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also I think the movie thirteen destroyed me

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I GOTTA ROMANTICIZE MY LIFE

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im actually so fed up

my parents don’t like me

my sister doesn’t like me

i don’t like myself

i can’t tell my freiwnds what I’m going theough

this is so cringe and im probably going to delete it later but im so tired

#anagirl #ana trigger #ana meal #ana tricks #ana rant #tw ana diary #whats wrong with me #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #tw mia #bleh #im tired

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I gained sm weight

im now 112.8 pounds

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how do you gain on a deficit make it make sense

#ed not sherran

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why does no one send me messages :(

#anagirl #ana trigger #ana meal #ana tricks #ana rant #tw ana diary #sad lol

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well didn’t this age nicely

starting tomorrow ig

I keep ruining my progress

new rules:

under 1k

NO MATTER WHAT

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YES OFFFFFFFCCCXXXCCCC NALA

MARRY ME ISLA 😡 @delusionalmaniac

💍

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hi, any purging / throwing up tips? sticking fingers down my throat doesn’t work for me :(

I have the same problemmmmmm

i think drinking water before is supposed to help

I haven’t tried that yet though

#tw purge #anagirl #ana trigger #ana meal #ana tricks #ana rant #tw ana diary #tw mia #tw restrictive ed

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my friend made cookies (dw I didn’t eat them) so here’s some grospo

#grosspo #anagirl #ana trigger #ana meal #ana tricks #ana rant #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating

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I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

🌸🍄reblog so it can happen to you to!🍄🌸

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ok, ok, I have been seeing a lot of posts about bringing back red bracelets, and I did some research and found out that mia people have blue bracelets, but somehow nobody is talking about it. And I think we should bring these back too. I just think that mia people should also be included in this thing, so all of us on edblr can connect irl too.

Bring back red bracelets for ana, and blue bracelets for Mia

(pls reblog this so it can get to as many people as possible)

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I made a yt video! I’d love it if you guys could watch it :33

#anagirl #ana trigger #ana meal #ana tricks #ana rant #tw mia #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #ed stats #ed vent #ed meals #ed relapse #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #light as a feather #Youtube

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I think im an almond daughter

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me: binges

also me: 'metabolism day!!!'

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I keep ruining my progress

new rules:

under 1k

NO MATTER WHAT

#anagirl #ana trigger #ana meal #ana tricks #tw depressing stuff #ana rant #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary