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i wanna get bad again. i wanna cut and starve myself and vape and drink 6 energy drinks a day and get drunk and just quit giving a fuck. theres peace is self destruction. i wanna get bad again

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GIRL,,, DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED FR

EDNOS when they think every night how long ago they would hit their gw if not binging

#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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being ed'd makes normal things normal ppl experience so fcking unrelateable :')

If i hear someone at 3 pm say "omg I'm starving i haven't eaten since breakfast" or on the contrary something like "wow I'm so full I'm not gonna finish this" I'm like... b1tch what lmao ? in both scenarios

#disordered eating #emotional eating #bed #food restriction #overeating #compulsive eating #dieting #weigh loss #weigh gain #ed meme #an0rex14 #tw eating issues #tw ed #binge and starve #binge eating disorder #ednos #ed but not sheeran #not pro just problematic #i wanna be sk1nny #ed thoughts

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#💀

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me when ppl ask why im not able to look for a job or accomplish anything useful

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reblog if you hate your thighs

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I keep binging or overeating in general I feel like I can’t stop. This is exactly what led me to gain 25/30 lbs a few years ago I seriously have to stop, I DO NOT wanna live in that body again EVER

#i should probably stop trying to fast/rescrict heavily/skip meals #at the end of the day i would 100% eat less calories anyways if i ate both lunch and dinner without trying to skip one of them #if i binge early in the day and skip lunch and then eat dinner it’s still gonna b like at least 1600 kcals #whereas if i don’t binge and eat both lunch and dinner i would easily stay below 1300 #ugh is this so hard to understand? im being hella stupid #it’s just that if i binge one day the next day i feel like i have to skip as many meals as possible and fast as long as possible #cause its like i don’t deserve to eat 2 days in a row does that make sense #disordered eating #compulsive eating #emotional eating #bed #binge eating disorder #food restriction #overeating #tw eating disorders #tw ed #b1nge and st4rve #dieting #fasting #weigh loss #an0rex14 #i wanna be sk1nny #ed but not sheeran #calorie restriction #weigh gain

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I literally just binged and probably fucked up like 4 days of starving

It’s scary how easy it is to lose your progress

#at this point i might as well eat like a normal person and i would achieve the same results ig

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This coincidence made me gag 💀💀💀 lmfao

#ed #tw ed #compulsive eating #disordered eating #emotional eating #bed #binge eating disorder #food restriction #overeating #tw eating disorders #binge and starve #dieting #meme #ed meme #fasting #weigh loss #an0rex14 #i wanna be sk1nny

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hey. don't cry. I went to Mad At You island and none of your friends were there :)

#this warmed my heart #❤️

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the disordered urge to refuse to see anyone until i drop a shocking amount of weight

#💀​ #it b like that fr lmao

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this was an actual question lol how do u do it?

how tf do yall eat < 500 kcals a day while living w your family/parents 👀

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Yo real talk. Best hunger suppressants? I mean pills and such (but also herbal teas w weird spices or stuff like that i don't mind)

#fr do pills work? #are they cheap? #where can i buy them? #compulsive eating #disordered eating #emotional eating #bed #food restriction #overeating #dieting #weigh loss #binge starve #binge eating disorder #binge starve cycle #an0rex14 #tw ed #eating issues #eating problems #i wanna be sk1nny #suppressing hunger

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getting REAL FUCKING TIRED OF MYSELF

#me #only difference is u guys say 'binge' but actually mean like. a meal #when i say binge it's 4000 kcals

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me when my 24 hour fast doesn't get rid of every ounce of fat on my body

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my a$$ on a full on binge be like

#compulsive eating #disordered eating #emotional eating #bed #binge eating disorder #food restriction #overeating #tw eating disorders #binge and starve #tw ed #dieting #fasting #ed meme #weigh loss #an0rex14 #i wanna be sk1nny #not pro just problematic

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I’m a failure. All I have to do is NOT EAT. And I keep binging twice a week.

#i had one (1) job #compulsive eating #disordered eating #emotional eating #bed #binge eating disorder #food restriction #overeating #tw eating disorders #tw ed #binge and starve #dieting #fasting #weigh loss #an0rex14 #eating issues #eating problems #i wanna be sk1nny