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You may remember the scene in the 16th episode of the TV series Wild, where Alaz goes to Asi's house and they meet on the road. Asi was collecting garbage there. When Alaz got out of the car, he asked her how she was doing, etc. In that scene, she said, "If you ask him about my expectations, you will be confused." What exactly did he mean there? So in what state did he think of Asi and say this? Thanks in advance.

She got angry and asked what he was expecting to see anyway. He said "if you asked what my expectation was, my answer would shock you."

He was teasing but meant he would like to see her in different circumstances, doing different things. Together probably. The context was definitely +18.

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from which episode actually yagiz fell for hazan some saying ep13 and some saying ep 10 I don't know which?

I can't say the exact episode tbh. I think the way he thought about her in the first season indicated he started having feelings for her. So it's safe to say it didn't start in ep 13 (season 1 finale). But falling in love was a process for them. I can't say something like "this moment changed everything" etc.

I forget so many things about FHVK btw. *lol* But I remember I wrote my thoughts about this before while the show was still airing. You can find it.

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I always wonder what would've Yağız do in that hotel room if he didn't get the death news of his mom I mean what if his phone were on silent mode?

The phone had to ring because otherwise many things would have been resolved more quickly. Yağız and Hazan had to part while still judging and misunderstanding each other. It served the plot.

But either everything would go worse or they'd find out things weren't how they looked like. What would you prefer to watch?

To be honest the misunderstanding between Yağız and Hazan never bothered me. I was even okay with the love triangle for a while. Things started getting out of hand when Sinan and some characters became too annoying.

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No, What I meant was what would have happened if Yagiz had not attended that phone call and did not get to know what has happened to his mother, what would have happened then, like he would have blamed hazan or sinan for not being with his mother for last time!

Well, I think he'd blame both of them but when he found out Hazan was innocent, he'd regret it. He didn't like Hazan in the beginning because of his prejudices.

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wait why would they i mean.. yaghaz would end up in a police station? that hotel is his fathers right? so how will they end up in police station?

Hazan would make it possible, the fight wouldn't end there, imo.

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A little ranting and some of my thoughts about Yabani Episode 31...

Since finally I have time, I'm going to get some things off my chest. It'll be a long post, so here we go.

After having seen the writing of episode 28, I said to myself I shouldn't expect anything from this show, especially with the rating pressure it wouldn't get any better. Because the writers show they aren't competent enough to deal with that. I also said as long as it didn't affect my couple, I could ignore the rest and skip the other parts.

However I learned my lesson, if the show is going downhill, probably your couple is not safe either.

In some parts of ep 31 I rolled my eyes, in some parts I didn't understand the motives of some characters. They were trying so hard but it was neither logical nor touching. Especially some lines and some scenes didn't make any sense.

A conflict was needed between Alaz and Yaman, I can see that and of course it would be delicious if it was written well. So no problem for me. But what's this nonsense, excuse me? Serhan may be cruel, evil and a bastard, (and that's why Alaz still doesn't talk to him or expect anything from him and he's okay with going like this) however wanting your father out of your life is one thing, being okay with him dying is another thing.

Alaz: He's my dad, unfortunately and I can't change that, Mom. But is this what he should get in return? Did he deserve this? What are we supposed to do? Should we be happy? What do you want to hear from us?

I mean, if we're talking about the worst traumas, then Elif should get her punishment too, because the girl literally tortured Yaman & Asi and Alaz even though it was for "the greater good".

And these people who went to the hospital to be by their side, to give them comfort and support acted like Soysalan siblings shouldn't get angry because their father was a bad person. Then Yaman got involed in their argument and asked Alaz what his problem was.

I mean, what? How did all of these make sense? This was just plain stupid.

Poor girl found herself in the middle of their conflict.

I knew he wouldn't listen to reason. Not even Asi could calm him down, I was expecting this and wrote it before. He already fought his mom and his brother so when he came to the worst conclusion I didn't think it was out of character.

Alaz: So you're on his (Yaman's) side.

I could have understood this as well. Because even back then, while they were waiting for any good news about Çağla, Asi's first instinct was to prevent him from blaming himself although he was a bad brother to his twin sister. So I guessed he waited to see an unconditional support again, like her getting angry like himself and stopping the other people, not the other way around.

She actually wasn't on Yaman's side but he misunderstood her words.

So, yeah, even though he was acting irrational, I could understand that.

However this…was truly unacceptable.

I think there's a line that shouldn't be crossed while trying to prove you're right about something, especially the other party is someone you deeply care about.

To me, no matter how much angry he was, he would never say that line. Especially after Zafer plot. This guy was ready to die and kill for her, cared about her traumas and pain. You may say he was also behaving like this towards his twin at the beginning of the series, so he can do anything but I beg to differ. First of all I hated him for that matter as well and that happened at the beginning, a very long time ago. He's been through a lot. If he continues acting like he has no empathy, why are we watching this show?

And I know Asi didn't have bad intentions but in order to make him to say those words, they wrote illogical lines for her too.

So why did they write it anyway? Maybe it was for this scene to happen:

To show that she is compassionate and loves him so much despite how much he's fucked up.

Was it worth it? No. Because we already know that.

I think the director couldn't get rid of that line because of the messaging scene, however he could have shown Alaz regretted it later. But he did not.

So some directing and writing choices were really unnecessesary and disappointing.

You can especially tell this is true because after the hospital scene, Yaman said to Alaz how he wished he could have changed everything. I mean, from the beginning he could have seen what Alaz needed but no, he waited for an hour because the show should last 120 minutes.

What did the show benefit from this? Nothing. I mean, if it happened after he had learnt the truth, we could have said he did it because he tried to make her break up with him. But they didn't choose that way.

There were many good scenes but the rooftop scene literally killed my desire to talk about them.

Like this is probably one of my favorite scenes in the whole series.

Alaz: I hate being your son. You're like a nightmare. One can't get rid of you. No matter what I do, you somehow ruin my life again. I'm tired of listening you, your making up excuses, blaming others. I went crazy thinking that something would happen to you today. I forgot all of your crap. I said he was my father no matter what. I forgot everything you did. Don't worry, I will keep silent, I will stomach it again, because I have to. I have to because of your health state, because of your daughter who is scared that something may happen to you, because of Ece. I have to because I have no choice. But you know what the most painful thing is? I will never be able to look at Yaman's face again. I know you won't like hearing this but I really loved being Yaman's brother. But as usual you forcefully took away another thing I love from me. How can I look at my mom's face now? How can I look at Asi's face now? Serhan: If you keep talking like this to me, it will be my face you can never look at. Son- Alaz: Son…Yes, I am your son. This is what's the worst. I am the devil's son. This is my curse. You took away my last hope that I could be a good person. Endless thanks to you.

And this was good too.

Because you can literally pinpoint the moment he started dying inside. For the first time he wanted her to let him go and she said she couldn't do that.

He was always the one who couldn't let her go but this time she said his trademark lines. *fml*

The whole scene was written just like how I imagined. This was not ooc either. But it could have been more impactful if the rooftop scene hadn't happened.

I don't have any expectations right now, if they give me more beautiful scenes that make it look like they were in a delirious state while writing that scene I can try to forget it. However the first 30 episodes will always have a different place in my heart.

#yabani #asi x alaz #alaz soysalan

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My 10-years younger self already went through this

This is not my first rodeo so Yabani fragman didn't surprise or upset me at all. It's obvious that Alaz won't handle the ugliest truth about his dad and the choice he's forced to make. It's in character unfortunately. He's going to suffer because we all know he's destined to suffer. But I also get the frustration, it's just that I am so used to it I guess. As long as it's not ooc, I'll watch it.

By the way since these two shows have so many similarites (I'm sersiously considering making a post about that), there are some things GB wonderfully did that I would like to see in Yabani as well.

There are two heartbreaking confrontation scenes between Zeynep and Kerem.

This was the first one. I still have a hard time rewatching this.

He was the guilty one here and she said she knew he would break her heart one day so her worries came true. Ouch.

In Yabani, we got something similar.

He felt guilty, apologised her but she rejected him. This hurt like hell too.

But there is also this. Honestly this was the peak level angst a couple could go through. He found out his father was a murderer, came to the school to ruin anything he could touch then Zeynep came to calm him down but he couldn't let her. (Also she accidentally revealed she already knew the truth about his dad.)

So what if Asi wants to give Alaz some comfort after their fight at the hospital and goes to the bar but sees he's turned into his old-self already? And since he is in self-destruction mode, he's making a huge mistake?

In Gb, things went worse because of Melis, but in their break up era, there were many heart-wrenching scenes between these two that literally made you want to cry. (Like him climbing up to her window in a drunken state and wanting to talk to her because he felt so lonely even though he broke her heart first) Just imagine if we get a desperate, regretful Alaz going to her but being rejected rightfully... Yeah, this should happen.

They are officially dating only for like a month, I guess? Of course their happiness wouldn't last long because this is a trdrama but it's still sad. We're back to the angst era again. They should at least give us a confrontation.

#yabani #asi x alaz #güneşi beklerken #zeynep x kerem

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Hey everyone talking about what would you sevinc have done if she was alive but here I am just thinking what would have happened if Yagiz had not attended that phone call or if no one had called Yagiz? Like another massive punch from hazan or something else... 🤭🙈

So if Sevinç was alive, Yağız wouldn't be called. He and Hazan would end up at the police station that night. The misunderstanding between them would be cleared. Hazan would find out it was all Sinan's mess and he was such a liar and casanova. Yağız would feel guilty and admire her courage and being protective of her little sister. He would find a way to apologize. They would meet occasionally for reasons (don't ask why) and slowly fall in love. It'd be a perfect mini Turkish tv series just like my dear Pride and Prejudice 1995 version since the show already stated Yağız was like Darcy. No need to say who was Wickham.

But of course since we had Fazilet Çamkıran, the show would still be full of drama and lies. There is no such thing as mini drama in diziland.

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Alaz: Accept that I can still surprise you. Asi: I really didn't expect it. It was a surprising ending. Alaz: You know I like surprising endings and save my show for last. And since I deserve it, rebel girl, I am waiting, come on. Asi: Waiting for what? Alaz: You owe me three words. Asi: Let's do this instead. Write that on a bill journal, maybe I will pay it later.

Lololol, she loves teasing him but as he said once, he is not easy either.

Asi: Another show? Alaz: No, it's not a show. Until I hear these three words, I won't let you go. I can give you some letters, it may help you remember. The words start with I, L and Y respectively. Asi:… Alaz: So you are not going to say it? Okay, as you wish. But until I get these three words from you, I won't stop it. Just so you know.

First stepping on the gas, then putting on the brake. He's a little dramatic. Well, you're testing his patience girl -keep going-, but believe me, it's not a show.

Basically he gives her two choices, -this is turning into a habit actually- either they will make out or she will tell him she loves him. No matter what she chooses, he wins anyway. Such a spoiled man.

You know, he doesn't say these three words again either but Asi doesn't make a big deal of it. He is just being Alaz, wants to hear it again and again.

And look at her…awww she loves him as the way he is.

After his kissing attack, she is like stop stop and he is like finally it's coming…but then the girl really makes a wise choice and says nope, i am not gonna say it. Basically it means "just kiss me hard."

He loves her choice, oh my. He even says "good". They're really something else.

She must be so strong to resist this.

Sometimes I wish that the reverse adaptation (from tv show to a book) could be more common. Wouldn't you like to read his thoughts here?

The man looks at her with such so much love, passion and lust…I can't.

#yabani #asi x alaz

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i guess sevinç will support yağız and about her behaviour to hazan i guess maybe she'll be harsh or cold with hazan at first like yağız 🤭 then later slowly, slowly she'll be bond with her like a mother daughter kinda bonding!

She would observe Yağız, Hazan and Sinan and try to understand what they really feel.

But maybe, she'd talk to Hazan and ask for her to not mess with her sons. (Not in a rude way of course) So Hazan would stay away from both of them.

There was a reason all mother figures died early in the show. First mom then aunt... Otherwise Fazilet couldn't have been so powerful.

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Things that ruined me

her trying so hard to smile for his sake

but the way he saw how uncomfortable she was

when they were asked how they met

The way suddenly this flashback appeared because yes this is literally the first time they saw each other and they still remember even though the only thing he did was to tilt his head in a mocking way but still it counts, it is still memorable, it still changed their lives...

BUT WORSE

THE WAY THEY LOOKED AT EACH OTHER WHEN THEY REMINISCED ABOUT THE PAST. They literally transcended to another world in front of other people. The very telling look that said they were glad they met and found each other against all odds.

The way they got uncomfortable about the waiter incident.

If he was former Alaz, he wouldn't notice the scene. But he realised it wasn't nice and immediately turned his head to her. Because he knew it made her feel worse. Because he knows her very well.

The way she snapped and reminded him of why he loves this girl so much

The way he did not give a shit about anything if it was about her

THE FACT THAT HE MADE HER SMILE WHEN SHE WAS CLOSE TO TEARS

HEIGHT DIFFERENCE

THE WAY SHE SMILED AT HIM BECAUSE SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AGAIN

AND THEM BEING THIS CLOSE

The way he got worried when she stepped on something sharp and started hopping.

PIGGYBACK RIDE BECAUSE HER FEET HURT

AND THE FACT THAT THEY STARTED LAUGHING IMMEDIATELY

They are making my heart melt with all of these. Angst + drama + cuteness, they can pull off everything.

And you know what came after this scene. Yeah, they never disappoint either when it comes to making out.

#yabani #asi x alaz

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I've replayed this scene at least 20 times already. And I still can't move on.

THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL

#yabani #asi x alaz

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Hello, I sometimes wonder what would happen if Yagiz's mother, I mean, Sevinç, was alive. What happens when she finds out that both Yagiz and Sinan fell in love with Hazan? Whom will she support, Yagiz or Sinan? Will she accept Hazan or not? Will she tell Yagiz to blackout Sinan, etc.?

Considering the fact that he was the most miserable and lonely character of the show, Sevinç wouldn't make things get better. The guy was supposed to suffer until the end, he would feel guilty towards his mother too this time, even if she didn't say anything. But I don't think she would act like Hazım, this guy was the worst I swear, she would probably make him behave more reasonable and wouldn't pick a side. And I have a feeling that she would be formal with Hazan at first but then try to form a bond with her.

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Hey girl, Yagiz is still your favorite male character, right? I don't know how many dizi I've watched yet their is no one like yagiz.. I really miss him!

Yes, he is still my number one. I miss him too but the show was so frustrating so I can't rewatch it. *lol*

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She is insecure about her look and shares her worries with him (Btw these little things make you realize they're really lovers, they're officially dating, because like this is such a girlfriend thing) but he is like shhh and kisses her.

Actually she is right about feeling that way. This is really not her. They're wearing something very formal (probably he told her that the place where they would go requires this) and her dress, her hair…everything screams this is not her.

But still, he doesn't give a damn and finds her beautiful. And even if she doesn't feel the same, he will make her feel relaxed. I love him for that.

And this is where everything becomes weird. Because it looks like he takes her to a meeting with his friends. But his friends are like more party boys or girls? What are they doing there?

Maybe he just wants to show everyone that this is the girl he loves. Maybe he just wants to try to do this "dating" thing with her. But in the end he will never allow her feel out of place, I know him. He isn't someone who cares about the opinions of others anyway. If she is disturbed by something or someone, he will give them a hell. She won't stay silent either.

And I think he won't be okay with ending the night this way or will be restless if she gets sad.

So...

What if he actually prepares a date night just for them in this scene? Or after the dinner he decides that they will go to the another place? Which things can get spicy? IT IS A MUST AT THIS POINT.

(I'm just a fangirl, standing in front of a bunch of writers, asking them to make this happen)

If he asked my opinion about the best place for that, I would suggest sailing a boat (like in 9th episode). Think about it, who could ruin their night if they were in the middle of the sea?

By the way isn't it amazing that the guy who made her feel like worthless and unhappy turned into the only man who makes her feel the most beautiful thing in this world and loved dearly?

#yabani #asi x alaz

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#yabani #asi x alaz #mine* #calm down boy

[mytalemyworld]

UPD

He's a total asshole

She's a badass softie

He was showing zero redeeming qualities when she fell for him while still pining for her first love - He's getting a perfect redemption arc while retaining his core bitch personality

He had a bit of a soft spot for her from the start (I believe) specifically because she had no problem threatening him with a switchblade - She got a soft spot for him after witnessing firsthand that he can love

She kissed him. Twice

He rejected her. Twice

He kissed her many times after

Oh, he kinda hit her after the first kiss (it was accidental but the asshole still didn't apologize) - She hit him accidentally too (didn't apologize either but came to check on him)

They sang together in an empty nightclub (there were two naked souls on the stage!) - They sang together in a full club (still completely emotionally naked, both of them)

He said that if she was the one to stab him at least he would die with a smile on his face - He said that if they died, they'd die together

She actually stabbed him some time later - She got stabbed in the exact same spot

He said he deserved it and to get away from the scene before someone saw her - She apologized for stabbing him and he said again that he deserved it, unlike her

She was going to but returned and got him to a doctor - He said he was never leaving her and kept his word

He never told anyone who did it but his loving mother found out anyway and knew he did some shit to deserve it

She was so shocked from what she did and hurt from what he did that she spent the whole night out in the cold and fell ill

He snuck from his house and into hers (with a fresh stab wound) to check on her

She was feverish and the only thing she managed to say to him was that she hated him - She was on the verge of dying and the most important thing for her was to tell him that she loved him

He definitely doesn't hate her - Of course he told her that he loves her too

He told her brother figure "she's in love with me" to provoke him into a beating - Her brother figure teases her about their romance now

She tells him off her brother and tells Him to let her go while she's the one who grabbed his collar

He replies that he'll let her go when she does the same (it doesn't feel like he means just her hand on his jacket. especially with the way they're staring at each other. the scene is magical) - He tells her that he cannot let her go in the most romantic circumstance

He's still a total bastard to her loved ones - He's still a sarcastic bastard but now in a much more entertaining way

She sees through him and tells him that he might like getting punished (kinkyyyyyyy) but she doesn't need a dog

He says she's in love with him again - He asks her to repeat her confession or he's not gonna stop trying to snog her

She slams his damn head into a mirror - She jokes she doesn't remember what he's talking about

He's completely feral for this girl - He captures her and kisses her against a wall 😭

There is a group standoff scene where she has her switchblade to his torso and then his throat

They both know she can use it on him (because she already did once) but there's more sexual tension than dangerous tension (even while surrounded by like 40 people including both of their families)

I have a feeling she's gonna be revealed pregnant and it's going to add SO MUCH MORE drama

I'm kinda feasting on this ship it's SO fcked up and delicious!

I don't think there ever was a better written and developed enemies-to-lovers trope than these two

#yabani #asi x alaz #watch them #they will ruin your life