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alittlenervosa · 1 year

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alittlenervosa · 1 year

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pussy limited edition because i’m going to fucking kill myself

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alittlenervosa · 1 year

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This is why I don’t babysit

#e4ting dis0rder #not pr0 just for me #bonespr0 #i will be skiny #th1nspø #an0rex1a #just ed shit #not pr0 ana #not pr0 just using tags #pro 4na #bonespp #thinnerpls #tw ed related #4na #tw ed mention #tw ed thoughts #edsheeranrecovery #buliimix #its mental illness innit

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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Sharing this fundraiser here to reach more people. The decision has been made that it’s time for me to go to eating disorder residential treatment in Ontario, Canada, however, because of the cost of this program, along with transportation, and hotel fees before and after I’m discharged, it isn’t something my partner and I are able to handle alone, hence why this gofundme was started. I appreciate anything that can be spared to help and appreciate everyone as equally who just supports by sharing ❤️

#e4ting dis0rder #just ed shit #tw ed related #ed recovery #mentalheathawareness #fundrasier #gofundme #share

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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Boundaries for ED recoverers can look like this:

"Please don't talk to me about your diet, diet culture is not good for me."

"If you continue to make comments about my body, I'm going to walk away."

"I know you're trying to be helpful, but hearing about your diet tips is not good for me. I am stating a boundary."

"I know you meant it as a compliment, but please don't focus on my body so much. It makes me feel self-conscious."

"Please don't make comments about what I eat. It makes me feel extremely self-conscious. If you continue to do this, I will not have meals with you in the future."

"You're not my therapist/doctor/nutritionist, so your advice is not relevant or helpful to me."

I might post more as they come to me. Feel free to use these freely and don't worry about offending others. Your health is your priority!

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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Yep 😃

#e4ting dis0rder #not pr0 just for me #bonespr0 #i will be skiny #th1nspø #an0rex1a #not pr0 ana #not pr0 just using tags #pro 4na #bonespp #just ed shit #thinnerpls #4na #tw ed mention #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #edsheeranrecovery #buliimix #its mental illness innit

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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‘Dying on the inside’ is such a bop but for what??

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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me: wants to be healthy and recovered

also me: actively enjoys self destructive behaviour

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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Me on my 10th laxative of the day ^

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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I just really wanna go.

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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here r some songs i associate with my ed bc im sure u care

real men-mitski

prom queen-beach bunny (obviously)

oh ana-mother mother

body-mother mother

body terror song-AJJ

idontwannabeyouanymore-billie eillish

emotional anorexic-svavar knùtur

i go hungry-mother mother

self harmageddon-dandelion hands

my best friend ana-daisy phillips

teen idle-MARINA

diet coke-leanna firestone

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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reblog if you’re part of the holy trinity of ignored sexualities

pansexual, bisexual, asexual

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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hi! i got T- WORDED (again)

i was originally skinny-m0nsterenergy, ultraskinny m0nsterenergy, and then thinm0nsterenergy

please help me find my moots <3

this is a safe space to vent and i welcome all people. i am not pro ana in any way this is simply a coping mechanism. and if any of you else want to talk just message me <33333

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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Had my first session with my ED specialist yesterday, and I think I may have been too honest with them cause bro the way they were looking at me I could literally FEEL their concern, and they suggested I make an appointment with my family doctor, and went on about how my situation is “extremely concerning.” bro I’m fat dw about me 🥲 I’m not gonna drop dead promise, all in all the appointment went well besides this and the fact that they gave me homework

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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Tried to push myself today by asking my boyfriend of almost two years out to breakfast, it took so much of me to ask because I’ve been relapsing lately, and he turned me down and told me to leave him alone because he wanted to sleep 😌✌️ this was just about my breaking point.

The last few weeks have been horrendous, I’ve been relapsing harder than I have in years, on a 750 cal restriction, the only time I don’t want to commit die is when I’m stoned out of my mind, I’ve been abusing ibuprofen every single day to rid me of the hunger pains, I broke my self harm streak, haven’t showered in a week, I’m just kind of done. I have no one to talk to, nobody to run to, every single person in my life is just about as fucking sick of my shit as I am, but I don’t get to just run away. After my last attempt failed I think gods plan is to just force me to live through this hellscape, so there’s literally no point in even trying to take my own life, I’m not brave enough to do it anyways.

I start therapy on the 23rd but at this point I don’t think anyone can save me.

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alittlenervosa · 2 years

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Literally every time i talk to strangers or people i don't know well yet, my voice disappears and my throat starts hurting because i have to force my voice so people would hear me

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