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MY BODY TURNED INTO A CORPSE WHEN YOU TOUCHED IT VIOLENTLY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

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NO ONE GETS IT. NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS LIVING IN THIS BODY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

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#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #self harrrm #tw sh #tw suicice #actually bpd #actuallydepressed #mental issues #mentally ill #tw ed things #tw sa #tw hypersexual

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No one talks about the guilt you feel about getting off to your sexual assault.

#tw sa

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I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch. I can’t wash off their touch.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #self harrrm #tw suicice #actually bpd #actuallydepressed #mental issues #mentally ill #tw ed things #tw sa #tw hypersexual #tw sh

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#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #self harrrm #tw suicice #actually bpd #tw sh #actuallydepressed #mental issues #mentally ill #tw ed things #tw sa #tw hypersexual #sa survivor #sa awareness

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The way you touched me makes me want to rip my skin off and bleach it

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #self harrrm #tw sh #tw suicice #actually bpd #actuallydepressed #mental issues #mentally ill #tw ed things #tw sa #tw hypersexual

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I still punish myself when I remember what you did to me

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#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #self harrrm #tw sh #tw suicice #actually bpd #actuallydepressed #mental issues #mentally ill #tw ed things #tw sa #tw hypersexual #tw anxiety #tw abusive relationship #tw abuse #narcissistic relationship

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Yeah you gave me my trauma but the way ima deal with it, is on me. ITS NOT YOUR BUSINESS OR YOUR JOB TO FIX THE UNFIXED. BURN IN HELL.

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When they were doing things that you didn’t want them to do and they were saying “I love you” what kinda of love is that. Fuck you.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #self harrrm #tw sh #tw suicice #actually bpd #actuallydepressed #mental issues #mentally ill #tw ed things #tw sa #tw hypersexual

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don't let my posts fool you I am just getting off my sexual trauma

#tw hypersexual

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Sometimes I still want to scrub my skin off when I remember but how do I explain this to the people I love the most?

#ptsd positivity

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im sorry

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I really thought you would literally choke me that day. You wanted to put me out of my misery you said.

#actuallytraumatized