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#flash warning

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being self aware with bpd sucks. it's like watching your house burn down and not being able to do a damn thing about it

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wait i can abuse substances instead of feeling things

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i want to rip you open and explore all the deepest parts of you

i want to dig into your skin to feel your nerves tremble as i dance across them

i want to taste the blood in your veins and watch it run down my skin, staining me with your love

i want you to watch as i reach into your ribcage and devour what is rightfully mine

#god. #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd yandere #yandere bpd #lovesick #cannibalposting #obsessive #obsessive love #yandere #favorite person #darlingcore

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HEEUEUUUgHHHh… gay.

#god #partners. #i keep looking at pictures of them and being in disbelief #ive been doing thos for 10 minutes now #how did i bag these people #UGH #im going to eat them like spaghetti #bpd

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No, this is fine *seething* I don’t think your happiness is a personal attack on me *dying mad with envy* (I hate you)

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*experiences any emotion*

me: …and what if i kill myse-

#i say the phrase: #and what if i kill myself #AT LEAST 10 times a day im not exaggerating #it’s my only solution to any experience ever #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd yandere #yandere bpd #vent post #vent blog #vent

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anyone else ever just kinda force yourself to be horny instead of sad as a pathetic attempt to feel something good? no?? just me???

#idk if this is relatable but i find myself doung this #me: i wanna kms i should look at tits #literally what #vent post #vent blog #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd mood #hornyposting

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Love, Eternal

Science History Institute - Röntgen-Photographie Zweier Ineinander Geschlungener Hände // Hozier - In a Week // Sandra Coney - Waikumete Cemetery // Srabon Arafat // Noah Kahan - Everywhere, Everything // sunlightafterdark

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when noah kahan said "i hope this pain's just passing through" and "someday i'm gonna be somebody people want" and when he said "i'm still angry at my parents for what their parents did to them" and "i'm in the business of losing your interest and i turn a profit each time that we speak" and "i'm terrified that i might never have met me" and "i saw the end it looked just like the middle" and when he said "now the pain's different it still exists it just escapes different"

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save me depressed long haired man music save me

#noah kahan #stick season #having an episode lol #still hyperfixating on stick season i don’t want to listen to anything else thank you #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent

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”so i thought if i piled something good on all my bad that i could cancel out the darkness i inherited from dad”

NOAH!!!!!

#this is very /pos btw #ive been hyperfixating on this album since last week #i literally haven’t wanted to listen to anything else #it was made for ME #noah kahan #stick season #bpd #borderline personality disorder #vent blog