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xie lian as tumblr text text posts

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bringing this back for this year

#including the original tags because i am not that funny #if you're cold he's cold #leave him outside #sk8 #sk8 the infinity #sk8 adam

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i need to know every language immediately

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the only reason i work is to earn money FOR THIS

if don’t have a xie lian plush my life is basically meaningless

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guess who’s hand slipped and made a whole mini game 😂😂

link to the game: https://liluo.io/naixaie/catch-all-the-san-lang 🍄🍄🌳

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watching the sk8 fandom come back to life h 

#seeing creators i originally followed for sk8 resk8ing.. my beloved.... #i have been resolutely checking tags since watching i am so glad it will be busy again #to be fair the amount of stuff for a one season at the time show... sk8 for the win #i could have more to say but do i? no #also known as i cannot word things well #sk8 #sk8 the infinity

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something of an imposter myself 

#all the people i follow posting mdzs and svsss #yes i will like every one of their posts anyway #what is a 2ha? i do not know . #one day. one day i will join your ranks #for now the tgcf brainrot Consumes #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #danmei #mxtx #heaven official's blessing #i make up for not knowing anything by speaking about tgcf constantly

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i’m not going to be able to word this even mildly coherently but i am so invested in the atsushi view of akutagawa involving dazai 

from my recollection one of the first things atsushi is told upon joining the agency is to be wary of akutagawa - that he is dangerous (true) and should be avoided at all costs. this is proven to be a fair warning and for the most part continues for a good part of the beginning of the novel; akutagawa is powerful, morally opposed to atsushi, and generally rude. atsushi should have no reason to doubt dazai for this, and for the most part this seems to be fair. 

then there’s the whole ‘dazai made akutagawa this way’ which honestly yes agreed i know akutagawa was a whatever ‘silent mad dog’ and stuff but dazai so obviously manipulated him to this point. like he fully does anything dazai will say in the pursuit of his acknowledgement, which i feel culminates pretty obviously in chapter 87/8 (don’t quote me on this i . have not read it for a while). and yes for the greater good whatever whatever either way dazai has coerced this utter disregard of the self for an expendable puppet who will follow his will with little questioning. and as much as atsushi might ‘hate’ akutagawa and everything he stands for, i doubt his morals stand for anything of the sort.  at the end of the day, akutagawa is largely a victim of manipulation. from someone who also manipulated atsushi’s view of him. i wonder how atsushi’s view of him would change should he know his full backstory

#'i wonder how atsushi's view of of him would change should he know his full backstory' OBVIOUSLY he would feel slightly different #stop trying to sound pretentious #idiot #anyway #this is both pointless and embarrassing to be seen posting but . will i anyway? obviously #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd atsushi #bsd akutagawa #yeah go ahead and tag it with every tag so everyone can see it #go do that

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i live everyday full of hatred for those that insist bugs are not animals. you are a fool. you are an imbecile. your idiocy is pitiful and your defiance is an embarrassment to humankind. 

#this is the mark of a failed species #the weakest links in our society #outcast and exile them #have them spend time with bugs and they will learn the true meaning of an animal #bugs #stupidity #rage #fury

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people are like “xie lian wants you to have a good day :)” and i will just sob 

#those accounts that are like 'xie lian loves you' i .cannot #me: i am emotionally stable #literally anyone: this character that does not exist cares about your wellbeing #me: [dies] #xie lian i will drink water for you i promise #getting a healthy amount of sleep because the flower crowned martial god told me to #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing

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miss the days when i would make six hundred million original posts in one day

#my reblogging game has taken over #no longer funny

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i love memory loss i can read my old posts as though someone else made them and i have never seen them before. infinite entertainment glitch

#this is a lie i hate memory loss

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idk if this will like . kill me but i don’t understand all the demand for papapa in tgcf;;; like it’s already heavily implied in canon, and there’s obviously the whole opportunity of writing it in the fanbase, so i don’t,,, i don’t understand why people really want to see it;;;;

#saw people saying they hoped it was in the 100k which honestly fair wish for what you want #but #i will stake my opinions instead #i do not . understand.. #just imagine it...... #i enjoy the option of it being a Voluntary Thing To See #like props to everyone that is interested but . no thank you (personally) #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu

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he's going

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tgcf volume three kind of sus...

#i live in 2020 #i am also eight years old #you would think me unsusceptible to such 'humour' #actually i don't think you would #this is fairly in character to be honest #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #tian guan ci fu

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Hua Cheng in TGCF audio drama PV