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vanillabaesstuff · 1 year

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Hi y’all, I thought I’m gonna share my story here till I finally delete Tumblr. While I was gone I got down to bmi 15 and at the same time I lost my best friend who was hospitalised at that time( also ana). Her parents thought that I was a bad influence and she kinda thought the same I guess. I never encountered her to starve.I always motivated her to eat and recover yk.. Back to myself, after I reached the bmi of 15.0 I had to go to the doctor cause I got heart problems and he also took my blood.After the results came in he was extremely shocked. So many of my organs were failing, now I have hypothyroidism, a fat liver( caused my anorexia cause the body tries to save the fat), anemia and so much more weird stuff, I have to take much medication now and I got forced into recovery, atleast I was allowed to stay home.. but now I actually want to recover because my doctor told me I will die if I keep doing this and he said that if nothing will change, I’ll have to go to a clinic immediately , I cried after his words. Now I already gained 3Kg after a month of recovery but that’s ok, I’m actually feeling better then I ever did. I have to eat atleast 1500cals and that’s what I’m doing cause I don’t want to die and I realised I will never be happy with my body. I will never be skinny enough. I hope you guys realise how dangerous this shit actually is and that people actually care about you. Everyone,please stay safe :) ( sorry if my English is a bit bad)

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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Well well well

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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This straw makes it taste even better, don’t ask me what the fuck this is supposed to be

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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I was thinking about how at some point we all will have to recover or we’ll die. I know we all have that one mindet. We all want to reach our ugw and then recover, but it’s never enough, ana wants u death. There are 2 options, either u will set urself a new goalweight, or u will already be too sick to recover if not death.

(Sorry for my english,im not a native speaker)

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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Random food Pt 2

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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Some of the food i ate this/last month

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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Looking for a ed friend

Found one ☝️

I would love to have a ed friend just to feel less alone, please just don’t be pro a4a

we can do fasts together

Share low cal recipes

Share our daily steps

Say what we eat in a day if we feel comfortable

Maybe send bodychecks (if u don’t feel comfortable with this one it’s totally fine!)

I don’t care about ur age, pls just be around 13-20 and female :))

Also if u ever choose to revover just tell me and block me and forget me, i will do the same if i choose to recover.

about me

Let’s say my name is lou herr, im 14 turning 15 in november. I live in germany and i had my ed for abt 9 months now

178cm/5’10

55,4Kg/122ibs

Btw, this could be us 😍😍😍

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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Not my art

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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Is it just me? Am i the only one who actually likes their body?Like i mean, i don’t even know why im doing this, i lost the weight i wanted but i just want to loose more even though im already satisfied.Loosing weight makes me happy, idk how to explain but this is kind of my only hobby, that’s so f ing depressing but it’s the only thing i get the feeling of happiness, success, and control of…

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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LOW CALORIE JELLY RECIPE

57 Calories in total

Gelatin 36kcal

2 fruitteapacks 8kcal

Sweetner 5kcal

Lemonjuice 8kcal

1.Mix the gelatin into 300ml of hot water

2. Put in 2 teabags(fruittea is the best)

3. Mix in sweetner and lemonjuice

4. Mix agin and make sure there is no gelatin on the bottom

5. Fill into glasses or cups or whatever u have

6.Let it cool for 3 Hours

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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THE MOST RANDOM EXTREMLY LOW CALORIE DESSERT IDEA JUST CAME INTO MY MIND O M L, what if u mix gelatin with a zero ice tea and sweetener?! Im gonna buy gelatin today and try it out tomorrow!!

#ed #anor3x14 #ednotsheeran #tw ana diary #tw edd #ana trigger #anor3x4 #tw ana thoughts #tw ed diet #a4a #mealsp0 #tw eating issues #bonesp0 #mealspo #skinnni #tw vent #ana meal #edmeme #body ch3ck

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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Idk how to hide my ed anymore, everyone knows. Since im 14 my mom who already knows about my ed told my coworkers to make sure i eat. They are all so kind to me, today one lf them gave me cake, i ate it, i felt so guilty but oh well

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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What i bought todayyyy, the Icecream from edeka is a great alternative for this halotop thing, if u don’t want to eat the protein version from Lidl. The Icecream was 2,79€

#ed #anor3x14 #ednotsheeran #tw ana diary #tw edd #ana trigger #anor3x4 #tw ana thoughts #tw ed diet #a4a #mealsp0 #tw eating issues #bonesp0 #mealspo #skinnni #tw vent #ana meal #edmeme #body ch3ck

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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This is gonna be so hard for me BUT im not gonna weight myself for about 2 Weeks!! Im so tired of counting calories too, if I’ll eat little like i do normally I’ll probably loose weight anyways..

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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When I’ll loose weight I’ll try to slowly go up to 1900 calories wich is a lot to me cause i stopped eating over 800 calories a day a while ago and i don’t even know if I’ll gain weight when eating normal but im prob gonna gain because of the jojo effect?

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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vanillabaesstuff · 2 years

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I created this shit

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