That poor chief😭
"I...secretely walked up to the villages all the time, to find already dead corpses that my mates killed"
"And...when I did, I covered my hands in the blood of the dead bodies, I put the blood onto my uniform, c-covered my face in their blood, made it look like if I slayed them"
"My luck...as a chief was, that no one was watching me, because I am the one who watches all the others"
"They had their focus on my command. On their targets. On their thirst for blood and glory. Not on their chief. Because I always was the last one who attacked. I was their backup. They did not know what I truly did..."
"They trusted me fully. Because I am a chief. Their leader. And illagers follow their leaders, doesn't matter what goal they have."
"I hated it. I hated myself. B-but I still..."
"I still did it and that is the worst part- I started raids....I still just followed the rules like every other heartless illager and I have innocent blood on my hands in my dreams every damn night..."
I'M SORRY, I had to draw illager trauma of my pillager chief who actually never was truly evil and fell in love with a villager after being a chief for years and he has a totally messed up story and I have no idea how no other illagers ever noticed that he was faking his job all the time :'D
Next artwork will be less depressing 😭
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me again!As you can see from the photo, I am very upset because I am not in a good mental state :))))
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I....I can't stand even a moment of tumblr without Lilium, whom I loved so much! She broke my heart badly! 💔 Enough! I committed suicide just because of what she said to me!!! Because I trusted her. But he disappointed me. Bye! Lilium!I may not be able to talk to you again💔
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Different models of my oc eyes👀
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Lilium flower! My favorite flower🌸🏵
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Snow! It has snowed!😭💖💝💫💫❄
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I don't understand! I really like the vector, it's so cute! 😭🔥❤I die for it!😏🔥😳
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