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I feel things so fucking strongly which fucking sucks because most of what I feel is sadness

#depressing shit #im tired #sad #and #mad

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Born to cry

World is a fuck

༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ Kill em all 2024

I am sad man

726,517,124,083 Dead lawmakers

#born to die #we live in a ever worsening hellscape and still need to pretend everything is alright #world is a fuck #collapse #the brainrot is real #rage #rageposting

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There is a pain to my existence that just feels natural

#existential dread #we live in a ever worsening hellscape and still need to pretend everything is alright

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Crying on command is easy as fuck, you just need to stop holding it in.

#most of the time not crying is harder #depressing shit

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If I allow myself to think I collapse.

If I don't everything is fake.

Not breaking down and living in a constant state of deception is too easy.

I need to periodically bring myself close to a breakdown to prove that I still care.

[dystonomicon]

Not breaking down and living in a constant state of deception is too easy.

I need to periodically bring myself close to a breakdown to prove that I still care.

#we live in a ever worsening hellscape and still need to pretend everything is alright #the world is ending #climate crisis #war #dystopia #captialism