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i doodled my cat boy from critically acclaimed MMORPG Final Fantasy XIV

#god i wish i could love this game but i just cant #i hate mmos so much #but after delivering so many eggs and letters i got tired of it real fast #i wish i could love mmos but i cannot #also they are so overwhelming for me at the start #like heres 500 tutorials at once good luck lmao #ffxiv oc #ffxiv miqo'te #ffxiv

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here’s a genshin oc i made that i 100% forgot about.

#i never even gave him a name #all i remember is that he is from inazuma #which i made him before we could even go to inazuma #and he was electro #he also worked at the wangsheng funeral parlor #genshin impact fanart #genshin impact #genshin impact oc #gi oc #oc

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I drew Kazuha when he first came out but i hated how it looked so i never posted it asdgadfgh

#i was going through old art and all the art i used to hate...i actually think they look pretty good! #it was very eye opening for me #looking at my art now that im in a better place mentally is so refreshing #like i did that!! i popped off!!! #anyways im gonna post some old art #kazuha #Kaedehara Kazuha #im copy and pasting his real name bc lord knows idk how to spell it #genshin kazuha #genshin impact #genshin impact fanart

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sorry i haven’t been posting art lately! i’ve been hyperfixated on organizing all my ocs and writing bios for them on my toyhou.se. i have like 80+ ocs i think so it’s taking a long time lol :’) 

#sthum

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Movie Night!! 🍿

#ive had this doodle on my ipad for ages but i held onto it bc i wanted to add more to it #this is what i would work on when i binged all the twilight movies(which was an experience in itself) #looking at this now i do not like how i drew marinette #love how adrien looks tho #his hair took so long to do bc i just couldn't get it to look right #i've also been kinda quiet bc ive been having tech issues with my tablet for awhile now #my pc doesnt recognize it as a display #or something idk but i just have to restart my pc and it fixes itself #but i have to do it everytime and its annoying lol #so ive just been using my ipad that im not terribly familiar with yet so drawing takes me longer that usual #also im an idiot and i forget my google password every other week so i reset it recently and forgot i did so #long story short i couldn't email myself my drawings to post and i couldn't figure out why #OH also i just wanna thank everyone for all the support recently!! it means a lot to me!! i never thought that comic would blow up lol #i drew it at like 4 am bc the idea that plagg had bad breath would not leave my brain and i couldn't sleep bc of this #Marinette Dupain-Cheng #adrien agreste #miraculous ladybug #miraculous lb #miraculous fanart #adrinette

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if chat noir can purr and do other cat things, does his breath smell as bad as a cat’s does? more at 10pm EST

sorta kinda a continuation of this

#i lied there is not going to be more #it is 2 am and i am sleepy #miraculous ladybug #miraculous fanart #miraculous lb #ladybug #chat noir #adrien agreste #marinette dupain-cheng

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listen if you have EVER had your face close to a cat when it yawns you know

#i know plagg's breath must REEK #hes a cat (kinda) and only eats stinky cheese??? #got dam #wait since chat noir does cat things do you think his breath stinks too? #i just had an idea hold on #chat noir #adrien agreste #plagg #adrien and plagg #miraculous ladybug #miraculous lb #miraculous fanart

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when i first started this show i had a dream that i went to summer camp and chat noir was there and these were his pjs 

#i know this looks bad but i drew it as soon as i woke up so i wouldn't forget #he had big ole pink slippers too #also ignore the little doodles off to the side lol #chat noir #miraculous fanart #miraculous ladybug #miraculous lb #OH also i finally figured out how to upload my doodles from my ipad #its hell #i have to email myself and then upload it on my pc bc procreate will not let me export anything to any other app

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if only Adrien used his eyes and realized how pretty his best friend is :)

#get ready my brain rot for this show is in full swing rn #i used to hate on this show so much when it came out #it made me so mad that they had no clue who the other one's identity was even tho they look the exact same #unrelated but since i binge watched this show i didn't know what else to watch so i decided im going to watch all of the twilight movies #i just finished the first movie and i zoned out during the second half of the movie #im gonna be honest i didn't realize there were so many twilight movies #marinette dupain-cheng #adrien agreste #miraculous ladybug #miraculous fanart #miraculous lb

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Hey guys!

I know it’s been a HOT minute since I posted here so I just wanna apologize for being gone so long but hopefully I’ll get back into it soon! :) 

     SOooo I’ve been having a rough time lmao the first year of the pandemic I grew distant with some good friends of mine. Which I mean ,it happens, friends come and go but that doesn’t mean it hurts any less. I have no ill feelings towards them. I still love them dearly and I hope they are thriving!! Anyways, this is kinda what started my downward spiral. I didn’t have anyone to talk to. Maybe a short interaction every now and then. I also had my dad and step-mom on my ass about going back to college. So in short I felt like a failure for not being in college, and completely alone. Those feelings continued to get worse over the course of 2020-2021. At some point during that time I started to gain quite a few followers here as well as on twitter. I don’t think I ever hit 500 but it was still a lot to me. With the sudden gain of followers, I began to look at my art differently. Suddenly it wasn’t for fun, it was for my followers. My mindset was “If I don’t draw something they like everyone will hate me for not being able to create the content they enjoy” When my art didn’t do as well, it would tear me apart. I felt like I was failing my followers. I began to HATE my art. I completely stopped drawing except for maybe once or twice a year. Art wasn’t fun and I couldn’t think of anything to draw. 

     Aside from my art issues, I had a lot more going on. Early 2021 I met a guy and we hit it off instantly. We spent every second with each other. He helped me a lot during 2021. My manager had quit mid year and the place I work at couldn’t find a manager for months. Since I had open availability and I was a lead key, they threw everything on me. I was beyond stressed, but I always had him to talk to. It was nice having someone to talk to all day. I began to feel happy and loved again. Mid July we had started dating and everything was wonderful. Life got a whole lot brighter, but unfortunately for a very short time. He started to not talk or hang out with me a lot. By the end of September he broke up with me. He was going through a lot and so was I. I didn’t take this well. The slightest bit of sunshine I had left was just ripped from my hands. Once again, I was alone. I won’t lie, it got very dark. I would barely eat or drink and showering was too much work. I was going through a break up, running a store, and I kept buying random stuff to get me that small amount of dopamine I needed to survive. I was living paycheck to paycheck.

     Now since I don’t want to write this anymore lol let’s skip to now! I finally got diagnosed with depression about a month ago, and I’ve been on antidepressants since! Just this week, I’ve started feeling better. I’m finding myself enjoying things again! I’ve started drawing again. I realized that my art doesn’t have to mean anything. It can just be a random doodle of a pretty anime boy standing and that’s okay!! I’m still struggling with enjoying my art BUT I know if I keep trying that my art will eventually be where I want it! We finally got a new manager at work, so I’m not stressed anymore :) Money is still tight since I’m still recovering from my depression purchases and rent went up but it’s a good! I know I can get the money back and I’m not buying as much stuff anymore (except for delivering food...I have spent so much on doordash lmao)

If you read all of this, thank you for listening :) If you didn’t thats okay, I don’t read long posts either lmao

TLDR; Depression sucks but I’m all better now. :) Hope to be posting art again soon!! ♥

#sthum

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Sorry for the post spam y’all!! i keep forgetting to post my art here sdfkgjhk

#sthum

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✨👽KoKo👽✨

#this is a redesign of an old chara bc i miss her sdajf #i made her design more simple so she's not gonna be hell to draw #also she is green now #and i love that for her #she was kinda plain color wise but i was like uh she's an alien so lets get funky #KoKo #ega #oc

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i have tiktok brain rot

based off this tiktok btw

#this tik tok was stuck in my head for WEEKS let me tell u #i saved it and watched it like 100000000 times #my doo doo monkey brain thinks the word poopy is very funny #and shes right #anyways tag time #bnha fanart #Sero Hanta #sero #denki kaminari #bnha #mha #fanart

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a friend of mine said they’re talking about their fav monkeys and she is so right

#also she knows almost nothing about these two and she was spot on #these two would 100% have a convo about monkeys #anyways go follow summer-arts bc shes amazing thank u #bnha fanart #Sero Hanta #denki kaminari #sero #denki #mha #bnha #Fanart

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dragon kiri that i completely forgot to post here asdkjfh

#Kirishima Eijirou #dragon kirishima #bnha #bnha fanart #im so sorry ive gone missing!! #i work tons so i barely have time to draw anything!! :(

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mermaid designs that literally no one asked for asdfjhask

#i just like mermaids!! #surfer bakugou and mermaid kiri have been on my mind like all week #and i'd post these on twitter but twitter is cropping them weird and idk how to fix that sdkfujh #bnha fanart #bnha #mha #Kirishima Eijirou #mina ashido #sero hanta #denki kaminari

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i’d like to think kirishima refers to humans as land-bros and you can’t convince me otherwise 

#oh god i got to remember how to tag things on tumblr #also i started a little comic of these two but idk if i'll finish it or not #mainly bc im lazy adfaf #bnha #mha #kirishima eijirou #bakugou katsuki #bnha fanart