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I’m a trans Oklahoman. Not used to going online and seeing people talk about my state. I wish it was not because of this tragedy. I want to love my home state, but it is hard to feel loved in return

I wish this was a surprising situation, but, if I’m honest, my surprise is more from how many people care about people like me who live in places like here. That’s a good kind of surprise, the kind of bittersweet hopefulness that rises from the ashes of hate and devastation

I think about Nex every day. Trans kids deserve a better Oklahoma. Oklahomans deserve a better Oklahoma. That’s what I hope for; that’s what I live for

#personal post #idk I just needed to get this out. #I’m so tired. I got an ad for a petition for getting rid of the superintendent. #as if I don’t have my mother’s voice in my head constantly. echoing from last election. about how horrible he is #and how her and other teachers have Known This #I see strangers from California. from New York. posting with love about people like me. and I can’t process it #I see people talking about the governor. As if I didn’t make a ‘Claims To Be ProLife’ meme about him years ago #Gonna blast ‘No Place’ by Ezra Furman now #haven’t felt up to post/reblog on here for months but this couldn’t stay in me

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Ok new game. What's the thing you're a fan of that you're the most pretentious about. NOT the most pretentious thing you're a fan of, I mean the thing that makes *you* act like one of those "oh yeah? Name five of their albums" people. There is a difference

#IT’S REALLY FUNNY. BUT. #SCOOBY DOO #I’m learning to not be like this!!! I’m learning!! #I am learning to just get excited that someone else wants to talk about this special interest #Instead of going: Your Favorite Scooby Doo Iteration is... The First Live Action Movie..? Oh... #HAHA . augh #Really unfortunate side effect of the autisme

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Anybody else get stage-fright but with social media, or is that just anxiety

#I want to post my silly pony guys but when I try my heart goes too fast #does NOT help that I already seem to have heart issues #Either way. I will keep drawing middle aged men as colorful ponies #box of queue-tips

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hello people today i ask: what is your favorite artificial flavor, generally? like if you’re having a new artificially flavored thing and need to pick a standard flavor, what are you going for?

#I LOVE blue raspberry!!! Normal raspberry is good . sure. BUT I love the blue #(Da Ba Dee Da Ba Die) #box of queue-tips

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the rule of fandoms is that if someone has a character in their url or bio they either understand that character well enough to give a 3 hour unscripted lecture on the subject OR they're really obsessed with their version of that character thats an entirely different made up guy. and theres literally never an in between

#with my side blog Lanyonaide... I am the second #at one point I was the first . and then more lore came out and I turned into the second #I could go on rants about all the hints canon dropped about him. And then they weren’t hints anymore #and I liked my made up additions a lot #so!! Now that version that was in my head. is my oc. he doesn’t have a name yet bc I keep calling him Not-Lanyon #I Love Canon!! I Love that story SO MUCH. but he is my little guy in my head now. he has been for some time #box of queue-tips #the glass scientists #my ocs

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reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a fucking break

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you need to live to be a weird funny old person whos weirdness was not broken by a rigidly formal world and to do that you must be a weird you now and not be broken despite it all

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I love the "came back wrong" trope but from the opposite side.

Imagine you are dead. And then you are RIPPED from the embrace of decay into the world of the living again. Your memories are hazy and you don't recognize any of these people, but they act like they're close to you? Like they love you? So you try to get your memories back, to act like you belong here, but everybody tries to forget you died. And you can't. It is omnipresent. And just trying to grapple with that fact pushes the people who "love" you away, and they're incapable of understanding, and they're so confused, what's wrong N̶̄̀O̶͛͗T̷̉́ ̷͋͝Y̴̎̌Ȍ̴̈U̸̓R NÄM̴̃͑E̵̾̇? And you just need them to understand, you aren't that person! You aren't! You don't know who that person is! You don't know why any of this is happening, but they're unwilling to bend, they keep insisting you are that person, your memories will come back, everything will be normal again, and you want to scream and cry and claw yourself open to show them you're different. Your existence as a being wholly separate from whoever you "used to be" is a sin unto itself. All you can do is scrabble for life and to them, you're killing whoever they loved to do it.

just. lots of fun in that concept, you know?

#YEAH!! #transgenderisms #steven universe #box of queue-tips #my ocs

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The 11th emoji in your history is now your cutie mark 👁️

#🎉 #HA! NICE #a delightful emoji for a cutie mark #box of queue-tips

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making up characters is so fun because you can be like “this is johnson he came from my mind” and all your friends will go “yippe!!! horray!!! we love johnson!!!”

#HA #💖 tag #box of queue-tips

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#they’re just like me...

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i prefer to think of them as my insane clown family

#🎸tag #box of queue-tips

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no cheating by looking but who do you think your Spotify top artist is gonna be this year 👀

#probably Fiona Apple #box of queue-tips

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shanah tovah, y'all

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shana tova to every jewish person reading this may we have a wonderful new year filled with growth i love all of you

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blue flower dividers

#these are very good #blue

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les miserables?? lesbians shouldn’t be sad that’s so fucked up

#kai redvsblue would say this #box of queue-tips #red versus blue