First day I’ve felt good in like two weeks. Finally got hit with COVID. It still sucked despite being vaccinated and boosted - I’m glad I am because it could’ve been so much worse.
Went for a long walk for the first time in two weeks. It was nice but by the end I was dying. It’s gonna take a minute to get my energy levels back.
Next week I’m flying out east to visit my family for the first time in three years. I’m really going to miss my dogs. This will really be the first time away from them. Ever. For two weeks. 😭
This is why I come into work most days. If I don’t come in and take care of them, then who will? Work was hard today, though. I made it through but i honestly didn’t think I was going to. I love what I do for the most part but days like today are slowly putting a bitter taste into my mouth.
I don’t feel stressed but my body is telling me otherwise. I started my period even though I just had it two weeks ago? A cold sore popped up a couple of days too. Icing on the cake. Plus my other health issues are getting worse. So like. I don’t know.
I went to work today for 2.5 hours. And then I had a virtual doctors appointment with my new doctor. I took the call in my car before I drove home.
It wasn’t a bad day. Keep finding myself in a bored state of mind. I want to lose myself in something but I don’t know what. I’m really stressed out. A major life change is about to occur and I’m not coping well with it.
Yesterday I stayed home from work because I needed a mental health day. I did a little bit of arts and crafts and hung out with my dogs. It was much needed but I still wasn’t ready to come back to work today. Oh well. But here I am. At work. I almost made it through today. I have 90 minutes to go. I can do it. Deep breath.
my anxiety has a loophole that if somebody is else is equally or more uncomfortable I develop the sudden ability to Do The Thing
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