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•day six- describe your eating habits.

I have been fluctuating in and out of relapsing for about a year now since I filled out day 5 of this challenge. my eating habits are basically that I eat one meal a day, when my fiancé is home I eat three meals a day but I’ll eat as little from each as possible.

I feel like I will never have my body back the way it was before at my LW

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PSA

Just wanted to put it out there that I’m a registered nurse, and while I am struggle with an eating disorder myself, I am always here for anyone that has any questions about their psysical and/or mental health. Or literally if you just want to vent.

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mroussety ig: from the sea 🦋

#thinspiration #ana #anorexia #thinspo #ed #skinny #ednos #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals

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•day five- what is your first memory of being unhappy with your weight ?

Honestly, I can’t remember ever being happy with it. I remember being 7 and sucking in on my belly constantly unless I was alone, don’t know when that actually started but I still do it.

I remember being 17, 98 pounds and being too embarrassed of my body to wear a bathing suit to the beach. I wore shorts and was still so convinced that I was fat and disgusting that when I sat down I’d put a towel over my lap because I thought my thighs looked disgusting when they “pooled” around the seam of the shorts.

It is a continuous thing in my head, it never fucking stops and it’s been there as long as I can remember. The most heartbreaking part is that I know when I post this, there are going to be way too many people who relate to it and are going through the exact same thing.

#new 30 day thinspiration challenge #30 day thinspo challenge #thinspiration #ana #anorexia #thinspo #ed #ednos #skinny #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals

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#thinspiration #ana #anorexia #thinspo #ed #ednos #skinny #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals

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This community though

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#thinspiration #ana #anorexia #thinspo #ed #skinny #ednos #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals

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Tops From $4» 

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•day four- do you have any bad habits ?

smoking, swearing, my fucking ed. I am a bad habit.

#new 30 day thinspo challenge #30 day thinspo challenge #thinspiration #ana #anorexia #thinspo #ed #ednos #skinny #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals

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REBLOG if

you’re 2 or more of these things:

-your sw is 170lbs or higher

-you’re out of high school

-you’re 5′5″+

-you wanna lose 60+ pounds

-you smoke cigarettes 

I need mutuals so we can exchange weightloss tips and keep each other motivated❤️

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maybe i’m not skinny this summer but if i work hard now i can be thin this winter. i’ll wear thick coats and still look small. big sweaters will look dainty on my frame. when the snow melts i’ll enter spring thinner than ever.

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#thinspiration #anorexia #ana #thinspo #ed #skinny #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals #ednos

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need some blogs to follow, reblog if you are at least two of these:

-18+

-post thinspo

-active here

-post recipes/tips

-SW of 150+

-CW of 150+

#thinspiration #ana #anorexia #thinspo #ed #skinny #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals #ednos

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@olivia.claudia

main blog (hunqrey) / uploads blog (hunqreyish)

other blog (vogueistic)

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#thinspiration #ana #anorexia #thinspo #ed #skinny #anorexic #eating disorder #not pro anything just using tags #body goals

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https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu_kfIjnSP3/