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I can't stop crying...

I can’t stop crying…

AND SWEATING

Maybe it’s the new fertility medication?

Maybe it’s working full time and majorly over exerting myself at work.

I think it’s the fertility medications…

I can’t stop crying.

Everything seems so hard.

Everything seems so broken.

Like the exhaust system on my car I feel like I’m busted in two parts.

One part gets up and puts on a performance. Works. School. Take Phyllis to the vet. Eat.

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When the depression washes over me I have stopped fighting it. I embrace it. Welcome it. Because this fucking sucks. #infertility #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #clomid #waitingonyoubbq3 https://www.instagram.com/p/BoZYBHlFyCRop67XZnXOJvT3Yis_sd3udG67Ik0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17icjidg86utz

#infertility #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #clomid #waitingonyoubbq3

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I was, and still am, afraid of the person who sexually assaulted me. I never told anyone other than my husband until now. So when you see me being loud about this it's because I lived it. #whyIdidntreport #metoo #metoomovement #drford #christineblaseyford #debbieramirez https://www.instagram.com/p/BoKQZCanrE1jK5FBbUg3IioFQL8-Rjgm3dkmp40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=l7pu170qx76m

#whyididntreport #metoo #metoomovement #drford #christineblaseyford #debbieramirez

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I stand with Dr. Ford. #solidarity #walkout #drford https://www.instagram.com/p/BoHn1PBHB8htFwpH0r7Mpp5u9aUUlnYW0IZM0o0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=skv4eohvltf6

#solidarity #walkout #drford

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I know it's because I've been looking at tickets... BUT IT'S A SIGN. @dancinglittlemarionette https://www.instagram.com/p/BoHOY-1losVPCg6gCl4q1JiNrs1liPdP8YVmuc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=490k6msfyzys

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Yeah baby! #mack #52 #beardown #itdoesnthavetobepretty #finally #chibears #chibearsnation #chibearsnation https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFxstul6ew2vjr8qpvxsfnhYpS1KxnVVCVGYk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=69k284bs8u96

#mack #52 #beardown #itdoesnthavetobepretty #finally #chibears #chibearsnation

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Had to... #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #infertility #clomid https://www.instagram.com/p/BoEs7FblWKHAPMBQLvcrp9_7J5pHSsWULOyX380/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tr9racko53tk

#pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #infertility #clomid

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We're done. We're done putting up with white men getting away with it. We're coming for you in November. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #believevictims #Ididntreport #ididntreportiteither #feminism #fuckthisadministration #thispussyvotes #thispussybitesback https://www.instagram.com/p/BoC2wDIFxeQGL3wh6epsQ_T3sX5YQzaKt3bs-80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1crgit3cpi3ta

#believevictims #ididntreport #ididntreportiteither #feminism #fuckthisadministration #thispussyvotes #thispussybitesback

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Peets! Toe beans. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn68KnRlRH_zzQdW60G3352HJ1F9vk1xjygQPI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=102d1qluze3gg

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Two years ago today I married my best friend. The previous ten years were full of becoming friends, building a solid foundation, learning to forgive, and treading the waters of my chronic illness. Since we have been married we have been through so much. I had something engraved on the inside of Matt's wedding ring and it is more true now than it was then - we can weather any storm. #anniversary #love #friendship https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn1FEYZnLseA0iReomVLs9q-NrOpRqSoO_Sa580/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=geoaum86vlm5

#anniversary #love #friendship

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💕💕 @leahremini @rindermike https://www.instagram.com/p/BnrSPjcla3b2Fy4UPQ9dpgWyFAJd2S14XPhLho0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lj852idkjyyk

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I want buttery popcorn, a liter of cola, an Icee... but most of all I want you. I want you baby. I want to sniff your hair, feel your soft skin, see your face and just be in total awe of knowing your dad and I made you. We tried for you. I medicated, cramped, had hot flashes, threw up, and bled for you. I'll never stopping reaching for you in my dreams... #hormones #clomid #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #infertility https://www.instagram.com/p/Bno5OKPlPGt-s5PEgucfqiAkDYXOtBqfAxvR140/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ou1sm2xd6erv

#hormones #clomid #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #infertility

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😭😭 I'll never stop looking for you! (Butchered our last name 🤣) #infertility #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss https://www.instagram.com/p/BneeCHLFuVJHi7bv2bUApCVPME8lSdfjDQEqog0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13x1s9cbg4bo4

#infertility #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss

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💔💔 https://www.instagram.com/p/BneNONmFNtJegx2JGkwywgc2x-B9tKlKq18OM00/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1d4n92qp6lbqk

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Until we meet again... #bbq #bbq2 #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #infertility https://www.instagram.com/p/BneCLSjFD6ESFbvbU47wY8yCHF_ec_PdOsztaA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6lmlcih15rpc

#bbq #bbq2 #pregnancyloss #whenisitourturn #loss #infertility

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💕💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/BncNlDwFgaZtPLhIfb9XyKjnbKITz3DxX_gc1Q0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=evry4g61u4vr

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Think about you every day Uncle Steve! #mollnerstrong #als #findacure #uncleandfriend https://www.instagram.com/p/BncEna2FLdjKGWLPGpdFOohozlsyheLaRiNO_I0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=20yegof5l8sn

#mollnerstrong #als #findacure #uncleandfriend