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hahcatallena · 6 years

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ukiyo | heechul | 4

(n.) living in the moment, detached from the bothers of life

pairing: kim heechul x reader (ft. bestfriend!taehyung)

genre: age difference, brothers best friend, smut

word count: 1689k

warnings: okay so I have no idea if I could get in trouble for this since the reader is yet to turn legal and there’s smut so… but y'all know what you’re getting yourself into everyone knows that heechul is an oldie lmao (tho I made him 7 years younger, meaning he’s 27… just to make sure eehhh)

PART 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 coming soon!

2:13am and he texted you, saying that he was standing outside your house now and that you should hurry.

You opened the door and before any of you could say a word, you signalled him to not say a word with your finger on your lip. He stood there for a moment, his eyes proudly locked on your neck that was still covered in the traces of his lips.

You let him in and the both of you silently walked up the stairs to your room so that Leeteuk wouldn't notice you secretly inviting someone.

Opening the door to your room, you told him to rush inside. You closed the door and locked it and just when you wanted to turn around to face him, he pushed you against the wood, connecting your lips. You went through his hair with one hand, while the other was placed around the back of his neck. His body was pressed against yours and when his left hand slipped under your shirt, you gasped. He hasn't done that before so it was a bit weird at first, but you let him. His hand drove over the skin of your body until it came to a stop when he found out that you weren't wearing a bra underneath, so of course he smiled into the kiss because he liked that. He started massaging your breast and played around with your hardened nipple.

Flashbacks to yesterday flashed through your mind, when you felt his erection pressed against you once again, feeling even more uncomfortable considering how hard you were pushed against the door.

Heechul disconnected his hands from your body to open his tracksuits jacket and took it off, leaving him in a simple white shirt. Shortly after he placed his hands on your hips and slid your panties off until they were hanging on your knees. From there on you slipped out of them yourself.

Not even ten seconds later he pushed down his own track pants and you were not even surprised by him not wearing anything underneath. Seems like he's always prepared for this stuff.

The both of you moved two meters to the wall next to your door, since it could've been heard if you continued this against the wood. You could feel Heechul pushing his tongue inside your mouth so you gave him access and it felt amazing.

"Do you have condoms?"

"What?" you shrieked. "I thought you-"

Why would you have condoms? When would you even have the chance to buy them and even if you did, you didn't even know which ones to get.

He looked at you in disbelief, slamming his forehead against the wall right next to your head in frustration, mubling something that sounded like fuck.

You couldn't help but feel bad now. He didn't tell you to get some but then again maybe you should keep some at home in the future. For your own safety.

"I'm s-sorry I, I didn't know." your gaze drops to the ground. You were ashamed. Should you feel this way? No idea, but it was not your fault only. "What now?"

Heechul pushed his head back to look at your lips, coming closer to softly kiss them in a gentleman kind of way. You felt your whole body shivering at the gentle gesture and drove your hands through his thic hair, pulling at the strands.

"You know," he said in between kisses. You started breathing heavily at how good he made you feel. He made his way to your ear and softly bit down on the earlobe. "we can be careful." he whispered seductively.

You gasped. Did he mean that? Was he serious about this? He must've been joking because everyone knows how we can be careful ends.

You stopped breathing and when he noticed that, he disconnected your bodies, looking at you awaiting an answer. He must've definitely noticed your nervousness so he placed his hands on both sides of your waist, smirking right into your eyes with a deep stare. "Nothing will happen, I promise."

It was wrong, so fucking wrong and you shouldn't even think about going with this bullshit but something told you that if you said no, it would be over. Over as in not only tonight, but you were sure that he wouldn't ask you ever again, which would be selfish, but you knew how he was like. You knew his character and this was definitely what he would do so what else was there for you to do but to say... "Okay."

Heechul bit his bottom lip, satisfied with your decision and harshly connected your lips with his again, only that this time it seemed more passionate. He moved his right hand down to your lower region and spread your juices all over your folds. "So wet for me." he said in between soft kisses against the angles of your mouth. Hearing him say that made your whole face heated up and you could feel the butterflies in your stomach once again.

He started stroking his dick and placed it in front of your entrance. "Do you want this?" Without hesitation you nodded giving him a yes, so he pushed in.

Other than last time, he pushed in completely this time, filling you up all at once. It was different. You didn't know if it was better or just about the same but you liked it. When he started moving, there was no pain anymore so when he asked if it hurt, you were kind of glad to say that it didn't.

You have to admit that it's weird, having sex against the wall, but this way there was so much more pressure. Good pressure as in you could feel him inside of you even better and god you loved the feeling.

It was only yesterday when he fucked you in the parking lot at the backseat of his car and thinking back on how yesterday you used a condom, you definitely liked feeling him so much more. It felt twice, no thrice as good to have his dick like this rather than some latex in between you two.

Heechuls hands wandered down to your buttcheeks and he squeezed them hardly. It didn't hurt, it felt amazing. He could do whatever he wanted and you swear that you'd let him. No matter what it was.

He kept on fucking you hard against the wall and you had no idea if it could be heard but even if it was, you wouldn't stop. "Fuck baby you're so tight."

Baby.

Your heart almost sprang out of your chest at his words. You smiled against his neck, your arms wrapped around his head to steady yourself somehow, while he grabbed your right leg to hold it up for better access and to push in even further. As he did so, you let out some quiet moans and so did he.

"I'm going to c-come soon." Heechul announced and it was not only him who was close to the edge. You could already feel your orgasm building itself up in your stomach. "Fuck, fuck I'm so close." he added.

One last time, he sped up and that's all you needed for the sensation to take you over completely. You hid your head in Heechuls neck and tried your best to hold in your moans while he was riding out your orgasm. Only seconds later his movements became sloppier "Call me o-oppa!" he literally begged and that's what you did. That's everything he needed to come. And he came so hard, spilling his cum inside of you, which felt so! good!!!

You stood there, still pressed against the wall, when suddenly, reality hit you and you jumped away from him.

"Fuck, fuck!!" you started to panick! "Heechul what the fuck!! You said you'd be careful!!" You sat down at the edge of your bed, tears starting to appear in the edges of your eyes. Your hands found the strands of your hair and out of frustration you pulled at them.

Heechul composedly slammed his head against the wall next to him, until he turned around to face a crying you. "Yah stop crying."

It was so obvious! So obvious that this would happen but no, you had to agree on this.

"What am I supposed to do now?" you asked the older, with your eyes still watering. He looked around, not really seeming to take all of this serious.

"We will just get you this morning after pill." he shrugged as if it was nothing.

"Tomorrow is Sunday there won't be any opened pharmacies." you drop your head into your palms. What are you going to do? This must be a joke.

"We can get it on Monday." he convinced you, still standing in the middle of the room, not even a bit nervous when he slid into his tracksuit pants.

Some part of you wanted him to sit down next to you and maybe, pull you into a hug or something. But he didn't do that. He was not the type of person to comfort someone so you didn't expect it anyway.

After some minutes of silence, he was completely dressed again and then picked up your shorts to hand them to you.

It was shortly past 3 in the morning. "I should be going." he said, looking like he'd do anything not to be here right now, maybe even annoyed. You just nodded, disappointed at his action and tried to form a smile.

You followed him downstairs and stopped when he turned around one last time. "Don't freak out this can happen."

That's all he's said after patting your head with a smile which you worriedly returned. Then he left and you closed the door.

Was tonight real? Did you really trust him with your body only for him not to keep his promise? He didn't even say sorry nor frraked out with you.

So why on earth were you still not mad at him?

a/n: sorry it's a short one but this must be my favorite so far bc smut huhuhu ^^

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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vroom vroom is my jam

#exo #exo-cbx #exo cbx #cbx #baekhyun #xiumin #minseok #chen #jongdae #blooming day #blooming days

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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YES BAEKHYUN YOU CAN

#exo #exo cbx #exo-cbx #cbx #chenbaekxi #baekhyun #baek #bbh #xiumin #minseok #chen #jongdae #bloomingday #blooming day #kpop

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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I THINK I JUST DIED

#heechul #suju #super junior #heenim #kim heechul #superjunior #kpop #lo siento #replay

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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saw these on twitter the other day and ugh they make me feel some kinda way hehe

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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ukiyo | heechul | 3

(n.) living in the moment, detached from the bothers of life

pairing: kim heechul x reader (ft. bestfriend!taehyung)

genre: age difference, brothers best friend, smut

word count: 1954k

warnings: okay so I have no idea if I could get in trouble for this since the reader is yet to turn legal an there's smut so... but y'all know what you're getting yourself into everyone knows heechul is an oldie lmao (tho I made him 7 years younger, meaning he's 27... just to make sure eehhh)

PART 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 coming soon!

You were sitting at the table, already dressed. You had no other choice but to wear a turtle neck because of the dozen hickeys and love bites Heechul gave you last night. You hated turtle necks and your mom even asked you why you were wearing one, but thank god she believed your lie that you want to change your style a bit.

"Did you make any plans for your birthday?" your older brother asked, sitting down in front of you to have lunch. Meanwhile your mom tried some spanish dish that she read in this women magazine.

"Not really. Since Monday is off for everyone, I told Tae to come over for a sleepover." you answered with a full mouth, only to receive a clap on your back from your mom, followed by something that sounded like (an awfully familiar) don't speak with a full mouth.

"You can have a little party over here maybe? I will leave for work this evening anyway." your mom announced and you nodded in agreement, telling her that still, you would only have Taehyung over since you don't really have any more close friends and want to keep it small.

You did have some more friends, good ones even, but you really didn't want to make a big thing out of your birthday because after all, being 18 would last just as long as any other age so what makes that birthday so special?

"I will take you to the mall later to get some stuff for your two-man party." Leeteuk laughed a bit and you joined him because it was kinda funny indeed.

Spending time with your brother was something precious. The fact that he'd still want to spend time with you, even though you had literally nothing in common, was something you appreciated a lot. Due to the age difference, you'd expect him to rather want to spend time with his mates or even girlfriend.

Later at the mall you went to several shops, buying various snacks and even managed to get some clothes that were 50% off. After an hour, Leeteuk asked if you wanted some ice cream and who would say no to such an offer.

"So tell me, what's new?" your older brother licked his ice cream.

"What do you mean?" you frowned, not getting what he meant.

"I mean you're almost an adult, so don't you have a boyfriend or something?" he laughed and pulled his arm around your shoulder while walking through the not too busy mall.

Your face immediately started blushing to it's fullest. You looked at him and bit your lip "What, no. I'm- I don't have one." He noticed you being uncomfortable so he let it go..

"Yah hyung!" a familiar voice yelled through the part of the mall that you were in. When turning around to see where it came from, you saw a few of Leeteuks friends walking over to where the two of you were standing. Shindong, Hyukjae, Donghae and... Heechul.

Your eyes grew bigger. You haven't been around your brother and Heechul at the same time ever since you had sex with him so you had absolutely no idea how to act around all of them.

"Taking Y/N out for some shopping, what a great brother you are!" Hyukjae said, teasingly patting his hyungs head.

You could feel Heechuls eyes on you, but you couldn't bring yourself to look back. It felt like if you looked at him, everyone would immediately know what happened, which was bullshit.

"We just bought some stuff for her birthday sleepover with Taehyung." your brother told his friends and they looked at you in surprise. Probably because they forgot that you were about to turn into an adult.

"Wha... nope, not gonna happen!" Shindong announced. "We'll join you guys and bring some food!" By their facial expressions you noticed that they were actually serious about coming over tomorrow.

Donghae looked like he pitied you for having to celebrate with your brothers friends. Actually you didn't mind at all since Tae would still be there to entertain you and it would just be like the old times when you were a kid and all of them were babysitting your best friend and you. But if all of them were coming it meant that Heechul would be there too, which you would never admit to like.

For the first time you stole a glance at him and of course, he was looking at you too. It's uncommon for him not to be the loudest in their group, but he hasn't spoken a word until now, staring at you ever since their Group came over.

When your eyes met, you could see a hidden smirk on his lips. You followed the stare of his big brown eyes on your neck, and even though you were already wearing a turtle neck, you pulled it up even more only for him to chuckle at your action. You dropped your gaze to the ground out of embarrassment and almost coughed at what you heard next. "Hey Y/N, isn't it too warm outside to wear a turtle neck?"

With big eyes you looked up, shockingly meeting eyes with him once again. How dare he ask that?? He himself said he doesn't want anyone to know so why would he push it like that? You were at a loss for words and if it wasn't for the other guys standing there with you two, you'd call him out!

"Or do you have something to hide?" referring to the hickeys he gave you last night in the car. He laughed and the others joined, probably thinking some random guy left his traces on your skin. You looked at him in disbelief. What's wrong with him? Does he want you to tell them? Definitely not. He just wants to tease you, that's all.

"That's none of your business, don't you think so?" you spat and all of them immediately stopped laughing, chuckling at your attack. His mouth dropped but there was still some kind of smirk in his expression. He must've liked you coming back so confidently. Alright, two can play this game.

After some random talking between the olders, you told them when to get to your house tomorrow to celebrate into your birthday on Monday.

"Alright, see you tomorrow guys" your brother announced and with one last glance at Heechul, who was winking at you, you left.

It was almost midnight and your mom left two hours ago already. It was sad that she couldn't be here for your birthday but work is important, you understood that.

You were laying in your bed with a bowl of popcorn, talking on the phone with your best friend.

"I told you that it's better to celebrate not just as two!" Taehyung stated the obvious and probably raised his eyebrows as in saying he was right.

"Y'all are annoying!" you rolled your eyes.

"We should get them drunk! I'm still waiting for Hyukjae and Donghae to announce their relationship." your friend laughed and you joined in. It's true. Neither of them are gay, or at least that's what they always tell others, but they are also never apart. You will never ever find one of them walking around alone, plus Donghae basically lives with Hyukjae and his parents for at least 7 years now. They are kinda old already so you wonder when they are finally going to drop the news. And even if they actually did, it would be nothing new since everybody already expected them to be in a relationship.

"Seriously tho why are none of them dating? Does Leeteuk hyung have a girlfriend in Hong Kong?" You could hear him eating chips by the crunshing on the other end of the line.

"He said that there's a girl but they are not dating." you said taking a sip of your water. "Also, you're single as well."

"Yah! You're single too." he yelled only for you to crack up at how serious he was taking your comment. Somehow you loved it when he was getting angry, but only because he was always starting to pick a fight which was kind of funny.

"We're 18 and have never even dated, what the fuck are we doing wrong?" The tone of his voice told you that he was being seriously bothered by the fact that he was single. He's a guy, of course he'd be bothered. "Maybe we should just start dating each other."

You couldn't tell if he was being sincere, but all you did was frown. "If you want an unofficial and platonic relationship then sure why not."

"That's literally what we have right now stupid" Taehyung rolled his eyes on the other line. His sentence was kind of true. You were not dating, but when you were together it would always end up in you two cuddling each other in bed. Not more and not less. That's what best friends do, right?

It was becoming late. After two hours of talking on the phone, you decide to end the call, you'll see each other tomorrow anyway. "Goodnight then, see you tomorrow at 8:30pm and don't be late for once"

"Yeah goodnight, I love you." Tae says and you end the call smiling. You wouldn't trade Taehyung for anything or anyone in this world.

When you came back from the bathroom from brushing your teeth, you see your phone screen lightning up signalling, that you received a text. Taehyung must've spammed you with some of his unfunny memes aga-

[01:47am] Heechul: still awake?

You found yourself cheekily smiling over his text. Especially since you didn't expect that at all. It still feels weird to be texting him. You wonder if he felt the same?

To not look like you've been too excited over his message, you wait three minutes until you finally reply.

[01:50am] You: sure why?

[01:50am] Heechul: are you alone?

[01:51am] You: alone as in home alone? because no, Leeteuk is in his room

While waiting a few seconds for him to type, you wonder why he's asking this question, even though you already know the answer too good.

[01:52am] Heechul: can I come over?

Wow. What are you going to reply to that? Of course you wanted him to come over, but with Leeteuk being home is was too risky.

While thinking about what to reply you thought about what would happen if he came over. The thought of him only wanting to fuck you once again crossed your mind. You wanted it too but... maybe not only that? You had literally no idea what all of this was. You were not looking for a friends with benefits kind of thing, but then again you weren't looking for anything else either.

[01:54am] You: Heechul I'm not going to be your fuckbuddy

It's true. You never wanted to be something like that to him. You never even expected to sleep with him in the first place so why now?

[01:56am] Heechul: I never said you were did I

[01:56am] You: you didn't but

[01:56am] You: what else do you want then?

[01:58am] Heechul: fuck stop being dramatic

[01:58am] Heechul: both of us gain from this so just say no if you don't want to. I'm not keeping you or some shit

He was right. You're free to say no. But you couldn't. Even if the sex was all he wanted from you, you'd go with it. Simply because it was him.

So in the end, of course you couldn't decline. But to be honest, you never really thought about saying no.

[02:00am] You: text me when ur outside

a/n: please give me suggestions on how to improve! it would mean a lot! :( also I know this chapter is trash lol

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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ukiyo | heechul | 2

(n.) living in the moment, detached from the bothers of life

pairing: kim heechul x reader (ft. bestfriend!taehyung)

genre: age difference, brothers best friend, smut

word count: 2586k

warnings: okay so I have no idea if I could get in trouble for this since the reader is yet to turn legal and there's smut so... but y'all know what you're getting yourself into everyone knows that heechul is an oldie lmao (tho I made him 7 years younger, meaning he's 27... just to make sure eehhh)

PART 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 coming soon!

After a deep inhale you opened the door, not meeting his eyes for longer than a second. You could already feel your cheeks heating up. It's ridiculous.

"What, are you going to get shy now?" he smirks, slightly punching your left shoulder as a tease.

"I'm going to get my purse, hold on" you said and jogged upstairs to your room and back down to be met with a waiting Heechul who led you outside to his car. It's a quite expensive looking car, some american model probably.

"Where are we going?" you ask him when he starts the car and pulls out of the driveway.

"I don't know" he says, his eyes not leaving the road for even a second.

"What do you mean? Why would you ask me if I'm free if you have nothing planned?" you ask bewildered. It's true, what were his plans then?

"I mean," he started. "I thought we could grab some food" You're surprised by what he's just said. "Yah, what's wrong?"

"I'm not sure if we should, you know, go to a restaurant together. Especially for dinner" you confess and look out of the cars window to avoid his possible gaze. You had no idea why you started smiling when the situation was actually kind of weird, but it somehow flattered you, that he wanted to take you out. Or at least something like that.

"Are you mad at me?" It was uncommon for him to be insecure or care about this kind of stuff so you turned your head to look at him.

"Why would you think that?" you knitted your eyebrows. "I wouldn't say yes to this if I was mad, would I?" you chuckle to lighten the mood and he joins in.

After what seemed like a few minutes, but were actually only a few seconds of silence, you close your eyes and open your mouth.

"Let's just go to a restaurant then, but not here in the neighborhood" you demand. You decide to go to a chinese place half an hour from where you live, since the ratings online seemed to be quite good and the pictures of the inside of the restaurant looked great as well.

If yourself from two weeks ago would've seen you, sitting here in a restaurant at 7pm, having dinner with Heechul, you would've laughed. You never really thought about him being interested in spending time with you because he was.. Heechul. Of course you had a crush on him ever since you were around 11, but the fact that he may or may not feel the same way surprised you.

Heechul drank a glass of wine and looked around the place, with you watching his every move. The chandelier behind you mirrored in the deep of his big brown eyes. And his full and pink lip- OMG!! what are you thinking?? You've only had one glass of wine and haven't even finished that yet so the alcohol can't be an excuse. Seriously what is wrong with you?

"Were you looking at my lips?" He threw you out of your thoughts filled with weird stuff. You slightly panicked and started blinking heavily trying to form a word, but nothing would come out. You're seriously dumb, it's been confirmed.

With heated cheeks you look at him only to see him looking back at you with an unreadable expression. It looks like he's amused by you being caught staring at him. At his lips. A slight smirk appears in his face. He puts down the glass of wine and crosses his arms in front of his chest.

"I checked out your boob slit too so I will let you go just this once" smirking, he took another sip of his wine, finishing the glass in one, not leaving your eyes as he did so.

"What??" you shriek and immediately pull up your blouse to cover up. You didn't notice him staring and even though it was a bit uncomfortable for you, it should feel a lot more uncomfortable. What is it about him that makes you feel this way?

"Why didn't you tell me that it was too liberal?" you cover your face into the palms of your hands and stop breathing at what he says next.

"Why do you think I didn't tell you?"

Why are you having this feeling in your stomach. Why and how is he doing that. He always teased you, your whole life. That's probably why you liked him in the first place, but to be teased in a kind of sexual way is new to you. Not only with him, but in general. Is this how it feels like to have butterflies inside your stomach?

"Heechul," you stare at him, biting your lip. "what is this whole situation?"

He looks at you, his smirk dropping at your question. You can literally see him thinking about what to say next. Because the truth is he doesn't know either.

"It will sound so wrong, no matter how I say this," He seems nervous. That's another side of him you can't remember to have ever seen before. "the truth is, I don't regret what happened. At all. And I know you're not legal yet but-"

"I feel the same way!!" you announce. Out of breath because of the pressure that was building up inside of you when he said that.

He looks at you, shocked. His eyes completely focused on you until he pulls out his wallet, smashing the money on the table.

"What are you doi-" you ask confused at how hastily he grabs his jacket and walks over to you. He grabs your wrist and jacket with the other hand and pulls you towards the exit of the place right into the dark. He doesn't respond when you ask your question again and once you're in the parking lot, he pushes you against the side of his car and before you can even make a noise, he slams his lips against yours, kissing you hard, while his hands found the bottom of your skirt, slightly pulling it up.

The sexual tension that was starting to build up was no joke. You could already feel his erection pressed against your lower stomach. You gasped against the passionate kiss and thats when he took the opportunity to move his lips towards your neck, starting to attack it with kisses and soft bites.

The feeling of his bulge pressed against you was starting to feel uncomfortable and just when you were wondering if it wasn't too tight in his pants, he impatiently moved you to the side to open the back door of his car telling you to crawl inside, almost pushing you when he climbed in after you.

He closed the door and crawled over you, only to start kissing you again. Only that this time, his hand moved under your skirt, moving it upwards until your skirt was completely on your waist.

You started unbuttoning your blouse, throwing it to the side, while he took of his shirt. You've seen his torso already but even though he had almost non-existing muscles, it was such a turn on to feel his bare skin against your palms. His skin was hot and so was yours. You could already feel the wetness in your panties, which was starting to feel uncomfortable.

Heechul started attacking your neck for the second time and you grabbed his thic hair to get a hold on something. He placed both of his hands on each side of your hip and pulled down your panties in one.

"Tell me if you want me to stop" he said in between wet kissed on your neck and all you could reply was "please don't stop". He pulled down his pants as well, leaving the both of you almost completely naked on top of each other, your skirt and bra being the only pieces of clothing in the game.

You felt his dick on you and craved for it. You wanted him so badly that you starting moaning like crazy. You've never wanted anything more than you wanted his dick inside of you right in this Moment, you were sure of that.

Heechul grabbed inside the bag on the back of the passenger seat and pulled out a package of condoms. Of course he would drive around with condoms. He planned this whole thing, you're sure of that. But you didn't mind. It only took him a second to roll it over.

He looked at you with lustful eyes, waiting for you to make a move but your heart was beating so freaking fast, that you were overwhelmed and literally had no idea what to do. All you could think of was to kiss him and that's what you did.

You placed your arms around his body, resting your hands on the back of his shoulders. Heechul grabbed his dick and placed it in front of your entrance, disconnecting your lips.

"Do you really want this?"

Did you want this? Was this right? What are his intentions? A thousand of questions were Floating around inside your head but all you knew was that you wanted it indeed. So much. "I do." you breathed out, too horny to use your voice.

"This could still hurt so tell me when it does, okay?" his eyes stared into yours with sincerity and care?

You nodded as fast as you could because fuck you couldn't wait any longer to feel him inside of you. It seemed like nothing else mattered to you right now. All you wanted was to spend this Moment with him.

When the tip of his dick entered you, his head dropped into the side of your neck. You closed your eyes at the pleasure and waited for him to move deeper. When he did so, you cried out a bit at the pain. He moved deeper and deeper until he came to a stop when he filled you up completely. He gave you a few seconds to adjust to the size, until you told him to start moving and that's what he did.

At first his movements were a bit slow, so that he wouldn't hurt you, but soon he started speeding up and even though it still hurt a bit, it was a good kind of pain. The pleasure overweights.

Everytime he pushed in, he hit that one spot that made you roll your eyes at the feeling. Last time, when you were still a virgin, he was hurting you so much. He asked if he should stop every minute after seeing you cry nonstop, but you told him to keep going so that's what he did. This time it was a lot less painful. There were still a few tears in the corner of your eyes, but you didn't care.

Heechul started to speed up until you could feel him getting closer to the edge. "I'm.. s-so... close" he announced and moved his right hand to your clitoris to give you that last push you needed.

"H-Heechul I'm... c-co-" you screamed out and that's when you came. Your eyes were closed already but all you could see was black and a few stars. Heechul came right after you, still riding out your orgasm and spilled into the condom, falling on top of you out of exhaustion.

Neither of you moved for the next two minutes, as you were simply enjoying the moment, until you heard your phone vibrating in the purse that was laying on the ground of the car next to your head.

Heechul got up and told you to answer it. You grabbed inside your purse and took out your phone. You blushed at the caller ID. It was Taehyung.

You declined the call and shoved the phone back into the purse and sat up. "You didn't have to ignore the call" Heechul spoke up while rolling off the used condom, knotting it afterwards so nothing would flow out.

"Oh, no it's okay. It was just Taehyung" Uncomfortably you covered your breasts and pulled your skirt down. Heechul watched you and chuckled at you still being shy.

"Isn't he your best friend?" he asked while putting on his clothes again. He grabbed a pack of tissues and handed one to you so you could clean up.

Confused, you looked at him, not getting what he meant at first. "Or do you want me to-" he started but you interrupted him lowkey freaking out.

"Oh!! No!... n-no! but thanks" hastily you grabbed the tissue from him to clean up.

"Oh and, yeah he is. But you know that?" you look at him in confusion. Why would he ask a question when he already knew the answer to it?

"No I was just wondering. You never know, maybe you like him or something like that" he said and opened the back door to walk over to the drivers door. You did the same after dresssing again.

"Tae and I are definitely only friends. He doesn't feel any different either." He nods, looking out the window into the dark, mumbling something you couldn't quite catch. "Good" But you let it go.

You clap down the mirror of the passenger seat and almost choke at what you see. Your whole neck is covered in love bites and hikeys!! How are you going to cover them up, no make up could ever do that job.

You look at him with fear in your eyes but he only laughs. "Wear a scarf or something". Of course it was nothing to him because he wasn't going to be the one Walking around with a scarf for the next week.That will be so obvious! It's spring outside and you're going to walk around wearing a fucking scarf. So dumb seriously.

After a short while of just sitting there next to each other, him layed back with closed eyes, he suddenly speaks up. "You improved".

"Do you mean it or do you only say that because you don't want to hurt my feelings?" you smile onto your lap, not believing him at all. Heechul taps his right hand on your head, to proove that he's being sincere and says "You're cute.", giving you a soft smile.

"I'm not a baby" you announce, pushing his hand off of your head and rolled your eyes once again.

"I know" he simply said and started the engine to take you home after the night.

Half an hour later he stopped the car two houses away from your house so that if Leeteuk and your mom were already home, they wouldn't see where you're coming from.

"So, thank you I guess." you said. "For the dinner and, well." you gave out a little laugh, looking at him one last time.

The car was dark but the moonlight outside gave the whole situation a magical kind of feeling. His eyes shined bright and so did yours.

"I should get going" he nodded at your announcement, sending you off with his famous smirk once again.

"Good night and don't forget to cover your neck. We don't want people to see my art, do we?" he winked and then drove away. You stood there, speechless, smiling at his words.

What did Kim Heechul do to you...

a/n: this is actually the first smut that I'm kinda.. proud of so please tell me what you think ^^

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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4 freaking days until sujus comeback I'M NOT SURE IF I'M READY Y'ALL

#suju #super junior #heechul #yesung #eunhyuk #donghae #eunhae #leeteuk #shindong #siwon #kpop

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hahcatallena · 6 years

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ukiyo | heechul | 1

(n.) living in the moment, detached from the bothers of life

pairing: kim heechul x reader (ft. bestfriend!taehyung)

genre: age difference, brothers best friend, smut

word count: 2263k

note: this is my first fanfic and I have literally no idea how to use tumblr so excuse me if I do anything wrong lmao :) also feedback is welcomed I'm always willing to improve!!♡

PART 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 coming soon!

"Did it hurt?" he asked. With your face turned away from him you layed there on your side, staring out of the window right into the dark of the night.

"It was okay, don't worry." you simply said with a soft chuckle coming out unintentionally.

That's when you called it a night and slept in.

You were woken up by someone cussing to himself and it took you a moment to realize where you were. Heechul's bed.

Heechul has been one of your older brothers best friends ever since they were in primary school. They were fucking 10 years older and here you are, laying in his stupid bed after losing your virginity to him last night. What the actual fuck were you thinking.

"Oh you're awake" he said, his eyes not leaving the game he was playing on his phone. "you seem pretty fucked" he said smirking to himself and you rolled your eyes.

"What the actual fuck did we do??" you yelled at him, smacking his phone out of his hand to his surprise.

"I think you're old enough to know what this little act is called" he tried grabbing his phone but you held it further away only for him to meet your eyes.

"Don't ever tell anyone about this, please. If Leeteuk or.. or anyone else finds out I'm dead. And so are you!" you

You could clearly see that he didn't mind what happened at all. He's an adult and can do whatever he wants with whoever he wants it's just..

"Yah! Do I look like I want to end up in a cell because I fucked a minor? I won't tell anyone" he rolled his eyes, snatched his phone from your hands and continued his game.

You had to get home. Leeteuk is coming home for three weeks since it's your birthday in two weeks and he's supposed to be there at 1pm today what means you have 2 hours until he arrives. You have to get ready to leave, not only because of your brother but also because of this whole situation. Fuck he's not only 10 years older but also one of the closest family friends. What did you do.

Just when you were about to stand up, you realized that you're still... naked. Heechul noticed your action when you met his eyes and without a word being spoken, he grabbed his shirt from the ground that was laying next to the bed and handed it to you saying "it's not like I haven't seen it already though". That's when you smacked his forehead and he laughed watching your every move.

"Why are you watching me like that? Play your game or something seriously" you tell him annoyed and get up from the bed.

"I just want to see if you can walk, that's all" he chuckled and didn't even try to hold back his laughter when you shakily started walking towards the bathroom while picking up your clothes, giving him a deadstare.

In the bathroom you walk over to the mirror. Everything hurts including your head from the alcohol last night and your reflection tells you that you literally look fucked.

You're just going to get home as soon as you can so that you can take a shower and wash away... everything you did.

10 minutes later you open the door to his bedroom and see him dressed already in one of his tracksuits.

"Do you want me to take you home?" he asked while brushing his shoulder-lengh brown hair.

"Uh.. it's okay I can take the bus" you say getting your purse so you can finally leave "also I bet you haven't sobered up yet considering how much you had to drink last night"

"I'm used to it so I can handle a lot. I'm not a teenager, Y/N" he gave you a fake smile.

"Oh right I forgot that you're old" you faked a smile back and walked over to the front door.

"And still you let me fuck you" he walked after you and gave you a seductive smile only for you to ignore. You stood there in the hallway, facing the door.

"Y/N.." Heechul spoke up from behind you, this time with another voice. A more caring one. If that makes sense because it definitely doesn't fit his character at all. You turned around to face him.

"I.. are you.. are you okay?" he asked, not meeting your eyes. This is a different side of him. A side you've actually never seen before and it's hella weird but.. cute?

You smile softly and nod to tell him that it's okay and to your surprise he pulls you into a hug, your cheek pressed against his chest.

"It was pretty good, considering that it was your first time". You couldn't tell if it was him making fun of you or if he meant it more as a compliment, so you pulled away and out of this hug.

"Can we just never talk about it again?" you ask but your phone vibrates and it's your mom. "Shit" you mumble. She probably wants to know where you are so you decide to call her back when you're on the bus.

With one last goodbye, you finally leave his apartment and get on your way.

"Where have you been?? and why do you look like that? Leeteuk is coming home in less than two hours!!" your mom starts freaking out when you enter the house.

"Mom chill I was at.. Tae's and I will take a shower now, be right back" you tell her and head upstairs straight into the bathroom.

You don't know what's bigger right now, the pain in between your legs or the regret you feel over what you've done. Probably both. You open your bun, take off your clothes and while walking past the mirror you freeze.

You haven't seen all these hikeys before when you dressed in Heechul's bathroom. You follow the hikeys and they are at places you don't even want to mention. Thank god nobody will see them through your clothes or that he didn't give you some on your neck. You literally didn't know how you could cover them so that your mom wouldn't notice.

You wanted to rant to Heechul about the hikeys but you yourself said that you never want to talk about it again.

The shower was short, but felt so good. The hot water running over your body, washing away the last night was refreshing and great. After you've gotten out, you blow dried your hair and put on your bathrobe since you had to walk over to your room to get dressed.

For the sake of the day you decided on wearing a wine-red dress. To make sure, you put on a thin black leggings underneath. After spending half an hour on your make up, the doorbell finally rang, so you ran downstairs.

The door was already opened by your mom and just looking at her, hugging and greeting her son after such a long time made you tear up. It's been months since you've seen your older brother since he and your dad were managing their company in Hong Kong ever since they temporarily moved there two years ago to build up something. So you basically lived alone with your mom ever since then. While Leeteuk visited you three times already, your dad only came once for two days since it was your parents anniversary. You've actually never been to Hong Kong, but you and your mom are planning together this summer.

Your brother looked over at you and pulled you into a long and tight hug saying "My baby sister, I've missed you so much". When he pulled away, he looked you all over with amazement in his eyes.

"Let's eat! I've prepared black bean noodles, your favorite" your mom gestured towards her son and you went to the dining room to have a meal.

"Do you have anything planned these three weeks? You will be here for Y/N's birthday right? It's so unfortunate that I have to travel for work in that week." your mom said with disappointment. Of course it was sad, but as long as you had Taehyung and Leeteuk here, it would be a great coming of age birthday.

"I will make sure to make her day special" he said and gave you the biggest smile.

The rest of the night was spent in catching up on each other, talking about the company and loads of laughter.

A few days later and you were standing in front of Taehyungs door, greeted by his mother who let you in. You headed up to your best friends room and knocked.

"Oh is it 3 already?" he casually said when he saw you and turned on his heel to look at the clock in his phone.

"Hello to you too" you rolled your eyes.

Taehyung and you have been best friends ever since kindergarten. At first it was a crush when you were 3, but ever since you've gotten into school you realized that he's more of a best friend than a love interest. You we're freaking 3 years old anyway so what would you even know about love.

"What have you been up to these days?" he asked, falling onto his bed, patting the spot next to him for you to lay down on.

For a moment you thought about what to say. Did you want to tell him about your... meeting with Heechul or not? He's your best friend afterall but he's a guy and so wouldn't that be weird? Also it's Heechul that you're talking about and Taehyung knows him. Back when you were younger, it was always Leeteuk and his friends watching after you and Tae, including Heechul. So, would he judge you? For some reason you felt like you can't tell him. It's not like you're afraid but rather ashamed. He's not your age after all which could be weird to some people. Yeah you better not tell him.

"Oh nothing really. Leeteuk's home for a few weeks and he'll stay for my birthday, that's all. You?" you ask him while laying down on the spot next to him.

"I've missed Teukkie hyung." he said with a pout. A cute one if you asked yourself. "And I, well I've been doing nothing but playing games. The usual." he chuckled only for you to roll your eyes once again. This kid is seriously addicted to computer games.

A few hours and episodes of his favorite KDrama later, he suddeenly sits up.

"So for your birthday, any plans?" he asked with huge eyes, probably expecting something really cool.

"Actually.." you started, "I just want to stay home. We can celebrate into the night if you want? A sleepover or something?"

"I'm looking forward to it. We should get drunk or something. I'm sure it would be fun, we haven't done that in ages." he wiggled his eyebrows at you with an adorable smile covering his pink lips.

"Yeah sounds good"

One week later you were laying in your bed, enjoying the weekend to it's fullest. You planned to do nothing, since school was stressing you a lot these days, so chilling in bed with your phone seemed like a perfect thing to do.

You were watching youtube, when suddenly your phone vibrated, signalling you received a new text from someone.

[4:23pm] Heechul: are you busy?

What. What are his intentions?

At first you wondered about how he got your number, but you remember being in a groupchat with him, Leeteuk and both of your parents for some festival in town last year.

[4:25pm] You: was your message supposed to be for someone else?

[4:25pm] Heechul: no it was for you

[4:25pm] You: uhm

[4:26pm] You: ..why are you asking?

Heechul never did anything without a purpose so this seemed pretty weird. It's not like you weren't kind of happy to receive a text from him, but it was odd.

[4:27pm] Heechul: don't flatter yourself I'm just bored and since you don't have any friends I thought you must be free

[4:27pm] You: you're bored and I came to your mind?

When he didn't reply for more than 7 minutes, (no, you didn't count the minutes) you decided to give in. You had nothing planned since your mom and Leeteuk were supposed to come back only tonight, so you might as well get some fresh air. Even if it's with Heechul.

[4:36pm] You: but yeah I'm free

And of course he immediately replied.

[4:36pm] Heechul: be ready at 6 I'll pick you up

You took a shower, got dressed and for some reason put a little extra effort into your makeup. You don't know why but you decided on wearing a middle-length denim skirt and a coral colored blouse which was tugged inside the skirt.

Was it weird? Meeting up with him? When you have just given him your virg-

*ding dong*

He's here. It's been a little over a week since you've last seen him and you had no idea that you'd be this scared now. Your heart suddenly started beating a lot faster. You're not supposed to feel this way for him, are you?

With a knot inside your stomach you make your way downstairs.

a/n: oh god this is so cringe worthy I'm sorry. I'll better myself haha but please leave your thoughts on this because I have literally NO IDEA how it turned out? :/

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