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One of my neighbors are smoking so much weed that it is not only loud in the hallway(I'm talking there is sometimes a visual haze) but it seeps into other people's apartments. And it's not an every once in a while thing, I'm putting ductape around my door 3-5 days a week because I don't want to know the affect it may give my pets. And I thought I was lucky to get a building(when we first moved here) where people who smoked tobacco at least did it outside or were kind enough to make sure it didn't affect the hallway.

I hope to god they get some kind of intervention or find a better way to smoke because 1) I don't think the whole building wants their HOME to smell like skunk 2) the police are absolute hard asses around here and 3) there are pets and children in this building.

I am a believer of do what you want as long as it doesn't affect others and this is very much affecting others.

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What psychological damage would I be giving my cats if I read Goosefeather's Curse outloud to them? I'm pretty sure the little one is already experiencing some kind of damage(nonrelated).

#blog #warrior #warrior cats #goosefeather's curse

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Can someone help me explain to my cat that she can't just keep sitting directly behind me? I keep stepping or tripping on her every time I turn or step away from the counter. It's worse when I'm in the kitchen!

#blog #cat #cat problems #cat dad #cat parent #i feel bad #im sorry #her name is bread

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There are tons of issues in have with my apartment but one positive thing is that maintenance won't snitch. I have candles bother for religion and leasure, only half of my pets are registered on the lease, I have friends stay over more than 3 days at a time and more than 2 weeks total in a year, I have curtains and flags hanging up (not attached to or damaging the walls), and I have a hidden bird feeder. One of them even felt comfortable to share that they think the new land lord is a little too strict, too.

#blog #renting #renter

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Assuming someone is going to gas light you just for disagreeing is not a healthy mentality. Get therapy.

#blog #of course im offended #its not the first time and im not the inly person youve done this to #im steps away from literally begging you to get therapy #wont even tell me if i actually am gas lighting #just assumes the fear and accepts it #of course im tired #i can not do everything for you #just here are some resources but youll have to actually do the work to find someone who works with you

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I just finished paying off my last car payment. What do you mean I have to take it back in? I'm already mad that it took 3 tries for the mechanic to find the actual problem and I still have to pay for the "fix" that didnt help.

I hate being responsible for car maintenance. What I would give to have reliable public transportation like other first world countries. But noooo we have to rely in individuals to own their own cars or you can go suffer with limited accessibility to your immediate surroundings.

#i know its not their fault or theyre doibg it on purpose #im not a car person so maybe i should shut up now #but im so freaking livid that i dont get to have a choice

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I hate being responsible for car maintenance. What I would give to have reliable public transportation like other first world countries. But noooo we have to rely in individuals to own their own cars or you can go suffer with limited accessibility to your immediate surroundings.

#blog #im not even asking for long distance transportation #just something reliable withing the city #i mean #long distance would be cool too #like how did we fuck it up so badly that your only option is to shill out thousands to own your own car #or shill put minimum $20 per singular trip to a place and another $20 back home???? #the monthly bus fair here is $50 but only have like 20 stops and constantly late or dont follow schedules

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That weird space of experiencing angry and stress in a high capacity but also unaware of a way to express it safely and in a way that helps without hurting other people either because talking about it isn't helping, hasn't helped, and it's such a niche thing that shouldnt be niche.

#blog #im physically disabled #landlord took down disabled parkings every time we report that theyre talen by non handicap cars #the dumpsters are filled literaly 3 days after being dumped out #on of my Guineas have an infection so we have to throw out everytgibg that cant be steralized #im so fucking overwhelmed and genuinely hate living

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I've been a good boy for a while. I may emotional eat as my mode of self destruction.

#blog #tw ed #ed #implied ed #i dont even want to touch my dnd bag

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Yall mind if I can with out any of the proper equipment?

#blog #i dont even have a jar clamp yo get it out if the water #ive been using two silicone hot pads and hoping that i dont accidentally touch the water #canning tomatoes #my grandma would be proud of me tho #thats all that matters

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My monthly dose of staying up all night convincing myself to not move several states away in the morning just because I'm gayly in love.

#blog #ive known him for over a decade now #the flirting #its #the flirting gets to me sometimes #im so increadibly gay #but also i have pets with another person #it would be rude to the roomie #i dont even know if he wants what i want #all i know is that we have loved each other even after our breakup #we just want different things in life that would not align

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The girl! The lady! My trash kitty! She's been doing okay; it's been 8 hours since the incident have been resolved.

I do not deserve to have pets.

My cat decided she wanted to taste onions forcing me to make her puke it up. She was very upset and clawed me like crazy but thankfully she did puke. Not wanting to upset her anymore by getting in her space, I asked the roommate to feed her(since, you know, the poor baby puked).

Well, she just had her nightly zoomies and I expected her to either join the roommate or sleep in her cat tree. Not sure why I left my door open since I was so sure. Nope, she decided to curl up in the bed of my leg, do her 40 minute groom session and sleep with me.

I do not deserve this honor after making her suffer, even if it's for her good health.

#blog #sorry for the low quality #it is still night night time

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I no longer wish to be gay. My eyes cry too much just thinking about men and h*lding h*nds and the fact that they exist should be illegal.

#blog #thank you for coming to this ted talk #gay #im so gay #im so fucking gay #sometimes i cant even think straight #google: how to be str8

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I do not deserve to have pets.

My cat decided she wanted to taste onions forcing me to make her puke it up. She was very upset and clawed me like crazy but thankfully she did puke. Not wanting to upset her anymore by getting in her space, I asked the roommate to feed her(since, you know, the poor baby puked).

Well, she just had her nightly zoomies and I expected her to either join the roommate or sleep in her cat tree. Not sure why I left my door open since I was so sure. Nope, she decided to curl up in the bed of my leg, do her 40 minute groom session and sleep with me.

I do not deserve this honor after making her suffer, even if it's for her good health.

#how am i still the favorite parent? #reminds me in white fang where the owner joked that he could demand the dog to jump into the canyon and he would #not that i would ask me cat to do anything #okay i would ask her to stop getting into the garbage #shes a garbage kitty #blog

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Another coworker confirmed he is in fact flirting with me. He's putting in more effort than his usual personality and had been caught complaining that I am not responding back to him.

But the catch is he already have a girlfriend AND had cheated on her a while back.

I swear I'm still not going to act on it but stupid feelings won't go away even after I've come to know all of this.

I'm currently on my way to bleach my heart. Why do I need to develop a crush on a straight guy that probably think jeans and a tshirt is a good date outfit? His work ethic is awful and he drives my work friend up the wall(they work the same department). I'm trying so hard to not over think if he's actually flirting with me or this is just how he treats everyone.

But then again he asked for help for something that could have easily been done by himself. And like an idiot even though I was busy, I was a sucker to spend time for him. Granted at the time I haven't realized it (literally maybe two hours ago as I was getting ready for bed I came to this realization). On top of that I misheard him what I thought he asked was "what are you doing after work?" when his lips didn't align with what I heard. His lips read "what are we doing after work" and now I want to strangle myself for not catching it and casually complaining about the roommates current picky diet and how it's a struggle to cook

#i absolutely do not give cheaters chances especially if theyre still with someone #i dont want to be the other person that hirts someone else #shut up stupid feelings

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Guess what, I'm still a °~•lil mess•~°♡. I swear to god someone please make him stop talking. I just want to finish my shift. My head hurts with so much jealousy that I don't get to work with him that he has to leave. I'm in physical pain over some stupid guy. I want to rip out my intestines I'm so pathetic.

I'm currently on my way to bleach my heart. Why do I need to develop a crush on a straight guy that probably think jeans and a tshirt is a good date outfit? His work ethic is awful and he drives my work friend up the wall(they work the same department). I'm trying so hard to not over think if he's actually flirting with me or this is just how he treats everyone.

But then again he asked for help for something that could have easily been done by himself. And like an idiot even though I was busy, I was a sucker to spend time for him. Granted at the time I haven't realized it (literally maybe two hours ago as I was getting ready for bed I came to this realization). On top of that I misheard him what I thought he asked was "what are you doing after work?" when his lips didn't align with what I heard. His lips read "what are we doing after work" and now I want to strangle myself for not catching it and casually complaining about the roommates current picky diet and how it's a struggle to cook

#so how was everyone elses day? #tea coffee milk? #cookies? #but for real #my head hurts like crap #blog

[bunnycreamsicle]

I'm currently on my way to bleach my heart. Why do I need to develop a crush on a straight guy that probably think jeans and a tshirt is a good date outfit? His work ethic is awful and he drives my work friend up the wall(they work the same department). I'm trying so hard to not over think if he's actually flirting with me or this is just how he treats everyone.

But then again he asked for help for something that could have easily been done by himself. And like an idiot even though I was busy, I was a sucker to spend time for him. Granted at the time I haven't realized it (literally maybe two hours ago as I was getting ready for bed I came to this realization). On top of that I misheard him what I thought he asked was "what are you doing after work?" when his lips didn't align with what I heard. His lips read "what are we doing after work" and now I want to strangle myself for not catching it and casually complaining about the roommates current picky diet and how it's a struggle to cook

#blog #im screaming so loud rn #not literally but i want to #hflahfkanfjakfhdkamfhjskajfjdjak #dumb ass homo #it just HAD to be the straight boy #at least hes actually my age range instead of an older man #the bar is so low and i brought a shovel with me