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i need not set myself ablaze to rise again from the ashes i need not kill myself to be reborn into the person i want to be

#i will get better

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it has been hard it will be harder but it will be worth it

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I've always been telling myself if I could start over I'd do this or be like that. today I've decided that I can do that without starting over.

I can change myself without ripping myself apart

#self care

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I've always been telling myself if I could start over I'd do this or be like that. today I've decided that I can do that without starting over.

I can change myself without ripping myself apart

#mental health

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While standing in line trying to get some food in the southern Gaza Strip, he yelled at the journalist Fakri Ibrahim, saying: 'Send this picture to Israel and the world.'

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you were both the raging flames of my passion

and the gentle breeze that fanned them

and when the fire was eventually doused

the sizzle of my embers screamed out your name

#poetry #writers on tumblr #i will move on i swear #but for now im holding onto the pain as our last remaining connection

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If you're lamenting the fact that you used to be able to shoot through a 500-page novel in like a day when you were in middle school and now you can't, it's worth bearing in mind that a big part of that is because when you were in middle school, your reading comprehension sucked. Yes, mental health and the stresses of adult life can definitely be factors, but it's also the case that reading is typically more effortful as an adult because you've learned to Ponder The Implications. The material isn't just skimming over the surface of your brain anymore, and some of the spoons you used to spend on maximising your daily page count are now spent on actually thinking about what you're reading!

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I must picture myself as someone else

before I can even think of loving me

I've had to rip my heart out of my chest

before I could finally feel it beating

#quotes #if i wrote a book i'd include this

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I think I am ashamed of my skin

i long for it to be touched

yet I'm afraid of it being seen

if only I could peel it all off

and feel the pain of it growing back in

the burns they would hurt so good

or so I tell myself

#poetry #can i even call it that #i should go to bed

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I don't know if I'll find love. most days I don't think I'll find love. but still I like to believe that some day I will.

because the love I want is all around me. the love I want had always been inside me.

#hopeless romantic? #hopeful romantic!

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“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis

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to resist the temptation of technology I have decided to shackle myself

#app timer #it's app timer

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hey do you know how this works

ok I do now

#mah im tumblring

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why is this blog so effortlessly funny 😭

hope you get out of the wifi cave!!! also hope you have a wonderful day!!!

the wifi is amazing down here

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are you single? if not, lmk when u are

You will not have me.

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I still have like 10 books that I haven't read but ffs do I wanna ROB A BOOKSTORE RN

#books #never enough #for legal reasons this is a joke

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started reading this cause the name sounded familiar but god am I in TEARS

#manga #saihate no paladin

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horny posting? on main? couldn't be me

being horny is directly proportional to being an intellectual

#it totally can be me