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i post goth fashion and writing GMT+1 im a minor and this is NOT that kind of blog; be respectful

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derangedbutdedicated · 23 hours

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half my posts are wearing the same fuckin dress i just realised but that dress carries me like always so expect more

#goth #miscellaneous #solaris dress my beloved #hell bunny

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derangedbutdedicated · 2 days

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hey guys this is the real bela lugosi i am not dead i need €70 to come back and be dracula...

#its half 1 in the morning and im sick anf i need to say this #miscellaneous #bauhaus #also knowing the typa followers i get pls nobody send me sugar daddy messages #im not down to clown like that

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derangedbutdedicated · 8 days

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void

some people are brought up as voids

and when you're not sure how to build a person out of that void, you try filling it instead

with short-term poison-anesthetics; like sharps, or pills, or relationships, or pretend, or food—

or starving that void until it gapes enough to consume even it's own destruction

and the void is always screaming, and so are you, but anyone who hears it loses their mind

i don't know how to be a person, and it hurts. and i'm learning to express that pain with my words, not my body, but it's difficult to detach something that's built into the foundations

how can i describe it when you're a person in all the ways that i'm not?

#poetry #writing #vent #waffling #goth #poems on tumblr #poem #writeblr #writers on tumblr #i feel like a massive nerd writing these tags btw #bit of context: wrote this a year ago when i was really down #i know majority of y'all dont like my text posts but this has to be here #sad poetry #im not emo i swear

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derangedbutdedicated · 8 days

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real awkward, no makeup xD have been super tired w/ exams but things are looking up! also just noticed ive never posted void on here?? expect a poem, STAT. // sotd is living dead girl

#goth #goth kid #baby bat #alternative #alt kid #alternative kid #alternative fashion #fashion #me #idfk anymore #selfie #?#emm #also look at my sheep plush

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derangedbutdedicated · 10 days

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all three at the very same time

Always support the 3 G's

The girls, the gays and the goths

#goth #not a photo

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derangedbutdedicated · 20 days

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one of my favourite authors. thats all

“And yet you are all that you have, so you must be enough. There is no other way.”

— Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia

#her writing made a serious impact on my life ngl #forgive me for getting corny on a thursday night #will be back to posting when i revive #so 1-10 working days #is there anyone out there?

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derangedbutdedicated · 23 days

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whats wrong, hun? youve barely touched your pepto bismol flavoured carbonara.. / look at the skeles hangin from my ears! // sotd is 'dont try suicide'