ghosst-girl

[ghosst-girl]

now I know you ain’t got no time for me

I guess you lied

you said you’d die for me

#Guccihighwaters

[ghosst-girl]

nothing really helps this depression

the only one to blame is my reflection

this some real post death shit

and I don’t need a chain, got a noose as my necklace

doctor said I got some issues,

yeah, a death wish

am I the only one that’s feeling fucking helpless?

i heard they all love you when you die.

is that the reason I don’t wanna be alive?

message, baby I can’t hear you calling,

what’s your message?

cause to be honest,

I don’t think that you could help this

but you gon love me when I die

And that’s the reason I don’t wanna be alive

#guccihighwaters #death wish #notmorgn #lyrics

[ghosst-girl]

all of my clothes are too big now ✨

[ghosst-girl]

holy shit, my astrology was right again.

god damn you, stars. 😭

[ghosst-girl]

[ghosst-girl]

✞ 666 ✞

[ghosst-girl]

[ghosst-girl]

Ghostface in pixels 🔪

[ghosst-girl]

oh, and my love

did I mistake you for a sign from god?

or are you really here to cast me off?

or maybe just to turn me on?

cause these days

I would be lying if I told you that

I didn’t wish that I could be your man

or maybe make a good girl bad

#sleep token #the summoning

[ghosst-girl]

I’m smoking one in your memory, Kota Bear.

You are so so loved and missed. 💚🍃✨

#rip #fentanyl overdose #420 #grief

[ghosst-girl]

can we just talk about how fucking lonely it is being severely depressed and suicidal while presenting as a cheery happy person in social situations?

#thoughts #mental illness #mentally unstable #bipolar 1 #bpd

[ghosst-girl]

finally skinny enough that I keep hitting my ribs on things and hurting them ✨

[ghosst-girl]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[ghosst-girl]

I am seriously splitting right now so bad and I don’t know how to make it stop

I don’t like this

#bpd vent #bpd

[ghosst-girl]

eating these spicy ass takis makes me think of you, Kota. 💚

[ghosst-girl]

I was there when you were born. I was only a child myself, but I got to cut your umbilical cord. I was supposed to give you your first NA key tag. You were supposed to come with me.

You weren’t supposed to die

[ghosst-girl]

my baby cousin lost his life to his addiction and I can’t fucking cope with this. 17 years old.