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But all your flaws and scars are mine

Chapter 15 is up!!

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But all your flaws and scars are mine

Um hi! I’m still here 🙃

Posted the second of two new chapters for my beloved story.

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Hi! I just found your fanfic on AO3 Still falling for you. I got to the chapter that you mentions potentially added inspiration photos of outfits and jacobs house on tumblr? And I was just wondering if you ever got the chance too. And where the post would be?

Ps. Pleas co it’s that fic. I’ve always been team Jacob. And there’s not enough imprint fanfics for my liking that are good like yours!

Hello hello lovely!!

I’m so happy to hear from you and to know you found my story and are enjoying it. I’m loving writing it. Yes Still Falling For You the Jake x Bella fic is mine! 😄

I have the inspiration saved to Pinterest at the moment as I didn’t get feedback on posting it here. I would love to go ahead and put it together to post here. For me, pictures always help me get into a story.

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why do you and others like vaccines so much?

not dying of preventable diseases is actually one of my favorite hobbies

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Hey, y’all. So I very rarely make personal posts here on tumblr, but I’ve made so many wonderful friends through fandom and met countless amazing people. It wouldn’t feel right if I didn’t share this here.

Cassie & Evie Need Your Help

That girl up there? That’s my best friend in the entire world. My soulmate. I moved to Nevada from Kansas back in 2012 with nothing but $100 in my pocket and all the bags I could carry. I had only one friend that I knew (and who didn’t even like me all that much), and other than that, I was essentially alone. Cassie was my very first friend, and since then, we’ve remained very best friends. We’ve talked each other off numerous ledges, laughed together, cried together. She’s always the first person I call and vise versa. When we first met and started hanging out, she was already in love with a bartender at our local bar named Thomas.

Well, throughout the last 9 years, she and Thomas have been through a rollercoaster relationship. They drifted apart for a while, he struggled with addiction issues, and they eventually found their way back together. Fate? I don’t know. But their unstoppable love ended up creating the most incredible little girl I’ve ever met, little Genevieve Lane (Evie for short). She was born last year, on January 20, 2020. Cassie and Thomas were so excited to start their little family. They moved to San Diego for a job opportunity that would allow Thomas to provide for them while Cassie stayed home with the baby (she has a degree in microbiology, but hasn’t had the chance to get a job thanks to the pandemic on top of the demanding life of a new mother). So obviously, the pandemic hit and made everything worse. She and Thomas struggled for the last year, but they scraped by. Just barely.

As it turns out, though, Thomas was relapsing and struggling with his addiction issues, on top of mental health issues (BPD diagnosed by 2 different doctors but left untreated). All the stress and depression finally came to a head, and in a sudden and shocking move that has left everyone racked with grief, Thomas took his own life on March 3rd.

Now, Cassie and Evie are alone. They had no savings. There was no life insurance. Cassie is unemployed and barely getting by on nothing but WIC and the kindness of her mother and closest friends. Thomas’s family has decided to step back and withhold assistance in this time of need. But thankfully, Cassie has family and friends here in Las Vegas, and she is working on relocating in order to be closer to her support system (which includes me, her very best friend in the whole entire world).

I am currently doing everything I can to assure Cassie can focus on navigating her way through this horrific grief and caring for baby Evie. I’ve already flown down to see her last-minute, and I’ve booked another flight to go down and help her pack up and move to Vegas next month. However, there’s only so much I can do on my grocery store employee salary. Her mom is helping as much as possible, as is one of Thomas’s very close friends. But we are still struggling.

So here I am, making one of those “please help if you can” posts that I always told myself I wold never make. But it would feel wrong if I didn’t. Because I would do literally anything for Cassie.

If you have ever spoken with me, read my fics, enjoyed my fanworks, whatever… please please please consider donating. Every single little bit helps. And it is all going towards Cassie and Evie, to assure they can eat and have a roof over their heads while they try to adjust to a life without Thomas.

Mental illness is a bitch. Addiction is a bitch. Suicide is a bitch. But in the wake of all of this, I look at Evie and see hope and pure light. She deserves the world, and I would die to give it to her. Instead of having one best friend/soulmate, I now have two. And they need me. So I’m asking anyone and everyone for help. It would mean so much more to me than you could ever know.

If you read this far, thank you so much. And if you donate, please let me know. It seems so stupid, but I only have so much to offer, so if you’d like something in return, I can fill writing prompts or something. Whatever you want.

Thanks again for reading, and please, y’all… keep your loved ones close. Appreciate every moment. Don’t ever hesitate to reach out for help. 

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When I say I read a lot, I’m not talking about books, I’m talking about fic but that’s between me, this hellsite, and ao3.

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Licked the Honey

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 My next OTP!  I wonder what disaster will befall them?!  Sigh.  It’s kind of like watching The Killing.  Which is funny because Billy Campbell was in The Killing.

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seriously? you’re telling me the fanfiction i meticulously planned out in my head doesn’t already exist and i have to write it myself? unbelievable.

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"Let it hurt. Let it bleed. Let it heal. And let it go."

—Nikita Gill

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This fanfic I’m never going to write is really damn good.

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when you think nobody got your back, remember your 20 open ao3 tabs