kuro4thegays

[kuro4thegays]

Democracy time.

Some time back I got two requests on my ao3 and have been thinking about them ever since. One was a late Alhaitham or Kaveh x male reader easter special(playboy bunny suit and all) and the other was a general Dr Ratio x male reader with some headcannons from my nsfw alphabet.

Now to clarify some things, no I won't write a threesome with the playboy thing. Nothing against it, just isn't what I had planned.

Second, the Aventurine thing is still in outlining stage, but it's going good. I've decided that I won't start writing anything concrete until the 2.2 quest because the story of the fic is happening at the same time/close to the main story.

#ramble #hsr #replies #genshin impact #genshin x amab reader #hsr x male reader #genshin x male reader #alhaitham x reader #kaveh x reader #dr ratio x reader

[kuro4thegays]

I was too overwhelmed to post for a while, but here I am today. I'm really glad to say that I got father and her weapon within 90 pulls.

#father's home #ramble #replies #genshin impact #arlecchino

[kuro4thegays]

you’re stuck living with your icon for a month have fun

#literal heaven #chat is it gay if we keep the socks on #because I'm about to become a throat goat #ramble

[kuro4thegays]

dont say sorry for venting.. its okay. i get you. tbh we possibly can't do anything for each other, im not sure if words are enough because your problems, whatever you're going through, seem too heavy. i do listen. mhm and cuddle with you. thank you for being here. 🐰

Trust me, this is enough. If anything I think that I currently need distractions the most.

Aventurine fic ramble time.

The first chapter is fully planned, but not written. I'm stuck on the second one because I need to think of how they even got there and the events leading up to their meeting. I had something written, but deleted it because it felt a bit surface level. I really want this to be good... ugh...

#gay ass log out #ramble #replies

[kuro4thegays]

imma give you a hug 🫂🌸

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Sniff... Thank you. I think I needed it.

#thank you anon #my heart goes out to you #you're keeping me sane #ramble #replies #🐰 anon

[kuro4thegays]

tbh i feel greedy and lonely most of the time, yeah... want you to know that im with you. since the day i found your place

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(Incoming vent)

Genuinely, thank you so much. Life has just been throwing stuff at me and I'm not sure if I'm capable of fighting back. This might be getting dark, but waking up in the morning is becoming unbearable(it always was, but now it's just getting worse). That and the fact that there is not a single moment of peace in my head. I'm constantly worrying about stuff to the point that my stomach burns.

Talking is becoming harder each day and my patience is running low. My friends just leave me feeling lonelier than I was before every time I interact with them.

There is still some good though. These nice comments really are the reason for trying. Just know that I am thinking about that Aventurine fic every time my brain feels somewhat clear.

Sorry for the vent...

#I'm still on the grind #not giving up before I say what I have to say about that man #ramble #re #replies #anon #🐰 anon

[kuro4thegays]

i understand and totally can relate (cuz same here). i write for myself first of all, for my fav char, for my mascot that represents myself. everytime someone finds me (literally how) and they are nice enough to leave a supportive comment, everytime i tell you... its so 💞 cant describe in words tbh. like "your writing is gemstone, didn't know i held back my breath reading this piece." like... im just doing and writing what i like, what i want, for myself. and it's terribly sweet when another one comes in then eventually enjoys my food. i dont write for the shipdom, none. so when they like it, its not about the couple that drives them crazy, its about my things on them, it makes me proud no matter what lol. yeppie i love you and your works. i will spread that. wish you good things you deserve mhehe

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Yeah, I too write with a specific self insert oc in mind. Sometimes when I'm writing on paper I actually write it in third person instead of second and then change it when writing digitally, though these days I don't get much free time to sit down and write on paper.

Tbh, I was never able to get that attached to character x character. Idk why, I actually do read headcannons and interpretations of some popular ships, but that was always to get to better know the characters individually. Same with fanart, I follow many ship artist just to see the characters falling in love and being cute.

Life is getting kinda hard though, even to the point that just thinking feels hard, and idk how quickly I'll be able to update. I hope that hearing my half thought out shitpost will be enough for a while.

#i miss my husband #(a fictional character) #ramble #replies #loneliness is killing me #🐰 anon

[kuro4thegays]

do you think dr ratio gets hard when he finds a complicated problem to solve. "fffuuuck why cant i solve this already..." *starts jerking it*

#of course he does #who doesn't #love of my life

[kuro4thegays]

I think we as a society moved on a bit too fast over Dr. Ratio’s thigh reverb

#oh lord #this is making me feel things #thick thighs save lives

[kuro4thegays]

mhmmm why am i the only one who sends ask to u. it feels weird to read what i sent all on ur place lol. SO U LIKE BEING CALLED HONEY YEH? i think its time to leave my mark- ehehe can this be my icon pls 🐰

Might be a surprise to some(it really isn't) but I don't have a large following at all. Combine that with the rising number of lurkers on the internet in general and the fact that I write for a smaller niche and you can see how I get basically no interaction other than likes and reblogs.

That said, asks and comments on ao3 literally make my day. Every morning I get to see an ask in my inbox it literally makes the rest of my day. Like I'm not even joking, every time I see someone trying to reach out I end up thinking about it the whole day.

And yes, I don't mind affectionate nicknames. I'm quite a fan actually.

#lonely loser moment #ramble #replies #🐰 anon

[kuro4thegays]

😔💞 seriously asking how is your smut going on honey feed us

I don't think I have ever been called honey in my life, but now I'm feeling like the real gay best friend. Enjoying the new energy we have going on here.

Still outlining stage, but I do have an exact vision for the first chapter and something thought up for the second. After that just some general plot lines and themes that I'm trying to naturally fit in.

#sorry guys #got a bit too ambitious #ramble #replies #🐰 anon

[kuro4thegays]

URE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT THEY WOULD MAKE THE GOOD 3SOME. dang im really desperate for that scene to happen ;_; they're so mine

Aventurine just seems like the little shit that would tease you from behind while your busy playing with the doctor's chest. You were probably giving Veritas too much attention so he decided to sneak up behind and take something for himself.

It starts with playing with your ass, breathing down your neck before finally starting to bite down into your soft flesh. Oh, and suddenly you find yourself sandwiched between the two with nowhere to go. What a shame, seems like you'll just have to indulge them both at once.

#mmm gay sandwich #i can take them both #at the same time #ramble #hsr #replies #aventurine #dr ratio #veritas ratio

[kuro4thegays]

As someone who gets nosebleeds uncomfortably often I've always been waiting for the day I get it at a super convenient time and can recreate the iconic horny anime nosebleed scene. I'm glad to say that it happened yesterday. I got a heavy nosebleed while watching Aventurine's trailer(for the 10th time) without even scratching my nose and bled onto my bed and the bedroom floor.

I'm not going to heaven.

#i've had 8 nosebleeds since the start of april #i need help #ramble #replies #hsr #aventurine

[kuro4thegays]

nawr believe me i got topaz mei ratio and the only slot left is my cute husband aventurine. they made a CRAZY team istg. idc about weakness of the boss since i got him to wrap up the team dklwdolwm 😮‍💨 yk been thinking bout ratio roughly manhandling me while aventurine whispering praises in my ears for being a good boy for both of them to use. meanwhile i only sob mindlessly with their dicks in- ehem sorry for rambling too far 😔💓 anyway after all of those terrible things i still love my boi 💖 (i just hope mhy has mercy on me like please can't they see im fucking broke)

May the gacha have mercy on us all.

I have never been into threesomes, but those two are a danger to me in the same team. The gay tension between me and them is to much to handle. I just want to be sandwiched between them, my head buries in Veritas' chest while my back is left vulnerable to Aventurine's hands hfjfbfbjdjfnc. Veritas must feel so warm and soft too, I feel like we don't talk enough about him here.

#ramble #hsr #replies #aventurine #dr ratio #veritas ratio

[kuro4thegays]

🥲 man idk i wanna suck his cock while laying across his thighs hearing him whine of how good it feels while spanking my ass lmao. then he manages to stop thrusting of, instead, he pushes my head down. he's most of the time the gentleman when it comes to sex but still, i need it brutal sometimes. i love him why is mhy so cruel 😔

With how he plays with those coins I know that his hands must be super gentle, but it's interesting to imagine him using them in far more rough ways. Just going from playing with your hair to spanking your ass might feel like a sudden change, but that only highlights the desperation, doesn't it?

Ever since the trailer came out the only thing I have been thinking about having his fingers down my throat. Ooo and even better, taking his gloves off using only my mouth. That visual has been haunting me.

#his fingers are so sexy #and the whore gloves #help me #ramble #replies #hsr #aventurine

[kuro4thegays]

im glad you won. the anon with luocha E1 by accident is here. ha ha ha ha im desperate like literally I've been simping worshipping waiting for aventurine for half of a year and i lost 50/50 😇 i mean fine fine fineee i prepared already, still got him and his light cone but urgh the frustration was real when i had to use 160 pulls for only E0. after that i lost 50/50 again. okay so no E1. the audacity. fuck mhy

The gacha gives, the gacha takes.

No but sorry fr, that sounds awful. There are still reruns if you're looking to invest more in him. And you're next pull is guaranteed at least. Heard somewhere that Topaz might rerun next patch so if you don't have her you could try, she has good synergy with him. I'm definitely going for her since I got 190 left. Whatever you decide to do next I hope you have good luck with him on your team. He might as well share some of that luck with you.

#hsr #aventurine #ramble #replies

[kuro4thegays]

Won Aventurine 50/50 and now everyone needs to know about it. I forgot to take a picture of the pull itself so you get to look at these totally not sus pictures.

I got angles from both the top and bottom depending on your preference.

This is him showing us some coin tricks while we're laying on his lap of course.

Looking cute.

This is from when I tried to see if I can get an ass shot, but instead felt judged as soon as he looked at me like that.

Can we just talk about how his shy expression looks more worried. Hoyo really wants us to know that he is scared of vulnerability(me fr).

#looking submissive and breedable today #why are his eyes so #hhudsbuisvuisvo #i want him #also kind of angsty ig #hsr #ramble #aventurine