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going to miss studying here dearly when i move away for college next week 💔

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☞ 3/100 days of productivity— ☾ now playing: new york

it’s currently lunch time! i went out of campus by myself to eat and go over the notes i made for my japanese class over the weekend. this morning, i took my first long exam for history and there was literally a WORD SEARCH section. i was so confused. anyway, my japanese long exam is tomorrow so i’ll be spending the rest of the day brushing up on vocabulary words!

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28/02/2020

i have today off and i’m doing some notes on medicinal chemistry!!! and i loooooove the new starbucks cups, look how cute they are 🌸🍃

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20 01 24 · hi! here r outtakes from my last study sesh for midterms. I hope everyone's having a great day~☺️💕

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ways to love yourself

peel and cut fruits for yourself

express strong emotions into paper or paint

take yourself on walks to feel calmer

do rewarding things that make you feel strong and confident

go to the beach or forest, wherever you feel most connected to

love others fully and don’t be afraid of vulnerability - you’re full of love and kindness. people who matter would not take that for granted

believe in yourself - if someone else can do it, so can you

praise yourself for trying your best and making progress - even if it’s slower than you want it to be, you’re on the right path

drink enough water, it’s important but only takes a few seconds

pour your heart and soul into what intrigues you, not what everyone else does

surround yourself with soft scents, colors and words that help you feel calm

turn off electronics before bedtime so you can have a restful sleep and wake up refreshed for a new day

be connected with your body - dance, ride a bike, swim, walk

be connected with nature - it’s beautiful and can help you feel healed and thankful

allow yourself patience and plenty of new beginnings

drink warm tea to be cozy in winter

don’t turn to harmful things when you feel sad or angry. most of them make you feel worse, you don’t deserve that

take some time to make a nice meal for yourself - you deserve it

sleep with soft blankets and maybe a plush toy to hug

wear what you like - people who judge arent worth your time

be kind to all humans and animals, it’s a small way of changing the world, and it makes you feel happier too

read books that attract you in their own special way, you don’t need to read what’s popular

when you worry about your future, tell yourself that it will go well because that’s a true possibility

open the curtains and windows, be in a bright, welcoming environment. like a plant, you need sunlight to feel happier and grow

do not hurt yourself in any way - you’re soft, lovely and need to be protected

remember that you need love. you don’t deserve to be cruel to yourself.

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Urgh. Enjoy??? (I started making this six months ago so I’m obviously v productive) ✩✫✬✭✯✮✶✷

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went back to the writing space and wrote 10 pages, only 3 of which will make it past “editing me”, listened to fine line the whole time and drank far, far too many cups of coffee.

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date softened tones

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01 12 2020 · evening study sesh for a test the following day that was postponed 🤷🏽‍♀️

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i caught a glimpse of his silhouette

and now i can’t stop the recurring memories                           

#silhouette #boy #crush #memories #bts #words #entry

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83/100 days of productivity :

THREE! MORE! DAYS! until i’m DONE with finals and my sophomore year of college, wild! went to the cutest coffee shop with even cuter mugs. hope everyone is doing well and being productive!!

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12.01.19 - saturday morning, chai tea and the spanish civil war🌤

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instagram:cuterland

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how to study with a mental illness!!!! aka a guide to simultaneously caring for yourself and your academics

(disclaimer: this is from purely personal experience and is not a substitute for seeking professional help. these are just personal tips as i was formally diagnosed with depression and anxiety in the third year of college, but had been showing symptoms even in high school. different methods help for different people, but i really hope some of these things can help a struggling student out, because one of the reasons i went on studyblr in the first place was that i felt really lost and anxious.)

1. done is better than none. sometimes an assignment you have to turn in would be objectively easy to complete, but it takes longer to do so because you’re afraid that the final product won’t be as good as you want it to be, or as good as a professor expects it to be. it’s hard to remove those expectations, but it is a little easier when you remember that getting some points (no matter how many they are) are better than getting a deduction for late submissions or not turning in the project at all. many people – including myself – suffer from perfectionism in university, but it is overall more important to complete something to the best of your own ability, and learn from the feedback on the project later on. more importantly, often, you’re doing better than you think you’re doing, so surprise yourself. you can do it. just start.  2.  keep careful track of your deadlines.  much of my undergrad anxiety came from the fact that i knew something was due, but couldn’t keep track of it, or didn’t want to confront it. it’s better to confront it because you have more time to do it slowly and thoroughly. as soon as you hear about an impending exam or paper deadline, keep track of it. personally, i use google calendar. from there, you can make smaller plans and break down your goals to make it more doable! 3. don’t be afraid to ask for help.  there used to be a huge stigma against mental illness, but thankfully, many educational institutions are much kinder and more considerate about it. if you really can’t meet a deadline or come to class, let your professor know. most professors are kind, reasonable people who genuinely care about you and your well-being. even one of my scariest professors granted extensions to a girl who was genuinely struggling with serious depression, and the college of law i’m in takes mental health very seriously to the point that they instruct faculty how to deal with such cases.  if you’re not able to talk to a professor, try to ask help from a classmate or a friend who can share notes or fill you in on how they accomplished a certain assignment. many people will be happy to help. you are not a burden, love. 4. be kinder to yourself.  mental illness is like any illness. it often keeps us from doing as well as we’d like to be because it’s a genuine and serious health problem. sometimes it helps to keep this in mind when we flub a report in class (as i did several tens of times in undergrad), get a bad score, say something ridiculous during recitation, or mess up a paper. it’s okay to do your best while you heal. you know you’re trying your best, and slow growth is still growth. 5. on that note, care for your other needs.  one of my happiest and most fulfilled semesters (even though it was my busiest) was when i had time to see a psychiatrist, run, pack lunches and fruit to school to eat healthy, and have a reasonable-ish sleep schedule. this was during my thesis semester. while i had to take an incomplete, and finish my thesis the next sem, because i was attending to my own needs, i felt like a living, breathing, learning, happy person. and i finished my thesis the next semester. it’s better to look after your own physical health and needs before your academics. 6. sometimes, it’s better to do nothing and rest. you deserve it.  part of the reason i’d been doing horribly in law school was that i didn’t sleep and it was making me mildly unbalanced and incredibly suicidal; not to mention the fact that i wasn’t really retaining any information or performing well. rest days are just as important as days when you study because rest IS productivity.  7. take your meds. see your psych or therapist if you have one. avail yourself of mental health services on campus if there are any. these genuinely saved my life at a time that i thought i was beyond saving. please go seek help if you can.  BONUS: MY STUDY SETUP ON A TERRIBLE MENTAL HEALTH DAY (like today) - i try to clear the space and clean up as much as possible. it makes me feel like i have things under control, and have my work things where i can see them. - i eat something healthy, like fruit, and get a lot of water. i keep a water jug on my desk because it clears my thoughts and helps me replenish the fluids lost from crying (1/2jk). it also really keeps up my strength for the study process. - i turn on a calming playlist, like a jazz or lofi or ghibli playlist. in another window, i turn on a rain sound video on a softer volume, and it helps center me. - it helps when you have a soft or calming scent to calm you down. i use a lavender room spray, and it makes me feel cozy and productive, but in undergrad, i used this tea-tree lavender mix and it smelled like sunny afternoons and guitar coffeshop playlists. it really is nice. - there are breathing exercises and gifs all over the internet. they help calm you down when things seem Too Much.  i really hope this helps, guys. don’t hesitate to message me if you’ve been having a hard time with school or life or anything. please, please care for yourselves. you can do it.  – sam

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it’s fall and i study more often!

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my new desk setup is working really well so far 💭

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HAHAHAHA opening in tokyo ghoul season 1 HAHAHAHA

There’s always that one anime opening that hits different and you’re just like