reisnocalcutiepie2

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

Okay guys!! Let me address smth, so, I’m going to edtwt, tumblr isn’t strict enough for me and I have maintained 50kg for AT LEAST 1 year. Let that sink in. So I’m moving to twt and I’m gonna fucking toughen up,

follow me if you want to, the user is Reiscutiepie

#saddness #thinnblr #i wanna be perfect #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw #pro miiia #nostalgia

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

You have no conscience that tells you to eat or not eat. If you had one you would obviously be thin by this point. Today I chose to 2mad instead of omad, was this decision good? No. But it’s these kind of decisions that you need to make, nobody will make them for you, nobody will walk behind your back and remind you to stave. Right?

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr #ed not ed sheeran

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

“Eat more, your paper thin, you need to fatten up” Bruh, I’m 49 kg and 164 cm, not thin😑

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr #ed not ed sheeran

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

I just found out my cousin is trying to loose weight too. SHE IS SKINNIER THEN ME. I’m gonna stop fucking eating

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

Bro how the fuck am I a fatty but my knee bones touch when I sleep on my side..

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

My New Year’s resolution:

Get hospital thin

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

IM SO FUCKING PISSED. I’ve been binging so much I used to be 48 but now I’m 50. I feel like a fucking fatass. If I don’t post in a month don’t be suprised

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr #pro miiia #i will reach my ugw #i want to ⭐️ve #tw eating issues #i wanna be tiny #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna lose weight #i want to be skinnier #i wanna be perfect

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

Eating in silence but hearing the voices yelling at you to put the food down.

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

The scariest shit happened to me today.

“Your teacher called and said you haven’t been eating and throwing around your lunch” my mom said to me..

That was the first time i visibly froze, I wanted to cry but I sucked it up and made up lies, she hopefully doesn’t suspect me anymore

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr #anorexcya #disordered eating thoughts #tw restrictive ed #ed not ed sheeran #tw eating issues #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw #i wanna be tiny #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be skinnier #i wanna be perfect #i wish i was weightless #skinnni #skinnyyy #ed bullshit

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

Whenever your jealous of them feel your collarbones, feel them and think to yourself

“At least I’m getting thinner”.

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

How does eating and starving both give you a numbing empty feeling?

#ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #pro a4a #thinnsp0 #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #saddness #thinnblr

[reisnocalcutiepie2]

Feeling your bones>>

#saddness #pro a4a #thinnblr #thinnsp0 #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana rant #ana meal #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren