorry, it's fine, I'll leave and I won't come back here-Cesar looked at you with regret and took the bag with his things.

-You can't keep treating him like that Oscar, if they kill him you won't forgive yourself.

-If Cesar dies it will be his fault, because he did something stupid, like your brother, protecting him served nothing more than to lengthen his death and your mother´s-he spat those words in your face and you had enough, you didn´t answer, you only walked to the door and  opened it.

-Get out of my house please-You said looking down, you didn't want to see the man you were in love saying those things.

-It's the truth, you didn't listen to anyone, you decided to protect him and that killed your family and now you´re using people to not to feel alone and not feel guilt, Cesar is not your brother,stop with the fantasies.

His words stuck like knives in the chest and you didn´t understand why he was being so cruel, Cesar, who was watching you, feeling guilty for the situation, decided to go out, not stay to see the discussion that his presence had caused, but he remained in the front garden waiting to make sure that didn't end badly.

-Go away,- you repeated to Oscar- All the bullshit you have done with the excuse of protecting your brother and you have thrown him into the street at the slightest opportunity, at least I tried.

- (YN) - he screamed your name- You didn't try, you signed your mother's death warrant-Those words were the last thing you heard before you saw it all red, you pushed Oscar out into the street and slapped him across the face and chest.

-Go and never come back, I can't believe I was in love with a bastard like you, don't come near me ever again -your screams could being heard  all over the neighborhood, you couldn't see Oscar's expression well because your eyes were blurred , your body shaked with rage and pain, you felt how he grabbed you by the arms, trying to apologize because he had just realized everything that had just come out of his mouth, but you let go and walked back home. 

Before you could get to the door, you heard a noise, a shot, you weren't sure because your ears were ringing and suddenly you felt a pain in your chest and the voices of Cesar and Oscar were at your side, while you fell to the ground, familiar hands and arms held you, even when you still didn´t see well, you knew it was Oscar, who was holding and caressing you trying to calm you like the night before, of course you would recognize his caresses, even in that situation, in which you just realized that you had been shot.

You laughed, because after all, Oscar was right- You were right-you let out a whisper-you were right after all.

-No, no, no, no,-he repeated over and over again as he held you in his arms, waiting for the ambulance to arrive, "it's okay, breathe and be fine, i wasn't right, it's a lie, nothing I've said is right, you're going to recover and....

-Don't worry-the voice came out faltering-It´s okay if I die, at least the loneliness is over.

Oscar hugged you and you smiled at him, you felt like you were fading more and more and you started to close your eyes- Don´t fucking say that, you have always had me, please, open your eyes and look at me, (YN) (YN) Please, I love you.

He had always been the one to get you out of your loneliness, from the first day of high school, when he appeared running and started screaming to wait for him to get to class together, despite having gone to the same school you had never spoken, but that day changed everything.

At lunch he always ate your tomato because you didn´t like it and you ate his onion , when he had no girlfriend or girl, you went to the dances together, when he started skipping classes to be a full time Santo, you went to his house, without your mother knowing it, to update him on everything while he experimented his culinary recipes, when he started dating Karina, you started dating a boy named Carlos, it was Oscar who comforted you , after your breakup, when your mother and brother died, he stayed with you for a week and when Karina broke up with him on the phone when he entered prison, you went to see him to cheer him up and you sent him all his favorite sweets, when he got out of prison you went to the beach together and you were there all day, enjoying your mutual company and his freedom.

Of course you had always had him and he had always had you, until that moment. The last thing you did was smile at his words and your memories, you caressed his face one last time, it was wet, wet with real tears and suddenly you felt like all the air that was left in your lungs was fading and you could only close your eyes to see it all black, it was over, over in Oscar´s arms.

He pressed your lips leaving a kiss and that was the last thing you could feel.

#Oscar Diaz x reader #OMB #Spooky #Cesar Diaz #Fanfic #Sceanrio #Spooky x reader #angst

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Julio is so finee

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Julio Macías as Oscar “Spooky” Diaz, via Gilberto Ortiz on Instagram.

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Let´s take a moment to talk about how Oscar wanting to "claim Monse" in season 1 makes no sense.

I don´t see Oscar interested in a 14 yo kid who he remembers as A KID, since at the start of the first season everyone was like "wow monse you got boobs now" and Oscar was in jail before that happenes, so he definitely remembers her as a kid  and he´s the only one who doesn´t make any comment about her boobs, he says "you've removed your braces" 

I think Cesar's comment on Monse was not because Oscar wanted to "claim her" but rather to impress him and the rest of the Santos, If it was to claim her, when Monse first spoke to him, he would have spoken to her normally, as "his girl" instead of humiliating her in front of all the men.

I needed to reflect on this because it makes no sense after seeing what Oscar is like and how his character has evolved.

#On my block #Oscar Diaz #Spooky #Cesar #Monse

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A favor-Oscar Diaz

Pairing: Oscar x Reader

Summary: Oscar disappears for days and when he comes back he needs a favor

Tags: Fluff 

Warnings: some blood

A/N: English isn´t my first language, i only had a lot of ideas after wathing the s3 and Oscar is bae so here you have this, i hope you enoy it.

Ocar had called you several days ago, telling you that you would not know about him in several days because he had something to solve, you had calmly replied that he should be careful and call you as soon as possible, after hanging up the phone you cried, you cried silently for long minutes and the following days you tried to stay calm distracting yourself with everything you could.                          It was during those eternal days when you realized that you not only liked that man, but that you loved him, you loved him as you had not loved ever before, you felt like your heart fell out of your chest every time you thought that something had happened or about not seeing him again ... your nights had become eternal hours spinning around the bed, everyone around you had noticed something was wrong.

Until one day at 3AM someone knocked on your door and you ran to open it, finding an Oscar with several wounds and covered in blood.

-Dios mio, come inside- helping him to lean on you, you sat him on the sofa and the first thing he said was “I'm going to stain it”

-I don't care, estupido-you ran up and took all the medical supplies that were around the house, towels and water, carefully you took off his bloody shirt, tossing it aside and looking at his wounds, you proceeded to clean them carefully, first with water and then with alcohol and hydrogen peroxide, to which the man responded by biting his tongue.

-What happened?- You asked as you continued with the cures, with a slightly shaky voice, doubting if he would like to speak or if it would be a delicate question.

-I killed someone- he blurted out without looking at you, you didn't answer and then he took your hands away from him, got up and went to the door.

-Wait-you shouted going behind him and holding his arm carefully to not to hurt him- what are you doing?-Oscar closed his eyes tight and clenched his teeth, something, apart from what he had told you and all the injuries, was not going well.

-I have killed someone- he repeated in a higher tone, taking your hand away from him again-It's okay if you want me to go, you don't have to help me

-Have you heard me say that? -You replied annoyed-sit on the sofa and let me take care of you.

He didn´t opposes and obeyed, clearly he didn´t have the strength to argue.

-Oscar, when we started dating I knew what you were doing, I knew you were doing illegal, dangerous things and it crossed my mind that maybe you had already killed someone, but I've known you, I know you're good, you care about the people you love , you have sacrificed your whole life to take care of your brother, you are funny, loyal, a good chef, intelligent and I love you.

You paused because the tears were starting to collect in your eyes and cut your breath -I know that what you have done is not for pleasure, I know because I see you, I do not see Spooky, I see Oscar Diaz, I know Spooky is a part of Oscar but he is not Oscar.

When you finished talking you started crying because of all the tension accumulated in those days and because it broke your heart that he thought you would not accept him, Oscar carefully hugged you and you wrapped your arms around him, you felt his lips on your head, leaving you warm and loving kisses, you separated a little from him and you saw tears on his face too, you wiped them with your hands, trying not to touch the wounds and caressed his face carefully.

-I love you Oscar Diaz, you are the love of my life-you said before leaving a soft kiss on his lips, when you moved away you found  a big smile on his face and another kiss in response.

-I love you too, (YN), the woman of my life-That didn´t come out of his mouth in a cheesy way, it was serious and you nodded, moving away a little to continue healing his wound.

After an hour, you only had to finish sewing the neck wound, you had burned the tip of a needle and you had given Oscar a book to bite him.

-Why do you know how to sew wounds? Do you have to do it often with children?

-No, children usually have bleeding noses, that's all, but when my brother got into trouble, I was the one who took care of his injuries so that my parents didn't find out -you said with a shrug-it´s disgusting but you get used to it .

-That sounds like you have done it many times

-This is the fifth time I do it.

Oscar laughed at the way you said it but quickly complained when he felt the pull that you hit with the needle- (YN) -he muttered in pain -I need a favor.

You were going to ask but the door rang, you got up to open but Oscar stopped you-It's 5 AM, don't open.

-What if it's someone who needs help?

-And that someone has skipped all the apartments before yours until they have reached a sixth floor? don't be naive

-Okay, we'll wait for them to go, don't do anything stupid, you're hurt-you warned him but the doorbell rang twice more and then you heard the voice of your neighbor on the other side of the door-oh shit.

-Who is it?- Asked Oscar and you shook your head.

-It's the neighbor, the pervert I told you about, if I don't open he won't leave.

-Okay, open it, I'm going to scare him a little-he said, showing all his teeth when he smiled, got up and put the gun, he had left aside on the sofa, in the back of his pants.

You opened the door crossing your arms over your chest, aware that you were wearing a tank top and what was the first place the man looked at.

-Good night (yn) I hope I didn't wake you up but ...- he paused and looked you up and down.

-What do you want?- You said cutting him, tired of having that guy hanging around you.

-I wanted to warn you that there is a trace of blood that reaches here and the neighbor of the second floor has seen a strange guy, who seemed from some gang, hanging around here.

-That´s all?

-Yes, if you are afraid you can stay in my house or I can stay here -he said taking a look after you- you are alone, it can be dangerous- Your grimace was obvious but the man in front of you didn't seem to understand.

-She´s not alone- Oscar's voice came after you, he placed himself behind you, putting an arm around your shoulder and leaving his hand, where he had the gun, at your cleavage, where the creepy man had been looking at.

The man's mouth opened and closed several times without really knowing what to say, Oscar raised an eyebrow waiting for him to say something and it was you who spoke.

-You see that I'm perfectly fine with my boyfriend, you can go, good night -You closed the door in his face and turned to Oscar -Do you know that you are very hot when you put yourself in a protective mode?

-I know, hynas love it

-hynas? -you answered raising your eyebrows and walking to the bathroom, you weren't jealous but you wanted to annoy him- When they hurt you again go to the house of some hyna to heal you- you shouted while you turned on the tap and heard him  laugh, then you didn't hear anything else, just the door.

Oscar left the apartment and as he thought, the neighbor was still there-get the fuck out there, (YN) is my woman, if i see you again or find out that you've been around her, the next thing you will know is that the Santos have cut your dick.

-It was not my intention

-What was not your intention? -He got closer to him, like a predator, making him hit the wall -I saw how you looked at her, you appear at his door at 5AM and you stay behind the door spying, you´re lucky today i´m in a good mood-he walked away from the man who was shaking and sweating uncontrollably, but turned and punched him in the stomach-much better.

The man leaned against the wall trying to catch his breath and Oscar closed the door behind him with a slam.

You were facing him with your arms crossed and a questioning expression.

-¿Que?

-Nothing, it's okay, I also wanted to punch him-you said approaching him to hug him-but can we go to sleep now? - rubbing your cheek on his chest and yawning.

-Of course mamita, whatever you want -he said tightening the hug and walking to yout room, where he lay carefully, in front of you and you snuggled in him.

-Tomorrow you will have to answer me about the favor -he repeated and you nodded already half asleep

He looked at you when he heard a "hmm" come from your mouth, you had already fallen asleep, knowing that Oscar was fine, all the accumulated stress of those days without almost having slept had left and having him by your side made you relax completely.

Although Oscar was also tired, he watched you sleep for several minutes, stroking your hair and thinking about what he was going to ask you, he remembered the day you met, you appeared in front of him, shy but smiling, asking him if he wanted you to delete some photos that you had taken because "I'm sorry, I thought it was a very nice photo, don´t think that I am weird or a pervert" at first he wanted to scare you and make you erase the photos but it felt wrong to think of doing that, so the answer was completely different "You can keep the photo if you let me take a photo of you" at that moment you had doubts but in the end you accepted, something in your head had said that you should accept and later, when at night , after asking for your number to send you the photo, he sent it to you along with a message that said "hey ma, what are you doing" and since then you both knew that there was no going back.

Casual dates in the first places that crossed your mind, endless conversations, laughter, jokes, kisses, Oscar feeling that his life was normal, feeling loved, you were what he wanted in his life, that's why, the "favor" that he wanted to ask you was to marry him.

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