fireforember

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me holding a gun to a mushroom: tell me the name of god you fungal piece of shit

mushroom: can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters

me cocking the gun, tears streaming down my face: I’M NOT FUCKING SCARED OF YOU

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hey boss i can't come in today it's a sunny day and there's a lovely breeze coming in through my window, yeah it's rustling the branches of the tree outside that's finally bloomed so it's pretty serious

[fireforember]

My school blocked all social media apps on the wifi and you can't really get service in the building sooooo I don't got NOTHING

in other news tumblr and ao3 are still accessible so I guess I'm back for a bit

#i hate my school #i hope they die #im feeling the pinterest withdrawls already #tehe

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wish i could call in bitchy to work

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Low key forgot yall exist. Probably gonna forget again- sorry lol

I wish all of you the best 👌

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hozier wrote 'too sweet' for the "i can fix him" sunshine girls who have always been too good too nice, for the people pleasers who are terrified of failure, and for those who find the darkness intriguing

[fireforember]

Paris, Gerard Hermand

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Is the effort still worth something if there's no progress? Am I still worthy even if I don't get better?

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On some level I am always aware that I'm a human person with a physical body but then someone brushes my arm or like bumps me and I'm like

Woah

[fireforember]

— Benjamin Alire Sáenz, “To the Desert” from Dark and Perfect (El Paso: Cinco Puntos Press, 1995) (via lunamonchtuna)

[fireforember]

so what if im doomed! so what! i can still have fun!

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"You have a future and I want to be apart of it" is only a good thing to hear when it's coming from the lips of someone you love. Looking in the mirror and saying it feels like a lie.

#“stick around for our future” sounds like “just dont die yet” when my reflection says it #its comforting when other people say it tho #big yikes #should probably go back to therapy #but ehhhh #idc anymore #just gonna sleep till 2028 #wake me up during the next presidential election so i remember why i went to sleep

[fireforember]

when hozier said "if im a pagan of the good times, my lover's the sunlight" and when hozier said "no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to her" and when hozier said "i slithered here from eden just to sit outside your door" and when hozier said "heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i" and when hozier said-

[fireforember]

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

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When you forget that not everyone is mentally ill and okay to joke about really terrible things so you slip up in front of mixed company and offend someone 🥲

#i love being the center of all the worst attention #like i didnt mean to #yk #but like shes never had an issue with anything before #and ive made this joke in front of her hundreds of times #idk #i feel like a dick #TO CLARIFY I WAS JOKING ABOUT MY OWN TRAUMA AND EXPERIENCES NOT ANYONE ELSES

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[fireforember]

so like I've been feeling GREAT recently and you know that feeling when you're happy and you're like "hahahah WHEN IS IT GONNA GO WRONG"?? So I guess I hyperfixated so much that it went wrong and now I'm sad so the moral of the story is life is fake and serotonin is a capitalist scam invented to try to get the working class to spend money and work harder in order to attain said serotonin

#yk what i mean #like #you know #capitalism is a scam #so is happiness #happiness is a scam #im tired #my tummy hurts