justcantquinn

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i've been completely unable to have a satisfying orgasm in weeks. i don't know why. or, actually, i do know why. nothing has been able to turn my on in weeks. no matter what i do. very frustrating.

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"i'm gonna start a side blog for all my horny and sex thoughts and NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW IT'S ME"

'okay, but did you make your url a pun based on your name again?'

".......no and also shut up"

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i want sapphic women to look at me in public and think ‘i hope she likes girls’

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promise?

psa: if you call me mommy, mistress or ma'am, I cannot be held accountable for the filthy things I say

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brainrot quite frankly

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does anyone else have this thing where they wont stop thinking about kissing girls

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nine is my favorite doctor

my second favorite is thirteen

my third favorite is eight

this is a ninth doctor appreciation post. those of u who skip nine are not welcome here.

UR HONOR I ADORE THE NINTH DOCTOR

bye

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hmmm... where does one meet women? i mean, other than everywhere

#the last girl i went out with i met in a hallway #this first girl i ever went out with i met in the grocery store #met my ex in online dnd #lesbian #nblw #sapphic #wlw #wlw and nblw only #dyke #lesbianism #lgbtq #men and minors dni #queer

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I had the windows open earlier in the living room while it was thunder storming and all I could think about was you riding my strap on the couch, my thighs spread open, your hands on my shoulders coming up and down so slow. I want you to take your time on me, feel me. Show me how much you love fucking me.

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okay, right, so, here's the thing...

i am scared of being intimate with someone. i want to, i really do, but i am scared. i mean, c'mon, i can't go seven years without sex purely by external factors. i haven't pursued it as aggressively as i could have.

i was only ever sexually active for a period of about six months when i was eighteen. i've never had sex with a girlfriend or partner, only ever with "friends." that is to say, people who i was not dating who i met through apps with the intention of beginning a sexual relationship. these people did not treat me very respectfully. they consistently violated my boundaries and had me do things i was uncomfortable with. this ranged from a girl who was so aggressive with me she nearly shattered my teeth when she would pull me in and forcibly kiss me to a girl who ~made~ me top her.

on top of this, i was on some pretty strong antidepressants at the time, so it's not even like i at least got to feel good out of it. essentially, sex was an uncomfortable and miserable experience for me. i have never had a positive sexual encounter nor have i ever had an encounter with someone who i felt was respectful towards me and my boundaries and treated me with care.

i lay in bed often and imagine being caressed. i imagine being held and cared for. i imagine not just "having sex" but well and truly making love, for however corny that sounds. i imagine my partner asking me if it's okay if she touches me a certain way, asking me if something feels good, stopping when i asked her to and checking to see if i'm okay. but i also sit and think about how hard it's going to be to open myself up in that way. i think about how much being vulnerable with somebody else scares me after i was done so dirty in the past. i worry about the pressure i'll put on everything and, if my partner finds out any of this, what kind of pressure they'll be under. i worry that they'll not want to be with me.

so, yeah. sorry. i just needed to get that off my chest.

#lesbian #nblw #sapphic #wlw #wlw and nblw only #dyke #lesbianism #lgbtq #men and minors dni #queer

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i make jokes with my friends or whatever but, seriously, if we start going at it there is 100% chance that i am going to call you 'mommy' at some point

sorry..?

#lesbian #nblw #sapphic #wlw #wlw and nblw only #lesbianism #dyke #lgbtq #men and minors dni #queer

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elena delle donne

#lesbian #nblw #sapphic #wlw #dyke #lesbianism #lgbtq #wnba #wnba basketball #basketball

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Her, busy working: “These scripts aren’t working, I wish my boss would just let me make Ansible playbooks for pre deployment tasks…”

Me, flustered when she talks about Linux: “you could choke me with any body part you wanted to. like you’re allowed to do that”

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In 2024 I'm hoping to get smooched, cuddle, and then have lesbian sex so mind blowing that it forever changes my perception of reality. What about you?

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Consider: butch tgirls in gay little crop tops

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sometimes i say "i take the gock/strap like a goddamn CHAMPION" but that is not true i am very bad at it and i am ashamed

#lesbian #nblw #sapphic #wlw #wlw and nblw only #dyke #lesbianism #lgbtq #men and minors dni #queer

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need a gf so bad i'm sick.