welleness
The Welleness Project
My name is Elle. And this is my project to become healthy, happy and eating disorder free. Through Self Love, Crossfit, good food and good company, this is my W-elle-ness project xx
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Bulimia is a bitch
So...I'm 24 years old and have struggled with bulimia for 10 years. Ten effing years. Geez am I tired! She crept up on me at 14, but my issues with my body started way before that. For as long as I can remember I have been concerned with my weight. I was teased for being fat for all my life.
I guess that's not true. I haven't been teased for my weight in at least 8 years. Probably longer, but I still feel huge every single day. Ohhh god how I wish I didn't care.
So the binge-purging started ten years ago.I was so desperate to lose weight that I think it just happened one day. And then it didn't stop. I mean there have been periods where it's better than others. And then there's time when the crazy mother effer comes out and doesn't stop for months. And the terrifying and devastating thing is I know I hae so much more to offer than a bloody eating disorder. The fact that it has got to this point scares the shit out me. What if I never get better?
Enough of the depressing talk though. I'm making it my mission to love myself and get over this bitch. She is not worth any part of me. One day at a time.
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