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I've spent hours obsessing over why I'm not good enough. Hours lost, standing in front of the mirror, studying my face and wondering if it's because I'm not pretty enough. Reading back old conversations and wondering if I'm annoying, too needy, too much. Will anyone ever stick around? I try so hard, but I'm just never worth it in the end.

broken thoughts | 2am

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I feel like life is draining me.

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do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me 

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(via broken_depressed_babydoll // instagram)

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This quarantine is really fighting my sanity... and winning

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I’m getting bad again and I don’t know what to do about it.

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The only person I needed to talk to was you, but you needed to talk to everyone but me.

—a girl sick of being the second choice

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“happy quarantine” the said.

yeah, more than 10 days i don’t leave my house, without seeing my friends, the relationship with my boyfriend gradually crumbling, no longer answers me fast as before I think I’m boring him.

my depression and anxiety got completely out of control, I can no longer think anything clearly, I think I'm going crazy, negative and suicidal thoughts, some people say be there for whatever I need but I don't believe any of that anymore. sometimes I feel like my boyfriend doesn't care about me anymore, I don't know what to do with him, with all this, I cry all day every day.

last night I was talking to you while I was thinking about killing myself, it's funny to think that you'd never imagine what I was going to do but quiet, it didn't happen, sometimes I lack the strength to do things, I just want peace and let all this end

“happy quarantine” the said.

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Why is it that when something happens it’s always y o u  t h r e e ?

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“And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and that is something nobody ever tells you when you are young.”

~ Unknown

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“Cuando veo esos ojos, ahí es dónde quiero vivir; si me besan esos labios, ¡ay yo si quiero morir!”

— Amor de Siempre.

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“I’m fucked up but my heart still beats for you”

— lil peep