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[iamthenorthstarr]

#anxi4ty #goodbyes #a different kind of sad #nothing #i feel empty #healing #narcissist #trauma #trauma bonding #ptsdwarrior #ptsd #good for nothing

[iamthenorthstarr]

#anxi4ty #goodbyes #a different kind of sad #nothing #i feel empty #healing #narcissist #trauma bonding #trauma #ptsd #ptsdwarrior #good for nothing #make believe #human decency

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#goodbyes #anxi4ty #nothing #a different kind of sad #letting go #healing

[iamthenorthstarr]

#goodbyes #anxi4ty #a different kind of sad #i feel empty #nothing #don't find me #healing #relapse

[iamthenorthstarr]

#goodbyes #anxi4ty #nothing #i feel empty #healing #a different kind of sad #moving #sever the ties

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I re-read our conversation before I decided to delete it & I saw that you always wanted to take this kind of photo.

I'm glad you finally did.

I knew that this decision was my idea, but this is the hardest decision I had to make for myself. It was so hard chosing myself over you.

I wish one day, I can be genuinely happy for you.

Right now, I will take this moment to mourn for the love that was never appreciated until there's nothing left of me.

For now, I will grieve for the love that was supposed to ours. For the future that was supposed to be mine & for the treatment that was supposed to be given to me right off the bat.

Stay happy my love,

I will grieve for us.

#anxi4ty #goodbyes #a different kind of sad #Spotify

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#a different kind of sad #i feel empty #goodbyes #lost cause #nothing #liberating #her #anxi4ty #black and white

[iamthenorthstarr]

#the aftermath #goodbye #anxi4ty #heartbreak

[iamthenorthstarr]

#dear evan hansen #itsheavy #anxi4ty

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[iamthenorthstarr]

To all the teenagers following me that don’t hear it from their parents: I’m proud of you.

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[iamthenorthstarr]

“If you knew how many times I chose to stay alive, would you finally be proud of me?”

-aj

[iamthenorthstarr]

“When I die, it’ll be the best for everyone.”

— /

[iamthenorthstarr]

“every time you hurt me I apologized because I felt guilty for making you feel bad”

— late night feelings  (via withoutexistance)

[iamthenorthstarr]

“They say to destroy The things that destroy us But what do you do When the thing destroying you Is Yourself”

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