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ONE HAND

LUCIFER GRABBED HIS WHOLE WAIST WITH ONE HAND

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My trigger playlist:

For anyone who loves rock & indie <3

#@na #@nor3×14 #tw @na #ana trigger #4norexi4 #@na trigger #@na vent #@na playlist

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tw purg!ng

successfully purged for the first time today

gonna try purging ramen tomorrow, I feel like it would come up easily

I dont even know what type of ed I have now, but purging is definitely going to make it easier to get down to my gw

#@na #tw @na #@nor3×14 #calorias #tw ana shit #ana trigger #4norexi4 #tw ana diary #bulemiia #tw bulemia #bulemix #purg1ng #tw purge #tw mia #tw m1a #tw ed sheeran

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im a damn liar, I woke up this morning and threw up twice (coke zero is much worse coming up than going down, would not recommend), so I had to cut the fast a day short :(

still made it two days though, which is cool. longest ive ever gone fasting

Halfway through my fast! Honestly, it has been way easier than I thought it would be lmao

#@na trigger #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #@na vent #ana culture #@n0r3xia #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed sheeran #100 cals #anamia #diet coke #coke zero

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successfully day two of fasting!

felt a little temped by the fries at work, ngl, but I drank like four coke zeros instead - free pop ftw

#@na #tw @na #@nor3×14 #calorias #tw ana shit #ed meals #ana trigger #foodsp0 #4norexi4 #tw ana diary #diet coke #coke zero

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Halfway through my fast! Honestly, it has been way easier than I thought it would be lmao

#@na #tw @na #@nor3×14 #calorias #tw ana shit #ed meals #ana trigger #foodsp0 #4norexi4 #tw ana diary #diet coke #coke zero

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Successful fast today! (+ coffee but I digress)

ngl having work made it way easier to fast- I didn’t need to eat supper with my parents and it provided a good distraction from food. even though I work at mcdonalds? unlimited coke zero hell yeah

#@na #@nor3×14 #calorias #tw @na #tw ana shit #ed meals #ana trigger #4norexi4 #@na trigger #tw ana diary #coke zero #diet coke

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update:

my work just called and rescheduled my monday shift to wednesday , so now I have to eat with my family 😭

max for today: 300- only supper, no seconds

total for the week is still under 3500, so the average is under 500/day

This week:

Sunday- 600

Monday- 000

Tuesday- 000

Wednesday- 300

Thursday- 000

Friday- 300

Saturday- 600

+ 1 cup of 100 coffee everyday (im an addict)

total- 2500

#ed meals #foodsp0 #tw ana relapse #ana trigger #tw @na #@na #tw ana diary #ana culture

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Sunday- 800/600

fine. whatever. pasta is good lmao

guess im not gonna eat for the next like. 72h

wish me luck <3

This week:

Sunday- 600

Monday- 000

Tuesday- 000

Wednesday- 300

Thursday- 000

Friday- 300

Saturday- 600

+ 1 cup of 100 coffee everyday (im an addict)

total- 2500

#ed meals #tw ana relapse #tw @na #tw ed sheeran #tw restriction #disordered eating thoughts #i wanna be thinner #ana trigger #ana culture #tw ana shit #tw ana diary #@na vent

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This week:

Sunday- 600

Monday- 000

Tuesday- 000

Wednesday- 300

Thursday- 000

Friday- 300

Saturday- 600

+ 1 cup of 100 coffee everyday (im an addict)

total- 2500

#@na #@nor3×14 #tw @na #tw ana shit #ana trigger #4norexi4 #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #calorias #@na trigger #@n0r3xia

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ive been in ed purgatory for the past like 4 months, so ive decided to start tracking on here to reach my gw before new years (& hopefully before december)

#@na #@nor3×14 #tw @na #tw ana shit #ana trigger #4norexi4 #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #calorias #@na trigger #@na vent

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well well well. look whose crying on the floor of the school bathroom again

#mentally ill #disordered #mentally disordered #depression

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I am in hell

guess whose back lmao

#tw ana shit #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran

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guess whose back lmao

#4norexi4 #@na #@nor3×14 #tw @na #i want to be weightless #tw ed sheeran #tw ana relapse #tw ed diet

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damn, calling me out just like that

Hello all fans of Mother Mother and Grimes! How's that eating disorder going?

#*listens to I go hungry* #mother mother #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran

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be safe out there guys

guys please be careful. there's this "ana coach" going around asking for weird pics.

their tumblr is skinnyminnysblog

REBLOG AND SHARE THIS POST!!!

#reblog #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #disordered eating thoughts

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ive been out of the honeymoon phase for weeks, all I feel is miserable and lonely and in pain

all I see is ✨ana’s your best friend and youll get so skinny and happy✨

guess what? im skinny now. ive reached my stupid fucking number and then some, and now im going further. I dont feel good about myself yet, I say “just another week of restriction, then ill maintain!!” bullshit. fuck

im more tired on a higher res than before, im always fucking constipated, by bones crack every time I fucking move, my bruises and cuts take so long to heal

Ana’s not your friend, and your ugw will never be enough for your ED. Im done romanticizing this shit because all I feel at all anymore is endless numbness and despair and exhaustion and pain and all I can think about is numbers, fucking pointless, stupid numbers that i cant stop myself from restricting.

fuck this shit im done romanticizing this fucking disorder

#@na #@nor3×14 #tw @na #tw ana shit