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I've been doing Qi's challenges, and I got the extended family one which I was kinda excited for since I've never done it before and I enjoy fishing. However, as I went for the Son of Crimsonfish, I found myself not having any luck even hooking one with a curiosity lure equipped. Eventually I turned to the Wiki, where I found a small note under the quest - the Son of Crimsonfish can't be caught during the winter market. So there is one week during the year in which you shouldn't accept the quest.

And I accidentally accepted it during that one lol

#stardew valley #fishing #sorry for all the stardew posts tonight #I'm just feeling rambly

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I just traveled to Ginger Island on what apparently is a day where every single bachelorette went there together and holy SHIT I'm gay.

#stardew valley #the six women I've been romancing #are all in swimsuits #and lounging on the beach #it's a wonder my farmer didn't pass out #lol #ginger island

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I'm not great at decorating in this game, but I've started working on it! I especially like this fish room, though I wish the staircase was even lol.

#stardew valley #decorating #there's so many more possible rooms now #this is all I can handle right now #I might make the lower room into more of a game room #since Abby might appreciate that #abigail stardew valley

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happy lesbian day everyone

#happy lesbian day #lesbian

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Latest chapter is out!!! I think it's cute, I hope y'all enjoy. <3

#blue eyes and violets #fanfiction #ao3 link #blue eye samurai #arcane #vi arcane #mizu bes #lesbian #sapphic

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Not sure why I chose the character @monstersandgirls-webtoons has said is their hardest to draw for my first fanart lol, but it seemed like a fun challenge 🥰 This is probably a bit uncanny in my style(?) but I’m still pretty happy with it.

#fanart #monsters and girls #sera #lili #drawing #pencil #i should’ve used my actual art pencils #instead of a mechanical one #but I didn’t feel like getting them out #lol

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Pretty unfortunate that a butch girl isn't taking me to an abandoned building at midnight during a full moon, pressing my back to a rough concrete pillar and kissing me 'til my lips feel raw and bruised and I'm so out of breath that I gulp for air when they finally pull back. Biting my neck while unbuttoning my shirt and trailing her hand along my chest in a way that's almost too delicate, leaving me desperate for her to be rougher, to pinch my nipples and suck deep, purple marks into my flesh. I'd push her back when it became too much and rip her belt off. Fall to my knees so hard it stings, but before she can ask about it I pull her zipper down, her strap flopping out right in front of my lips. Looking up at her and the stars burning above us, as they witness our sins and pleasures, as I open my lips and take as much of her into my mouth as I can. Slipping my fingers under the strap to feel how much nectar is already dripping out of her. She groans into the night, grips my hair and tells me with her husky voice to open my mouth nice and wide for her. I could come from watching her spit. Let alone the feeling of it hitting my tongue, of her pulling me back in and starting to fuck my face while mumbling about how much of a good whore I am for her. Using my throat like a toy. When she's satisfied, she lets go and asks if I'm okay while petting my hair, weaving her fingers through it so softly that I could purr. I tell her yes, and she pulls me up to kiss my forehead, whispering that I'm such a good girl for her, that she loves me so much. We go back to rough after that, but the softness of her voice runs through my mind over and over, and I imagine the drive home with her hand on my thigh, the shower together where she washes my hair and us laying in bed as she kisses every bruise and mark she's left while telling me I'm the most gorgeous woman she's ever known. Her arms wrapped around my midsection as we drift off and she hums to me. I never knew the word whore could be filled with so much love and pure, unfiltered adoration until I met her. I scream her name into the sky as she pounds into me, hoping that the universe itself hears me, hears how much I love the woman staring into my eyes like I'm made of soft summer rain clouds and perfectly ripe strawberries and a million other beautiful, quiet things. Then, as I come for the final time that night, and she collapses into me with her heaving breathes and burning legs, I whisper into her ear, under her short, sweaty hair, that I love her, because that one's just for her. Tears stain my cheeks but they keep coming as it sets in yet again that she's mine and I'm hers, and the world is so beautiful even through blurry, dizzy eyes.

#lesbian #sapphic #hornyposts #butch bait #I think it's butch bait anyway #butch4femme #femme #butch #I need abandoned building sex so much #but even then #this post went on longer then I thought lol

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The cool part about accepting that I’m a girl is accepting that I’m a pretty boy (girl).

#butch #dyke #lesbian #sapphic #pretty boy #i really need to start presenting more masc #and chop my hair off #and get carabiners

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Sometimes I cope and tell myself that my laptop isn't that old, then it crashes while I'm TRYING TO RESTART IT after sitting on the restarting screen for ten minutes and tells me it has to fucking restart because of it.

#laptop #ramble #I might as well crash it on purpose #at this point #lol

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I think one of the scariest feelings for me is staring at an assignment I’ve barely started and feeling a creeping voice in the back of my head quietly telling me that I should probably consider various types of medication that have been offered to me, primarily depression, anxiety, and ADHD. I’m so scared of the idea of being dependent on even more things, because I already feel anxious having to take estrogen and t-blockers due to it making me feel like I’m not a real woman, so adding even more, especially because depression ones might cause me to gain weight, my largest overwhelming insecurity, seems terrifying. Maybe I just need to be actually, fully honest with my therapist about how I feel on a daily basis and see if that changes the recommendation from light to stronger.

#vent #ramble #medication #sorry for the sad post

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why did they make her such a bad bitch though.

#rabbids #mario rabbids sparks of hope #edge #I can't believe her name is edge #they called the goth mommy rabbid edge #i mean the what

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Miitopia is so fun. What other game can I have a party consisting of me, Chappell Roan, Azi from Scavengers Reign, and Poison Ivy

#miitopia #can you tell i'm a lesbian #lol #lesbian #chappell roan #azi #scavengers reign #poison ivy

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My dad just walked into my room holding a plate of Triscuits with melted cheese on them and said "Want an hors d'oeuvre?"

#i have nothing else to add

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yeah…

#selfie #lesbian #tummy #the lighting is bad #but i care not #sometimes I just need #validation from the internet #that im pretty #tbh #transgender #sapphic

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I try so hard to focus on the right fanfic and then I’m suddenly 7 pages into a one-shot original work that I can’t stop working on now because I’m already starting to love these characters

#writing #fanfiction #original work #it’s about the final day of a timeloop #because I read a depressing #time loop story #the other day #and now I need to make it right #to comfort myself

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I kinda adore the double standard of the Stardew Valley community about consuming eggs vs mayonaise. Farmers can chug all the mayo they damn well please, but Yoba forbid Alex eats a few raw eggs. Himbos can't do anything these days huh. smh.

#stardew valley #eggs #mayonaise #smh

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I gotta say, Tumblr is surprisingly good at starting to shove things in my face randomly that then turn out to be exactly what I want to see. Like it randomly started pushing posts about some girl named Chappell Roan earlier, and now I'm listening to her music and holy shit After Midnight and Picture You are fucking fantastic and I am addicted to this woman's voice already.

#chappell roan #music #queer #lesbian #after midnight #picture you