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misswritress · 2 years
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« Tendou with his Insecurities »
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warnings: pure fluff that'll give you a heart attack
A/N: I'm trying out new structures, so please feel free to comment advice/suggestions :)
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Before your relationship!
✤ Due to his horrible past, Tendou is filled with insecurities, —overflowing with insecurities, to be exact.
✤ He has been called a monster, a creep and every name in the book, whether it may be in the past or the present, to his face or behind his back. He can never escape them, so this precious boy's self-esteem is at a negative 100.
✤ So imagine his surprise when you confess to him one day that you like him.
✤ For a minute, he felt that you were playing a prank on him, the meanest prank that anyone has played on him. He liked you, yes. You were kind, sweet and cute. You were one of the few people that really knows who he is. But he always felt that he wasn't good enough for you, that he was dirt stuck under a shoe; worthless and disgusting.
✤ It took him a moment to realize that you weren't joking around, that you were telling the truth. You genuinely did have feelings for him.
When you are in a relationship!
✤ You will need a lot of patience with this man.
✤ Not because he's super high maintenance, no. It's because, as stated above, this precious boy is overflowing with insecurities. Though, you both have started dating and he knows your feelings are genuine, he still feels he isn't right for you. He feels he isn't worthy of you. He feels that he isn't enough for you.
✤ THAT. IS. NOT. TRUE.
✤ Please comfort him. Reassure him that you love only him, that he is good enough for you, that he can never be replaced.
✤ This precious boy must be protected!!
✤ Just because you're dating, doesn't automatically mean his insecurities just magically go away. It's safe to say that this boy is emotionally scarred for life.
✤ Also disclaimer!! Trust and Insecurity are two different things. Tendou trusts you. He knows you would never ever cheat on him, you have his complete faith (aw, my baby)
✤ He has just been hurt so many times that he can't help it.
✤ Even when you guys have been dating for a long time, –let's say 2-3 years, he still has these kinds of thoughts, though its toned down a notch. It pops up whenever he has a bad day and he hears a mean comment about how you're dating him, it just gets to him, you know?
✤ Give him a hug, or a kiss on the lips, or both. Show him that you love him.
✤ Whatever your love language may be, Tendou needs evidence of your love whenever he's in this mood.
✤ Just do this, and his insecurities vanish for the moment.
✤ Please never get tired of telling him how much you love him, how much he means to you, how much you will never get tired of him. This boy deserves everything in life.
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misswritress · 2 years
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When your long-distance boyfriend surprises you
bokuto x reader
Fluff!!
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Bokuto rang the doorbell to your shared apartment with a smile. He felt excitement flood his veins. When his coach had announced a 3 long week break from practice, he immediately booked the closest flight to you. You didn’t know that he flew out to see you or that he even had a break. He kept it a secret, which was extremely hard with the fact that he could almost never keep anything from you.
A minute passed by before the door flew open, revealing you, his beloved girlfriend.
“Kou!” Joy and surprise were evident on your face. Almost immediately, you threw yourself to him, wrapping your arms around his neck. Bokuto fumbles backwards a bit but quickly finds his stepping. He drops his duffel bags and hugs you back with the same exact fervor. God, he missed you so much.
“Kou, you’re here.” Your voice was muffled from his neck. You pull away to cup his face in both hands.
Bokuto leans into your hands. Oh, how he missed your warmth. “As much as I missed you, we need to go inside. Our neighbors might be distrubed.” You giggled. Butterflies flutter inside his stomach. He missed your laugh. It always turned him into a puddle.
For a moment, he lets you go to pick up his bags from the floor. He enters your shared apartment, it almost looked just as the same as when he left to travel. As soon as the door closes, Bokuto picks you up in his arms once more. You let out a squeak, before wrapping your arms around your athlete.
He guides you both to the couch where he places you on his lap, caressing your cheek. “Let me look at you. I missed home.” You blushed at his words. You lean in and kiss him. The kiss was slow and sensual, pouring all of your emotions at that moment.
Bokuto feels your hands intertwine and tug on his silver hair. He smiled, he missed the way you would always tug on his hair every time you both kissed. He missed your habits. His arms pull you in closer, as to not have any distance between your bodies. His hands roam around, one on the small of your back, and the other on your waist.
"Welcome home, Kou." You murmured.
Bokuto didn't notice until now but a familiar black and white uniform with the number 4 etched on the front and back hung on your form.
"Is that my old Fukurodani uniform?"
"Yes." You replied, "I missed you."
Bokuto felt his heart bursting. You were just too much of a cutie — not that he was complaining. He pulled you to a tight hug, pink hue dusting his cheeks.
"Oh my baby is just too cute! I love you, Y/N." He pulls away before decorating your face and neck with thousands of kisses. Giggles erupted in the room as he continued his attack of kisses.
“How long are you staying?”
“3 weeks.” Bokuto mumbled between kisses. You cup his face and gently lift him from your skin. “Really?”
Bokuto beamed, “Really. I’m all yours for 3 weeks.” A massive beautiful smile appeared on your face. You both stay like that, staring into each other’s eyes. Bokuto loved getting lost in your doe-like eyes, he loved everything you do to him, intentional or unintentional. He quickly notices your eyes shimmer with tears, and suddenly worry fills his veins.
“Baby, what’s wrong?” He wipes a tear that escapes your eye, rubbing small circles on your lower back. You shake your head, blinking the tears away.
“It’s just that I’ve missed you so much.” Bokuto felt his heart break a little, he hated seeing his baby cry. "Can we just stay like this for a while?”
Bokuto smiled, and nodded. He leans his forehead to yours, placing a kiss on your nose before rubbing it gently with his own.
“Like I said, I’m all yours for 3 weeks.” Your boyfriend hummed.
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misswritress · 2 years
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I’ll kiss you if you sit on my lap
a/n: spoilers for 707‘s route
: audio extracted from 707 route call [ https://youtube.com/shorts/aaTACxVm6Ls?feature=share ]
“You called again, princess,” Saeyoung answered her for the fifth time that hour. MC had been strolling around the beach by herself. Saeyoung promised he would join her in 5 minutes, which had said about 45 minutes ago, after he finished some remaining work for the agency.
The couple had been driving nonstop, only stopping a few times last night, to try and track the whereabouts of Vanderwood and Saeran with little luck. There weren’t a lot of people on the beach, considering how sort of secluded it was. Saeyoung, who was very busy hacking the agency’s system, happily answered her frequent calls. It was the kind of voice that made MC’s heart swell with a mixture of love and adoration. “Are you gonna keep messing with me? Stop and come here. If you keep doing that, I’m really gonna go get you.”
MC’s heart was beating triple time. She momentarily closed her eyes, feeling a thousand butterflies begin to flutter in her stomach. A shining soft smile tugged on her lips.
“And if I get you, I’m going to mess with you as long as I want. Are you ready for that?” Saeyoung continued, “I can get kind of sadistic when I tease people. So come here when I’m still nice~." Happiness and love radiated from the phone call.
MC raised an eyebrow at the threat, a harmless one no doubt. But somehow at the same time she felt that Saeyoung meant every word, seeing how he had pranked every member of RFA, especially poor Yoosung.
“Oh my!” MC gasped rather dramatically. “I don’t know what that is. But I feel kind of embarrassed.”
“God. You can’t pretend to not know! So cute.” Saeyoung laughed. His laugh rang in her ears, her heart melting at the sound. “Now, come here. I’ll kiss you if you sit on my lap.”
“No more phone calls. Look into my eyes and tell me…that you love me.” With that, Saeyoung ended the call. MC could feel her cheeks burning, and silently squealed in delight as she walked faster towards her lover.
***
Saeyoung stared at his cellphone still in his hand, a blush dusting his cheeks at the words that he had just uttered. He pressed the phone onto his forehead and closed his eyes, praying to God above that He would help him keep his restraint, which was rapidly failing with MC’s influence.
MC, MC, MC, Saeyoung’s mind whispered her name, what have you done to me? That lovely strange woman.
He sighed happily, putting his phone away and continued his hacking. He had almost finished his hacking, he would have finished a while ago but MC had been a huge distraction, well, when was she not? Even when she was doing ordinary things like driving his baby, Saeyoung’s mind could never stop thinking about her, or when she had fallen asleep at his side when it was his turn to drive again, he couldn’t stop stealing glances at her sleeping figure. He knew that they could have gotten into an accident, but he couldn’t help it. He was drowning in his love for her, drowning in her love for him, and he would happily keep drowning for the rest of his life.
Saeyoung slapped his cheeks hard, bringing him out of his dilemma once more, coming back focused on the important task before him. He bent over his laptop, typing code after code until he had finally broken through the agency’s system. When he straightened in his seat, MC appeared, knitted pink sweater and leggings rolled to her knees, her shoulders bared to the sun, her feet sandy from walking barefoot, ankle boots in her hands; her smile slow and easy. “Hey."
"Hey, yourself. Back so soon?” he asked.
“I was called to come here.” MC scoffs with a laugh as she saunters towards him and peered at his laptop.
“I will never understand how you understand that.” MC looked away at a moment’s glance.
“It's all just commands in computer talk,” said Saeyoung. “I can always teach you the basics.”
“Nuh uh,” said MC, shaking her head, “I have learned and heard enough of codes in my robotics class, thank you very much.”
Saeyoung laughed. He gently reached for her hand, planting a sweet kiss on her palm. MC looked stunned and touched. He placed his laptop on a table, hacking forgotten already. He pulls MC closer to his side, kissing their intertwined hands. He feels his face flush red but he couldn’t bring himself to hide it from her at the moment. His golden eyes meet hers to see her ears bright red, how beautiful.
“You look beautiful.” The words rolled off his tongue even before his mind could register them. It was true. The way the sunlight showered her figure, making her extremely gorgeous than she already was. It was a fact, but that didn’t stop his cheeks from burning red.
MC stands still for a moment before she sets down her boots on the sand and plops down on Saeyoung’s lap. The blush on Saeyoung's cheeks deepens as he hears his heart hammering against his heart. He swallows, afraid that MC would hear it. MC hums as if she heard, dangling her other hand on his shoulder with a smirk on her face.
Saeyoung knows that MC’s teasing him by the mischievous glint in her eyes. He wasn’t gonna lose to his 606. He was God Seven, the ultimate prank god, he wouldn’t lose to anyone, not even to his beloved MC. Without skipping a beat, Saeyoung leaned in to kiss MC, catching her surprised gasp with his mouth. His free hand found her waist, pulling her even closer, closing all distance between their bodies. He had slipped his tongue inside, teasingly exploring her mouth before he pulled away.
The sight of MC's burning cheeks that rivals his red hair made his heart squeal with joy at the fact that he had that effect on her. Saeyoung could feel her heart stutter against her chest.
"I told you I'll kiss you if you sit on my lap." His cheeks are just as red as hers.
"I said—what." MC stumbled on her words.
Saeyoung laughed at her slight brain malfunction. "I've held my feelings for so long, I feel like bursting everytime I'm with you." He gave her a peck on the nose.
MC shrugged with her doe-like eyes. "T-That’s not my fault. 'Stay away from me. I'm dangerous. I don't have feelings for you. Oh no, no—"
Saeyoung silenced her with a kiss.
"Okay, okay I get it." He leaned his forehead, golden eyes staring into hers. They stayed like that, relishing in the moment.
"I love you, Saeyoung." said MC, after a while.
Saeyoung felt his heart swell with joy and love and adoration for the woman in his arms. Oh, how he loved this woman. His heart soared to the nth sky at the confession. He could never get tired of how his given name, the name that he was afraid of anyone knowing, the name that he was so scared of anyone knowing, the name that he secretly yearned to be called again like in his youth, beautifully rolled off of her tongue. Nor can he ever get tired of how she told him she loves him. It made him feel alive, whole and loved.
"I love you too, MC."
With that he leans in once more, expertly parting her lips to slip his tongue in. Her fingers slightly pulled on his red hair as his hands held her tighter and closer, kissing for a long time.
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