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OK now i have diffinative proof in my head that sylvia and bonnie exist because they drew art and whoever was doesn’t remember it.

i think i know now they are like. just me. they are the ones who actually “take control” most of the time socially while “filtering out” the personality of the other alters? they hold the same moral beliefs and everything and use my name but have different personalities and cognitive functions. sylvia doubles as a therapist.

bonnie is non-verbal, doesn’t know much, and very timid and cold. hates socializing and more cognitively impaired. also has a more serious art style

sylvia is a YAPPER (selectively) knows a lot, more goofy, LOVES socializing and friends, less impaired but still holds negative symptoms and some impairments. has a silly art style

the only way i can describe wawa is creature. they’re a feral animal and a beast.

i think they might be new and are still figuring out themselves so these might not be accurate depictions but the artstyle certainly is

#ramble

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hey, you okay? you haven't been active in a while

yeah just have very debilitating autoimmune diseases that’s been making our body really sleepy. going to a lot of doctors appointments for blood tests and mris and stuff like that. still post on our main stuff though a little less lately because of what i mentioned.

#saltcat text #ask box #anon

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?!!?.!,$;! okay so my OWL HOUSE FICTIVES HAVE RISEN?! like they were here for like the whole day practically then they dipped. like hi willow luz and amity bye willow luz and amity.

#ramble #glad to know the polycule is doing good i guess?? #cw toh #cw the owl house

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okay so far:

my sonic headspace, while alive and doing their own thing, hasn’t been fronting for a while. i kinda miss them. i’ve just been so tired i guess no one can really front when you’re chronically sleeping

meadow, my caretaker is still the same, though her human form is much more prevalent now. not even an angel just a really tall human. she’s really comforting to be around this way in the moment.

i think bloom and gloom have been fronting more often? i saw little doodles of strawberry shortcake and backyardigans in my sketchbook.

luna hasn’t been here. she does that a lot. leaves for a long time and comes back. i miss her. i hope she doesn’t leave forever :((

i still don’t much about dusk. i know that its a demi boy that’s about it.

webbot has showed up every now and again but never fronts lately. that’s fine that kinda how it was anyway.

navina, who was originally a part of a bigger whole of a persecutor, separated from that. idk what they’re doing now, but i think they’re healing a bit. she and pringle could be friends tbh

as for my persecutor, i’m not sure if they’re a person? just a shadowy figure right now. i’m scared to get a look. i think they’re like an old man but im not sure? maybe both an old man AND an old woman? idk. toxic genderfluid rights ig or maybe it’s a drag queen

idk too lazy to keep typing im eepy

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on today’s episode of “can i be faking something that i do when no one’s around?” moon saw a system fake claiming plurality and it made them spiral so hard that an alter spit in half (AGAIN!!!!)

#when your childhood persecutor is now a six year old a 22 year old that still feels 15 and an old shadowy figure i can’t see well

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:O :]

#a system that’s helped me accept my plurality with their art is here! hello!! u guys are cool!!

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FINALLY made a system flag for ME. the lunar-nebula flag!! >:3

based off of my fursona and also added green so ig i should add a little green to her?

#plural system #plurality #actually plural #system flag #saltcat system #did system #plural pride

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i need to change my pfp this one is just a placeholder bc i hate the default pic. i just don’t know what i would change it to…

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wait someone new joined and like they’re actually new they’re name is puddle dusk and they look kinda like this they have no idea where or who they are LMAO we though we were actually losing memory nah just got randomly controlled by an australian shepherd lol

#—🐱

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were unable to be in the moment anymore. we can’t eat, sleep, or anything. it sucks. we can’t move so all we can do is treat the vessel as an island. she has this whole multiverse on her shoulders. how can they even withstand all that weight alone?

we want to live life physically but it’s difficult to immerse. dreams are the only way we can fudge it the way we can. nothings really worth suffering the pain that is our body.

in our dreams were often a musician. can play every instrument. who is that? where are they? why can’t our body do that.. how come were bilingual but can’t understand any other language? why can’t we fly like the one in our dreams can? we want to be that guy. i want to be that guy. whoever “i” is anymore.

who is even here conducting these thoughts. idk who i or we are. its all so confusing. i want to be immersed in my inner world again. i want to talk to others. i want them to know me. i want to know me. i want to know us. we want to know me.

#rant #vent #long post

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#definitely

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Suggested by anon

#yeah some are introjects

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Suggested by @zuphyote

#anthro animal #we don’t really have any humans i don’t think

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12 questions is the most I could do, so sorry some experiences are grouped together! If you're researched self DX, please feel free to contribute to this poll as well. We would have made OSDD1a its own category if we had space 😔 This is mostly a curiosity on our part, since a lot of the criteria are based on amnesia but we hear many different experiences throughout the community.

These are meant to be as broad categories as we could manage, but if you have an experience that doesn't fit any of this due to the limited choices, please feel free to reblog or comment!

(reblogs appreciated for visibility!)

#did and mix of the first 2 ? #most of us don’t really remember anything at all except memory holders

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#i use all of these. i think i use alters more though #i also use little guy or headman #*headmate

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sweeties..

#WOUAHDHDHJFJRRJJ WAWAEAWADJJFJRKF #—🌌

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Suggested by anon

#yes. i experience dissociative amnesia because one of us will know something and others won’t