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Nonsense Rant of the Day

recently watched a kdrama titled, "냄새를 보는 소녀" (the girl who sees smells). I took a peek cuz it had the trope i was currently writing.

The main female lead (오초림/최은설) can see scents due to the effect of her coma after a car accident. The main male lead (최무각) has analgesia.

I'm writing a character with analgesia, and this story has been in the works since 2018, so my research about the condition is quite... a lot. I've read tons of medical articles and various experiences of ppl suffering with it. So i was watching the drama while taking critical notes of the stuff around it.

I ended up disappointed. Not only because it ended in a "meh" way, but also with how inaccurate the portrayal of analgesia in the story.

As far as I'm concerned, analgesia is congential; meaning it has to be acquired since birth. It is also genetic and caused by a mutation within specific genes. It could be an absence of pain neurons or their disability. Basically, they already got that wrong cuz Mu Gak had it after a coma.

They also added in the inability to taste, which threw me off and had me doubting my knowledge about it 😭

After getting over the disappointment, i looked up congential analgesia again and hoo boy i learned more lol. I'm still right about what i initially know, but the difference is that i now know the specific gene and its phenotype that got mutated for my character.

I'm really motivated by spite, it's concerning sometimes. I had to remind myself that this drama is fantasy and i shouldn't take inaccuracies like this personally but yeah 💀

#kdrama #the girl who sees smells #rant #also reaction i think #nerd alert

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✍️ ~ Commissions ~ 🙏

**these are commissions in turn for in-game currency in Genshin Impact. I cannot just yet take any other payment. All transactions will be done through Codashop

I will do: Gore, fandom characters, ships, partial armour/prosthetics

I won’t do: NSFW, full body armour, inappropriate ships of any sort, animals other than cats and dogs

I struggle with dynamic poses, however, I will most definitely try my hardest with it if requested.

You will DM me on Tumblr or through email ([email protected]) and give me both what you’d like (please include pose ideas, character examples, etc.) and how much you think it’s worth (in genesis crystals). We can do either negotiations from there or I will accept the price.

If you have a platform you would like to talk on aside from Tumblr or email, please let me know which platform and I will give you my profile on there.

Once I’m halfway done, I will show you it with a watermark, show you my UID, and you will send me payment through Codashop! Once I’m fully done the product it will be sent without a watermark.

I’ll often be updating you with my progress and this is where you can correct stuff. Once the colouring stage starts, it would be ideal not to change the line art.

Keep in mind I am a person just like you and although I’ll be working hard, I will have rough patches.

I WILL DO DESCRIPTION DRAWINGS ... but they will have a higher price and requires more interaction from the commissioner

Options:

Headshot/icon

Bust

Halfbody

...

Sketch (will always be worth the $1 price unless halfbody — will be worth $3 if you want the sketch cleaned)

Flat colour (no shading)

Fully shaded

...

Just ask for any background you’d like

got any other ideas or want anything else?... propose it! <3

Examples:

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bro 40 hours of practice took off the paint on my poor fingerboard

almost done with winter's 1st mvt gotta up the tempo next and then proceed to the 3rd mvt.

i also revisited eine kleine (1st, 2nd, 3rd mvts) lol and I'm more comfortable doing staccatos now, it's much much smoother than four months ago 💀

I've also been reviewing my notes for "our hearts' symphony" tee hee and i need more ideas, unfortunately 💀💀 can't start formally writing it yet, but we'll get there!

Please give it a read and a comment, i feel lonely 🥲

#practice #40 hours #violin #fanfic #please give me a comment there i am begging you i need attention #or else i die

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This is very soft im in tears

“my friends think I’m invincible"

#bungou stray dogs #bsd

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Alternate Universe.

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it's very unoriginal but whenever i write law, i make sure to point out his light vitiligo due to the white lead poisoning. something like that should make a mark and it always gets me when i read fics that say they're partly the reason why he's got so many tattoos.

#trafalgar law #one piece #headcanon #or delusions idk whatever you call it

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I've been on this platform for just a day and I've already made 10+ posts and 200+ likes... this just shows how chronically online i am

im sorry for getting bombed with my special interests in less than a day. will happen again.

#i have no self control #rant #chronically online #i need a life

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you guys have probably moved on but i haven't. my mind is still here.

#trafalgar law #one piece #fem law #op 1081

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literally. law is as chaotic as luffy but he's not ready to accept that.

This is hilarious to me, like no Law you are not a practical person!! You are just a different flavour of neurodivergent than Luffy

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kafka asagiri is such a menace. he really said that kunikida was born to suffer. i hate him sm.

what, did he think I'd hyperfixate on the implication that kunikida was born to be next to dazai? to the obvious yaoi bait? (yes) hell no.

#bungo stray dogs #dazaibsd #bungou stray dogs kunikida #kafka asagiri #killing myself over this fr #kunikidazai

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maybe next time

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this really happened

it’s not like a good stabbing killed anyone before

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what do you mean it didn’t go this way,

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because im insane, i picked up the violin and learned how to play it since nov 2021. with pure tenacity (autism), i finally am equipped to learn vivaldi's winter -- a piece i only ever dreamed of playing (i have a lot of these lmao) -- now, i can hear it right under my fingertips 😭

im still debating with myself on whether i should use spiccato or staccato on the C sections and also the bowings but eh, lessgo ✨️

#violin #practice #40 hours #vivaldi winter

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law being terrorized by the strawhats will never not be funny to me

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i still can't get over the fact that luffy's flower is sunflower and law's is queen of the night like bro

the sunflower faces wherever the sun is while queen of the night only blooms at night??? What the fuck does that mean? I don't think i can ever think normally about it but scream how much they're night and day and sun and moon

Im sorry if im screaming about it now it's just too much for my weak heart

#lawlu #lulaw #midnight thoughts #i should just sleep

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"You're stupid. I like that in a man."