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sh culture is losing blades and being terrified for a few weeks that someone will find it

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Im finna start only h!tting thighs I'm in the mood for some p@!n

#tw thinspi #poc ana #skin&bones #⭐️rving #thin$po #pro for me not for thee #@nor3×14 #@na vent #poc thiinsp0

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Had my first $h relapse in a year :(

#self mutalition #$elf h4rm #$elf harm #self h@rm #$h tumblr #$hblr #$h tw #cvtaddict #i want to cvt #sh cvt

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Currently struggling rn, every time I weigh in I'm just above 100 but I just can't seem to make it below😔

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0

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No, this isn't phsyics. This is a set of rules that has governed my life as an anorexic for who knows how long. I have a bunch of little rules, too, but these are the 3 major ones:

The 7-7 Rule

Dinner must be eaten by 7:00 pm. After dinner, no food is to be consumed until 7:00 am at the earliest. This is basically the same as a 12-hour fast, meaning if you live by this rule for an entire year, you will have equivalently fasted for 6 months.

The 3-hour Rule

3 hours must pass between the last time you ate and the time you go to bed. This ensures that you are actively burning calories while the food is initially digesting, versus when you are sleeping, when metabolism slows and you burn fewer calories.

The Double Weigh-In

You must weigh yourself twice a day, minumum. Once at night before you go to bed or after your last bite of food is consumed, and once after using the bathroom in the morning but before any food is consumed. This is a more a self-esteem booster than anything else. You are always thinner in the morning. Also, it allows me to gauge how many calories I feel "safe" eating during the day and then judge at night how well I have done with that figure.

#ana rant #ana meal #ana tricks #ana angels🪽 #tw ana diary #ana activities #ana account #anatumblr #ana trigger #ana aesthetic #@na shit #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #@tw edd #@na vent #@na trigger #@na rules #@nor3xia #@n0r3xia #ana bllog #@na tips #@na buddy #anagirl #@n@ tips #a4a tips

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The fun part about being poor is not having food to eat anyways

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0

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#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0 #anorexcya #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na trigger #@n0r3xia #@na tips #⭐️rve #⭐️rving #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #i need to ⭐️ve #pro for me not for thee #thin$po #disordered eating thoughts #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #thigh g4p #skinnni #i wanna be skinnier

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I love cooking so fucking much that's it's generally annoying that my brain refuses to let me indulge

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0 #pro for me not for thee #pro a4a #proannna #anorexcya #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na trigger #@n0r3xia #@na tips #⭐️rve #⭐️rving #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #i need to ⭐️ve

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Y'all I need to get spammed with exercises to overexert myself so I could burn off a couple pounds before I get to see my man in 2 weeks.

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0 #⭐️rve #⭐️rving #starv1ng #starv3 #skinnni #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be skinnier #i want to ⭐️ve #ed behaviour tw #ed dairy #ed vent #tw disordered eating #ed relapse #ed disorder #disordered eating thoughts #ed bullshit #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #ed not sherran #tw ed but not sheeran

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I already finished the book🤦🏾‍♀️

Starting a new journey of ⭐ving until I finally finish that one book that's been rotting on my shelf😋

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0 #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ve #⭐️rve #⭐️rving #⭐️ving

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Something I need to get off my chest...

Im not suicidal per say, but if I was given the opportunity I would walk into ongoing traffic. I absolutely refuse to admit my issue with dieting and weight in general but if I'm honest I don't even know why I don't like my body. Most of my childhood is a clump of fogged up memories, leaving me to ponder all the fucked up shit that might have occured during that time period but other than that idk. I've never been body shamed or bullied, my parents never really dieted, and I don't remember anything significant regarding my weight.

Though when I was younger I remember having very strong signs of hypersexuality, I have no idea how that can morph into me wanting to look unhealthy. Even though I've never really been considered obese I've always felt that I could be thinner, lose more, weight less... My weight has always been a sore topic for me, often making me feel as if I was the odd one out.

In conclusion I have no fucking idea why I am this way and I have the need to dissect my entire existence.

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0 #anorexcya #tw a4a #a4a diary #pro a4a #a4a motivation #thin$po #i want to be skinnier #skinnni #i wanna be skinnier #ed behaviour tw #tw restriction #tw disordered eating #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed diet #tw ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #pro for me not for thee #i want to purge #thinspø #thinneristhewinner

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What's sad is realizing that I'm probably gonna be dead by my freshman year.

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0 #starv3 #starv1ng #⭐️rving #⭐️rve #⭐️ving #i want to ⭐️ve #anorexcya #pro a4a #a4a diary #tw a4a

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Starting a new journey of ⭐ving until I finally finish that one book that's been rotting on my shelf😋

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #4n0r3xia #poc thiinsp0 #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #⭐️rve #⭐️rving

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IM 3 POUNDS AWAY FROM MY FIRST GW IM SO FCKING HAPPY

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #poc thiinsp0 #4n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na trigger #@n0r3xia #@na tips #anorexcya #4norexi4 #pro for me not for thee #pro a4a #i want to purge

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I love how tmblr keeps blocking my account it's giving hater behavior

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #poc ana #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #poc thiinsp0 #4n0r3xia

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Y'all I gained 15 pounds in 2 days😔

I barely even ate I'm finna kms💀

#ana bllog #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #skin&bones #tw ana diary #tw thinspi #poc thiinsp0 #4n0r3xia #poc ana #4norexi4 #@n0r3xia #@na trigger #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na tips

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Life is so much more bland when you're not high

#poc thiinsp0 #4n0r3xia #pro for me not for thee #tw restriction #ed dairy #ana rant #tw ana diary #poc ana #skin&bones #tw thinspi #ana bllog #ana meal #ana trigger #anorexcya