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[a-blue-black-sheep]

Honey, you're not proud of your job. You hate yourself for being in this toxic relationship. You fumble so hard when introducing about your job. You hate half of your waking time. You have hatred in your heart.

I'm begging ME stop going to bed at 2am because crashing at 2pm at work is embarrassing and torturous.

[a-blue-black-sheep]

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

[a-blue-black-sheep]

*through gritted teeth* you are not a child taking a test with the purpose of getting the highest score, you are an adult trying new things and finding ways to enjoy your life, make mistakes, be a beginner, be mediocre, be where you need to be, be unlikeable, just. be.

#note to self

[a-blue-black-sheep]

You know what would make a GREAT plot twist? Fidelity.

[a-blue-black-sheep]

oh shit! I am sad for no reason!!!!!!

#why am i like this

[a-blue-black-sheep]

6:30 AM, waking up very sad. It's gonna be a long day.

[a-blue-black-sheep]

Finally got a clear shot of noonoo carrying her spring, it's her favourite toy

#noonoo #cat

[a-blue-black-sheep]

babe are u okay ur crying about closeness lines over time by olivia de recat again

#olivia de recat #closeness lines over time #don't ask me ofc i'm not okay

[a-blue-black-sheep]

#nudity #nude photos #inspo

[a-blue-black-sheep]

my favorite thing is to say "investing in" instead of "buying"

#funny

[a-blue-black-sheep]

"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

#love #live for me #note to self

[a-blue-black-sheep]

Random writing thought: the best stories are often the ones that only you could have written — but also the ones that you could only write at this one moment.

I couldn't write All the Birds in the Sky from scratch now if I tried. But the me of 2013 couldn't have written The Prodigal Mother either.

#writing #neil gaiman approved

[a-blue-black-sheep]

you’re very special to me *gives you this*

#animal

[a-blue-black-sheep]

“I’m not telling you to make the world better I’m just telling you to live in it. Not just to endure it, not just to suffer it, not just to pass through it, but to live in it. To look at it. To take chances. To make your own work and take pride in it."

Joan Didion

#quote #joan didion

[a-blue-black-sheep]

They are all strangers with strange life on the internet. Stop looking for yourself in them.

#em #note to self

[a-blue-black-sheep]

Honestly, the thing is, this job for you is already tainted. And you're stubborn. And there's little to hang on to it. Call it a 6th sense or whatever. You need new experience anyway

#em #note to self #december 2023

[a-blue-black-sheep]

My brain wants to rest from all the information flood. And also she said i should brush my teeth.

No one is thinking of you that can make you feel less lonely now, and it's okay. It's not that much of a big deal. Just rest, girl. Self love.

#note to self #december 2023