confessionsofamaso

[confessionsofamaso]

Support me on my fanfic journey if interested! This one’s about Pittsburgh penguins goaltender Tristan Jarry

#tristan jarry #ice hockey #nhl fiction #fanfiction

[confessionsofamaso]

[confessionsofamaso]

May I present to you:

Book seller

Crystal seller

He sells flowers

She will sell you a pumpkin this fall

Would you like to purchase.. bean?

They are regulars. They buy mushrooms for soup

She has more options

Don’t be scared, he’s just been doing this for years and is passionate about garlic

Can I interest you in...melon?

Witch’s familiar needs coins to buy ingredients from toad next door

Please trust reliable, small business owners

[confessionsofamaso]

https://youtu.be/mEfKooMunLI

#Youtube

[confessionsofamaso]

“I don’t make love. I fuck..hard.”

— E.L James- Fifty Shades of Grey

[confessionsofamaso]

Desensitized to the sins I commit everyday, if anything I feel compelled to do them more.

#midnight thoughts #ramblings #quotes

[confessionsofamaso]

[confessionsofamaso]

[confessionsofamaso]

Everything is temporary

Dont say it’s on the contrary

The sand burns brown as the dust surrounded my head

When I finally gained back my vision I saw that we were dead

A fleeting memory

But yet you haunt me

You love to taunt me

You appear in every dream

I stand here in the crowd as the world whirls by me in circles

It’s beating me to a pulp

I can’t even swallow or breathe

All I can see is you got her on your sleeve

Was it real or was it fake

Was my pride fun to take

Was it an effort even worth it to make

Cus now my heart is at stake

My breathing stops, it slows

I’m barely hanging on with each shattering blow

Hope it was an entertaining show.

[confessionsofamaso]

I’ve never deserved you

not once in my life

how can life bless us with shit we don’t look for let alone deserve, then don’t allow us to have what we desire and have a right to own

it’s fucked up, what did I ever do

is it really the end of the line?

Is it really the end of time?

I’ve always wished I could be more. Dissatisfied with my life at present

It’s never enough, it’ll never be enough , I’m just that type of way

It’s my hope that you’ll understand that one day.

It’s in the back of my mind that maybe God knows I can’t handle what I need

Maybe I am meant to be cursed, to be damned

maybe my purpose was never found on this filthy land

see I feel like this, then you wrap your arms around me, and I have a glimmer of hope.

trust. remorse. guilt. ambition. Dedication. Love. I find all those resources by just seconds in your arms

then I come down, down from the clouds and I can breathe again, if only for a second

You keep me alive, and sometimes I don’t know why.

Because I’ve never once deserved it, and that’s not a lie.

#poetry #midnight thoughts #thoughts #original poem #poemsdaily #painful #love poem

[confessionsofamaso]

Sweet torment

you torture me

I surrender to your sanctity

you utilize every bit of my body

With just your words, a breath

Penetrating me to your will

bending me to your twisted world

against every moral, every dream I hold close

I yearn and exist to serve you, be your host

cleansing your body, with my tongue

savor every inch of the flavor ,drinking you slow

maybe if I’m a good girl, you’ll break me in,

mark me

let them know you were here

and that a piece of me was taken with you

leaving me with just a memory

you haunt my dreams and every single fantasy

I can’t ever have you, but can I just taste you

can I savor your blood and let it run through mine

I beg of you please, just one time

I rest, to escape these feelings, and you weave your way into my slumber

I digress, I’m just another etched in your black book, a number

“te deseo” whispered in my ear, is all I desire to hear

I vowed to stay away from your kind , now I’m thrown back here

the curse. There is no cure now

I’m tangled in this web of desire

And you. You started this fire

Tied me up and left me here

But really, what did I have to lose

every dream I had was born from a fucked up ruse

#original poem #midnight thoughts #poetry #masochist #bd/sm blog #thoughts #fantasies #wildest dreams #Spotify