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do ever just feel like the world is ending and then go sit outside in the sun for a bit and think oh it’s not that bad

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sometimes it’s me and my heating pad against the world

#chronic pain #chronic illness #endometriosis #I’m just a girl

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Just because someone doesn’t like your boundaries doesn’t mean that you’re being rude or unkind. You do not have to make yourself uncomfortable to make someone else comfortable!!!!!

#note to self STOP making yourself uncomfortable to make someone else happy

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if there’s one thing I can count on it’s that I will cry every single day !

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Lately life has been a continuous cycle of, “I just have to get through this and then everything will be okay”.

#in a season of just doing my best to hang in there

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It’s okay to have mixed feelings about something. It’s okay to know that some things have to change or end for the better but still be upset about it. You’re allowed to be upset. Give yourself the space to feel everything you need to feel.

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I hope you never lose hope. There will be another day. There will be another chance. There will be another person.

#keep going sweet friend you’re doing great #hope #optimistism #postivepost #encouragement

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It’s Not Summer Without You, Jenny Han

#look at my little doodle <3

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thank goodness for those don’t forget your medication posts … because I did in fact forget! <3

#don’t forget your meds!

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It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr!!!!

#how sweet #I’ve grown so much since I’ve started this blog #thank you for being here with me <3

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sometimes you have to take a deep breath and just do it anyways

#anxiety #depression #chronic illness

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I’ve been caught between the blurred line of a break up & loving fragile . This love is the first I’ve experienced vulnerable & opened . It’s been 2 weeks but I still find myself picking at old wounds & my mind keeps on going back to all the memories. I’m not sure why this feels harder exactly or if it’s truly because of the emotional depth I possess but everything feels as if I won’t get to have better days , I’m constantly thinking & hoping but I’m not truly sure why.

I think your reaction is something many of us can relate to— picking at old wounds and returning to all the memories. It’s not easy to move on from relationships where we’ve shared vulnerable moments because it means at some point in time we felt comfortable and safe enough to open up to someone and now that connection is gone. I think you will have better days. Healing takes time and even after time has passed the pain can feel so fresh. Just be kind to yourself and allow yourself a space to feel whatever comes up. What else do we have in life if not hope?

#asks

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no room for pretentious people in my life!!!! you will not stop me!!!! im living life and doing things!!!!

#I use to shy away from doing things in fear of being judged #but now I remind myself it’s none of my business what other people think of me

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I love life. I love having friends. I love seeing people laugh. I love wearing cute clothes. I love screaming the lyrics to my favorite songs until my throat is sore. I love doing little dances when I’m happy. I love romanizing my life.

#I feel like I’ve really come into myself this past year #I’m ready to live my life and do new things #the key is to romantize your life and surround yourself with things and people you love

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Some days I wake up and just know the kind of day it’s going to be. The kind of day where I just want to cover my head and hide. The kind of day where I feel the tears behind my eyes at every moment. These are the days I choose to be kinder to myself. Acknowledging that it’s not going to be a good day helps a lot because instead of trying to push through it I can make some accommodations to help myself feel better. The ways I choose to be kinder to myself are: closing my blackout curtain so my room is dark, putting on noise cancelling headphones, conserving my energy by doing stuff sitting down, or leaving my to do list for another day. Our physical and mental health fluctuates and some days we need to be more attentive of it than others. On days that you feel low I hope you choose to be a friend to yourself.

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my newest way to cope with body image issues is repeating:

it’s a natural body doing natural body things

it’s a natural body doing natural body things

it’s a natural body doing natural body things

#for when you’re standing in the mirror picking yourself apart #body neutrality #body image issues #recovery #ed recovery