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creambunnie · 12 days
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TXT Taehyun X You
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You were curled up at the edge of your bed, forcing yourself to go to sleep. Many thoughts were running through your head and your racing heartbeat was not helping at all.
"Still awake?"
A sweet voice from the other side of the bed softly asked. You hummed before turning your body around to face your boyfriend, Taehyun.
Taehyun came over to your house after work to hang out together. The moment he wanted to go back home, it started raining so heavily and it was dangerous to drive on the road in that weather.
So you invited him to stay for the night. You only had one bed as the other room was your work station.
Taehyun was gentleman, he volunteered to sleep on the sofa, but your sofa was not that big and you knew it would be uncomfortable to sleep on it the whole night, so after a couple of 'it's okay's, Taehyun finally agreed to share the bed with you.
"It's my first time sharing a bed with a g-guy..." You timidly confessed.
Taehyun chuckled and scooted closer to you. He stretched his hand out to carress your face before pulling your head gently towards his chest.
His heartbeat was so loud and fast. Taehyun was just as nervous as you. Although the both of you had been together for almost a year now, you preferred to take it slow and enjoy your time together.
"No need to be so nervous, it's just me.." you mumbled into his chest.
Taehyun chuckled again and pulled away slightly to look at your face.
"It's because it's YOU that I'm nervous." Taehyun replied.
He then leaned in to give a small kiss on your forehead before wrapping his arm around your waist and pulled you closer towards him.
Taehyun's body was warm and you loved it. The two of you eventually fell asleep with the rain sound as your lullaby.
The next morning you woke up, just as you were about to stretch as usual, you felt strong arms around your body. Forgetting that you shared a bed with Taehyun last night, you thought somebody broke into your house.
Your first instinct was to pull yourself away from the person and get out of bed. But halfway through, one of your legs got tangled up in your blanket, making you lose your balance. You yelped as you ended up falling on the floor with a loud thud.
Taehyun woke up at the sound and quickly sat up when he saw that it was empty beside him except for a dangling leg. He craned his neck over your side and saw you awkwardly sprawled on the floor, leg still stuck to your blanket.
Taehyun rubbed his eyes, still sleepy, and looked at you in confusion.
You sighed and wanted to cry from embarrassment.
"I forgot... that we slept on the same bed yesterday"
Listening to your short explanation, Taehyun kind of figured out what happened.
He bursted out laughing before helping you back up to the bed. You had to admit, you were not very light, but Taehyun pulled you up as if you weighted like a feather. The thought of Taehyun being so strong made you blush so hard.
Taehyun was extra clingy in the morning. He pulled you back to lie down on the bed and hugged you tightly. "Let's go back to sleep, it's too early". He sleepily mumbled.
You wrapped your arms around his waist and buried your face into his warm chest. You felt much more comfortable and natural now. You fell back asleep listening to his now calm breathing.
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a/n: as you can see, i'm literally OBSESSED with Taehyun rn. Beomgyu is my love but Taehyun is just 😭😭😭 Hope you guys love the short fluff!
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creambunnie · 5 months
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the spark is almost gone. i barely enjoy the company. i start to scrutinise every single word, expression, tone. call me sensitive. call me an overanalyser. but i trust my guts. i will no longer tolerate the details that i once willingly ignored. just to save the relationship. toxicity. subtle yet so vibrant. once i opened my eyes. people who enjoy my misery. using their words to bring me further down rather than pull me up. don't be surprised when i disappear without a word one day. like they agreed "no one will ever search for me anyway". don't clump me in your group. i am my own person. smiling with kindness on the outside. but with malicious intentions inside. they don't want me to succeed. they want me to have a life but not better than theirs. they want to tie me down. they want to make me feel bad. of myself. they act like they are supportive. but their support is limited. their support is selective. they don't mind me erasing my past. as long as they are not part of it. they want to be in my life. but for what? opening up was a mistake. trusting people was a mistake. trying to unmask was a mistake. no one will ever understand me. no one will ever support me. i hate insincere comforting words. "i will always be here for you". and then they become the very reason i need someone in the first place. pathetic. relationships are pathetic. friendships are pathetic. people are pathetic. fk stupid people and their stupid words.
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creambunnie · 6 months
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XODIAC - Sing X You (Y/N)
fluff cute
ENJOY!!!
You sighed in relief after the last customer in the previously long queue ordered. It was only your second day working in the cafe as a part-timer, and it was very exhausting for you to constantly socialise with customers.
This was honestly your last resort, you needed to find a job to support your club activities, and you did not want to burden your parents further. They were already paying for your expensive university fees anyway. You decided to apply at the cafe since the pay was not bad.
You just noticed that you accidentally stepped on your shoelaces when you were moving quickly while making the customers' orders. Since there was no queue, you quickly squatted and tied them up.
The moment you stood back up from under the counter, you were completely struck by the new customer's handsome face. You did not notice that you were frozen and were staring at him until he leaned in slightly forward and cleared his throat.
You felt your face warmed up, embarrassed of yourself.
"May I take your number?" you accidentally asked.
He chuckled but tilted his head in confusion.
You quickly slapped your mouth and apologised.
"I mean, may I take your order.."
The customer quickly stated his order.
"Name for the order?"
"Sing"
What a cute name. You thought.
"Order for Sing!" you called out.
Sing cutely went to the counter and flashed a cute smile showing his dimple!!! "Thank you!".
He then sat back at his table and played with his phone while having his earpiece in. You were trying to put the delusional feelings aside but you really caught Sing peeking at you a few times.
Once you accidentally made eye contact, he had a shocked look before looking away shyly.
After a while, more customers came in so you were already back in work mode.
Sing looked over and when the counter was empty, he went to you. You thought he needed something else, but instead, Sing handed you a piece of paper.
"Since you asked earlier, I thought it was only right to give this to you"
You were confused at first but after Sing left the cafe, you opened the paper and covered your mouth.
Your co-worker who just prepared the last order went to you and was excited for you.
"Omg you're telling me that handsome guy gave you his number????"
You yourself were in disbelief.
All the way home, you thought deeply whether to contact Sing or not. Well you just met today and it would be awkward to suddenly text him. The moment you arrived home, you forgot about this whole thing and just wanted to shower and go to sleep. It was an exhausting day.
Sing sat in his living room and stared at his phone screen, waiting for your text. He was too nervous to ask you for your number so he quickly went out after giving you his. So now he couldn't contact you first. He only knew your name from your nametag. But until late night, he did not receive any messages from you. Sing facepalmed himself. Maybe he was just being self-centred. He thought you were interested in him like he was interested in you the first time he saw you. Maybe he was wrong and accidentally creeped you out instead.
The next day, Sing went back to the cafe. He wanted to apologise to you for being a creep. Or so he thought. But you were nowhere to be seen. Sing hesitated. Should he ask the staff available about you? Or would that make him seem creepier? Before he could do anything, one of the staffs who was with you yesterday called out to him.
"Oh, aren't you the guy yesterday who made a move on y/n?"
When she stated it like that, Sing felt incredibly embarrassed, but he nodded anyway, glad that someone remembered him.
"Is she coming to work today?" Sing finally asked.
The staff shook her head. "It's not her shift today." She did not tell any further details and Sing understood. It was your privacy and its for your own security. Sing nodded and decided to just order something since he came here anyway.
-Yo y/n!!!! your handsome prince is here looking for you, but I told him it wasn't your shift today. He is still here tho, he just ordered a drink. If you wanna see him, quickly come here after class!!-
You received the text from your co-worker and had to refrain a squeal in class. There were about 10 minutes left before your class ended, and it would take about 15 minutes for you to arrive at the cafe by foot. You wondered why he was looking for you. Was it because you didn't send him a message yesterday? You suddenly felt bad for him. You decided to send Sing a text.
-Hi Sing, I'm y/n, the cashier yesterday. Sorry for not texting you, I thought it was going to be awkward and uncomfortable for you if I suddenly texted yesterday. I heard you're at the cafe right now? If you want to see me, is it okay if you wait about half an hour? I'm going straight to the cafe after class.-
Sing jumped in his seat when he got a text from an unsaved number. His eyes widened when he saw who it was from. Sing felt his heart skipped a beat and his ears turned red. He typed and then deleted his message and the cycle went for about five times before he replied to you.
-Oh hi y/n! Thank you for the message. I will be waiting for you at the cafe, then! I am not uncomfortable at all if you text me, well, I did give you my number, didn't I?-
You chuckled at his message and skipped your way to the cafe. It had been a while since you've had butterflies in your tummy.
The moment you arrived at the cafe, you had already spotted Sing. He was shining without even trying. Sing saw you and waved cutely. You walked to his table and took the seat opposite him.
"Thanks for waiting!"
Sing shook his head and quickly did what he came here for in the first place.
"I'm sorry if you think I'm a creep for suddenly giving you my number. I just uhm found you cute yesterday so I wanted to get to know you."
You were abit dumbfounded when Sing called you cute so easily. You fiddled with your fingers under the table, abit awkward and unsure of what to do. Well, it was the first time a guy made a move on you. Sing seemed to notice the situation and scratched his neck.
"Ah.. I'm sorry, I just don't really know how to talk to a guy. It's my first time." You quickly explained before he could misunderstand again.
Sing's eyes lit up but he tilted his head in confusion. You found that habit of his cute.
"Your first time? But you're so beautiful, how can no guys have ever approached you?"
You felt your face warm up at his words.
"Uhh Sing, do you always compliment people that easily?"
Sing quickly shook his head. "Sorry I may sound like that but I don't,I only say the truth."
You stared at him for a second before bursting out laughing.
"Pffft that actually sounded cheesy!!"
Sing was mesmerised by your sudden wide genuine smile. He really had fallen deep.
"Is it okay if I ask you out on a date?"
Sing's question stopped your laughter immediately.
"eh? but we just met yesterday.."
Sing stumbled on his feet and waved his hands in front of his chest.
"I mean-- I really want to get to know you, i--if a da--ate is a bad idea, we can just hang out, you know, as fr--friends".
You chuckled at his easily panicked self and nodded.
"I think we can hang out together, hmm how about this weekend after my shift ends? At around 5pm".
"Perfect!".
Meeting Sing was definitely out of your expectation, he was a sweet and kind guy. You were excited for the journey that the two of you will share. Perhaps your newly bloomed friendship might turn into something more than that.
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a/n: I hope you enjoyed this short fluff of Sing from XODIAC! They are a new group that is going to have their first comeback in two days!! And it will be great if i can befriend more X-Bliss!
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creambunnie · 1 year
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ONEWE- Yonghoon X You
fluff angst
ENJOY~~
"Mmm what's for breakfast? Smells good!"
Yonghoon cooed as he entered the kitchen. You chuckled and rolled your eyes.
"No need to exaggerate, they're just normal fried eggs".
Yonghoon hugged you from the back and gave your cheek a peck.
"Anything that you cook for me is amazingly delicious, don't be so humble like that".
You chuckled again before pushing your boyfriend to the dining table and served him the fried egg sandwich that you just made.
"You always flatter me, come on let's eat".
You bit on your sandwich and paused for a second before facepalming yourself. Yonghoon was confused but after biting his, he realised what was wrong.
"Babe, did you accidentally put both eggs in mine? No wonder mine looked thicker than yours".
Yonghoon then took one of the fried eggs from his sandwich and put it in yours.
"Sorry, I was distracted I didn't realise what I was doing.."
Yonghoon laughed happily as he found you cute and continued eating.
The two of you had already planned to go to an art museum together on the weekend to celebrate your second year anniversary. The museum was showcasing a music-themed exhibition and the two of you were excited for it.
Yonghoon sat on the sofa while waiting for you to finish preparing. You donned your new pink dress and went out of your room.
"How do I look?" You asked nervously.
Yonghoon as usual gave a huge smile and showered you with compliments. After a while, he suddenly frowned and bent a bit to carress the bruise on your knee.
"Babe, what happened? Does it hurt?"
You pulled Yonghoon up by his shoulders and shook your head.
"It's okay, I just tripped of my foot the other day and fell down, but I'm not hurt. Ah.. It's ugly right if others see it? I will cover it with a bandaid. Sorry".
Yonghoon smiled sadly and pulled you into a hug.
"That's not what I meant, I was just worried about you. You don't need to cover it okay, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable."
You still plastered a bandaid on the bruise before the two of you went out for the date.
The arts exhibited were beautiful and interesting, you and Yonghoon walked side by side slowly, appreciating each and every frame displayed.
You stopped in front of a big frame and was completely mesmerised by it. They were just colours but it was as if you could feel and hear a melodious sound from it.
Yonghoon had walked to the next frame but you were still stuck on your spot, still staring at the big frame.
Yonghoon chuckled and snapped a few photos of you before gently tapping your shoulder.
"Babe, you really zoned out there, ready to move to the next one?"
You snapped out of your thoughts and gave an apologetic smile.
"Sorry, I just had so many thoughts running through my mind about this particular piece, I didn't realise that you were done. Let's go!"
Yonghoon held your hand and swayed them slowly.
"You know, I love going to art exhibitions with you, because I can really feel that you love them so much. I love doing what you love with you".
You only squeezed his hand and felt heat creeping up your face because of his sweet words.
After a long day, the two of you were finally sat at the restaurant that Yonghoon reserved.
While waiting for your food, Yonghoon took out a small blue box from his pocket and passed it to you.
You quietly took the box and opened it, revealing a simple yet beautiful bracelet, with a butterfly charm.
"It's beautiful, thank you so much."
You looked up from the gift and saw Yonghoon's face. He was smiling but there was a tinge of panic in his eyes. You quickly took his hand and carressed it with your thumb.
"Please don't misunderstand, I'm sorry. I may not look like it, but I am really happy and I love the gift so much, thank you".
Yonghoon finally breathed out in relief and held your hand back.
It was your turn to feel somewhat bad towards your boyfriend. Yonghoon noticed it and gently squeezed your hand to get your attention.
"Are you okay?"
You shook your head and held it down.
"I did not get anything for you. I tried to, but I kept forgetting. Everytime I remember, I'm in a situation where I was unable to buy you one. And there are so many things that I want to buy for you but I could not decide quick enough, I ended up getting burnt out from thinking and, and, I, uhm, today arrived and I still have not bought anything. I'm sorry".
Yonghoon's eyes softened. He really wanted to come over to your side and give you a tight hug.
"Babe, it's really okay. I didn't buy you a gift because I wanted one from you too, I just wanted to give it to you because I love you. Don't think too much about buying me one, okay?"
You really wanted to buy him one, but since Yonghoon kept insisting that it was fine, you decided that it was best to stop pestering him about it.
Your anniversary celebration was so fun, you could not believe that a week had already passed. It felt just like yesterday, literally. You didn't remember much of what you did at work for the past week and just replayed the memories of last weekend in your head.
The two of you planned to just spend time at home watching movies this weekend.
You cursed in your head when you heard Yonghoon coming back from the convenience store while you were stuck on the sofa in a pile of clothes.
You heard Yonghoon walking slowly to you and hesitated for a bit.
"Babe, is everything okay?"
You sighed and covered your face, trying not to break down.
"I planned to do laundry while you were at the store, but halfway through, I suddenly thought of this one specific blouse that I have not worn for a long time, while I was searching for it, I remembered that I actually gave it to my sister.. I wanted to clean back up but after seeing the mess I felt so overwhelmed, so now I am stuck and cannot do anything.."
Yonghoon gave a soft smile and pulled you up from the sofa gently as he hugged you.
"It's okay babe, let's do the laundry together, okay?".
You buried your face into his comforting chest and nodded.
"I'm so sorry for always being like this. I wish I could do more for you.."
Yonghoon carressed your hair and pulled away to look at your face.
"You know, my birthday is in a few weeks, how about you make me seaweed soup? I will be so happy if you do!"
You pouted. "Are you sure that's enough?"
Yonghoon chuckled and nodded.
You agreed to it, and planned to think of something more later.
It's almost a week before Yonghoon's birthday, and you have been experimenting your best seawood soup recipe, as well as your boyfriend's favourite dish, stir-fried chicken.
You can cook because it was basically following some instructions, but you wanted to get the BEST recipe for your best person.
You were mixing some ingredients in a bowl when you accidentally bumped into the pot with hot soup and spilled some on your hands.
You screamed at the hot sensation and quickly put your hands under cold running water. It was so painful, you could still feel the burn. You tried to refrain your tears from falling and thought of what to do next.
You were grateful that Yonghoon had some extra work and will be coming home late. You treated your hands and quickly cleaned up the mess.
You sat down after cleaning everything up and wrapped your hands in a cold wet towel. You stared into the air, your mind was blank, for the first time in a long time.
You wonder if Yonghoon will be disappointed in you when he finds out that you can't even do something so simple without causing an accident.
You began feeling anxious and stressed out. Overwhelmed by your thoughts and emotions, you decided to escape from it by going to bed early.
You felt the other side of the bed dipped as Yonghoon slipped in quietly. He thought you were asleep but you were just hiding under the covers, too scared to face him.
Yonghoon scooted over to you and wrapped his arms around you. You felt yourself relaxing against him. You really needed a hug after that whole bad experience earlier.
The next morning, you quickly got up and planned to just buy some breakfast from the store dowstairs. You didn't have the mood to cook after yesterday's accident.
Your burns didn't hurt as bad as last night but you can see blisters starting to form. You decided to put on a long sleeve shirt that could cover your hands entirely.
Yonghoon woke up and was confused when you were not beside him. He walked around the house searching for you and finally ran to the door when he heard you unlocking. Yonghoon went to you like a puppy who had been waiting for its owner to come back.
"Babe!! I missed you!"
You chuckled at him and shook your head.
"What do you mean you miss me? You see me everyday!"
Yonghoon pouted before taking the plastic bag from your hand.
"I didn't see you the first thing after I woke up, so I missed you."
You only chuckled again.
"I bought some bread for breakfast. Eat them while they are warm."
Yonghoon happily munched on the bread and fed you some too. He then noticed that you had your sleeves all the way up to the tip of your fingers.
"Hmm babe? Are you feeling alright? Do you have fever or a cold?"
You tilted your head to the side in confusion.
Yonghoon noticed your expression.
"It's summer but you're all bundled up in that sweater. Are you feeling okay?"
"Ah! This.. yeah I am okay, don't worry"
Yonghoon noticed you avoiding his eyes, he knew you were hiding something serious.
He put his bread down and softly but firmly took your wrists.
"Let me see"
You tried to pull away but he was stronger.
"Do--Don't look! They're ugly!!"
Yonghoon's expression softened at your words.
"Why would you say that?"
He lifted up the sleeves and was shocked when he saw burn blisters all over your hands.
"Babe! What happened? You burnt yourself? We need to go to the hospital!!!"
You only looked down, trying to hold your tears from falling.
"I was just trying to do something for you. But I can't even cook without hurting myself. I am so useless. I don't even deserve to be treated at the hospital. All I do is be a burden to you."
Yonghoon quickly sat beside you and pulled you into a hug. He carressed your hair to comfort you.
"Babe, you are never a burden. Everyone has their own challenges, and you deserve all the love in this world, especially mine. Please don't say that ever again".
You finally broke down into tears. You thought he would leave you because he finally had enough. But Yonghoon stuck to your side, accepting you for who you are.
You cried so hard until you passed out in Yonghoon's arms. Yonghoon carried you to your bed and decided to call for a doctor to treat your hands while you were sleeping.
Yonghoon was relieved when the doctor said that your burns will heal in no time. He was angry at himself for not being able to protect you.
Yonghoon sat beside you and admired your sleeping face.
"Please don't be sad, I will protect you I promise"
You heard his soft voice and opened an eye, still a but drowsy.
"I'm sorry for everything, Yonghoon. I promise to improve myself too"
Yonghoon nodded and covered your eyes, prompting you to go back to sleep. He knew how much of a rest you needed right now. You were exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally.
You both knew your relationship wouldn't be normal like other couples, but you stuck with each other for two years despite all the challenges. And the both of you had no plans whatsoever to leave each other alone.
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a/n: growing up means starting to learn more about myself, so i needed to write this out to express my feelings as usual. hope yall enjoyed this!
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creambunnie · 1 year
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The Boyz - Sunwoo X You
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Sunwoo had always been late to a lecture especially if it was after lunch time. How did you know this? Well, you have had your eyes on him for a while now, he was basically your crush.
You two are friends, but not too close to be having a full conversation together. More like acquaintances.
Just a simple nod and wave. You personally didn't have the courage to approach him. You felt like you and Sunwoo were in two different worlds.
He was friendly and always surrounded by other people. Meanwhile, you were more introverted and only speak to one or two friends.
You fell for Sunwoo because he was nice to you even when others didn't talk to you. You knew he was just like that to everyone, but your heart can't control itself.
You like Sunwoo.
The class today was more of a consultation session with the professor on your group project. While some groups asked questions, other groups including yours were discussing among yourselves.
Your eyes followed Sunwoo when you saw him and his friend walked to the front to consult with the professor. There was a group of girls before them, and you saw Sunwoo busybodily listening to the professor's comments on the girls' project.
You saw him smirking, as if refraining himself from laughing outloud. You gulped. Sunwoo's smirk was a killer, but you gripped your pen tightly and stabbed your innocent book when you realised that his handsome smirk was because of the girls in front of him.
You were jealous.
You quickly turned to your groupmates and continued discussing. One of your guy members suddenly said something stupidly funny, making all of you laugh. One of them had a very contagious laugh which made you laugh so hard too, you almost cried. After a while, you finally went back to the serious group discussion.
The class finally ended, you were so exhausted you just wanted to run to your dorm and crash onto your bed.
You were silently walking quickly when a familiar deep voice startled you.
"I've never seen you laugh so hard like that before"
You slowed down and frowned.
"Huh? Oh just now? Hoon just said something stupid".
Sunwoo scoffed. "So you laugh at stupid things? I bet Hoon wasn't even funny".
You stopped walking and turned your whole body towards Sunwoo. He too stopped walking.
As much as you like Sunwoo, you were so exhausted and here he was commenting about how you were laughing at something stupid that wasn't even funny.
"What does me laughing at anything has got to do with you?"
Sunwoo looked to the side and you swore you saw him pout a little. "I don't like it when you laugh at other guys' jokes".
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"I don't quite understand you, Sunwoo."
Sunwoo's ear turned red when you called his name out.
"I get jealous. I only want you to laugh like that with me."
You frowned a little. "I can't laugh because of other guys but you can laugh because of other girls? Unfair."
Sunwoo quickly looked at you and blinked his eyes in confusion. He looked cute.
"When did I... AH!!"
You were startled when Sunwoo suddenly exclaimed and started laughing crazily.
"That.. I was... not laughing because of the girls. I was trying hard not to laugh in front of the professor because I could feel your strong stare all the way from your seat. I tried not to turn towards you too."
It was your turn to be embarrassed.
"I--I'm sorry.."
Sunwoo chuckled and patted your head.
"Don't be. Besides that, does that mean you got jealous too? Does that mean... You like me too?"
"Too?"
Sunwoo sighed and pinched your cheek lightly.
"I like you, you fool."
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a/n: Currently am OBSESSED with Sunwoo 🤡 I hope yall like the short fluff!!
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creambunnie · 1 year
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ONEWE - Harin X You
Fluffy fluff fluff
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You were trying your best not to fall asleep in your second class of the day. It had been an exhausting week and all you wanted to do was get all your classes over and done with before collapsing on your bed.
You scanned the lecture room and was disappointed when you didn't see your cute crush, Ju Harin. He was your motivation to go to your morning class, but seeing that he wasn't there just made you even more exhausted.
The professor was just about to start a new topic when the door opened, revealing none other than Harin. You quickly sat up when you saw him and admired his whole being. You noticed that Harin was carrying a helmet with him. That was a first. You figured he must have been in a rush and rode a motorcycle.
Your eyes followed him through your peripheral vision and saw that Harin sat on the same row as you but on the right side, while you were on the left.
Throughout your class, you tried to focus on the lecture and sometimes sneak a peek on Harin to distract yourself from dozing off.
After class, you slowly packed your things, still sitting while you wait for Harin to walk first so you could admire him longer.
As you looked at Harin leaving, you noticed something missing. You turned to his seat earlier and saw that he had left his helmet! At this moment, a lot of things were going through your mind. Do you chase after Harin and give it to him? Is it finally your y/n moment ? Or do you just wait for him to realise that he forgot his helmet?
You were contemplating in your head when suddenly Harin entered the room once again. Your breath paused from feeling shocked. Harin passed by your table as he picked up his belonging which was on the floor. You still secretly peeked at Harin, but jumped in your seat when Harin suddenly turned to look at you with a small smile.
You cleared your throat and slowly looked away. You quickly took your backpack and was about to stand up when Harin passed something to you. He winked before leaving again.
It was a note.
'I left my helmet so that I have an excuse to come back into the room and see you again. Your panic reaction was cute. See you tomorrow!'
Your cheeks warmed up. Harin... He did not forget about the helmet, he deliberately left it.. He, Ju Harin called you cute.
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a/n: hope yall enjoyed this short Harin fluff! I am indeed exhausted from uni so i came here to distract myself from crying lol
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creambunnie · 2 years
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TXT Taehyun X Y/N (You)
Fluff Angst
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It was the first week of college and you were bored out of your mind because there was not a lot of things to do yet.
You saw a poster for the basketball competition between two big departments and one of them was yours, so you decided to come. Who knows, maybe you will be less bored. And maybe you would see some handsome guys.
You brought your friend along and secured two spots at the very front row. It was the perfect view for you. You and your friend bought some snacks and ate them while waiting for the players to arrive.
A few minutes later, loud cheers were heard. You looked up and to your surprise, a very handsome guy caught your attention. His mesmerising eyes, his sharp nose, his pouty lips. Everything about him screams beautiful. His jersey spelled his name as K.Taehyun.
You wanted to look away but you can't help it, he was too stunning you continued to stare at Taehyun. You almost spitted out your drink when Taehyun suddenly made eye contact with you. You thought it was just a coincidence and that he was just scanning the crowd. But Taehyun smiled at you cutely and before you knew it, he was walking towards you.
You snapped out of it and quickly turned behind. Maybe you were just imagining it, maybe he was smiling at someone behind you. But the person behind you was playing with his phone.
You felt someone tap your shoulder. You turned back to the front and Taehyun was really standing in front of you.
"hey, can you hold my jacket for me?" Taehyun asked.
shit. even his voice is BEAUTIFUL!
You were so confused, why you? This was definitely the first time the both of you met and even interacted.
Taehyun's begging eyes and pout made you nod hesitantly. You reached for his jacket and put it on your lap.
"I'll take good care of it."
You wanted to smash your head against the wall right now, you didn't know why you said that cringy thing.
Taehyun flashed a cheeky smile and nodded before running to the court.
"Yo!! Do you guys know each other?!?" your friend asked excitedly.
You shook your head as you hand naturally patted the jacket on your lap. "It's the first time I met and talked to him actually".
Your friend cooed to tease you and nudged your arm playfully. "Do i sense a secret admirerrr"
You rolled your eyes and pushed her back. You blushed at her words and searched for Taehyun's figure on the court.
Everytime his team scored a point, you would catch him looking at you, as if he wanted you to say "good job!!" or "nice shot!!"
But you were too far for him to hear you so you just gave him thumbs up. Taehyun would then chuckle and your awkwardness and resumed playing.
The whistle indicating the end of the game finally rang. The crowd cheered for the winning team and comforted the losing team.
You wanted to cheer for Taehyun's winning team but you felt like it was not a good time seeming that your department lost.
Taehyun jogged towards you, his forehead and muscled arms were glistening with sweat, he combed his hair back with his fingers as he arrived at you spot.
You gulped at the very attractive guy and shakily handed him his jacket back.
"Co--congrats on winning." You managed to breathe out.
Taehyun smiled widely until his eyes formed two cute crescents and thanked you. Before the two of you could talk more, Taehyun's coach called for him to wrap up the game and exchange greetings with the other team.
"See you!" he quickly said before going back to his team.
You were still trying to process the whole thing. Your friend was also excited for you. It was your first time ever being approached by a guy, and an attractive guy at that.
You wanted to stay longer but your friend was hungry, you didn't want her to go eat alone since she accompanied you to the game, so you looked at Taehyun's back for the last time before leaving.
You hoped the both of you would meet again, he didn't even get your name, and the both of you were in different departments. In the ocean of thousands of students, the probability of seeing him again was one out of nth thousand.
Or so you thought.
The next week of classes, you bumped into Taehyun again. No, not bumped. Taehyun really searched for you and was waiting for you to finish your morning class outside of your building.
"I am so lucky to meet you again!" was what Taehyun first said when he saw you.
"I am so sorry I didn't get to ask for your name and number the other day because it was too hectic. I got to know from my friend that you were in the other department, so I tried my luck today and I am very lucky indeed!"
You were overwhelmed by the whole situation and only managed to ask him one word.
"Why?.."
Taehyun blinked at your question and chuckled cutely.
"Isn't it obvious? I am interested in you."
Huh
HUH?!
"B--but did we not just met the other day?"
Taehyun nodded.
"I was attracted to you the moment I saw you. Ack! I don't mean to sound creepy, I just, find you cute. If you don't want to give me your number, it's fine. But can we at least have a meal together? Once is fine too!"
You refrained a smile seeing him so flustered.
"Y/N. My name is Y/N."
Taehyun smiled and shook your hand.
"I am Kang Taehyun!"
You thought carefully of what to say to him, as to not embarrass yourself.
"Do you have classes right now? If not, shall we go get lunch together?"
Taehyun quickly nodded. "Let's go!"
Even though it was your first meal together, the two of you opened up quite easily. You talked about this and that, getting to know more about each other.
At the end of the meal before separating, you decided to exchange numbers with Taehyun. He was beyond ecstatic.
Everyday without fail, he would text you. It could be the normal 'good morning's or 'have you eaten?' or random things that reminds him of you.
Sometimes, you would be the one initiating a conversation. You and Taehyun hung out together too despite being in different departments. Everything was fun when it was with Taehyun. You fell for him deeper and deeper each day, but you didn't confess your feelings to him first. You liked the friendship that you both have now. Besides, he said he was interested in you so you thought that he was safe and available whenver you confessed.
sike.
You just finished your classes for the day and was heading to the usual school cafe when you saw none other than Taehyun. You stopped on your tracks when you saw a pretty girl sitting beside him. She was sitting so close to him that there was no gap at all between them.
You wanted to think that you were just imagining things but then you saw the girl feeding Taehyun a spoonful of cake, and Taehyun smiled so lovingly to her after eating the overly sweet chocolate cake.
Your heart dropped further when you saw the girl pecking Taehyun's cheek.
You breathed in and out and in and out, refraining your tears from falling. You quickly walked away from the cafe, straight to your dorm room.
What just happened ?
Did you misunderstood Taehyun ?
Does he not like you like how you like him ?
Was he just interested in being friends with you ?
Was that what he meant in the first place ?
A lot of questions filled your mind as the scene before kept replaying at the back of your head.
You took a long shower to calm yourself down. You needed time to process things.
Your phone chimed a couple of times. You dried your hair and quickly checked your phone. It was Taehyun. You did not click on the text, you just read them from the notifications.
-Hey Y/N! There is this new menu at the cafe, it's really good! We should have it together tomorrow!-
Huh? After having a date with your girlfriend there, you are bringing me now?
-A new action movie is also coming out in the cinemas this weekend, I was thinking of watching it with you! Are you free?
Just bring your girlfriend ??!?!?!
-Ah!!!!! I heard there is a funfair too in front of the mall. You up for it ?
Ugh. UGH!!!
You wanted to reply to his messages, you wanted to agree with all his plans. But you felt wrong. One choice, you could block his number and avoid him forever.
But that would be childish. What if Taehyun really meant that he was just interested in being friends but you misunderstood him and thought that he wanted to date you.
You just ignored his texts and did some work to distract yourself.
-Is everything okay, Y/N? Ack, are you busy right now? Sorry, you can reply later!
The next few days, you avoided Taehyun completely. You would rather walk the long way to another exit than bump into him and make a scene.
Taehyun was quick-witted, he must have realised that you were avoiding him.
You did not expect him to wait for you at the other exit that you have been using to escape from him. You cursed under your breath, wanting to run away from him, but Taehyun was faster. He grabbed your wrist from behind and tugged you towards him. You lost balance and bumped your forehead onto his shoulder.
"Ah I'm sorry, are you okay?" Taehyun gently asked as he carressed your forehead. You slapped his hand away and took a few steps back away from him.
Your hand balled into a fist and you could feel it shaking so hard. Taehyun noticed and gently took your shaking hand into his. "Hey, what's wrong?" He asked in a very soft voice.
You bit your trembling lips and continued to look down at your shoes.
"I am embarrassed to see you right now. Please let me go."
Taehyun was confused. Instead of letting your hand go, be held it tighter and moved towards you, closing the small distance between the two of you.
"Hmm? Why are you embarrassed? Did something happen?"
It was now or never. You needed to get this over with.
"I might have misunderstood you when you said you were interested in me. You must have meant as friends, but I was dumb. I thought you had feelings for me and I fell for you. Hard. You know what, we shouldn't be doing this here right now. Your girlfriend might see and get angry."
Taehyun was extra confused right now. His grip loosened for a second but tightened again as he pulled you into a hug.
"You are right, I do have feeling for you, Y/N. I like you too. I like you so much."
You pushed Taehyun by his chest and frowned.
"Don't you have a girlfriend already? Just so you know, I don't support cheaters."
Taehyun did not understand you at first but it then hit him.
"Did you perhaps saw me and Jini at the cafe the other day?"
So her name is Jini.
You nodded, you could feel your eyes tearing up.
Taehyun slapped his forehead again and again.
"I knew I shouldn't have helped her, ugh! I am so sorry you saw that Y/N. It was my fault, I was stupid to agree to help her. Jini is actually my childhood friend. The other day, she begged me to pretend being her boyfriend because she wanted to shoo off this one guy who just won't let her go after being rejected. I had to play along with her. But you need to know that I never had feelings for her. She is like a sister to me. I know it's hard to believe me, but please, I really like you, Y/N, I only like you."
You listened to his explanation carefully, you observed his expressions, and he really looked like he regretted it, he did not look like he was lying at all. You trusted him.
"If you want me to stop talking to any girls at all, I would do it. I will only talk to you. I promise."
You only stared at Taehyun. You were out of words.
Taehyun cupped your face with a hand and asked softly.
"Y/N, can I be your boyfriend? Please?"
You felt your face heat up at his words. You looked to the side and mumbled.
"You... You can't just ask me like that."
Taehyun pouted and slightly panicked.
"I can't? I-I'm sorry.."
You groaned inwardly, it was hard for you to resist his pouty lips. You quickly wrapped your arms around his waist and buried your face into his chest.
"Of course you can be boyfriend! I'm fine if you talk to girls, just don't act lovey dovey with them, please?"
Taehyun stumbled from the shock but then immediately returned your hug when he gained his balance.
"Of course. I am really sorry for making you misunderstand things. I will never do it again. If I ever break my promise, please punish me! But don't break up with me.. Anything but that."
You sniffed in his scent and nodded your head against his warm chest.
"I really like you, Y/N"
"I like you too, Taehyun."
"Thank you"
Taehyun went to the convenience store earlier and bought you some snacks. He wanted to cheer you up with tour favourite things. You found that cute. You quickly forgave him as the two of you shared the whole bag of snacks while he walked you back to the dorm.
It was a bit of a rough start but you were grateful both of you and Taehyun were honest about your feelings. You knew that communication is really an important part of a relationship. You hoped you and Taehyun will be together for a long long time. You hoped your first ever relationship will also be your one and only forever.
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a/n: I hope yall enjoyed this short fluff of Taehyun!!
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creambunnie · 2 years
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current WIP hendery angst 🥹 gotta pause bcos too angsty even for me
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creambunnie · 2 years
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ONEWE - Harin X You (Y/N)
angst i cry
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Harin was doing work on his laptop when the bell to his door rang,. it was almost 11pm, he frowned and wondered who came to visit late at night as he unlocked the door.
you awkwardly smiled at Harin, completely drenched from the heavy rain outside. Harin sighed. you were the last person he wanted to see right now, but looking at how you were shivering, Harin let you in.
"i--i did bring an umbrella but the wind was too strong, it flew away," you explained even though Harin didn't ask.
Harin passed you a towel and a set of clothes as he went back to his laptop, giving you the silent treatment. you bit your lips as you felt your heart squeezed.
you quickly went to the guest toilet and had a warm shower before changing into the clothes Harin gave. you went out of shower with the towel over your head as you dried your hair. you slowly walked towards Harin and sat beside him.
"i came here to apologise. i am very sorry, Harin. Harin.. please look at me, i'm really sorry." your words were cut when Harin stood up and went to the kitchen.
you took a deep breath and quickly wiped your teary eyes when Harin came out of the kitchen with the mug that you always used when you visit him.
Harin still did not say a word and passed the hot chocolate to you.
you took it carefully and had a sip. you sighed at the only warmth in the house. Harin sat down and looked at you indifferently. you wanted to avoid his scary gaze but you needed to do what you came here for.
"i shouldn't have asked you to choose between the band and me. i know the band is very important to you, i said it in the heat of the moment. i know it's no excuse.. i just felt lonely, i wanted your attention, just like old times".
Harin sighed and suddenly touched your forehead. you shivered at his cold hand and blinked confusedly at his sudden action.
"you have fever" he only said three words but you felt a burst of emotions. Harin then stood up behind you and started drying your hair for you with the towel earlier.
"you know you are sensitive with the rain and yet you need to come when it's raining heavily". he nagged.
you pouted and mumbled. "but it's monsoon season. when will i have the time to meet you if it rains like this everyday,"
Harin heard your small voice and tugged your hair a bit making you yelp. you continued pouting and sipped on the hot chocolate Harin made for you.
once your hair dried, Harin asked you to go rest on his bed since you had fever.
you obediently listened and buried yourself under his cosy blanket. Harin entered his room with a glass of water and medicine.
"eat this". he hurriedly went out again. you took the pill and struggled to swallow it down even with water. you had always been bad with pills.
Harin entered again, this time with a bowl of water and a small towel.
"lie down"
he started dipping the towel into the bowl and squeezed it before putting it on your forehead. "sleep". despite his cold short words, you were glad Harin was talking to you.
you woke up when you heard the birds chirping right outside. you felt a lot better now but your throat was dry. you finished the glass of water beside the bed and just noticed Harin sitting on a chair beside the bed. he was lying down on his arms on the bed.
you pursed your lips as you saw his innocent and tired face while he was sleeping. Harin took care of you all night even though he was angry at you. you really felt like you didn't deserve him.
you stretched your arm and carressed his face gently.
Harin woke up and stretched his crammed neck. he quickly stood up when he realised that the bed was empty. he figured you were in the bathroom, but the house was extremely quiet.
Harin called out your name a few times around the house and only stopped when he saw the note you left him on the dining table.
'Thank you for everything. I hope you can forgive me. Goodbye'
Harin felt a pang in his heart and quickly fished out his phone to call you but you had already block his number.
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a/n: it's been a while since i have written a ONEWE angst, hope yall enjoyed it ! 💚🖤
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creambunnie · 2 years
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TXT - Yeonjun X You (Y/N)
fluff angst
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you swung your interwined hands together happily as you and Yeonjun walked to the restaurant you planned to meet your friends.
you have been dating Yeonjun for almost three months now and you thought it was a good time to introduce your friends to him. Yeonjun agreed and was happy that you were proud of having him as your boyfriend.
you were meeting some of your closest friends since college, Yubi and Hyuk. the both of them were happy when they heard that you met a nice guy and wanted them to neet Yeonjun.
the four of you ordered your food and chatted while waiting for it to be served.
"so, how is work life? hard right?" Yubi started. Hyuk faked a sob and nodded his head slowly.
"college days were hard but working is harder!!"
Yeonjun chuckled and joined the conversation naturally.
he had always been able to easily get along with others. you were a bit envious at his social skills, but you were also grateful for them. or else, the two of you probably won't be together right now.
your food finally came, and as usual, you shared some of yours with Yeonjun while he shared some of his with you. it was a habit the two of you adopted.
Yubi squealed inwardly at the scene and expected Hyuk to do the same, but they weren't dating and Hyuk was not a very sensitive guy, so that did not happen.
you were enjoying your food when you accidentally dropped your spoon on your dress, staining it quite badly.
"clumsy as ever, babe" Yeonjun cooed as he picked the spoon from your lap.
"i'll go to the washroom for a bit. you guys continue eating, okay?"
Yubi wanted to help but you insisted her to stay with the boys. you didn't want to trouble her. Yubi hesitated for a bit but ended up sitting back down and continued eating.
Hyuk took this chance and asked Yeonjun a surprising question.
"is it hard dating y/n?"
Yeonjun's eyes twitched before he shook his head.
"what do you mean by hard? she is a lovely person,"
Hyuk sighed and leaned forward. "i mean, is it hard trying to be affectionate with y/n? well, she hates skinships after all. she doesn't even like it if we link arms, not even with Yubi. it is also hard to hear y/n say sweet words. no i miss you or i love you among us friends. i understand that y/n has her own love language, but i was wondering how you managed to stay with her for three months? you hate skinships too?"
Yubi had been giving Hyuk looks, signalling him to stop asking and saying unnecessary things. Yeonjun looked shocked. before he could answer anything, you came back from the washroom.
"sorry for the wait, uhhh, is everything okay?"
you sensed the sudden tension between the three people on the table.
"yes yes! everything is okay. uhm anyway y/n, me and Hyuk have another appointment after this, so is it okay if we excuse ourselves first?"
you were confused but nodded anyway.
the four of you separated in front of the restaurant after saying your goodbyes to each other.
"sooo should we go back to your place first? i was thinking of movie time while cuddling!"
Yeonjun was still quiet since you came back from the washroom. it was like he was in a daze, too deep into his thoughts.
you pouted and tugged Yeonjun's sleeve to catch his attention. "babe? is everything okay?"
Yeonjun looked at you with a confused expression before nodding. "yeah, let's go,"
you were about to hold his hand, but Yeonjun avoided it by scratching his cheek. you tried again but he also avoided it again.
you were confused and scared. did you do something wrong? did something happen when you were not at the table?
Yeonjun was silent the whole ride home. you wanted to ask him again but you know that pestering him while he was driving was a bad idea, so you kept quiet.
you bit your trembling lips, trying your best not to cry. it was all okay earlier, why was he giving you the cold shoulder all of a sudden?
the both of you arrived at Yeonjun's house, the atmosphere was still tense, and you hated it. Yeonjun was unlocking the front door when you decided that maybe it was better to give him some space.
"babe, i think i'm gonna go home for today. you can rest, okay?" you tried not to sound shaky.
Yeonjun's hand paused as he quickly turned his head to look at you.
you gave him a small smile before walking away. Yeonjun slapped his own face and quickly stopped you. "no i'm sorry, please stay,".
your eyes were already teary and you didn't have time to wipe them before Yeonjun grabbed you.
Yeonjun was shocked when he saw that you were crying. he felt guilty and mad at himself.
Yeonjun helped you wipe your tears as he guided you into his house.
he hesitated for a bit before hugging you. you sniffed and clutched the front of his shirt. "did my friends say anything for you to act like this?"
Yeonjun gulped before pulling you away from him to look at your face.
"babe, please be honest with me. have you been forcing yourself to endure my touch all these while?"
you frowned in confusion. "huh?"
Yeonjun bit his lips before rubbing his nape.
"Hyuk said that you hated skinships, even with close friends. and that you rarely say affectionate words to them. which is the total opposite of me. i always want to touch you, and i always ask you to say sweet words back to me. i am so dumb, i don't even know what my girlfriend likes and doesn't like.."
you sighed before stepping forward and pecking his pouty lips. you then wrapped your arms around Yeonjun's waist and buried your face into his chest.
"if i feel forced, i would have broken up with you since day 1. i never hated your touch nor hated saying sweet words to you. what Hyuk said was true, i hate skinships, with friends. but with my lover? of course i don't. why would i hold hands with my friends? i don't have feelings for them. i like you! that is why skinships with you is okay."
Yeonjun hugged you back tightly and rubbed his head on yours.
"i'm so sorry for acting like that earlier. i was just scared that i have been forcing you to do things that you don't like. i like you very much and i don't want you to feel bad around me,"
you chuckled and pecked his cute lips again a few times.
"you must know that the way i treat my friends is different than how i treat you, my lover! you are special! so don't feel down anymore, okay?"
Yeonjun finally smiled and nodded at your words.
he gave you a short sweet kiss before the two of you continued your day happily.
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a/n : i hope yall enjoyed this short imagine! Yeonjun's pouty lips are so cute, i can't not write about them.
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DKZ (Dongkiz) - Kyoungyoon x You (Y/N)
fluffy fluff fluff
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you secretly admired your crush, Kyoungyoon, from the back of the class. his seat was a couple of rows in front of yours and you were sitting diagonally from each other so you had a clear sight of his handsome being.
it all started on the first day of school. you arrived to class early and was bored waiting for your friends to come. and then suddenly a second person arrived and it was none other than Kyoungyoon.
it was crush at first sight. you absolutely loved attractive people and he was definitely one of the most attractive people you have ever seen.
however, he only entered to put his things on a desk before going back out, running to the basketball court with his friends. you were curious and unsatisfied so you peeked at the basketball court from the class window.
Kyoungyoon's presence stood out the most, for you in this case seeming how you already had a crush on him.
Kyoungyoon was already handsome, and him being good at basketball just made him a lot more handsome.
"y/n!! tell me the answer for this question!"
you snapped out of your thoughts and quickly sat up.
"the answer is B!" you randomly answered.
the whole class started laughing and even Kyoungyoon turned around to look at you.
"this is what happens when you do not pay attention, we are not even going through any questions, y/n. please pay attention, this part is very important," your homeroom teacher lectured.
you looked down embarrassedly and muttered an apology.
school was finally over and it was time to go back home. you groaned at the heavy rain. don't get it wrong, you LOVE rainy days, but not when you're outside. fortunately you always brought your umbrella with you.
you walked carefully to the entrance, ready to walk home, but you saw Kyoungyoon standing there without an umbrella. he looked like he was alone. you didn't know why you were extra courageous to go up to your crush and talk to him today.
"uhm Kyoungyoon? you don't have an umbrella?"
Kyoungyoon was startled at your sudden voice but gave you a small shy smile after.
"yeah, i forgot it at home. looks like i have to wait a bit now"
you bit your lips and opened your umbrella. it was big enough for two.
"is your house close? would you like to share my umbrella?"
Kyoungyoon was surprised at your offer and nodded .
"i just need to go to the nearest busstop. the rest of my way home is sheltered."
you smiled and gave him the umbrella. "since you're taller, you should hold it"
Kyoungyoon gladly took it and the both of you started walking carefully together.
"y/n, right?" your heart skipped a beat when your name left his mouth. you only managed to nod.
"it was bold of you to answer the teacher earlier," he teased. you sighed and facepalmed.
"please don't, that was so embarassing"
"haha no no don't worry, it was cute"
before you could say anything, the two of you safely reached the busstop.
"thank you for lending me your umbrella! have a safe walk home~".
you nodded and bid him goodbye before walking away, mind totally not focused.
your crush just called you cute, and he cutely said 'have a safe walk home'. this was definitely a dream you never want to wake up from. for once, you thanked the heavy rain while you were outside.
the next day in school, you were already at your seat as usual. you quickly sat up when Kyoungyoon entered. he made eye contact with you and waved cutely. you were surprised and quickly waved back.
he turned back around when his friend called his name.
"oi Kyoungyoon!! where were you yesterday? i told you to wait at the entrance while i go take my umbrella. but you ditched me!!"
you heard the whole thing and blushed in embarrassment.
*ah he was waiting for his friend when i asked.. of course kind Kyoungyoon would not reject my offer. this is so embarrassing..* you thought and covered your face with your palms.
Kyoungyoon sneaked a peek at you and chuckled. you were too cute for him.
you heard from your friends that the boys from your class were going to have a friendly basketball match with another class and the boys have been begging the girls to come and cheer for them.
"Kyoungyoon hyung!!! please come play, the girls won't watch us because you are not playin..." Kyoungyoon's friend earlier whined.
Kyoungyoon chuckled and nodded. "you definitely know how to butter up to me huh. okay, i will play but you have to make sure y/n comes too"
the friend gave a thumbs up and quickly told everyone that Kyoungyoon was playing. he didn't have to do much, once you knew he was playing, you would definitely come watch.
the game was after school, and you forgot that the cafeteria would be filled with students. you wanted to buy a cold water bottle for Kyoungyoon, but the queue was too long and you were afraid you were going to miss the game. you ran here and there to search for an available vending machine.
Kyoungyoon wiped his sweat as he scanned the audience. he frowned and nudged his friend's arm.
"didn't i tell you to make sure y/n is here? almost half of the game is over,"
his friend mirrored his expression and searched for you. "i promise she said she was going to come. maybe she have last minute matters?"
Kyoungyoon silently sulked and continued playing in silence.
it might be an exaggeration but Kyoungyoon felt like light was shining once you entered the court and joined the audience. now he felt more pumped up to play and win.
he intentionally ran, passing by your row, as he pushed his hair back, feeling the cool breeze. your eyes widened at the sudden eye contact and felt your cheeks heating up. you really like it when Kyoungyoon plays basketball.
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you cheered for your classmates alongside with others and clapped as loud as you could when your class won. Kyoungyoon was the MVP.
you wanted to go to him and give the bottle that you bought but a lot of girls were also walking up to him and crowding around him. you bit your lips and looked around.
you saw another one of your classmates, he didn't have anyone offering him water. you approached him and gave him the bottle you were supposed to give Kyoungyoon.
"hey Sejun! here's water for you, congrats on winning!" Sejun gladly took the bottle and thanked you.
Sejun smiled at someone behind you and waved before excusing himself.
you were confused but was startled when you turned around and Kyoungyoon was right behind you.
"wasn't that bottle for me ?" you could hear the sulkiness in his tone.
you looked behind him and raised an eyebrow.
"i thought other girls were giving you drinks?"
Kyoungyoon pouted and bent down so he was on eye level with you. "i rejected them. i thought you bought one for me already."
you bit your lips and tried to think of a response, but Kyoungyoon beat you to it.
"is it fine if i bother you and borrow something of yours again?"
you were confused but understood when Kyoungyoon pointed at the other bottle in your hand. it was your bottle.
"but, i drank from it already..."
Kyoungyoon pouted deeper and made puppy eyes.
"but i am so thirsty i could die!" he imitated your way of speech.
you gave up and passed him your bottle.
Kyoungyoon finished up the water and sighed in relief. "did you perhaps mix something with the water?"
you quickly shook your head and reached for your bottle. "nope.. did it taste weird or something??"
Kyoungyoon refrained a big smile and scrunched up his nose.
"it tasted extra sweet"
you closed your eyes as you felt your whole face and body warm up at his words.
"you are too much, Lee Kyoungyoon."
he smiled at your reaction and patted your head.
"you should call my name more often, you know."
you were then interrupted by Kyoungyoon's friend.
"are you guys dating ? Kyoungyoon said he will only play if you come, and you said you will definitely come if Kyoungyoon was playing. obviously you both like each other!!"
you were shocked that Kyoungyoon's friend didn't filter any of his words and straight up told everything.
Kyoungyoon pulled his friend into a headlock and ruffled his hair aggressively. "you don't have to embarrass the lady like that, you idiot!"
"i was just trying to help!!"
Kyoungyoon let him go and pushed him aside, asking him to go away. his friend stuck his tongue out at Kyoungyoon and winked at you while mouthing a goodluck.
everything was moving too fast for you, you felt a bit dizzy. Kyoungyoon likes you too? but when? you just interacted for a couple of times only. impossible he fell for you just like that.
"so y/n? can i date you?" Kyoungyoon asked gently with a hint of teasing.
you were quiet for a few seconds, trying to find a suitable reply.
he patted your head and chuckled. "you don't have to answer me now"
"when did you.. start liking me?" you asked with a small voice.
Kyoungyoon blinked at your cute question and chuckled again.
"hmm since the first day of school? you looked so cute waiting for others to come."
you wanted to believe him but you had your own doubts.
"then why didn't you talk to me if you have liked me since day 1?"
Kyoungyoon knocked your head softly. "well, you like me too but you never talked to me before. it's the same isn't it? but thanks to you for offering me the umbrella, i finally have the courage to show my feelings and ask you out."
you finally let out a shy smile and patted Kyoungyoon's head even though he was taller than you. you guess it was possible for Kyoungyoon to like you at first sight like how you fell for him.
afterall, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, or in Kyoungyoon's case, cuteness is in the eye of the beholder.
"alright alright, i honestly do not know how dating works, but we can try it out together." you said.
Kyoungyoon took your hands into his and pecked them lightly.
"of course, my cute girlfriend~" he cooed.
you could already predict that this relationship was going to be very soft and gentle, just like Kyoungyoon.
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a/n: i am on a roll 😭 despite having assignments and tests, i can't help but write a Kyoungyoon fluff!!!! hope yall enjoyed this~
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fluff semi-angst
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"oi oi oi, did you know that Choi Beomgyu from Class 2 is transferring to our class?!"
you looked up from your novel and squinted your eyes at your classmate, not believing what she just said.
"why would he do that? half of the semester had already passed."
your classmate whined and held your hands. "for real! i heard he had trouble with his homeroom teacher so his parents requested to transfer him to our class!!"
you closed your book and shook your head.
"my angel Beomgyu? impossible, he would never cause trouble!" your classmate wanted to reply but paused and pursed her lips as her gaze went to someone behind you.
"my angel Beomgyu?"
you felt goosebumps all over when you heard your one and only crush's soft soothing voice. you gulped and slowly turned around.
"i mean, oh my angel! Beomgyu is here!"
Beomgyu only chuckled and took the seat beside yours. "uhm, this seat is actually taken.." Beomgyu flashed his handsome smile that made your heart beat two times faster. "i will just ask for your deskmate's permission. i like the seat here."
you nodded and buried your face back into your thick book.
????? this is something that would only happen in dramas or novels or comics. but why is it happening to you? your crush, Choi Beomgyu, suddenly transferred to your class, and at that, he chose to sit next to you!
you managed to calm yourself down before your first class started. the first lesson was English and you were the subject representitive. the teacher instructed you to collect everyone's homework while he prepared the board for a new topic.
while you were collecting, one of your classmate's paper flew under your desk. you squatted and reached for it. "got it!" you chirped and was about to get up, but winced when you hit your head accidentally on the bottom of the desk. Beomgyu who was beside your desk jumped at the loud sound. it must have hurt alot..
"are you okay?" Beomgyu asked as he reached out in reflex to carress the top of your head. you quickly nodded and walked to the teacher's table before he could touch your head.
*shit this is so embarrassing*
the reason you volunteered to be the subject representitive was to practise to be more reliable. however, you always had unexpected setbacks due to your naturally clumsy self. even if you tried to be extra careful, you would still somehow mess up.
Beomgyu stared at your back worriedly and thought of what to do to help you.
during the very short break before your next lesson, Beomgyu, your new deskmate, suddenly asked you to sit and wait for him as he quickly ran out of the classroom. you were confused at first but shrugged your shoulders anyway. a few minutes later, Beomgyu finally entered back the classroom with a plastic bag in his right hand. he apologised for being late to class and quickly went beside you.
"ppsst y/n, this is for your head"
you were startled when he suddenly placed the very cold bag on your hands. "wh-what's this?" you whispered back.
"ice pack, for your head. you bumped your head earlier".
you were touched, but because of your ego of wanting to be self-reliable and independent, you decided not to acccept the ice pack.
"i don't need it" you pushed it back into his cold hands. "yes you do" Beomgyu pushed back. "no i don't!".
Beomgyu sighed and gently flicked your forehead, making you freeze at the sudden contact. he then quickly placed the ice pack directly on top of your head. "now be a good girl and ice your bump."
you pouted and listened to his words.
"thank you, Beomgyu." you said sulkily. Beomgyu grinned and swayed his body happily.
a few weeks into being deskmates with Beomgyu, the both of you grew closer to each other. Beomgyu would always do things that flutter your heart, but at the same time you would be kind of annoyed because you were really on your way of being someone reliable. if Beomgyu kept doing things for you, you would be too pampered and would slack.
everytime you rejected Beomgyu's offer, by saying that you could do something yourself, he would either say "i can do it for you, i don't want you to hurt yourself" or "why burden yourself with something if i am voluntarily offering to help you?". or something along those lines.
if you didn't know better, you would think Beomgyu has feelings for you.
it was lunch time. you always ate your meal quickly so you had time to go to the library to either browse the shelves or borrow new books.
you scanned your favourite section, murder mystery, and found an interesting book. unfortunately, it was at the very top shelf.
you yourself were quite tall, and yet you had a hard time trying to reach it. there was a ladder by the corner, but there was no one around to hold it for you, and you did not trust your clumsy self to climb up the ladder by yourself.
so you just stretched as much as you could to reach for the book. your fingers touched the top of the book spine and you quickly pulled it towards you. the book fell off the shelf and before it could hit you, you managed to catch it. "yes!!"
you were proud of yourself for doing that without any accidents... but you probably felt that abit too early.
maybe it was because your luck had run out for the day, you accidentally tripped on the corner of the bookshelf and lost your balance. you sighed in your heart and waited for the impact when you fall but you felt someone holding onto your shoulders instead.
"are you okay?" it was his familiar voice.
you regained balance and looked up to Beomgyu. he was definitely taller than you. maybe 10cm taller or more.
"if you needed help, you should have called me. that way you won't hurt yourself"
you didn't know why but this time you felt a little bit more annoyed and pissed off than usual. maybe it was because you actually succeeded in catching the book earlier but no one saw. maybe it was because Beomgyu always treated you like you were fragile... and useless.
maybe you were upset that your clumsy self always ruined your own progress.
you pulled yourself from Beomgyu's embrace and thanked him in a small voice before walking away quickly, not picking up the fallen book that you worked hard to reach earlier.
Beomgyu frowned as he felt the sudden tension from you. he picked up the book and decided to borrow it under his name for you.
he happily skipped to the classroom, excited to give you the book. however, as soon as he entered and walked towards his desk, you quickly stood up and went to one of your classmates.
Beomgyu didn't want to interrupt your conversation so he just sat quietly, waiting for you to come back to your desk. but you did not come back until the bell for the next lesson rang. the teacher came in on time, so Beomgyu did not have the time to properly speak to you.
Beomgyu tapped his fingers on the borrowed book which was under his desk and sat up when he thought of an idea. he took the book out and pasted a post it note on it.
*you dropped this book earlier, so i borrowed it for you!* he wrote.
Beomgyu then slid the book onto the corner of your desk. he waited and waited for your response, but all he got was silence. you did not even look at the book or the note. it was left untouched until the end of school for that day.
you quickly packed your bag and went out of the classroom, completely avoiding Beomgyu. Beomgyu was not dense, he knew something was wrong. he wanted to give you space, but he also thought maybe you needed some comforting, so he quickly ran out of the classroom and caught up to you.
"y/n!! y/n!! wait!! please wait!" he called out as he ran.
you sighed and turned around. "Choi Beomgyu!"
Beomgyu braked right in front of you with a surprised face and out of reflex yelled out "present!!".
you sighed again and shook your head. "please, i just need some time alone."
Beomgyu bit his lips worriedly and stepped closer. "are you okay? are you hurt anywhere?"
you said three more words before walking away from him. "alone time please".
Beomgyu was stubborn deep down, but he didn't want to make you angrier so he didn't follow you anymore. *maybe y/n will feel better tomorrow.* Beomgyu thought as he gripped the borrowed book tightly but carefully.
he thought wrongly, the next few days you still avoided him as much as you could. you would only talk to him about important matters where necessary and bury your nose into another thick novel at other times.
Beomgyu tried to be patient but coming to the end of the week, he became more restless and frustrated. he wanted to help you feel better but he didn't know what to do.
you walked to the school gates quickly, wanting to go back to your safe place, which was your bedroom, as quickly as possible. even if you avoided Beomgyu to make yourself feel more reliable and independent, your clumsiness did not disappear just like that. you didn't realise the woman in front of you and accidentally bumped into her.
"i am so sorry! are you okay?" the woman asked out of concern and held your shoulders. you were the one who bumped into her but she was the first one to apologise. she must be a very good person. unlike you.
"ah yes, i am okay. i am very sorry too,"
the woman chuckled and patted your shoulder. "no worries, young lady. you are so cute,"
you smiled awkwardly at the random compliment and was about to excuse yourself when you heard Beomgyu's voice behind you.
"mom? what are you doing here?"
your eyes widened. *mom?? this is Beomgyu's mom?* you thought in surprise.
"oh son! i am here to pick you up to have dinner together before i fly off for my business trip".
Beomgyu bit his lips and shifted his gaze to you whose back was facing him. he grinned when he thought of an idea.
"mom! can i invite my friend too?"
his mom excitedly nodded, you thought that Beomgyu really took after his mom a lot. "who is your friend?"
you were about to escape but Beomgyu quickly held your shoulder. "this is my friend. y/n."
you cursed him in your mind before giving his mom an awkward smile.
during dinner, you were quiet and only spoke when Beomgyu's mom asked you something. you didn't want to interrupt the mother and son's time together. joining dinner was enough for you.
"hehe i am so happy today, mom. i get to have dinner with two of my favourite persons!" Beomgyu exclaimed as he flashed a very very cute smile.
your heart skipped a beat. it too you alot of energy to refrain yourself from squealing and squishing his cheeks. his mom chuckled and pinched Beomgyu's cheek. "i am glad you are happy! since y/n joined us for dinner and made you happy, you should accompany her back home. i will call a taxi for the both of you". you shook your head but his mom insisted. like mother like son.
the ride home was silent. Beomgyu wanted to ask you a lot of things but he didn't want to distract the taxi driver.
Beomgyu walked you to the front door and was about to bid you goodbye when the door opened, revealing your very bubbly mother.
"ah you must be Beomgyu who invited her to dinner! what a handsome young man! come in come in!"
you frowned and nudged your mother's arm. "it's already late, he needs to go home too"
your mother chuckled and patted your head a bit too hard. "it's only 7pm! the night is still young. come young man, have some snacks!"
Beomgyu grinned and gladly followed your mother in. you groaned inwardly and followed suit.
"i'm still preparing the food, why don't you show Beomgyu around?"
*show him around? it's not like we have a museum as a house or something*
you listened to your mother and decided to bring Beomgyu to your study room, which was just beside your bedroom. it was a shared room between you and your older brother, but he started working and rarely used the room anymore.
"you can take a seat while i go put some stuffs in my room." Beomgyu sat obediently and scanned the tidy room. an acoustic guitar caught his eye. he walked towards the guitar and admired it without touching. he was not indecent to touch other people's things without permission.
you entered the study room and saw Beomgyu in the corner.
"that's my brother's. i can't really play it well. he used to teach me but after getting busier with work, he rarely has the time to teach me anymore. you can play it if you want"
Beomgyu carefully took the guitar and sat down before putting it gently on his lap.
"do you want me to teach you?"
you blushed as you imagined the scene of Beomgyu teaching you but you quickly shook the thoughts away. "no thank you".
Beomgyu chuckled and strummed the strings to see if they are tuned. "do you know any songs?" he asked as he started tuning the guitar.
you hummed as you tried to remember. "ah i have a music sheet for an easy song! let me go take."
you searched all over your room for the sheet, you almost lost track of time. you quickly went back to Beomgyu once you found the paper.
you blinked in confusion when you saw Beomgyu with a hand on the guitar while he rested his cheek on his hand. his eyes were closed, his eyelashes were long and pretty.
your breath hitched at the beautiful scene. you quietly walked towards Beomgyu to admire his handsome face closer. at times like this, you really forgot how clumsy you are at sensitive situations. you tripped over a table and only managed to balance yourself by holding onto Beomgyu's armchairs, trapping him between your arms.
Beomgyu was startled and opened his eyes. the two of you stared at each other for a few seconds. Beomgyu smirked and leaned closer. "are you finally ready to have a long talk with me now about what is happening? hmm?"
you quickly pushed yourself away and looked to the side embarrassedly. "i--i thought you were asleep."
"i wasn't. i was just trying to remember the melody that i composed a few years ago. it is a special song and i want you to listen to it".
you sighed and finally looked at the guy in front of you. "why are you doing this to me?"
Beomgyu frowned in confusion. "do what?"
"being nice to me, always pampering me. i am tired of it. i want to do things on my own. i am not a fragile baby who can't do anything on her own. i know i am clumsy but i also want to try and improve myself. i want to do things so that i can be more reliable! i hate it when people do things for me just because i am clumsy and they think that i am a burden if i do them. i also have my pride. i don't want to be someone useless." you sniffed once you finished ranting. you didn't know if you made sense but you felt like the weight on your heart was lifted.
Beomgyu carefully put the guitar down, trying to process your words.
"you still don't understand? i like you y/n. of course i know you can do things on your own. i didn't do them for you because i think you're a burden. i want to do things for you because i like you. i want to pamper you because i like you. who said you are useless? you are absolutely not! you are also very reliable! that is why the teacher agreed when you volunteered to be the subject rep. y/n, you can be both reliable and accept help from others at the same time. you might not notice it, but i have been relying so much on you these past few weeks after my transfer. i was considered a new kid in the class and had trouble adapting, but you were there to help me feel better."
you listened quietly to his assuring words. you didn't have time to respond properly when your mother knocked on the door, calling the both of you to have some night snacks.
Beomgyu pursed his lips before walking out of the room with your mother. your lips trembled. there were many things going on in your head right now.
"sweetie, aren't you eating too? poor Beomgyu he has to eat alone."
you took a deep breath and went out of the room as well.
you were quiet while eating the snacks, like how you were during dinner earlier. but this time, you were trying to understand Beomgyu's words, and not just avoiding conversation with him. your mother was having the time of her life talking to a handsome young man.
after finishing the snacks that your mother prepared, Beomgyu took the initiative to help clean up. your mother was extremely happy at his good behaviour and kept throwing him compliments.
"mom, i am going to walk Beomgyu out. you go in first."
your mother scrunched her nose and gave you knowing eyes. "alright, don't be out too late! thank you Beomgyu for tonight, whenever you are free, you are always welcomed to come here, okay?"
Beomgyu smiled widely and nodded like a cute puppy.
"i will!"
the two of you walked along the streets and stopped at a random bench. you sat at one edge while Beomgyu sat on the other, giving you some space.
it was silent for a few seconds before you finally spoke up.
"i'm sorry for acting unreasonably these past few days and didn't think of your feelings, Beomgyu."
Beomgyu turned his body slightly so he was looking at you. he shook his head.
"i was wrong too, i shouldn't have impose my feelings on you and make you feel bad,"
you bit your lips as you thought of what to do next. do you accept his feelings? sure you have a crush on him but were you ready for a relationship with him? you have never expected this outcome.
"uhm may i know why you like me?"
Beomgyu blinked at your question and chuckled. he hummed as he thought about it.
*as i thought, there is literally no reason for him to like me..* your shoulder drooped down at the thought.
"everything about you, honestly. i can't possibly list down all the reasons why i like you, there's just too many. where do i start?" Beomgyu's words warmed up your face. you refrained a squeal and faced away.
"yo--you don't have to lie"
you felt Beomgyu scooted closer as he held your shoulders and turned you towards him gently.
"i really like you because you are you, y/n"
you looked into his bright honest eyes and finally gave up trying to psyche yourself that his feelings were not true.
"i... believe you. i like you too Beomgyu"
"i know"
"huh?"
"quote my angel Beomgyu unquote"
you covered your face with your palms in embarrassment as Beomgyu laughed out loud. he found your reaction to his teasing cute.
Beomgyu patted your head softly and whispered sweetly.
"don't worry, i will make sure to live up to that nickname and be your guardian angel!"
you froze at his words before bursting into a fit of laughter.
"gosh Beomgyu, do you know that you are so corny?? sigh, let's go hail a taxi for you. i have reached today's limit of cheesy words from you"
Beomgyu only laughed and stood up from the bench. he stretched out a hand towards you.
you carefully held his warm hand and stood beside him.
"i shall forever hold my girlfriend's hand and make sure that she will never get hurt, by her own clumsiness or by others!" Beomgyu intentionally dropped more corny words just to tease you. but this time you really felt touched.
you squeezed his hand and pulled him to continue walking.
"ok cheesy boyfriend, let's get you home!"
Beomgyu grinned and swayed your hands together happily.
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a/n: AAHHHHHH i know the story is a bit fast but i had to somehow write something for Beomgyu while managing my school assignments too ㅠㅠ hope yall enjoyed this!
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dont be surprised, im simping for choi beomgyu and thinking of an imagine 🤡
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NCT Dream - Jaemin X You
fluff royal au
you sneaked out of your room for some fresh air after a long day of sitting in your office finishing work. you always tried to make full use of your fresh air time before your royal secretary catches you.
yes, you were the royal princess. being a princess especially the one and only heir of the king was definitely not easy. there were a lot of things that you have to study and a lot of tasks to finish. sneaking out was the only opportunity you get to have a rest.
your feet took you to the training centre this time. you wanted to see your childhood friend, who was also your personal bodyguard. even though your statuses were different, you never thought about it and always have a good time with him anyway.
you heard a passionate youth voice a few metres away from you, which was very familiar. you quickened your pace and finally saw his handsome figure. Na Jaemin.
you quietly stood in the corner, watching Jaemin train with his sword. he was already handsome, but Jaemin in his training uniform, showing off his toned arms, was extra handsome. you felt your face warmed up as you stared at him.
you were lost in your thoughts and did not notice Jaemin approaching you. you snapped out of your daze when his charming voice called you.
"your highness, if you stare at me like that, i do not think i can continue training,"
you blushed in embarrassment and cleared your throat as you pushed Jaemin's chest away from you gently.
"i was not staring, i was just monitoring,"
Jaemin chuckled at your words and sat on the floor next to your feet before chugging down some water. Jaemin then pulled a knee up to his chest and rested his elbow on it. he looked up at you with a cheeky smile.
"i see Doyoung have not catch you running off yet"
you puffed out a sigh and carefully sat next to Jaemin.
"i just need a day to have a full rest! everyday my schedule is filled with classes and work. i am very much exhausted i could collapse anytime".
Jaemin frowned when he heard your rant. even though you were the only heir and princess, you were still a human, you need rest too.
Jaemin let his leg down and patted his lap.
"use me as your pillow, your highness. you can sleep for as long as Doyoung doesn't find you here."
you blinked at Jaemin's offer and bit your lower lip. it was tempting. you were about to reject when Jaemin lightly carresed your eyes with his thumb. "you look very tired. do not worry, i will cover for you if Doyoung were to ever give you a scolding"
you relaxed under his touch and nodded. you curled up beside Jaemin and laid your head on his lap. although it was not very soft and comfortable, you felt safe and immediately fell asleep.
Jaemin carressed your hair gently as he enjoyed the outdoor breeze.
it was not until a few minutes later when Doyoung finally found you.
"your highness! your highness! where are you? princess?"
Jaemin sighed when he heard Doyoung's voice. Jaemin slowly covered your ears and faced the direction of your royal secretary's voice.
when Doyoung and Jaemin made an eye contact, Jaemin quickly put an index finger on his lips and smiled as he nodded his head towards the sleeping you.
Doyoung sighed and looked at his watch. he signed to Jaemin that he will be coming back later soon. Jaemin nodded lazily and waved Doyoung away.
you finally woke up after your body felt rested. but instead of being at the training centre, you were in your own bedroom. you scanned the dark room. it was already night time? you were about to rush out of bed when Jaemin entered your room with a glass of warm milk.
"hmm? where are you going your highness?"
you looked at Jaemin and then the milk and frowned in confusion.
"did Doyoung not catch me at all earlier??"
Jaemin chuckled and placed the glass of milk into your hands.
"he decided to clear up your schedule for 3 days. i requested for a week but he said it was too long and your works would pile up, so he gave 3 days."
you stared at Jaemin and took a sip of the warm milk.
"you requested for me?"
Jaemin smiled cutely and nodded.
"studying and working are important, but your highness' health is way more important! of course i had to do what i can to help you!"
you gave him back a smile and put the glass away before stretching our your arms towards Jaemin.
"can i hug you, Jaemin?"
Jaemin froze at your question but eventually nodded stiffly and stepped closer to you. you quickly wrapped your arms around his neck and closed your eyes as you enjoyed the warm contact. Jaemin was awkwardly standing with his head bent down to the crook of your neck. but Jaemin did not care, he only chuckled and patted your back.
"thank you Jaemin"
"my pleasure, your highness"
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a/n : i hope yall enjoyed this short Jaemin fluff ( ◠‿◠ )
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cos no one makes me feel bad and insecure as bad as my ownself 🥲🥲
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NCT Dream - Jaemin X Reader (Y/N)
Fluff Angst , Enemies to Lovers
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Jaemin smirked the moment he entered the lecture hall. why? because he saw your annoyed expression.
out of all lecturers and timings, why must the both of you telepathically choose the exact same ones?
no. you bet Jaemin was stalking you somehow. scary.
you rolled your eyes before resuming to read your newly bought book. Jaemin walked over to your seat and leaned down to your ear.
"i guess fate always bring us together, huh".
you quickly turned your face away from him. he was too close that you could smell his minty breath.
"it's only 9 in the morning, Na."
yes, you only called Jaemin by his surname. calling him 'Jaemin' seemed like you both were close to each other. in fact, it was the opposite.
you and Jaemin enrolled in the same university majoring in the same course at the same time. your first meeting was the first years orientation.
at first, the both of you wanted to befriend each other, however, as you spent your time together, the both of you realised that you were either too similar to each other or that you had totally different opinions on things.
basically, the both of you were incompatible. you would always end up bickering with each other. hence, you and Jaemin became 'enemies' for almost three years now.
"oh why won't you call me Jaemin, my dearest y/n?"
one thing you hated the most is that he LOVES to annoy you. you ignored his question and focused back on your book. Jaemin chuckled and went to the seat at the back of the hall.
class ended smoothly. it was only the first class of the semester so there was not much to worry about. you packed your bag and quickly went out to go to your next class.
Jaemin was already outside of the hall. he was resting his arm above a girl's head as they flirted with each other, as if there was no one around them. you rolled your eyes at the scene before turning the corner. Jaemin saw you leave the class and quickly chased after you.
"hey y/n, since there will be group works, let's be groupmates!"
you kept quiet and continued walking. Jaemin chuckled before hooking his finger around the strap of your backpack. Jaemin then pulled you towards him, making you bump into his shoulder.
you sighed and used your elbow to push him away. "why would i do that when i know you are going to sabotage my part?".
Jaemin let your bag go and clutched his stomach while laughing hard. "you know me too well."
you finally had some time to have lunch before your third class of the day. you texted your friend your location and queued to buy your food first.
you were thinking of what to eat when you bumped into the person in front of you. "sorry!"
the person turned around and would you look at that. it was none other than Na Jaemin.
"oh it's just you, Na. totally not sorry."
Jaemin ignored you and turned back to the cashier. "i really left my wallet in the dorm. my friends are not here yet. can i please pay later or tomorrow?"
the cashier was a middle-aged lady who looked mean. "no. no money, no food. simple."
you heard the whole thing and felt bad. you sighed and went beside Jaemin. "how much is it? i will pay for the food."
Jaemin looked at you in shock. he totally did not expect you to help him.
"hey y/n, thanks for saving me."
you took your tray of food before looking at him with your usual poker face.
"i didn't do it to save you. i did it because i don't want the food to be wasted. next time check for your wallet before buying things. don't go around and make troubles for others".
Jaemin grinned despite the nagging and went to his table.
you sighed again when you saw Jaemin in the hallway, flirting with yet another girl. you shook your head in disapproval. what a playboy. you absolutely did not care about him and went straight to the classroom.
you cursed under your breath when you came in at the same time as the professor. "ah you are lucky today. is anyone else outside? if not, please lock the door. i do not tolerate late students.".
you were about to nod, but thinking about how Jaemin was dilly dallying outside, you shook your head and quickly locked the door.
it was about fifteen minutes into the class when you heard the doorknob being twisted. "what the hell?"
Jaemin peeked into the class through the window and saw you sitting by yourself. you made eye contact with him and smirked before focusing back on the lecture. "next time check your expensive watch, dumbass".
"OI Y/N! Y/N!" you sighed when you heard Jaemin screaming your name while chasing you. you stopped on your tracks and turned to face him.
"you clearly did that on purpose."
you shrugged your shoulders and turned back but Jaemin grabbed your backpack again.
"i'm talking to you".
"i don't have anything to say to you"
Jaemin rolled his eyes and let your bag go. "you don't have to be so annoying".
"huh? me annoying? i'm not the one who flirts with everybody in the hallway and didn't check the time. i was just doing what the professor asked me to. too bad you weren't so lucky today".
Jaemin chuckled and stepped closer to you. "you said you didn't have anything to say to me. you know what, you sounded like you were jealous when i flirt with others."
you frowned and pushed him back. "this is why i don't talk to you".
Jaemin chuckled. "don't think that i have let go of what you did today".
weeks had passed and it was that time when you had mid semester tests and piles of assignments to submit.
you rubbed your eyes and finally shut down your laptop at 3 in the morning. your classes ended pretty late and when you rushed back to the dorm, the only thing occupying your mind was to finish the research proposal that was due before midnight.
you thought you were done once you submitted, but then you just remembered you had a quiz at 9am the next day and you haven't had the time to review the materials. you read as much notes as you can and decided to finally give your brain a rest at 3am.
you groaned when your alarm went off. you sat up groggily and coughed as you felt your throat dry. you chugged some water before getting up to get ready for class.
"y/n, you don't really look good. why don't you rest today?" your dormmate, Hana, suggested as she looked at you with a worried face.
you shook your head and unlocked the door. "i have a test today. i can't miss it. i promise i am fine, okay? don't worry!". Hana hesitated but nodded anyway.
in fact, your throat still felt dry no matter how many bottles you have chugged down, and your head felt a bit heavy. you strengthened yourself and walked quickly to the campus before anything happened to you.
Jaemin stretched leisurely as he got up from his bed. his dormmate was already out for his morning class while Jaemin was enjoying his hot coffee.
"cancelled morning classes are the best gifts!" he happily chirped.
yesterday when Jaemin was about to leave, the professor called out to him and informed Jaemin that he had an emergency matter at home so the test was postponed and the class was cancelled.
since he was in a rush, he told Jaemin to inform the whole class. the professor was familiar with Jaemin as Jaemin had taken classes with him in the previous semesters, so he trusted Jaemin.
as instructed, Jaemin posted about this good news on the students' forum for his classmates to see. however, Jaemin got a nasty idea. he wanted to get you back for locking him out of the classroom on the first day of the semester. Jaemin blocked your account on the forum so you could not see his post and be updated.
Jaemin checked his watch. 9.30am. he chuckled and sipped on his bitter drink. you must be pissed off right now coming to class and realising that class was cancelled. Jaemin felt satisfied at the thought but he had a bad feeling. he tried to put it aside but he was restless. Jaemin groaned and quickly got ready before going to the campus.
without realising it, his feet brought him straight to the lecture hall. Jaemin scanned the big room and sighed when he saw your figure in the corner with your head down on the table.
Jaemin quickly walked towards you with a frown. he nudged your shoulder with his phone.
"oi idiot. it's been an hour since class was supposed to start but no one came in. didn't you think that something was off? why are you sleeping here?"
you slowly lifted your heavy head from the table and looked up at Jaemin.
"huh? it's been an hour? i didn't realise..."
Jaemin's frown deepened when he looked at your face.
"y/n, your face look a bit pale today. are you ill?".
"i'm fine."
"no, you look really sick right now!"
Jaemin naturally leaned closer to your face. he lifted a hand towards your forehead to check your temperature, but you quickly slapped his hand away.
"what the hell? i said i'm fine."
Jaemin was surprised when you hit his hand. you ignored his stare and packed your bag.
"why wasn't i informed about the cancellation of today's class? this is such a waste of energy." you muttered under your breath but Jaemin could here your raspy voice clearly.
Jaemin felt a pang in his heart. he felt guilty. "ac-actually, i was supposed to inform the whole class but i blocked you... to get my revenge. but didn't any of your friends in this class inform you??".
you looked at Jaemin with an unreadable expression and turned away to leave the hall. Jaemin followed you out like a puppy.
"did you not get enough sleep yesterday? have you taken your medicine? getting sick at this time of the semester is really a bad luck."
you stopped on your tracks and turned to face Jaemin. "shut up. you're making my headache worse".
you decided to take a short break and sat on one of the benches. you held your head in one hand and closed your eyes before breathing slowly to calm yourself down.
Jaemin saw a vending machine nearby and quickly bought a bottle of sports water. he uncapped the bottle and handed it to you.
"here, this will make you feel bett--" before he could finish, you groaned and slapped his hand with the bottle away. the sound of the bottle hitting the floor as water splashed out echoed the empty corner.
"stop acting like you care! if only you didn't pull such a childish prank, i wouldn't have stayed up late and came down with a cold!"
Jaemin stared at the spilled drink and frowned.
"well, if you had managed your time well, you wouldn't have to rush and cram everything in one night! it's clearly not my fault here. besides, don't you check your phone for any updates or something?".
you sighed and stood up slowly. "you are unbelievable, Na Jaemin."
Jaemin froze when you called his full name. he wanted to chase after you but his body won't move.
for the rest of the day you decided to rest in your dorm. your fever was still quite high the next day so you did not attend any of your classes. Hana helped you buy some medication and food.
Jaemin clicked his pen and shook his legs anxiously. he had not seen you for almost 2 days now. he was actually worried about you. when Jaemin saw your disappointed face the other day, he felt something in his heart.
he didn't know what but it made him go crazy. Jaemin hated your disappointed expression. sure he liked to annoy you but Jaemin had never seen you look at him like that before.
the moment Jaemin saw you stepped into the classroom, he quickly sat up on his seat. he was about to call your name when another classmate greeted you.
"y/n! i missed you~ are you feeling better now?" you chuckled and nodded. "i am really fine now!".
Jaemin could not help but stare at you. have you ever smiled so sincerely like that in front of him?
beautiful.
you took your seat and took out your laptop. it was your turn to present your research today in front of the whole class. this was one of your favourite classes because it was mostly individual tasks, so you did not have to work with others.
you took a deep breath as you started your presentation. halfway in, you heard a classmate gasped as she looked at you with a worried look.
"y/n, are you still sick? your lips are blue"
you touched your lips and nodded. "i'm okay, maybe the room is just too cold. please let me finish my presentation."
you really felt fine. it was just your body reacting to the cold. you went back to your seat with satisfaction. you felt like you did a good job presenting despite the interruption earlier.
you were waiting for the next presenter when Jaemin swiftly plopped his jacket around your shoulders as he went to the front for his presentation.
you blinked in confusion, trying to process what just happened. you looked at Jaemin who was focusing on his speech, not once looking back at you. you bit your bottom lip and pulled the jacket around you tighter. the jacket and Jaemin's body warmth comforted you in the cold classroom.
you quickly shook your head at the weird thought and tried to pay attention in class. you could not have gone soft on Jaemin just because he gave you his jacket.
class ended not so smoothly for you because of your thoughts. Jaemin did not take his jacket back even after class. you quickly took your bag and chased after Jaemin.
"h-hey! thanks for the jacket.."
Jaemin turned to look at you and smirked before taking the jacket from your hands.
"i didn't do it to save you, i did it so that you could see me present way better than you did. next time be more careful, don't go around and make troubles for others".
you pursed your lips when you heard the familiar words coming from the troublemaker himself. you sighed and thanked him once again before walking away.
Jaemin chuckled looking at your back and covered his mouth with his palm to hide his wide smile. *i must be crazy*
you were walking out of the campus when a guy suddenly called your name. you looked up and saw one of the most popular guys in your university, Jiho, jogging towards you. you paused on your tracks and waited for him to come to you.
Jiho smiled before fishing out his phone from his pocket.
"y/n, i have been wanting to ask you this, are you free this week? let's have dinner together."
you stared at him and fiddled with your phone that was in your pocket.
"hmm? why so sudden?" you didn't understand. you've interacted with him before but the both of you weren't that close to each other to have meals together.
"it's not sudden, i have been interested in you for a long time and i am finally brave enough to ask you out. can we exchange numbers?"
you were just calming yourself down from your Jaemin thoughts earlier and suddenly this guy came to you and told you about his feelings.
you were about to take out your phone when an arm wrapped around your shoulder.
"y/n is not free this week nor the next weeks. she has dinner plans with me everyday,"
chills went down your spine when you heard the deep gentle yet firm voice.
Jiho's expression automatically changed. he glared at the person beside you and fakely gave you a cute smile before walking away.
you were still confused at the whole situation but you managed to push Jaemin's arm that was on you away.
"Jiho is not a good guy. don't go with him"
you looked at Jaemin with a raised eyebrow before chuckling.
"you are one to say".
Jaemin gently grabbed your shoulders and leaned down so that he was eye to eye with you.
"listen to me. i just flirt with others, but Jiho? he is absolutely dangerous. really, don't get too close to him"
you felt your face warmed up at the closeness and quickly pulled yourself away.
"wh-why do i have to listen to what you say? it's my life, i can do what i want. why are you even warning me like you care?"
Jaemin sighed in his heart and looked at you with a serious face. "it's because i DO care."
you were stunned at Jaemin's words. you backed away from him but his next words stunned you even more.
"i think i like you, y/n"
"huh?"
"i finally understand this feeling in my heart. i like you, y/n"
your voice was stuck in your throat. you didn't know what or how or why this was happening. Jaemin was about to step closer to you but was interrupted when Hana came running.
"y/n!!! i am so sorry for being late. dinner is on me okay?"
you jumped in surprise when Hana suddenly pulled you out of your thoughts. Hana looked at you in confusion and finally realised that Jaemin was in front of you.
"ah were you talking to your friend?"
Jaemin bit his lower lip and gave your friend a small smile. "no it's fine, we just finished. enjoy your dinner, i'll be going first".
you felt your heart clenched when Jaemin did not even spare you a glance before walking away.
*what the hell? didn't we both agree that we are incompatible even as friends?*
thanks to Jaemin's sudden confession, your mind was so full of him that you had a hard time falling asleep even though you were tired. Hana noticed that your focus was off ever since she met you for dinner.
"y/n, did i interrupt your conversation earlier? i really did not realise him standing there. i am sorry either way if i did."
you stared blankly at your roommate before shaking your head slowly.
"i was glad you came on time. i don't know what i would do if i stayed with him any longer".
Hana raised an eyebrow, curious as to what happened. but she didn't ask you about it. if you wanted to tell her, you would have done that without her asking.
"well then, have a good rest! we have morning classes tomorrow." you nodded and headed to your bedroom obediently.
you stared at the plain ceiling processing your jumbled mind. "i don't understand Na Jaemin". you mumbled. you managed to sleep but it was not a good one. you would wake up every few minutes.
the next morning, you were still so tired physically and mentally. you took a deep breath and went to class as usual.
you wanted to see Jaemin after yesterday's confession. you wanted to ask him what made his feelings change. didn't he hate you all these while? aren't the two of you supposed to be enemies?
you arrived early and sat at your usual seat. Jaemin would always sit at the back so no matter what, he will have to pass by your seat.
you gripped on the hem of your shirt when you saw Jaemin by the door. his friends greeted him as soon as Jaemin entered. you gulped when Jaemin suddenly made eye contact with you.
even though he turned away after a second, you felt your heart beat fast out of nervousness. you waited for Jaemin to walk past you but surprisingly, Jaemin chose a seat at the front row.
you were dumbfounded at the unexpected situation. you buried your face in your arms, embarrassed that you thought things would go easy.
Jaemin glanced at your figure and quickly looked away as he bit his lower lip. he was afraid that you would show him the disappointed face you once showed when you were down with fever. Jaemin was afraid to be confronted and rejected by you.
you quickly packed your things when class ended. you wanted to approach Jaemin quickly, but he was faster. by the time you packed your bag, he was already at the door, leaving the classroom. you ran towards the exit, bumping into some classmates.
"Na! Na!"
Jaemin kept walking as if he didn't hear anything.
"Na Jaemin, wait!"
Jaemin's heart clenched when you called his full name. he almost gave in and stopped in his tracks, but Jaemin dragged his heavy feet to keep on walking away. you panted as you lost sight of Jaemin. you sighed in frustration and decided to try again later.
however, no matter how hard you tried to approach or chase Jaemin, he was always quicker at hiding or escaping. you were beginning to doubt if he really was sober when he confessed his feelings to you yesterday.
"Na Jaemin you jerk" you mumbled before heading home.
the next day, the same cycle happened. you tried approaching Jaemin, but Jaemin would find ways to escape from you. you have had enough of this game. you decided to ask Hana for help.
"are you Na Jaemin?"
Jaemin looked away from his phone as a cute voice called out to him. "yes I am. do you need any help?"
Hana nodded slowly and pointed to a corner. "Professor Lee is looking for you. he said he had something important to ask you." Jaemin thanked Hana and quickly went to the corner.
*that girl looked familiar. i wonder where i saw h--* Jaemin's thought was cut off when the person he saw was not Professor Lee, but you.
*right.... that girl was y/n's friend. really Na Jaemin? you fell for such a childish trick so easily?*
Jaemin was about to go back but you quickly tugged his sleeve. "stop running away from me, Na".
Jaemin slowly turned back to face you. the both of you stared at each other for a few seconds before you broke the silence.
"why the sudden change of feelings?"
Jaemin only bit his lip and kept quiet.
"i wondered, did he really confessed to me? or was i dreaming? after making me restless all night thinking about how i should process your feelings, you just left me hanging alone. everytime i wanted to talk to you, you would run away. weird. do you really like me or was that just another childish prank to annoy me, hmm? if it was just a prank, then tell me clearly. i am tired of this game. i know we are supposed to hate each other, but pranking like this is too far, Na."
"i am not pranking you." Jaemin finally spoke up.
you chuckled and looked to the side.
"i really like you, y/n. i don't know when or how it started, but i just felt sad when you were disappointed in me the other day. everytime you smile at someone else, i find it beautiful and i feel jealous. have you ever smiled at me so sincerely? i know everything is a mess but isn't love like that?"
you held your forehead with your palm and sighed.
"tell me, Na. what am i supposed to do now? i am unsure of my own feelings,"
Jaemin took your hand that was on his sleeve gently and held it in his warm one.
"can i take that as you not flat out rejecting me?"
you stared at your hands and gulped.
"if so, i will help you process your feelings. that is if you let me".
you frowned and looked at Jaemin who was smiling handsomely at you.
"what do you mean by that?"
Jaemin interlocked your fingers and winked. "i will pretend to be your boyfriend until you want me to be your real boyfriend."
your face warmed up at his words. "th-that does not make sense! what if i never want you to be my b--boyfriend?!"
Jaemin chuckled and squeezed your hand. "i am sure i will make you want me".
surely, Jaemin started to act like your boyfriend. he was still the same annoying and playful Jaemin, but now he only gives all his attention to you. he stopped flirting with others even when girls still tried to hit on him.
Jaemin would only look at you and do things with and for you. you hate to admit it but despite him being irritating as always, he was actually kind of cute.
"morning, my heart~ have you had breakfast? i bought a cream bun for you!" Jaemin greeted you with his gentle voice as he placed the food on your table.
you were still trying to adapt to his new nickname for you. 'my heart'. it sounds simple but it is such a sweet nickname.
"you don't have to speak so loudly, Na. people might stare.." you took the bun and tried to hide your face with it. Jaemin chuckled before sitting next to you. "i think sitting at the front is not that bad. i'm going to sit with you in the classes that we have together!".
you took a bite of the bun before frowning. "uhm isn't that like every single class that i have ?"
Jaemin grinned and nodded like an innocent rabbit. his gaze went to you lips as he stretched out an arm and wiped the side of your mouth with his thumb.
"you had some cream there, love".
you were in a daze from the contact, the closeness and also from his affectionate way of calling you. you cleared your throat and quickly turned away.
"th-thanks".
Jaemin smiled as he also turned to the side.
*she's so cute!!!!!* Jaemin screamed in his mind as he covered his face with both his palms.
you asked Jaemin to have lunch with you, and Jaemin would not stop teasing you.
"oh? i only needed a week to make you fall for me?"
you ignored his words and started queing.
"i just happened to hear you borrow money from your friend because you forgot your wallet..again"
Jaemin blushed in embarrassment and cleared his throat. he did not expect you to notice him whispering to another classmate earlier.
"i- yeah, no uhm,"
you frowned and looked at the stammering guy.
Jaemin pursed his lips and looked at you innocently.
"he owed me money"
you chuckled and shook your head. "i'll buy you lunch and whatever snacks you want. you can give your friend his money back. don't trouble others".
Jaemin bit his lip and only nodded like a small kid.
it wasn't your first time buying him lunch, and Jaemin found that very attractive of you. you were not as calculative as his other friends. you were always so generous especially when it came to food. Jaemin was confident that he won't ever starve when he becomes your real boyfriend.
the two of you walked together to your next class. the class where your lecturer was strict about punctuality. you still had a few minutes before class started so you told Jaemin you wanted to buy a drink from the vending machine. Jaemin voluntarily waited for you at the side.
after buying a drink for you and Jaemin, you heard people talking and one of them sounded like Jaemin.
"aww come on! it's been a while since we had fun together!" it was a girl's voice.
"i am not interested anymore. i have other things to do". you heard Jaemin responded.
"you've got to be kidding me!! my friends miss you~" the girl tried to persuade.
you were annoyed at the conversation and decided to step in.
"he said he's not interested, so stop forcing him"
Jaemin was surprised at your voice. he smiled and nodded, agreeing with you.
the girl rolled her eyes and clicked her tongue.
"and you are?"
you did not expect her to ask. you were confused at your current relationship. Jaemin was acting as your boyfriend, but what were you to him?
Jaemin looked at you, anticipating your answer. you were silent for a second before stammering.
"i'm.. i'm Jaemin's heart!"
the girl looked at you and then Jaemin and then you again before bursting into a fit of laughter.
"Jaemin's heart? girl are you delusional? we girls agreed to share Jaemin."
you frowned at her reply and unnoticingly grabbed Jaemin's hand.
"Jaemin is clearly not an object. what do you mean share him?"
the girl was about to retort back but Jaemin's next actions surprised both you and the girl.
Jaemin pulled you towards him and cupped your face gently.
"you are so cool for saying that, can i kiss you now?"
you blinked in confusion. his warm breath hit your face as Jaemin stared at you, waiting for your permission.
you slowly nodded your head. Jaemin did not wait another second and quickly kissed your lips. although his actions were in a rush, the kiss was gentle.
the girl groaned and reluctantly walked away.
Jaemin slowly pulled away from your lips. Jaemin did not let go of your face and stared directly into your eyes as he catches his breath.
"you don't have to go so far just to chase her away" you whispered as you looked away from his stare.
"did you hate it?" Jaemin asked softly.
"i did not dislike it"
Jaemin chuckled at your response and carressed your face.
"does this mean that i can finally be your real boyfriend?"
you remained quiet. you were still confused.
Jaemin patted your head before leaning away from you. "i will wait".
the two of you went to class in silence. Jaemin gave you your space and decided to sit at his usual place.
your head was all over the place. you definitely did not pay attention during class. thank god it was just another classmate presenting their proposal.
you were so deep into your thoughts that you didn't realise class was over until Jaemin pinched your cheek playfully.
"you wanna stay here?"
you quickly shook your head and stood up.
"are you okay?"
you cleared your throat and was about to reply him but another girl classmate spoke to Jaemin first.
"Jaemin, let's have dinner together! i heard a new restaurant had just opened near here."
you pursed your lips and looked at Jaemin, waiting for him to reply.
"oh yeah, sure."
you were a bit shocked at Jaemin's response. he rejected the girl earlier but he accepted this other girl's invitation?
Jaemin was about to follow the classmate out when you grabbed his wrist.
"don't go"
Jaemin slightly smirked to himself and grabbed your hand back.
"why?"
you tightened your hold on his wrist and looked at him awkwardly. the classmate earlier was waiting for Jaemin outside.
"i think i like you"
Jaemin's whole body warmed up at your shy confession. he pulled you into his embrace and carressed your hair.
"did i really have to make you jealous for you to realise your feelings?"
you frowned and pulled away. "you were lying?"
Jaemin chuckled and pecked the side of your lips.
"not really, if you didn't stop me i would go. i'm hungry."
you bit your lips and buried your face into Jaemin's chest. "jerk".
Jaemin chuckled and rubbed his chin on your head.
"let's go eat now. i'm going to tell the classmate that my girlfriend already have plans for our dinner!".
you blushed at the word 'girlfriend' but nodded anyway. Jaemin was about to walk to the exit when you pulled him back.
"wait, before we go, uhm.. can i kiss you?"
Jaemin blinked at your request and froze for a second before leaning down towards your lips. his chapped lips did not prevent the both of you from having a deeper kiss than your first one.
this time, you poured all your emotions into the kiss. Jaemin was a bit taken aback but he managed to calm you down.
you pulled away with your eyes still closed and you leaned on his shoulder.
"i never thought i would have this kind of relationship with my once enemy"
Jaemin raised an eyebrow and poked your cheek.
"what kind of relationship?"
"love".
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a/n: finally i am done writing this!! hopefully yall enjoyed it !! 💚
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creambunnie · 2 years
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as i grow older, i became more decisive. i think about things thoroughly and then i decide. no matter how hard people try to convince me otherwise, i could say 98% of the time i will stick with my decision. this thought made me realise a few more other things about myself.
1) i do not like it when people decide what i want without even asking me.
2) i do not like it when people decide what i know and what i don't know.
3) i do not like it when people talk on behalf of me when i am clearly beside them and can fortunately speak for myself.
they assume that they know me so well so they decide for me. no. i decide what i want. i decide what i know. i decide what i want to tell people.
asking for advice or tips is a different thing. of course sometimes i do have to ask for someone's advice in order for me to decide on something. and of course this is only for when i have to decide on something for myself. i will cooperate and be considerate if it is a group decision.
i just hate feeling like i am controlled by someone else. i hate it when people think they know shit about me better than i do.
can people not feel like they need to keep me in check? thank you for your concern but i can keep myself in check too.
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