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[megamouth2]

Dear you,

You are an awful person. You are, for all intents and purposes, nothing more than just a pebble in my shoe at this point... rattling around until you painfully remind me of your existence with one of your jagged edges.

I have tried so hard to show my continued interest in being civil, or even dare I say it, friendly after everything that happened between us, and ended up receiving little more than the cold shoulder from you. I’m not sure whether that social media post you made was meant to be some sort of coded message, but, either way: I’m not 16 any more. If you want to tell me something, tell me using words rather than stupid passive-aggressive videos on your Instagram feed. I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to message me, only for you to not bother dignifying me with a response when I reply - I’m not interested in these games you seem to be determined to play; particularly when you always happen to time them for when my feelings have run out for you and ‘us’.

You said some really hurtful things to me, and despite me supplying loads of apologies to you for things that I definitely could have done better, there has been absolutely nothing from you. 

Part of me wants to scream from the rooftops and tell the world just how vile, unrealistic, and manipulative you can be, particularly given that everyone sees you as some sort of saint - but I also realise that I shouldn’t waste the energy.

Me. P.S. You might have thought you’re better than me - but we play the same fucking rooms. Your therapist have might have tried to get you to “recognise your self worth” but you’re over-egging it and are truly coming across as an arsehat. Call me when you’ve finally had your wakeup call.

#Letters

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Pre-recorded meditation app lady: Get into a position. Your favourite position in bed.

Me: Well, when you put it like that...

PMAL: As you exhale, feel your abdomen release the air

Me: Well, I planned on doing a trick where I breathed out and didn't at the same time.

PMAL: Forget it.

Me: Wait, wh-

PMAL: I want you gone by the morning.

#meditation #sleep #headspace #calm #sleeping #i want to sleep

[megamouth2]

Well, this could be a fun one to add to the repertoire (even if it is a bit far from the truth right now!)... • CurlyWurly, my debut single, out on all platforms in 6 days (8/2/19)!!! • #acousticcover #cover #independentartist #feelinggood #music cc: @muse, @michaelbuble #ninasimone https://www.instagram.com/p/BtY_vUkHMZu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sfs2timgljmm

#acousticcover #cover #independentartist #feelinggood #music #ninasimone

[megamouth2]

Here's a quick #throwbackthursday to last Saturday (Hey! For someone who can't even remember what they had for breakfast, that's a long time to think back!) Played at The Furlong courtesy of the uh-may-zing @gigsbysophie, joined by sensational @sophsimo on the Saxophone! • CurlyWurly - Debut Single! Out 08.02.2019 on all platforms! • #music #musician #independentartist #acousticguitar (at The Furlong, Muswell Hill) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtUEgQpn-UX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1d1ntoz8a981u

#throwbackthursday #music #musician #independentartist #acousticguitar

[megamouth2]

Just a reminder that I am playing a headline set at The Furlong in Muswell Hill this evening, accompanied by the awesome @sophsimo on 🎷! Entry is FREEEEEEE! • Come down for an evening with all of your favourite rock and pop songs, with some originals thrown in! • #london #music #acoustic #independentartist #free #gig #muswellhill #northlondon #sax #saxophone (at The Furlong, Muswell Hill) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtGmUzUnfqO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qyp0o6ecfp7z

#london #music #acoustic #independentartist #free #gig #muswellhill #northlondon #sax #saxophone

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Tonight! 🎸🎶🎵 Doors from 7pm; I'm on at 9.50pm! Entry is FREE! Look at my Instagram story and help choose my setlist! #livemusic #london #acousticguitar #independentartist #gig (at Loves Company - Reborn) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs-hu-JHzE8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ao6rp52pvspf

#livemusic #london #acousticguitar #independentartist #gig

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Here it is! Merry Christmas, everyone! The final Christmas cover this year is All I Want For Christmas (Is You). • Check out the full video - link in bio. Hope you have a day full of fun, food, and festivities. • Extra Brussels sprouts for anyone who can name who I'm trying to rip off with this cover. • #music #christmas #acousticguitar #acoustic #acousticcover #alliwantforchristmasisyou #mariahcarey #mychemicalromance #mcr #gerardway #xmas #independentartist #musicvideo #party #song #musicislife #love #lovethissong #songs #genre #melody #singer #songoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/BrzakBKHRb7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xsodhldh65iy

#music #christmas #acousticguitar #acoustic #acousticcover #alliwantforchristmasisyou #mariahcarey #mychemicalromance #mcr #gerardway #xmas #independentartist #musicvideo #party #song #musicislife #love #lovethissong #songs #genre #melody #singer #songoftheday

[megamouth2]

Happy Christmas Eve! Here's a little @georgemofficial for you, ya filthy animal! #christmassongs #lastchristmas #wham #georgemichael #christmas #acousticcover cc: @georgemichaelfam @georgemichael_andrewridgeley @george_michael_amazing https://www.instagram.com/p/BrvFAU7H1ow/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=utxtrf6vzpmf

#christmassongs #lastchristmas #wham #georgemichael #christmas #acousticcover

[megamouth2]

What is this "Photoshop" you speak of? And what does it do? • Two days to go, folks! Are you all done with your Christmas shopping? • #santa #christmas #christmaseveeve #xmas #santaclaus https://www.instagram.com/p/BrumG9NnTMt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xpmnca4x49kx

#santa #christmas #christmaseveeve #xmas #santaclaus

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Updating my YouTube Channel and thought: "Note to self: be like your friends - buy a checked shirt and go outside more." 😂 Big love to @ashley_fields_music and @aid.dale who make awesome music and are both gents of the highest order. #music #youtube #watford #acoustic #checkedshirt https://www.instagram.com/p/BrrveG8nr-B/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=phov7bqx1lg7

#music #youtube #watford #acoustic #checkedshirt

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One week to go!!! #xmas #bandaid #christmas #feedtheworld #acousticcovers https://www.instagram.com/p/BrhQzuNHqeU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3bvrikqtu7h6

#xmas #bandaid #christmas #feedtheworld #acousticcovers

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I'm not sure how I'm gonna top this... Mahooooosive thank you to @unpluggedcorner for having me at The Bear Club last night. I feel like this was somewhat of a milestone for me, and I've not stopped buzzing since. • It was an absolute pleasure to play alongside @nickbyrneuk (whose gorgeous songs are immensely powerful); @saramusicuk (with @toby__morgan, who almost made me cry with the poignancy of their songs!); and the one and only @rylands_heath (who definitely know how to bring an audience to life, and have the catchiest songs the universe!) • Another massive thank you to @ashley_fields_music, @aid.dale, @jamesbloommusic, @ljmedmonds21, and Jordan for coming out, and for all the kind words, photos, support, insta stories and general awesomeness. I'm so glad I got to share these moments with all of you. • 📸 = @ljmedmonds21 • #livemusic #acousticguitar #music #luton #goals (at The Bear Club) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrMyKKWHRqT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wpzy4bwv1dry

#livemusic #acousticguitar #music #luton #goals

[megamouth2]

Practicing some originals I don’t usually get to play for tomorrow’s show at The Bear Club, Luton. Doors at 6.45pm (09/11/2018), £5 entry. #luton #livemusic #gig #acoustic #independentartist (at The Bear Club) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrIzfnKHGbQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rzmmt4ql09gz

#luton #livemusic #gig #acoustic #independentartist

[megamouth2]

Practicing some originals I hardly get to play for tomorrow’s show at The Bear Club, Luton! Doors at 6.45pm (09/12/2018)! £5 entry. (at The Bear Club) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrIxY8dH2Gk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xlc5yyqs3j75

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🐻 9.12.18 (cc: @unpluggedcorner @saramusicuk @nickbyrneuk, @rylands_heath) #thebearclub #acousticmusician #acoustic #music #luton #gig #starwars #wookie #ewok #chewbacca #bear https://www.instagram.com/p/BrBG1q0nhSe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dlptyguww0zt

#thebearclub #acousticmusician #acoustic #music #luton #gig #starwars #wookie #ewok #chewbacca #bear

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Did I keep the moustache? Find out by seeing me along with the glorious @aid.dale, @ashley_fields_music, and @danthomassolo at The Punch House in Ware from 8pm tonight! . (Even if I don't look like Freddie, I might still play a Queen cover!) (cc: @officialqueenmusic, @brianmayforreal, @rogertaylorofficial) #music #movember #bohemianrhapsody #livemusic #hertfordshire (at The Punch House - Pub & Kitchen) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqJr9_UH5i1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qn9qfh0977lj

#music #movember #bohemianrhapsody #livemusic #hertfordshire

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A much better photo of me and @tintinbeadell at @introducing_live! #music #bbcintroducing #bbc #independentartist #london Repost @tintinbeadell (@get_repost) ・・・ We are here at @introducing_live @amruth92 . . . . . https://www.instagram.com/p/BqAIrVJHXj8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xjshiofhdt6w

#music #bbcintroducing #bbc #independentartist #london