i solved three questions from a chapter that was taught almost a month ago without even referring to the solution i could cry from the relief
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when karan asked what sid misses the most about his single life he said 'meeting kiara in secret' god me when :(
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i can't read one fic without thinking oh you'll love this oh you'll find this so funny so cute so hot would we be like this i want to sext with you again and i just really really miss you
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ive been unbearably sad for so many days now is this normal when will it feel okay again i feel so hopeless and like i hate everyone and everything most of all myself for being so fuckinh sad for no reason and not being able to get my shit together and just fucking study im so sick of being myself pls i don't want to live anymore
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growing up is realising that every horrible terrible misogynistic hateful thing your dad said about your mom is actually so fucking true and they're both just the fucking same people fucking immature adults like just fucking do not have kids if you cannot understand that they are their own fucking people and not your puppets ki jo chaha woh kar diya unke saath that they have their own goddamn feelings and emotions god taylor swift was so fucking right when she said i didn't choose this town i dream of fucking getting out like god i cannot fucking wait till the day i never have to see their faces ever ever ever again never have to talk to them again when their fuckinh damage can't even touch me with a 10 feet long stick
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Jasmin Lee Cori, The Emotionally Absent Mother: How to Recognize and Heal the Invisible Effects of Childhood Emotional Neglect
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more honest version would be
saying this will heal me GIRL FRON WHAT???? WHAT THE FUCK DO U NEED SO MUCH HEALING FROM FUCKING UGH LIKE *TEARING OUT MY HAIR IN FRUSTRATION* GROW TF UP IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD TO BE STUDYING SOMETHING U DON'T WANT TO LITERALLY LIKE MORE THAN HALF OF THE POPULATION DOES IT ACTUALLY PROLLY ONLY 1% PPL GENUINELY LIKE WHAT THEY'RE DOING BUT THEY DO IT AND THEY SEEM TO BE FINE BC IT EARNS MONEY SO WHY.CAN'T.U.FUCKINF.DO.IT.TOO. AND LIKE STOP BEING SO GODDAMN LONELY SAD GIRL OR WHATEVER DON'T U RMBR WHAT SHE SAID HOW LONG WILL THIS BE CUTE ALL THIS CRYING IN MY ROOM!!! GET IT?? NOT CUTE AT ALL NOBODY CARES PPL HAVE LIVES!!! AND ACTUAL PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!! LIKE FUCKING HELL IT WILL COME WHEN IT COMES AND TBH WOULD U EVEN WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH U RN UGH U LITERALLY SUCK SO FUCKING DEPRESSED PPL CAN SMELL IT CAN SEE IT CAN'T MUSTER THE ENERGY TO JUST BUCKLE UP AND STUDY FOR 3 MONTHS CONSISTENTLY TO PASS ONE EXAM THAT WILL A LIKE A TICKET TO GET YOUR SHITTY LIFE TOGETHER BUT NO!!! WE CAN'T EVEN DO FUCKING THAT RIGHT?????? AMAZING HOW FUCKING HELPFUL...... CAN I JUST... can i just pls stop being alive for some time can my mind stfu for like a month pls i feel sick i want to be myself again this is not me im not this person ugh pls i just wanna be normal and whole again and not feel so fucking lonely and tired and wanting all the time i want to be productive and learn good things that expand my knowledge make me a better smarter more helpful and useful person pls im sick of this just god please
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i miss my parents.. This house and me in it and my chest ugh everything feels so empty but like empty isn't thr right word everything feels like devoid of feeling and how can i expect my friends to talk to me anytime when I don't talk to them like so unfair and selfish that is ugh idk idk i feel happy sometimes in waves like when i talked to her in tui or her on the phone but it's so temporary nothing feels permanent like i want someone to sink their claws into me and sit on me and never leave like the area around me feels so empty and oh no im falling into old behaviours again not doing anything bc it feels like too much no no no i can't do this i fucking saw the stark difference between bcom and ca ac rooms organised and educated and non ac inefficient angry ppl i have to pick right i have to do this for myself cause i deserve more than this but no i kinda don't wanna live and just sleep and not wake up sometimes but that's fucking terrible and dramatic and oh ny god i should be grateful that i get to live this life like it could be so much worse my dad is pushing me to have a career so i don't end up being a failire and trapped in an unhappy place and not being able to spend for myself and just enjoy without worrying abt expenses like oh my fucking god it is a privilehe he didn't even say anything when i told him i fucked up and he somehow still trusts me like what the fuck and he said ill miss u and mom didn't say anything and mom said already baat nahi karte
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oh. maybe. maybe this it. maybe that’s the problem.
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