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everyone needs to take accountability for their own actions, i’m not perfect so stop acting like you are

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may all of you get to experience being loved properly

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i don’t think a friend has ever made me cry like that and that’s saying something

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i hate that i had dreams of what i wished happened. like the desired outcome

#and then i wake up to reality and realise things are still shit #can i turn my brain off #these dreams don’t help

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i feel like my voice is reaching out to no one

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One of the risks of being quiet is that the other people can fill your silence with their own interpretation: You’re bored. You’re depressed. You’re shy. You’re stuck up. You’re judgemental. When others can’t read us, they write their own story—not always one we choose or that’s true to who we are.

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ah fuck i’ve cried too much already

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#:(

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sigh

#it just seems like my relapsing is getting more and more frequent the more i get older #the urge to s*** ha*m is way stronger than what it used to be #is pure happiness only in a fantasy world

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i will be okay

#eventually #sorry #i think things would be much better and if i just see myself out

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should i not have done that

#i mean i only messaged to make sure my message didn’t come across weird #but i got such a blunt reply #now i feel kinda stupid #should i just leave #like #will that make things better

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#feeling like a burden more than ever #did i just embarrass myself #i just want to disappear #i feel so stupid

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welp got a new mutual on my main and the first few posts they see is my manic hashtag commentary

#personal #sorry to do that to you #going through it hard this time

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