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i can feel myself getting overwhelmed.

i can feel everything around me turning uncomfortable. i have shit to do. why is my brain like this. i cant let my grades drop even more. im so fucking stupid. why do i let this happen?

#about to kms #mentally exhausted #also i have a headache #i just wanna sleep

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not feeling good.

i just read about another death of a trans teenager. why would someone do this. she was just trying to live her life. why would someone destroy that. how do people do that and not even feel bad. im crying so bad rn. just let people live their lives. she deserved to live.

#transgender ​death #self h@rm #brianna ghey #tired and sad #why are people like this #transgender youth

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wow. ok. so.

the urge to slam my head into the wall until my vision goes fuzzy and i start bleeding has never been stronger. i just fucking hate people. honestly. god how stupid can you be. i know you hate me but like im so fucking busy with how loud my head is that i dont even care anymore.

#self h@rm #im going to kms #i need help #just fucking end me #i need some fucking serotonin #fuck you #i hate it here

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i don’t think they actually care about me.

i keep getting overwhelmed. i wish i could “calm down” because i know, its not a big deal. but it fucking feels like it. i really hate myself. like honestly. i might go take a bottle of pills or something. i cant find my fucking razor. i need it. uhmb

thank you, void

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shouldn’t i be crying?

#why cant i be normal #crying would help #idc #how else do i express this feeling #god this fucking sucks

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why can’t i spend 5 minutes without something distracting me?

my attention span is so bad. i can’t focus on anything. am i just stupid? whats wrong with me?

#haha i hate myself #kill me now #istg #tired #stupid bitch #hopefully #he #doesnt #see this #i wanna kms

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@baloneypeep

it’s giving teenage son helping his mom draft an email

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i made a second blog where i wont post depressing shit (@a-philosophical-egg)

#second blog #thumbs up

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i hate when people try to one up each other.

because nobody cares. it’s unreasonable and just makes people like you less.

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#one up #tired #angry #annoying

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panick attacks

ive had daily panic attack for the past few days and i cant even stop them. what the fuck is happening. im going to relapse i swear to god.

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#self h@rm #panic attack #im going to kms #tw depressing stuff

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what the fuck.

are you fucking bored? is that why you want to be a bitch to me? not even ‘to’ me. you say it to your friends but you say it so loudly that i can hear it. maybe you dont know i can hear it. but i do. fuck. you. i dont do this shit to you. i hope that one day you get better. that you think ‘oh shit im actually being a bitch to this person’. but you probably won’t. youve called me a monster. a disease. you say ‘ew’ whenever i walk into a room. not to my face, of course, youre too scared. but i fucking hear you and it hurts. get well soon, fucker.

thank you, void

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#fucked up #fuck you #why are people like this #about to kms #what did i do to deserve this

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i wish they’d stop harassing me.

i wish they’d stop texting me things so they can laugh at me. obviously i dont respond. i can’t just give them more to laugh at. but it still hurts because i know they make fun of me anyway. i finally did it though. i finally blocked them. i dont know why i didnt do that earlier. im so fucking stupid. i just need to keep my sanity for a few months, until schools over. but im feeling alright now. i guess venting everything to tumblr actually somewhat helps. ill be fine. ill be okay.

thanks, void

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#cyberbullying #tired #on the edge #fml #fuck you

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maybe everyone hates me.

understandable. im not a very likable person. i don’t deserve him. he’s better off without me. im disgusting. its actually really pathetic that im even talking about this right now. i should just suck it up. im barely human at this point. god i just want to claw my face off. what is wrong with me? i deserve to be hurt.

thanks, void

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#self h@rm #fucked up #i hate it here #i dont deserve to live

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guess.. (trick question)

Reblog if

A) you're panromantic

B) you like cats

C) you wish you were a dragon

D) you're hanging on by a thred

But don't say which

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my life is currently falling apart

#death to the world #fml #about to lose my mind #on the edge

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i hate when i get upset over nothing.

this makes me hate myself.

thanks, void

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#tired #sad and lonely #i hate it here

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i’ve been feeling shitty recently.

like, more than normal. i feel disgusting. and theres i can do to stop it. i cant tell anyone because they cant do anything. plus, that would just make them uncomfortable around me. that’s something that has come to my attention very recently. usually people don’t like it when people say how they’re actually feeling. that is why no one ever says “i feel like a dying pill bug” as a response to “how are you?”. you just smile, say “good” or “fine” and move on with your life. but how many people are lying when they say that? probably quite a lot. that’s why telling someone (besides random strangers on the internet) is out of the question. god i am so tired. ive been exhausted all week, but getting sleep makes me feel even worse. i miss out on things. like time to do homework or talk to my boyfriend. and honestly, im worried about him too. he isn’t mentally ok either. but really, is anyone? i rather not talk about my boyfriend anymore because it makes me really want to kill myself. that’s probably it then.

thanks, void

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#tw depressing stuff #mentally exhausted #i feel disgusting #tired #what if i died #i want to kms