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yumeno-kanade · 3 years

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Tokinade: Cold waters

After getting out of the freezing cold lake, Tokiya took his jacket and wrapped it around me. It was the only dry thing around. Before I could protest he held me closely and rushed to his room. Otoya was practicing late so for the time being, Tokiya and I were by ourselves. The hallways were also empty so no one spotted me sneaking into the boys dorms. Just entering the building helped me warm up a bit and not immediately die of hypothermia.

"Please use the shower. I can lend you some clothes for the time being." He showed me to the bathroom but I didn't go in.

"No, you should go first, you only have on a shirt, you'll get sick!"

"And you have on multiple layers. Even if you take them off do you want me to see you in just an undershirt?" My face turned red and I turned away. I could feel the smirk on his face even if I couldn't see it. He handed me a towel and some clothes that apparently fit him a bit too small. I thanked him and quickly went to shower so he could as well. The warm water hit my skin and it was such a welcoming feeling against the cold outer layer I had developed. Enveloped by the feeling I quickly got lost, and eventually absentminded. My eyes wondered the bathroom shared between Tokiya and Otoya. On one side of the counter was many products and on the other just a few. The soap available to me was almost too obvious which one belonged to who. Even so, I reached towards the bottle which I thought was Tokiya's and smelled it. Embarrassment overcame me recognizing the familiar scent. Had I unconsciously sniffed his hair? How was it that I recognized the smell so clearly? A sudden knock at the door brought me out of my thoughts. The door opened the smallest amount and I heard Tokiya's voice clearly. "If you're wondering which shampoo to use, mine is on the right, as well as the conditioner. And the body wash is also next to it." I hid in case he was able to see me from his position.

"Yeah. I will. N-Now go away." The embarrassment I was feeling slipped into my voice and the door closed. Now that I was a bit more familiar, I quickly finished showing and changed in Tokiya's clothes. These smelled just like him as well. Tokiya was sat on the small couch on his side of the room, already in fresh clothes. "You're not going to shower?" I looked at him curiously but he just stared back at me, looking at his clothes which, despite fitting him too small, fit me too big. "Are you going to answer or just stare at me like a creep." He stood up and grabbed a hair dryer from the bathroom.

"Sit on the couch. I'll dry your hair." I only looked at him in more confusion.

"I can do it myself you know." I pouted.

"Please, allow me. It's my fault you fell in." His voice almost tapered at the end of his sentence. So that's how he saw it.

"It wasn't your fault," I sat as he told me to. "It's mine for not watching where I was going. And... you also saved me." After I had fallen in, Tokiya quickly dived in knowing I couldn't swim. "Thank-" I couldn't finish my sentence as he turned on the hair dryer and began drying my hair. His fingers continuously passed though and combed though my hair gracefully. Before I knew it my hair was completely dry, although a slight puffy mess. Nothing a brush couldn't fix but I would worry about that tomorrow. I looked back at him and he smiled at me. A small, gentle smile he showed no one else. It made my heart flutter in my chest and my cheeks go red. I stood up and threw my arms around him, squeezing him tightly with my face buried in his chest. Then, tears started flowing from my eyes gently and quietly. Now that I was safe in his arms, the shock of falling into the lake hit me. I didn't have Time to process it in the moment and now that it was completely over, I understood just how scared I was. His hand petted my hair softly as I stood there crying.

"You're okay now. I'm right here." He whispered sweet nothings in my ear as my feelings quickly rushed over me. Now that the feeling of shock and fear was over, I could compose myself.

"...I love you." As I pulled back and said the simple words to him, I saw his eyes widen. He blinked a few times as if he had imagined it. As he took it in I saw his face get dusted with pink.

"Say it again..." he said in a soft voice. I nodded and worked up the nerve to say it once more.

"I...I-I.... Gah! It's too embarrassing!" I got on my tip toes and pulled him in for a kiss. I tired to put all my feelings that I couldn't put into words into it. "I-Isn't that enough? Do you understand now?" My ears were burning off my face as this point, but I didn't have time to feel embarrassed. Tokiya pulled me into another kiss, this time longer than mine, and infused with his feelings instead. When we pulled away, Tokiya had the biggest smile I had ever seen on him. We looked at eachother for a second before getting close once again.

"Tokiya, are you still awake? Is that why the lights are on?" The door opened and there we stood, all looking at each other. Otoya was highly confused for a moment and I couldn't move. His face got flustered as he closed the door, slowly walking out. "I'm sorry..." I let go of Tokiya immediately, going to grab Otoya and putting him in his room. I explained the situation to him and he got worried about us but we assured him we were fine. After that, Tokiya helped me gather my stuff and walked me to the girls dorm. He snuck in one last kiss good night before he walked back to his room and I walked to mine. The events that played out the last couple hours seemed like they lasted forever. In the end, it was a memory neither of us would forget. It was something that we would remember fondly in the hopeful years of the future. Tokiya ended up catching a cold but this is already long enough.

#utapri #uta no prince sama #self ship #kana desperately tries to write a cohesive story #I wrote this at 4 am forgive me #ichinose tokiya #i didn't know what to call it either

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yumeno-kanade · 3 years

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i felt like there wasn’t enough polyam trio art memes so i decided to make my own <3 self indulgence be damned

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( feel free to share and tag me in any of the cute art you make i would love to see!!! 🥺💕)

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I want Nacchan to dress me up like a little lolita doll, wigs and all. He can choose my clothes, hair, makeup, and then we'd have a tea party and after I change out of the clothes and make up, we snuggle uwu

#utapri #uta no prince sama #self ship #text post #shinomiya natsuki

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yumeno-kanade · 3 years

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Satsunade: Amusement park date

It was a normal day like any other, besides the date plans Natsuki and I had made about a week prior. Now that he had a day off, we planned to go to the amusement park themed around Piyo-chan and all his friends. I was excited to go to the cute place with my cute boyfriend. I knew it would be a blast with Natsuki by my side. I got ready in a yellow themed outfit I had picked for today so it would match with all the Piyo-chan merch we were bound to come back with. I left my house quickly after and headed over to Natsuki and Syos apartment. I heard Syo whimpering inside so instead of knocking, I grabbed by spare key and walked in. Natsuki sat at his desk while Syo was frantically searching for something, not even paying attention to me. Walking closer, I saw he was actually composing something. I wrapped my arms around him and he tensed up, standing and almost throwing me off of him.

"?!?! N-Nacchan?? What's wrong?! It's me! Kanade!" I tried not to yell as my feet were off the ground. He suddenly stopped and put me down. When he turned around to face me, I quickly realized it wasn't the big, smiling, kind giant Natsuki I was used to. Instead it was Natsuki's face but a threatening aura, wrapped together with a frown and slanted eyes. "...S-Sacchan...". Now it made sense. While I was always happy to see Satsuki, today was my day with Natsuki.

"We can't find his glasses." Syo said from the other room. I looked down and sighed. I knew how dejected I looked but even so, I tried putting on a smile.

"Guess I'll help look. We can always go another time..." as I said that and turned to enter Natsuki's room, Satsuki grabbed my arm.

"You were going to the amusement park... right? I looked at him in confusion and nodded my head. "I'll take you." Syo and I were both shocked.

“You really don’t have to Sacchan!” I waved my hands around and kept smiling but I knew he saw right through it. “I’ll just stay here and help you find Natsuki’s glasses for whenever you wanna leave.” His grip slightly tightened on my arm. Not enough to hurt of course.

“No. Let’s go.” He pulled me along and we left Syo in the apartment as we went to the train station. The train wasn’t too packed so I tried to keep a small amount of distance from Satsuki. It felt strange to move away but I also knew that Satsuki wasn’t the touchy type. The train was smooth and we were going along fine until a couple of stops before the park. A ton of people started boarding the train and I was starting to get squished. That was- until I was pulled up against someone’s chest, with their arm wrapped around my waist. I looked up to find none other than Sastuki. He glanced down at me as well, with more of a glare then the confused stare I was giving him. “What?” The space around us seemed to get a little less cramped as he said it. This was a really new feeling. Somehow, even if it was the same body, Natsuki and Satsuki’s touch were completely different. Natsuki's touch was more light, and gentle, as if he thought I was glass and was afraid to shatter me. Satsuki had a tighter grip and it felt really protective. Even so, he was still as gentle as he could be with me. Everytime he would grab me, I noticed that the grip he held was always different than what he began with. Right after grabbing me, he would always considerably loosen his grip. A small thing for sure but it made me happy to think about how Satsuki did slightly care for me. I held onto both the metal bar and Satsuki until the train of sardines unpacked at the amusement park. From the very front you could spot the gigantic ferris wheel that was in the center of everything. I really wanted to go on but Satsuki probably wouldn't. Satsuki started walking in front of me and into the park, wondering into a random direction. My eyes wondered to all the attractions surrounding us and finally landed on a cliche giant stuffed bear. I stopped for a second to admire it and looked back to see Satsuki out of my sight. Even with his height I couldn't spot him in the sea of people. The would seemed to slow for a second as I panicked. I looked at every spot around me, until I heard a couple voices approach me.

"Wow~ you're cute huh~" One of the voices said.

"Are you here alone? Or are you here with your friends?" The second continued, looking around. In front of me were two men, roughly around my age. They were kinda cute but obviously douches and I already had a boyfriend. Of course I couldn't just tell them to fuck off as much as I wanted to. I was too scared and nervous to utter a word.

"Hey, how about we ditch this place together and go somewhere more fun~ huh?" He reached for my hand and I took a step back. "Come on babe, no need to be shy." He reached out again but his hand was grabbed by someone else's. I assumed it was his friend being a good person and telling him to back off but I followed the hand up to a familiar pair of green eyes that glared at the two men.

"Oi, who do you assholes think you're touching?" This Satsuki, while familiar, had his murderous aura tripled. The guys instantly feared for their life.

"O-Oh! Is this your girlfriend?! S-So sorry man! She j-just...looked l-lost! A-And we thought we would help her back! That's all!" They then walked away at a quick pace, almost running as Satsuki sighed heavily. His face was annoyed and almost worried. He looked at me with a look I could only imagine from someone as stern as Tokiya.

"What are you? A kid?" He scolded me. I nervously put my fingers together and looked up at him apologetically. "You're not a kid anymore so don't get lost." He then stuck his hand out. It was empty so I looked in confusion at what he wanted me to grab. "...Why are you just standing there staring? Take it."

"Take what?"

"What else could it be? It's my hand you idiot. Take my hand." It took a minute for it to fully process what he has said. When it finally hit, my face got a little red.

"You want to... h-hold hands..?" I asked nervously. Although small and hard to spot, Satsuki's face got a small dusting of pink embarrassment. As I was about to reach out to grab his hand, he grabbed mine. It wasn't holding hands as much as it was he really just GRABBED my hand. He didn't even give it time to adjust as he started walking. With our height difference, even if I was taller than the average girl, he had longer legs, took bigger steps, and was walking pretty fast. As a result of it all, I was getting dragged behind him. "Sacchan!" I called out, but I guess he didn't hear me. "Satsuki! Wait!" His steps slowed to a stop and he looked back at me, lightly panting. "C...Can you slow down a little..? I'm getting left behind here." I pouted. He looked at me like I was annoying and turned away. We started walking again but I could actually keep up just fine, even getting ahead of him at times. I didn't know where he was dragging me so fast but on the way there were stalls upon stalls of games for stuffed animals. My eyes hovered on a couple that were cute, but only one really caught my eye. A cliche giant teddy bear at the bell ringing game where you tested your strength. I pulled on Satsuki's sleeve. "Can we go over there really quick? I want to try and get the big bear!" I pointed over to the bell and he sighed. We walked over and the man immediately started talking to try and convince us to play.

"Whaddya say? Give it a try?" I shook my head and went to grab the hammer. It was heavier than I thought. The goal was to hit the bell and get the bear- it was the only thing in my mind. When I hit the machine, I watched as I barely got the light up to my knees. "Ooohh, tough luck little lady. Does your boyfriend here wanna give it a go?" He passed the hammer to Satsuki who looked at me. I gave him a smile and shook my head.

"It's okay. He doesn't have to. He's not even really my..." my words faded to a sadder tone. That's right. Satsuki and my relationship... what was it exactly..? He tolerated me and accepted me for someone who loved Natsuki. And I loved him, because he was another part of Natsuki. It was one sided love, and a mutual respect. My thoughts halted as a bell rung and bright lights flashed. The booth man's jaw was hanging while Satsuki stood up straight.

"Now give her the giant bear or you're the next thing I'm hitting with this hammer." The booth man happily obliged and handed me the giant bear.

"You got a real keeper there lady." He sweated nervously. Satsuki grabbed my hand again, intertwining his fingers with mine this time. I looked up at him who only stared back at me, his eyes less squinty in anger than before. A smile just naturally came up to my lips as I half confidently whispered,

"I do." We left the area soon after and played a couple more games. We didn't win them all like the first one but I had a few new small plushies to add to my bed. We rode the carousel and Satsuki looked hilarious on the unicorn next to mine. The best photo I got of the trip, although he was NOT amused. Finally we arrived at the ferris wheel while sharing a big bag of cotton candy.

"You want to get on... right? Then get in line." He nudged me behind the line filled with couples and families waiting to see the view from the top. After a few minutes, our time to get on was up. I put my giant bear and other friends on one side of the car while we sat on the other. Our hands weren't together anymore and we looked at opposite windows until we got to the top. It was a really pretty view and I almost felt like I couldn't take my eyes away. "Oi. Close your eyes for me."

"Eh? Why? This is the best part!" The familiar big hands I was holding earlier covered my eyes. "Hey! Sacchan! What the hell?!"

"I told you to close your eyes."

"Fine! Fine I will!" I pried Satsuki's hands away from my eyes and looked at the darkness in my eyes. He turned me so I faced in towards him and sat there for a second. "...I'm going to get embarrassed if you keep staring at me like that." His hand came up to my cheek, cradling it gently. "Uh... Sacchan..?"

"Shut up." Then my lips touched someone else's. It was familiar but again so different and new. The same body but a different person. Oh- oh my god. Satsuki was kissing me. He kissed me. This... what did this mean? I already thought of him as my boyfriend from earlier but... but he liked me too right?? Right? My mind was flustered as I sat there with wide eyes. When Satsuki pulled back, his entire face was red and he was almost... pouting. It was such a cute face. "Why did you open your eyes? Close them idiot." He was embarrassed. His hand came up to cover his face but I pulled it down and pulled him into another. I felt so much relief being able to feel this way. Being able to express my love for him like this for both of his sides. We went home exactly how we had come. When I checked my phone before we reached the appartment, I had almost a hundred missed calls from Syo from throughout the day. We stepped into the home where Syo eagerly waited for us, handing off Natsuki's glasses and going off to relax with a special female friend in the livingroom. Satsuki and I sat on his bed for a moment, not really saying anything. I learned up against him and he placed the glasses on his bedside. Before I knew it, we were laying on the bed and I was engulfed in his arms, hearing his rising heartbeat.

"...Sacchan..?" I whispered up to him, but he placed his hand on the back of my head and pushed me back into his chest.

"...I...I don't want to leave yet." His hold on me got a little tighter. "Stay like this... a little longer."

#utapri #uta no prince sama #self ship #shinomiya natsuki #shinomiya satsuki #kana desperately tries to write a cohesive story

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Chance Meeting: Natsunade

It seemed like an ordinary day at my favorite cafe. I would visit it as frequently as my hectic schedule as an idol would allow. Today it seemed fairly busy though. None the less, I stepped in and the staff gave me my typical two person table even though I was just one person. I looked at menu in wonder of what I was going to order. It looked like there was a special promotion with a cute mascot I had seen around. The sudden surge of customers must have been because of this. It was a small chick named Piyo-chan. The menu had cakes, drinks, even accessories like cups and bracelets you could buy or purchase with a food item. Honestly, everything looked great. I couldn’t help but stare at all the food just wanting to order it all. That’s when I heard a voice from behind me.

“Waaaa~ So many cute Piyo-Chan desserts!” I looked back to see a tall man with slightly curly blonde hair, light green eyes, and glasses. He was well dressed, sporting a cute sweater vest. “It’s so full... everyone must have been excited for Piyo-chan.” He continued, looking around at the tables full of people. His eyes landed on mine and he gave a gentle smile. I smiled back hoping he didn’t recognize me from anywhere. He walked towards me and I could see the staff keeping a close eye on him. “Excuse me miss. Are you waiting for anyone?” from the question and the soft tone of his voice, it didn’t seem like he knew me.

“No, I’m not actually...” I answered honestly. His eyes lit up the second I said it.

“May I sit with you then? I really want to try these Piyo-chan desserts!” He gave me a soft smile again and I looked at the staff, nodding to them that it was alright. The man was standing next to the chair and I gave him a smile.

"I don't mind. The place is packed and that chair was just going to stay empty." He happily sat down across from me and I slid over the menu I was holding.

"Did you already decide?"

"No but I know all my options... there's so much, I just want to try it all!" I sat with my head in my hands. Thoughts of all the sweet treats circled my head with no end in sight.

"What if we order them all?" I looked up at him in confusion and madness.

"I couldn't finish all of them myself either. But together we could share all of them and eat them all!" He was so cheery and I could see the genuine motivation in his eye to try it all. I started giggling and then laughing. Even if I had just met him, I knew this was going to be a fun experience. I followed his lead in ordering one of each of the items from the Piyo-chan menu. In total it was 7 desserts and 3 drinks, so 10 items in all. The waiter brought over utensils and straws as we needed and we stared in amazement at all the adorable food. I was tempted to take a picture of it all but I knew I couldn't reveal my phone in case he asked to contact me at a later time. Him on the other hand, took all the pictures he could before any of it disfigured. He vocalized each thought he had about the cute appearances and I couldn't help but be drawn to each of his words. We dug in and ate half of each thing together, striking up small conversation about things we liked and the character itself. Apparently, he was a huge fan of the character.

"I think my favorite thing so far is definitely the cheesecake. Nothing can beat cheesecake." I giggled.

"But this parfait is also delicious! It's sweet and fruity. Please try it!" Without even thinking I had done something really embarrassing. He reached out to me with a bite of parfait on his spoon and I let him feed me. Once the realization hit- my face turned a deep shade of red. "How is it?" He seemed to ask in slow motion. I only looked up at him with a blank stare and red cheeks. He seemed confused and got a bit closer. I backed up and almost fell out of my chair from my flustered state.

"I-It really was good. I still think the cheesecake is better though!" My mind was trying to get back on track, but he kept derailing my thoughts with every look into his eyes.

"Could I try it then?" He looked down at my spoon and up at me with the same gentle smile and closed his eyes. Did he really want me to feed him? My mind was falling into flustered pieces. This is something only couples did and we had only known eachother for less than an hour. I glanced at the clock in that moment and realized that time had flown. It was closer to two hours that we had been seated there talking. What could I do? I guess... this would be the only chance I would get at doing this... and he didn't seem like a bad guy. Hesitantly I got a small spoonful of the cheesecake and held it up. "Ah~" he cheerfully said. I fed him and he seemed unfazed, like all the embarrassment was going to me instead of us both. "Oh! This is really good!" He picked up his spoon and dug in for a second bite. I looked to the fruity iced tea to help cool me down. The rest of the time we continued eating and talking, he seemed to get more and more comfortable. We ate from the same spoon and drank from the same straws. My mind kept wondering back to thoughts of indirect kisses but he didn't seem to have a care in the world. Eventually, the food and the drink ran out and we sat there, continuing to talk for a few more minutes. The waiter cleared the table and we went out the entrance together.

"Ah- we went all this time talking and we never shared are names huh?" I chuckled. As we stopped in a calm spot outside the cafe.

"My first name is Natsuki. It's been a pleasure speaking with you ehehe." He smiled, putting his hands behind his back

"Your first name? I'll tell you mine then too. I'm Kanade." His eyes sparked.

"What a cute name for a pretty girl." He held the same gentle expression I could get easily lost in with my cheeks starting to get red once again.

"I..It was nice meeting you Natsuki-kun. This is where we have to part ways I guess..." my voice faded as I saddened at the thought.

"Do we really have to split..?" He said sadly. The first time I had heard his tone drop, that it made my heart drop as well.

"It's really unlikely that we'll meet again... I don't even have a phone." I lied. It was difficult to lie to such a nice fellow but I knew I had to.

"I see..." his hand reached into his pocket and pulled out a Piyo-chan bracelet. "I want you to have this."

"Are you sure? You were so excited for it." He held my hand and slipped it onto my wrist.

"I'm sure. I want you to remember me, and I'll remember you." The scene was almost enough to make me cry. I hadn't known him for long but I knew I didn't want to let him go.

"It's been fun Natsuki-kun. I hope we meet again someday." My voice almost cracked.

"I'm sure we will Kana-chan! The stars are telling me that we will." His hand was still holding mine as I turned to walk in the opposite direction of him. His grip loosened as I got further away, letting my hand slip from his. When I looked back, he was gone.

Days passed since I had seen Natsuki and I kept the bracelet on my wrist ever since. The moment I took it off is when I noticed. The airhead idiot had put his number into the inside of the bracelet. I don't know when he did it but it was there. The urge to call the number was immense- but I knew I couldn't. A couple more days passed and I was in a central plaza, about to cross the street. The giant screen in front of me played an ad that randomly had caught my attention. My eyes widened at the sight of Natsuki in sunglasses and his hair half up. He looked nothing like the gentle, sweet guy I met that day, but it was no doubt him. Was he a model? Or... could he have been-

I couldn't finish my thought as a separate but connected ad played with the gentler Natsuki in the forefront. He introduced himself as Shiomiya Natsuki, a member of an idol group named STARISH. He really was an idol just like I was. My head was completely empty as I rushed back home to call the number on my bracelet.

"Hello?" The familiar voice answered, obviously confused. My voice almost didn't want to come out.

"...You never told me you were an idol Natsuki." I started laughing and almost tearing up out of happiness. He giggled as well.

"You didn't tell me either Kana-chan. I saw your song on the internet. It was really pretty."

"I saw your ad. I didn't know you had a side like that." We continued laughing.

"Maybe you could learn more about me then." We spent the night talking away and making plans to meet in the future. I'm so glad that that day, we found each other.

#utapri #uta no prince sama #self ship #shinomiya natsuki #kana desperately tries to write a cohesive story

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