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[aayryz]

#photography #mobile #shot #edits #darkness #light #thoughts #art

[aayryz]

Ok..

I miss her

and i miss her hug..

#i #wanna #hug #her #one #more #time

[aayryz]

The past is once, yeah it is cool cause those bad things won't happen again but, what about the good ones? what about the people i used to have around me? what about that thing where i felt time, i feel everybit of a second i live ? what about my childhood? what about that feeling of no stress what so ever? even if i had bad friends, bad relationships, bad parents, bad moments where i wanted everything to end, inside all these situations i actually experienced good times, i actually experienced happiness, all that is not happening again, now i have one friend and maybe none, i have stress lots and lots of stress, i have bills, i have a feeling, only one feeling.. emptiness

#thoughts #past #present #future #what is future

[aayryz]

ندلق الشاي ع المشترك نعمل بارتي

اندمج في التشنجات و ادوس علي نضارتي

#Abyusif

[aayryz]

I look for peace

but i cannot attain

#kid cudi

[aayryz]

there's only two feelings you have:

- Numbness

- Sadness

and you don't have the privilege of choosing

#Feeling #Emotions #Numb #sad

[aayryz]

عارف لما تفضفض فا تحس انك بتمثل ساعتها

تختار السكوت بقي و تستسهل

[aayryz]

Why being here is so stressful?

#stress

[aayryz]

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[aayryz]

I look through the words everbody writes just so i can put some of the puzzle pieces in the right place, and yet the puzzle is empty, i don't know if i'm supposed to continue, i don't know if my existance matter and i don't know if living is worth it, i'm not feeling anything..

i'm sick.

#mental illnes #numb #why #puzzle #life #tags #what #am #i #doing

[aayryz]

#control #game #funny

[aayryz]

hand me the scissors please!

https://www.instagram.com/p/BwsCYtzFXOe/

[aayryz]

#Flowers #floral designing #babybreath

[aayryz]

انا عايز يبقي ليا صحاب هنا

عاوزه ابقي نور

او ضل

او نسمه هوا ف يوم حر

او دفء

او أمان

او اشعه الشمس الجميله ال بتدخل بيوتنا كل يوم جمعه وال بحس انها مختلفه تماما عن كل يوم .

عاوزه أتحول لحاجه جميله ، جميله اوي لما حد يحسها يقول الله!

[aayryz]

sadness creeps

[aayryz]

i don't know if i'll ever get used to this platform

but ok

i have many thoughts

and i can't keep choking myself with'em