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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

Synopsis: Yn would usually not be the type to catch Jungkook’s eye. Until that one special night known as Halloween, the one time of year where a girl can just let it all hang out and say they’re a cat without being judged, ever since Jungkook laid eyes on Yn’s very short fitting sleeping beauty costume, he hasn’t been able to shake her image from his head. What he really wasn’t expecting was to catch feelings.

Jungkook’s lips found yours as soon as he saw you. His arms around your waist, clutching your hips softly. “I can't believe you're here” he murmured against your lips breathlessly, almost as if the air was snatched out of his lungs. “So you choose me? What about your friends?” he asked as he begrudgingly pulled away from you, his shaking eyes attaching to yours never breaking eye contact, not even for a second. Jungkook needed to hear from you that you chose to go to him and not Jaehyun; the feeling of rejection and betrayal had stormed into his heart and demanded a temporary home inside of him. Hearing those words would alleviate that feeling. You nodded, “Yes, I chose you Jungkook, and I’ll choose you a million times again. And it’s my love life, and I like you, not Jaehyun. Yeri and Tzuyu can’t tell me who to be with. I’m sorry I made you suffer for so long.” You inwardly cringed at how cheesy your response sounded but inevitably couldn’t stop yourself from tearing up. You had put Jungkook through hell but you were happy he waited for you. On the other side of the coin, Jungkook was ecstatic hearing that; that you chose him despite what your friends think. He tenderly swiped his thumb over your dammed-up eyes. “I don't care, you're here now. It was totally worth the wait.” he smiled into his overly sincere words before placing a long saccharine kiss to your temple.

Jungkook rested his head on your shoulder, taking a large breath of air before releasing a shaky breath of air. You eventually realized he had begun to cry. His heart had officially been yours since that stupid Halloween party and neither of you knew it. Jungkook felt like he had been strapped onto the wildest roller coaster yet, with unexpected twists and turns and he had finally come to the end. Nevertheless, he would do it again if it meant you would end up in his arms again. Bringing your hands to rest on his hair, easily slipping through your fingers. The same fingers Jungkook had secretly wanted to entangle with his own for too long.

Jungkook comes to a realization he didn’t like, but eventually he accepts it. The realization being, he doesn't know what he’d do without you. As a friend, as more; it didn't matter, with you in his life it just felt right.

Jungkook stared at you, just a few moments before you were in his arms you had messaged him, apologizing and saying you loved him. He felt he had reached a new low, hallucinating the fact you said you loved him, that is until he heard the doorbell. His hand shakily opening the door, fortunately, to be met with you.

He had never allowed himself to feel so intensely, he’d lived vicariously through everyone around him and didn't like what they’d eventually become. Lovesick puppies, who followed the person they loved as if they were lost, but he understood now, he understood the attachment, the love, all of it after meeting you.

“Kook don't cry.”

He nodded slowly a few tears rolling down his red and puffy cheeks.

“I know it's a bit too late but, do you wanna maybe be my girlfriend?”

You pulled away from his embrace with a grin.

“Are you asking me out?”

Jungkook’s hands ghosted your hips as he nodded. A cheesy grin on his still reddened face.

“I’ll have to think about it..” you teased looking around the room as if you were deep in thought. “Really?” Jungkook whined as he played along, kissing your cheek. “Fine I'll be your girlfriend..” you concluded before going to plant a kiss on his awaiting lips.

You and Jungkook were together now. Nothing could change the way you felt about him and vice-versa. Nothing could shake the butterflies out of your stomach when it came to him. He loved you. He needed you.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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Umm sir? Ma‘am, anything in between I literally bowled my eyes out bc of ur bts x reader story could u like please update it bc like its so mf good wtf

very soon 😁. Sorry I got so busy wiff sxhool 🥲.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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Pairing: Ravenclaw! J.JK x Slytherin! Reader

Genre: Smut. Hogwarts Au!

Drabble!

Warnings: Filthy. I mean this is downright just dirty, use of the word slut, reader fucks Jk for good grades, handjobs, finger sucking, masturbation, humiliation, Jungkook cums on readers face filthy, voyeurism, cum-eating, switch Jungkook, subby reader towards the end, exhibitionism if you count doing it in a closet at school.

A/n: I haven’t released my Hogwarts directory yet, but this has been sitting in my drafts for the longest, so why not release it .

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Jungkook bit his lip as your soft ones made contact with his neck. Your hands wrapped tightly around his waist as you pulled him closer to you. You needed the warmth of him even if it was 100 degrees outside, you needed his warmth. “Fuck, Yn we really shouldn't do this here,” he breathlessly mumbled out. He knew he didn't want to stop though, the rush and the adrenaline of sneaking around the school and fooling around was too fucking hot to let go. Jungkook’s hands wandered under your skirt, taking position on your panty-covered waist, he played with the thin fabric before pulling them down from under your skirt.

“Wait. Wait.” you put your hands on his chest to halt his movements, before listening to the faint sound of echoing footsteps, coming closer and closer. You heard the light and airy giggles that followed and echoed through the halls, judging by their voices they seemed considerably young, most likely 1st years. The footsteps began to grow distant. You looked up at Jungkook who had his jaw locked as he stared at the door that concealed the two of you from onlookers. You let out a chuckle, your head falling into his chest as you giggled. “What? What's so funny?” he asked looking down at you, a smile threatening to reveal itself on his features.

“Nothing, let's get on with it.” you swallowed your giggles slowly before pecking his jaw. “We have 15 minutes before our charms class starts,” you mumbled matter-of-factly dropping to your knees. Expertly, your hands laced the buckle of Jungkook’s belt as you unbuckled it, all while looking into his eyes.

Your predicament with Jungkook was a strange one. You, a Slytherin who was known for your smart mouth, witty comebacks, and the filthy rumors about you that haunted the halls and the ears of every student that steps foot onto campus, and you can confirm most were true and others weren't far off from validity. And then there was Jungkook, a seeker on Ravenclaws Quidditch team, a smart, creative, quiet boy. Someone who wouldn't be caught dead with someone like you, but here you are, fucking him for homework. It was ironic, everyone thought he was a good, innocent, and trustworthy kid when in actuality he does your homework and accepts sex as payment.

As you freed Jungkook’s hardened cock from his confines, you heard him release a shaky sigh. The cool air felt unfamiliar after being in the warmth of all the layers of clothing he sported. Jungkook watched as he anticipated your next move. Grasping his shaft you began to fist him in an undulating motion. His hushed whimpers and moans began filling your ears edging you further. “Do I really even need to” you interrupted yourself by spitting on your hand and continuing to jerk him off, “-Blow you? You look like you're about to burst.” you teasingly finished your sentence, your eyes looking up to meet his experimentally. Jungkook’s head fell back against the wall, his eyes rolling backward at the euphoric feeling of the wet, tight, warmth of your enclosed hand. “F-fuck” he quietly cursed, his hand sliding through your hair, clutching the strands tightly.

You were beginning to drip onto the ground below you due to your underwear being pooled around your knees. Your index and middle finger subconsciously began to poke at your entrance, the red oozing tip of Jungkook’s cock hypnotizing you more and more. The drawn-out moans of the boy above you signaled that his climax was near. His grip on your hair tightening as his eyes fluttered open and closed simultaneously. After teasing yourself, you allowed your fingers to plunge inward, filling you the best they could, a squirt of your juices shot out and coated your hand, lewdly dripping down to your forearm. You let out a moan at the feeling, your hand increasing in speed as Jungkook’s hips began to thrust forward. Too caught up in the pleasure building inside of your abdomen, you were caught off guard by the thick cloudy-white substance shooting onto various places of your face. Your fingers paused their invasion in your cunt, as you looked at him. You were met with sin, Jungkook’s hair fell over his eyes but you could feel his piercing gaze on you, the thick and sticky remnants of his cum on your face felt more evident as ever and all you felt was humiliation. You’d never felt that while doing something like this before. You watched the smirk form on Jungkook’s face, the feeling of humiliation growing in the pit of your stomach, yet you could feel the juices gushing out of you and coat your hand. “Go on finish yourself off,” he instructed, amusement painted across his face. Jungkook looked at you with an expecting look, eyes never leaving you as he put himself away and fixed his pants. “Go on slut, make yourself cum.” he repeated, this time grabbing your hair and forcing your head to look up at him. Your fingers began to move, slowly at first before your body began to chase the high you so desperately needed. Your fingers moved at an unforgiving speed as you whimpered and whined, the feeling of pleasure increasing with the thought of knowing Jungkook was watching you. The pleasure increased more and more along with the filthy sounds of the gushing wet sounds that filled the room. Jungkook crouched down to level with you, his thumb wiping a bit of his cum from your cheek before slipping his cum coated thumb in between your lips. Your body reacting before you could and you began to suck his thumb desperately. “Mhm, cute” Jungkook grinned, his other hand reaching up to pat your head. He gathered more cum on his free hand and brought it down to your clit, mixing the substances of your slick and his cum as he began gently rubbing your clit. You whimpered more as your orgasm was rapidly approaching, Jungkook’s eyes burned into yours adding more heat to the moment. You closed your eyes to get away from his sultry gaze, but you could feel his stare burning through your eyelids. Spit gathered around the corners of your mouth and glazed Jungkook’s thumb as spit began to drip from the sloppy sucking you were currently doing.

You let out a squeak and a whimper that followed before and after your orgasm. Panting, you tried to catch your breath as you came down from your too temporary high. Jungkook removed his finger from your mouth and smiled at you. “We have class in 5 minutes,” he asserted with a smirk, “Aw, you made such a mess hm Yn?” he teased as he clutched you jaw gently, placing a kiss on your spit-covered lips. Grabbing his blue and grey scarf from the floor he wiped the drool from your chin and from around your mouth, along with the mess of his cum from your face. “But look your fingers are still soaking.” he noted, “Let me return the favor.” he suggested as he grabbed your orgasm-coated hand, and began to suck the juices off of your fingers. Letting out a hum at the taste of your fluid, pulling away from your fingers, he began to lick all the way down to your forearm. “Y-you’re disgusting.” you stuttered, feeling the pool of wetness between your legs moisten once more. “I’ll see you in charms.” Jungkook’s original quiet demeanor returned as he placed a kiss on your temple, walking out of the closet.

You sat there for a good six minutes before getting yourself together. What happened in that closet was the lewdest thing you have ever done in your life. After deeming yourself stable enough to return to class, you couldn't help but stare at the boy throughout the whole class. Though Jungkook went by acting as if you didn't even exist.

#this is so filthy omg #jungkook #bts hogwarts au #jungkook smut #bts x reader smut #jungkook x yn #jungkook x reader #jungkook x reader smut #jjk #jjk smut #bts smut #jungkook hogwarts au

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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

Eɴɢᴀɢᴇᴅ

Sᴜʙᴘʟᴏᴛ

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

#jungkook #bts smau #bts x reader #hoseok #jimin #jin #jjk angst #jungkook smau #jungkook x reader #kpop #taehyung #namjoon #yoongi #jungkook x yn #jungkook college au #bts angst #jungkook fluff #jungkook smut

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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

Bᴀʙʏ Dᴀᴅᴅʏ

Sᴜʙᴘʟᴏᴛ

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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Tzuyu is the only one who has her life together and I’m for it 😭.

She has her priorities straight 😩

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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

Cᴀᴠɪᴛɪᴇs

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

Nothing about this was easy, for you, or for them. You didn’t think you’d ever end up in this position ever, two boys whose hearts you’d inescapably be responsible for breaking. You didn't want to hurt him, but after a week of thinking, you wanted to give him a chance. Taking a deep breath you raised a clenched fist to Jungkook’s door. But, you didn't knock. What was about to happen was life-changing? You didn't know. It was going to change something, that was certain. The front door swung open, revealing a disheveled Jungkook. You wanted to ask how he knew you were here, but those words couldn't quite make it past your lips. Jungkook’s eyes burned into yours, your chest swelling with anticipation. Not in the good way.

“Do you want to come in?” he finally found the courage to ask you after standing in silence for the slow agonizing seconds. Unfortunately, it was a windy day, your hair was blowing and he could barely keep his out of his own face. You knew you couldn't stay any longer. You couldn't be in the very place he'd need to take shelter at. You'd rather let this painful memory be carried far away by the winds to somewhere he'd probably never think of. But it wasn't that easy and you wanted to apologize for what you were about to do. “No. I think it's best if I stay here.” you finally answered him, he looked up at the sky momentarily letting out a sigh. “Yn, you didn't have to show up to tell me you don't feel the same-” Jungkook’s body was pulled downward, clashing against yours. You were hugging him. Which made it hurt more undoubtedly but he would savor it.

Cavities. Jungkook has a new perspective of being in love, well one-sidedly. That perspective reminded him of being a kid again. The dentist told him that if he ate too much candy he'd eventually get cavities, and Jungkook’s argument being that candy was good, then the dentist said something he'd never thought he'd hold onto. “Well, the worse things for you are always the best aren't they?” Yes. The worse things are always the best. And he hates it. He hates the way he can't stop loving the way your conditioner smells. He hates the way he wants to hold your hand still. He hates that he loves you even if you loved someone else. He hates that he will always remember you as the one that got away. Cliche. Cliches were a big part of his life right now. Despicable, last year Jungkook would slap himself if he were to see the weak, slippery puddle of feelings and much he became all over a girl. “Jungkook I'm sorry. I don't see you that way.” you tried to keep it together, but your voice cracked and gave away your attempts at trying to conceal your teary eyes. You've never wanted to be responsible for breaking someone's heart, one of your friends at that. Jungkook nodded and faintly whispered, “I figured.”It should have ended at that, you should've left after that, but you didn't, you wanted to stay with him. You wanted him to be okay, but you should have left to avoid any further heartbreak and torment. Jungkook wants to tell you not to apologize to him, but he doesn't. The reason being is because he is sorry for himself, he won't admit that, but he is.

When Jungkook watched you walk away, possibly into the arms of Jaehyun, he tried to let you go. But instead, it only hurt more. It seems like nothing good comes out of love, just heartbreak, and pain. Jungkook has made a vow to move on. Maybe not now, but soon.

Weeks have gone by. Jungkook hasn’t healed from you at all, instead he was having withdrawals. He stopped himself from texting you about fifty times in only one day. You seem to have begun your relationship with Jaehyun, not that he cares. He doesn't care. Jungkook has a silent agreement with himself to just stop caring about what you do with your life, and most importantly your new boyfriend.

A month. Jungkook has a girlfriend, you're happy for him to say the least. But things with Jaehyun have begun to become rocky, and your friends were acting weird. You liked Jaehyun, he was prince charming. He was nice, caring, he liked all the things you liked, he agreed with everything, you guys even had the same morning routine. That's the problem you'd say. He was predictable. He was too perfect, this was too perfect. You didn't want him to agree with you all the time, you want to have controversial arguments about whether Shrek delivers an important message or not. You didn't want predictable. You wanted to wake up and find a tattoo of a fish or something because you two got drunk and played truth or dare. You wanted to take random trips to 7/11 at 3 AM because you craved blueberry slushies. But with Jaehyun you got Thursday coffee dates, late-night dinner dates on Saturday, and watching a romantic movie on a Sunday. Every coffee date he has a vanilla latte with two shots of espresso. You wonder if he gets bored. Jungkook’s girlfriend probably has the time of her life with him, playing video games at ungodly hours, randomly taking rides around the city till sunset. Trying foods from all around the world, like Vietnam or Germany all because he had a craving for something he never tried. They probably have debates about whether Boots from Dora is even useful or maybe they debate about whether Woody and Jessie or Bo Peep and Woody are better. That was something you knew you wouldn't have with Jaehyun. But Jaehyun had pros, he was stable, he was easy. You didn't want easy, you didn't want it to be easy because of him, you wanted it to be easy because you loved each other, you wanted it to be easy because you were happy and you don't care what happens. But, it was easy because he was. He never protested when you canceled dates, he was always accepting of you bailing on him. You began to think you made a mistake.

Nayeon was great. Jungkook liked her, that was a problem, Jungkook likes every girl he sleeps with. Nothing more than being physically attracted to her, he was easily annoyed by her if anything. It wasn't her fault though, it was his. He hoped Nayeon was using him. As grim as it sounds, he didn't want her to have any feelings for him. He was using her; when he thought of you he looked at her, when he missed you he called her, when he wanted to do the unthinkable with you, he did it with her. When he kissed her lips he thought of kissing yours, when he touched her skin he thought of caressing yours, when he made love to her he thought of how he would be with you. But oh how he hated when she spoke. She sounded nothing like you, she always shattered the illusion he'd created, his eyes flickered open to show him he wasn't with you. Nayeon was a sweet girl, she had brought Jungkook soup when he told her he was sick and couldn't go out with her (a lie obviously). She was interested in the better things in life, like donating to charity, planting trees, and saving the turtles. She was a good person. She was pretty too, very pretty. After all, Taehyung introduced her to Jungkook. She occasionally modeled for him, even though Jungkook had a few classes with her he never spoke with her. Nayeon would be an okay match for him, she was a film major, and she even helped him with the classes he was failing in. On paper, he and Nayeon would be the best. But they weren't. They grew up differently, they were taught different values. Nayeon grew up in a well-off household, she drove a purple Benz to school that screamed privileged. Her family owned a successful bakery, and her parents were two loving happily married people. Her siblings are proud of her and close with her. However, Jungkook’s parents well they didn't like each other, not since he was a kid. They were together only because they had kids, and it was too late to meet someone else. Jungkook’s brother was better than him societally speaking, he had a simple stable life. A wife who was plain as day, pretty but plain. Jungkook didn’t grow up financially poor as a kid, his father was a successful businessman, mother a cliche stay-at-home mom, the normal. His father worked in an office, was an alcoholic who drunk more than he spent time with his kids. In the midst of that, he was also a gambling addict. Unfortunately, Jungkook got to witness loveless marriage up close, he got to witness broken glass, screaming, tears, and what happens when mommy and daddy don't love each other. But Jungkook wouldn't tell Nayeon that, he couldn't even tell you that. She would never understand why he got annoyed when she spoke about her took trips to Paris to recreate the night they met, or how her siblings gifted her tuition money, or when she showed him family pictures. Nayeon would never understand. Jungkool wondered, would you?

Jungkook thought of caressing your cheek, as he lifted his hand to the cheek of the silhouette he’d painted in his mind. He would only do these things with the lights off to better perceive his fantasy. Skin honey-smooth, his hands traveled to her waist. He leaned in kissing her lips softly. She wrapped her arms around his neck as she allowed him to explore her body. He leaned down kissing her neck, the smell of her vanilla perfume filling his senses. “Babe-” like a mirror his fantasy shattered, the girl he was about to make love to was Nayeon, not you, then he found himself annoyed. “We always do the gentle stuff... I want you to show me your rough side, you know how you did with other girls?” Nayeon whined as she pleaded with him. It irked him, he wanted to tell her to shut up, or go away, break up with her even. Surprisingly, Jungkook agreed. He could take his anger out on her, sexually of course. He would fuck her brains out whenever he saw you and Jaehyun at your old coffee spot, or when he passed by you on campus. Jungkook grabbed the girl and tossed her onto the bed she let out a little giggle in the process.

Jungkook was never one to smoke cigarettes after sex, but after that sweaty session of raw anger, he found himself craving the feeling of nicotine seeping into his lungs, killing him slowly. Nayeon had fallen asleep, thank god. He didn’t want to cuddle, didn’t want pillow talk, he just wanted to go to bed.

“Just tell her!” Tzuyu yelled toward Yeri. “Tzu, they’re happy!” Yeri replied in an equal manner. A couple of hours ago Tzuyu arrived at Yeri’s apartment. She began to confront her, but Yeri disagreed every time. “Yn deserves to know that the guy she’s dating is only with her because you paid him to ask her out!” Tzuyu let out angrily. “What?” you asked as you walked into Yeri’s kitchen, “I was gonna lecture you about not locking your door, but never mind that. What did you say?” you challenged walking into the kitchen. “Yeah Yeri, explain,” Tzuyu added crossing her arms and eyeing Yeri. “Okay. Yn you have every right to be pissed at me. But, he's my girlfriend's cousin. She said he needed some cash so I offered him the job at the coffee shop and I offered him five thousand dollars to date you.” Yeri sheepishly explained, she stuttered over her words a few times. “Yeri... Admit you did this because of Jungkook.” Tzuyu mumbled, loud enough for you both to hear. “What? Seriously? Yeri, that ruined our friendship... All because of what!?” you were fuming now, you wanted to know why, you needed to know why. “What he did to Joy! He just used and discarded her when she was so in love with him, she was naive enough to trust him and I didn't want him to do the same to you.” Yeri clarified as she held her gaze to the ground. “I have to..go make things right.” you were already grabbing the hoddie you sat down on the marbled counters as you stormed out of the now-silent house. You had to fix things with Jungkook, you missed him too much to wait any longer.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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fuckboy jk has romantic feelings, yoongi's gonna be a dad soon, yerim seems to be a snake,, we can only trust tzuyu in this household ✊😔

Facts 😔

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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

Tʜᴀᴛ’s ғᴜᴄᴋᴇ�� 💀😭

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

Cᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀᴅ?

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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Wᴀʀ

Fɪʟʟᴇʀ

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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

ʜᴏʀɴʏ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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F*cͨᴋⷦ вⷡoͦy aͣcͨᴛⷮiͥvͮiͥᴛⷮiͥeͤs͛

Asɪɴɪɴᴇ

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

Jungkook hates that your relationship with Jaehyun is blossoming very quickly. He couldn't help but notice your smile every time he messaged you. It was like you were with him but you weren't and fuck did it hurt. Jungkook’s worst nightmare was slowly taking place and all he could do was watch. Asinine, he finds himself unbelievably asinine, he can't believe he let himself catch feelings for you. When you made it very clear you two would be nothing but friends, but in Jungkook’s defense he didn’t plan this or want this to happen but it’s out of his control. Jungkook tried to keep his eyes on the unbelievably stupid movie but he couldn’t. He looked at you again and smiled. You didn’t notice how Jungkook looked at you like you were the last thing he’d see for the rest of his life, taking in every detail of your face, smile, noticing the length of your eyelashes even. Jungkook blinked away, trying to let you go. That was the last time he would look at you like you hung the stars in the sky.

Jungkook going home for winter break was far from what he needed. His mother asking what his grades look like, his father disappointed that he is a film major and not an athlete, his grandmother asking where his girlfriend was, and then him being constantly compared to his older brother who was a very successful surgeon. He said words like “penultimate” to describe Jungkook, he couldn't wait to lock himself and his room and wither away with the cold weather. Once alone, Jungkook went through his feed only to stop at a photo of you and Jaehyun. He uncomfortably shifted at the sight. “My flight was delayed. Luckily Jaehyun kept me comfortable :)” the caption read. All he could think was that should’ve been him, keeping you company and comfortable. He really can’t keep himself from clicking Jaehyun’s profile, filled with pictures of you two from previous events. Jungkook couldn’t help, but scroll through the photos of you two, he hated it but he had to admit you two were good for each other. He was a literature nerd, so were you. Jungkook unfollowed you, he wanted to not like you so much anymore, unbelievable how he found himself in this deep, but it seemed as if the more he thought of you, the more he fell for you. Jungkook wishes he could stop the feelings he has for you, he wishes he could go back to sleeping with whoever he thought was attractive and moving on to the next, but he can’t, and he knows he can’t because his heart hates him and will never ever stop beating for you. Is he actually in too deep?

And then he’s finally on his way back home, thankful that he ended his winter break with his family early because he can’t take the prying eyes and the pressure of his whole family asking what his personal life is like anymore. The first thing he goes to do is text you, but he knows that he can’t anymore. So he turns your message notifications off and goes to message his group chat in hopes for an equivalent to a conversation he'd have with you. Except he doesn’t get anywhere close to that. None of the conversations in that group chat hold any value, so again he backtracks and looks for something else to do. He finds himself once again scrolling through your Instagram, looking at the new photos you have of yourself back home. Cute, cute, cute, fucking adorable, he doesn't want to be a stalker but you have a lovely family. All the pictures you have posted with them are so heartwarming and lighthearted, like the one of you making a snowman, yes; so fucking cute. He finds himself going through the photos you were tagged in, finding old photos that Mijoo had posted of you. Jungkook couldn’t keep his eyes from skimming over the revealing outfit you wore, your thighs looked so smooth and soft, like hunny. Jungkook looked at your chest, the only thing in his way was that troublesome dress. He felt his pants tighten and he cringed at the feeling of himself being restricted by the tight pants. There was no way Jungkook was jerking off to you. He would not let that happen, but then again, it's not like you would know. But he would, and he wouldn't be able to look you in the eyes. Jungkook couldn't convince himself good enough, because he finds himself with his pants pooled around his ankles and his imagination running wild. He let out a quiet groan as his hand made contact with his hard shaft. Shaky breaths falling from him as he stroked himself, imagining your hands were in the place of his as well. And then you're going faster, trying to push him over the edge. Your hands tightening around him to get a better grasp, as you began to fist him, your thumb occasionally running over the tip to tease him. And then Jungkook was snapped back into reality as he released his cum onto his hand. Alone. He was alone, you weren’t here and you’d definitely never do that with him. And then he thinks of you doing this with Jaehyun and wants to throw up, he’s nauseated. If you should touch any guy like this, it should be him in his opinion.

You will not message Jungkook and ask why he unfollowed you. He was being petty and you weren't about to feed into his drama. You had just gotten home a couple of days ago from a nice Christmas, though you usually wanted to stay with your family throughout your whole break now, but, you actually had friends now, not that you didn't before, but you used that as a break from the strain of Mijoo’s excruciating presence. It's like ever since you met Jaehyun, Jungkook has begun to distance himself from you. Why? You wanted to ask him what is going on lately, did him and Jaehyun get into a fight before you two met or something? You hoped the two could be friends too, since he was so similar to you. Maybe one of Jungkook’s nightly rendezvous got the wrong idea? You really hoped it was something you two could just laugh off. Although it was abnormal for a girl to know the password into Jungkook’s phone you never know, maybe she’s a hacker or something. You indeed do miss your (best) friend, inevitably messaging him only to be met with no reply, not even five minutes or an hour later. So you opted to hang out with Jaehyun.

Jaehyun was acting...weird. He was jumpy and always turning red and you weren't letting him blame it on the freezing weather. Jaehyun was staring at you, like he wanted to say something but was having an internal battle with himself. You sipped the hot chocolate he had brought you, your attention shifting to him when he cleared his throat. “Yn? Can I ask you something?” Jaehyun asked as his eyes directed on his hands. You looked at him implying for him to go on. “Would you want to go on like a date?”

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chae-berry · 3 years

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Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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Iᴛ ʟᴀsᴛs ᴛɪʟʟ ɪᴛ’s ᴏᴠᴇʀ.

Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

You harshly typed, smashing the keys on the keyboard. You needed to cram these words in for this paper, the only issue was you had 850 words on a 1000 worded paper that was due in an hour. There was no way you could write a decent amount of coherent literature in that given time. You were working as hard as you possibly could though. Writing a paper in the style of Edgar Allen Poe was troublesome, yes, but you'd get it done someway somehow. “Are you trying to break your keyboard?” the barista asked placing your order of vanilla latte with three shots of espresso in front of you. You looked up at the male, sending him an annoyed nod, though the first glance wasn't even close to enough because in seconds your head was flying back toward him. He was incredibly undeniably handsome, the boy gazed at your computer screen. He shook his head with a small smirk, “Writing a paper?” he knowingly asked, waiting for your answer. “Unfortunately.” you breathed in frustration, “I just can't figure out what to write to make it 1000 words.” you groaned, “Easy fix, move over.” the boy turned your screen to him, you curiously watched as he pressed a few buttons then turned the back screen to you. “How'd you do that?” you inquired, looking at the screen which read 1000 words. “I just copied pasted and turned the color to white, everyone knows that.” he smiled at you revealing his dimpled cheeks. Your stomach was doing cartwheels, this guy was unbelievably cute and he saved your assignment he doesn't even know the effect he had on you currently. “Pretty decent Poe writing too would’ve had me convinced.” He complimented which caused you to fold in on yourself. Your literature was the biggest insecurity you had, being complimented like this was very appreciated. “Really?” you didn't mean to ask that, it just sort of slipped out! Who could blame you? This man was just, wow. “Yeah I mean not exactly like him, but who knows the vocabulary of a 27-year-old from the 1800s?” he quipped, taking a seat across from you.

Meanwhile, Jungkook was waiting on your text that you'd finished your paper and could help him write a script for his assignment. He knew you'd be at that cute little coffee place getting all the free coffee you wanted just because Yeri’s grandparents owned it. Unorthodox, free coffee is unorthodox for college kids, this should be most of their taxes, unless you're more of a tea drinker. Jungkook usually could play Overwatch all day if he wanted but for some reason today he couldn't. He was eager to get your message just to talk to you, he was allowing you to be a part of his life, his cycle. Every day he anticipated talking to you, to be in your presence. Jungkook sighed, grabbing his hoodie and phone and leaving his house. You were going to pay (not really) for making him leave his comfortable bed like this. Yet, Jungkook couldn't help but let certain thoughts plague his mind. Technically, you didn't force him to do anything, he was acting on whatever reason that he had not known and it scared him, to say the least. Jungkook thanked the heavens for his home and the little coffee shops' proximity to one another, as he arrived in less than five minutes.

The first thing Jungkook heard was your laugh, ringing throughout the shop and through his ears, sending a small tickle to his stomach. The first he saw was your smile, so pretty and contagious he couldn't help but dumbfoundedly smile toward you. Conventional. He always did this, whenever you were there it was near impossible to get his attention off of you. He couldn't help it, you were like a magnetic force that pulled him in and wouldn't let go even if he tried to pry himself away from you, though he wasn't complaining. The crash landing back to the real world was a bumpy and painful one. He had officially been evicted from cloud9 and unfairly too, didn't even give him an eviction notice, just threw him and his delicate little heart out. He was definitely going to file a lawsuit. Jungkook noticed him. Jungkook wasn't the guy making you laugh or smile it was another guy. A guy who was just as tall as him, just as handsome as him (elusive), most importantly a guy who made you considerably happy. Maybe Jungkook was getting ahead of himself perhaps miles ahead, they're only talking after all. Normal; human. Interaction. Jungkook’s feet moved before he knew it. He pulled a chair up sitting down right next to you causing you and Jaehyun to look at him perplexed. “Hi Yn, you never messaged me.” Jungkook monotonously enunciated, he sounded so annoyed you could hear the bitterness in his voice. If you think hearing it was bad imagine how he feels tasting it? Not good, two out of ten he wouldn't recommend. Typical Jungkook. Acting off of feelings rather than his head. You tensed, “Oh! I'm so sorry, it totally slipped my mind. It's just Jaehyun here—” Jungkook’s hearing went fuzzy after hearing the way you said his name. Why was he so out of character right now? Jungkook will and will always only blame it on his natural possessive nature, if you're his friend you should be his friend and his only. “Are you okay?” your voice came in clearly, you snapping him out of his unsavory reverie. He nodded, “Yeah whatever. I'm fine.” Jungkook quietly brushed off. “Well, I'll see you around Yn. I'll text you later?” Jaehyun had finally spoken though Jungkook would say he'd learned to read a fucking room and kick rocks.

Jungkook hadn't stopped snapping at you this whole time you've been helping him with this stupid scriptwriting assignment. You don't know what happened to set him off, he really couldn't be that mad over you forgetting to message him right? No way, sure Jungkook could be childish, but he wasn't this childish. This was beyond childish if so. “Your characters sound like robots Jungkook.” you critiqued as you read over his work, causing Jungkook to sigh as he harshly began hitting the backspace button. You again have no idea why he was in a bad mood, but you didn't want to pry or ask why. Jungkook hated this, Jungkook hated Jaehyun, Jungkook adored you, Jungkook was unhappy right now and just wanted to go home and reflect. “Kooks are you okay? Do you want to take a break?” You asked, using the boy's nickname to calm him down. He nodded, “I’m just really stressed.” he lied, Jungkook couldn't believe he actually lied to you. He hoped and prayed you would believe him because if you so much as raised an eyebrow he was spilling his guts to you. Yep, the inability to lie to the people he cares for was daunting and unfair in his opinion, but what can he do about it? You seemed to buy his lie, since you nodded, “I’m really sorry I forgot, but we're almost done.” you apologized once again for what it’s worth. Jungkook just wished you'd stop mentioning you forgot about him, so he'll just nod and clear his throat until something comes to mind to talk about.

Jungkook seemed cheered up after a few minutes of meaningless conversation about whatever, Jungkook loved talking to you, about whatever, literally it didn't matter. Happily finishing his script and loving the outcome, not that he expected any less from you, he knows you are invariably amazing at everything you do and you can not tell him otherwise, he will oppose and refute every single time. Jungkook’s lovely bubble was finally burst as Jaehyun brought you coffee and you thanked him. Why did that actually get to him? Better yet why did Jaehyun have to ruin Jungkook’s day (dramatic) Jaehyun just had to bring you coffee (that you didn't ask for might he add). Jaehyun just had to do his job, why couldn't he just wipe down counters or something else? Away from you and him. If Jungkook didn't know any better (which he doesn't) he'd think he was just doing his job being friendly. But Jungkook was far from an idiot (certainly not right now.), he knew he was trying to flirt with you. Jungkook wanted to take the coffee and pour it all over the table and leave, but he wouldn't do that. Just the tendencies of a jealous boy. Jungkook‘s mood depleted, “Do you wanna go to a movie after this?” He can't believe he got so intimidated by a barista giving you coffee that he asked you to hang out because he didn't want you talking to him anymore. “It’s a school night, we both have an 8 AM class, Kook,” you replied, okay so you just shut him down, what else could he do? “Just text me tonight,” you added placing your laptop back into your bag, “Okay. Will do.” He had no choice but to accept what he's been given, even though you'd be texting the other guy too he would try and ignore that.

One thing Jungkook hates is rejection, it hurts and it feels like he's being numbed slowly throughout his body and it makes his heart feel like it's dry heaving, and going to explode; dramatic. The feeling of being forgotten though; feels like he was stabbed several times, with the intent of keeping him alive to feel the pain. He really just doesn't want to be forgotten by you. You're his best friend, though he'd never tell you that. You can't leave him because another guy talked to you. You and Jungkook watched all of the Harry Potter movies together, even though the majority of the time you were explaining what was going on in every movie. He still watched it, and has decided that Fred and George are the best characters in the series, he doesn't make the rules he just chooses the ones he wants to follow. Some days he just says fuck societal rules, he's gonna eat cereal out of a glass and pour the milk first (instant regret). Jungkook awaited your reply to his message, which he never got. Were you too busy texting Jaehyun? Fine, two could play that game. Jungkook doesn't know why he makes everything competitive, he doesn't mean to (yeah, he does.). If you are going to find someone to replace him with, he should do the same right? Grabbing his phone he messaged one of his old hookups. To be honest, Jungkook hadn't had sex in like months, ever since he started hanging out with you, sex slipped his mind often. He still obviously got horny but never resulted in calling anyone to fix it.

Which now gets Jungkook in his current position, getting the sloppiest and honestly most undesirable head in the world. Did she not know how to go down on people? The girl using too much of her teeth makes him feel like he's going to bleed, and there is spit everywhere, gross. Jungkook notes to himself, never get head from a chick with braces. “Okay, that's enough.” Jungkook pulled the girl up, causing her to look at him confused. “That was the biggest, boner killing thing I've ever experienced.” he doesn't mean to say it and make the girl cry, but it was honest. And now he feels bad so the only possible thing he can do is have sex with her, which she accepts with an eager nod. Jungkook ends up having to finish himself off in the end. And going home with the mental notes to never talk to her again. So he blocks her number and tries to forget this night.

He doesn't know why he did that last night when he had a feeling he wasn't going to enjoy it, even if she knew what she was doing. So Jungkook is up at six AM wanting to message you and just talk about how he hates 8 am classes with a passion. Tough. He doesn't want to message you and bother you so, Jungkook finds himself wondering why he likes you so much. He doesn't even like his friends this much and it honestly scares him because those are the closest people to him. He finds his magnetic attraction to you in a means inevitable and he doesn't like one bit of it; granted, you’d eventually be the death of him. Deep in his conscious, he thinks he knows, but no way. Never that. He won't even so much as let that thought enter his mind because once it does the assault starts. It leaches to everything and sucks the life out of you until your a mindless goon who does nothing but think about them, them, and them all the time. Little does Jungkook know that the “leach” has been overrunning his mind. Jungkook used to like Overwatch but now he loves it with you. Jungkook used to like marvel but now he loves it with you. His mind is already saying you, you, and you all the time. After the realization sunk in Jungkook vowed to never think of those things again, everything about the cloying truth was like walking on a tight rope over scalding water, eventually, you will fall in and A: die from boiling yourself to death, B: dying from exhaustion and eventually, C: your partner will push you in and walk away alive and happy. D: You both fall and die, gruesome. But in a way truthful, that's what people are truly sacrificing for a few years of puppy eyes and corny dates. And then there are people like the old couple from down the street of Jungkook’s childhood home. They had been together for over 50 years and planned to be forever, which Jungkook examined their behaviors, every time he went to play with their dog Bongo. He watched how the husband, Mr.Choi would always look at his wife like she was his world like he would hang the stars in the sky one by one just for her. True love is incredibly arduous, and hard to come by. This is why he doesn't understand it, this is why he rolls his eyes when someone says “they found the one.” of course that person seems like the one right now you're head over hills over the temporary thrill and heart-stopping feeling they give you, but people change. You start to want different things, you start going separate ways, no longer a thrill or a heart-stopping feeling, you're no longer swept off your feet or swooning at eye contact. Just gone, everything is and will be ephemeral. He reckons: it lasts till it's over. That's his excuse for sleeping around, he can’t get attached because his heart can't handle temporarily. He thought he was going to marry his middle school girlfriend only to be dumped on his ass not even two weeks later by a note on a gum wrapper in his earth science class.

Love is blinding, it distracts you from the impending future of heartbreak and possibly more. But then again. You. Jungkook is far from an idiot, he knows. He thinks he likes you, more than a friend and more than that. Granted, you're going to be the death of him.

AN: Ah yes it finally begins.

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chae-berry · 3 years

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Bᴀʙʏ ɴᴇᴇᴅs ᴀ ɴᴀᴘ

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Member: ＪＪＫ

Writer: 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑒-𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦

Genre: SMAU, mature, F boy! JK, F boy! BTS, Virgin! reader

Warnings: Sex talk, slightly degrading, toxic friendships + relationships, sometimes the boys are :-/, toxic personalities, peer pressure, Yn is a bit insecure. Smoking + drinking.

Jungkook was furious, how could you beat him in smash bros? With a Kirby? He blamed it on your unskillful spamming him and wanting a rematch only for him to lose again. He wanted to wipe that cocky grin off of your stupid possibly cute face. “Jungkook, I'm not rematching you again.” you groaned stretching, Jungkook attempted to pay no mind to your shirt rising up and briefly exposing your midriff. “Why not? Scared you'll lose? And that last match was really close.” he challenged, nudging your shoulder with his own. “No, I think Kookie is angwy, does baby need a nap?” you teasingly baby talked which caused Jungkook to scoff, “does baby need a nap?” He mimicked crossing his arms, which caused you to laugh at his unbelievably immature behavior. You stretched again and let out a yawn this time. “Oh? Does Yn need a nap?” he taunted with an impish grin on his face, “For your information, yes. I only got three hours of sleep last night. Thanks to Mijoo.” you replied dissatisfied at the mention of the girl's name. “Just tell her to fuck off, I mean she's the one who ran off and got pregnant by her ex that wants nothing to do with her.” Jungkook quietly raved, laying down on the white couch. You followed suit from next to him, turning your head to look at Jungkook. “I think we both need naps,” you whispered but loud enough for Jungkook to hear you. “Yeah, I think we do.” Jungkook mumbled his reply, already feeling comfortable in your calming presence that inescapably lured him to a small fit of soft snores. He doesn't even feel tired, he just feels so in sync with you that everything just clicks. You couldn't help dozing off to the gentle snores of the boy who rested scarcely close to you.

Waking up next to Jungkook was the most intimate you'd ever been with him, it looked like it was starting to darken outside which caused you to look at your phone that rested on the table next to Jungkook. The boy was sound asleep as you reached over him to check the time on your charging phone, you gawked at the time. You had slept for four whole hours? Who could blame you though? Jungkook’s couch was really, really comfortable. You wanted to throw away everything and just sleep on it all-day long, but life hates you and you couldn't have what you wanted. You watched as Jungkook stirred, causing you to sit up and let out one final yawn, shedding all of the exhaustion with it. “Was your nap as good as mine?” he asked using his hands to sit himself up. Jungkook began to stretch as his eyes met yours. “Yeah I slept pretty good. I should probably get home.” Your eyes avoided him as you stood up.

Why was your heart beating so fast? You just took a nap with one of your friends, that’s normal, plenty of people do that right? You shook your head, this was just another day of hanging out with Jungkook.

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