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Twitter is a device of mental torture in the form of a social media app.

#This is me one month on Twitter #They gon get meee😭😭😭 #My sanity is shriveling up

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2022 vs 2024

The characters I dislike are also the most fun to draw at times, although I'm not sure that I quite like how the redraw? turned out. 

#art #digital art #mandela catalogue #the mandela catalogue #art improvement

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Mark Heathcliff (Slight Redesign) this is unfinished art which I'll probably update later

It's my birthday today so if you like my art you have to follow if you haven't already /j

I'm fearfully dropping this here and running off

#tmc #mandela catalogue #the mandela catalogue #mark heathcliff #art #digital art

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Response Summarized

I will likely not look at things on the situation anymore; it's been aggravating my anxiety to high levels for days and bringing my mind back to thinking about my past years-long experience irl with what might've been emotional abuse...

My takeaway from this: guilty? innocent? I'd say Alex is innocent in some regards and guilty in others. I'm sorry for ALL involved no one deserves to be doxxed and harassed. The seriousness of the situation is that these rash responses could've gotten a suicide report on Alex instead of receiving this response, think about that fact. This isn't just a cancelization or drama you could've gotten someone KILLED as someone who is a very emotional person myself I want you to reel in your emotions I don't care that a lot of you are teenagers, so am I and there is nothing that justifies doxxing when you are not even 100% sure that every single allegated claim is true.

This has been extremely immaturely by the internet and community, think on your actions because some responses made were very much illegal. I saw someone post Alex's full legal name, phone number, address and past address while calling Alex a transgender slur which I have since reported and gotten taken down. The angry mob mentality on both sides is unacceptable: harassing the victims, harassing Alex, harassing neutrals. (None of these are appropriate responses, stay rational.) I've been appalled, disgusted and utterly disappointed, shame on you.

Also remember that it is not within your right to be like, "Alex, we all forgive you🥺🥺🥺" You were not the one who got hurt. People still had their mental health declined by Alex's reckless actions, which I am truly sorry for. I hope you heal.

I'll likely still post TMC content sometimes, as I'm emotionally attached to the characters. The fandom itself got me through some difficult times, and I would have stayed regardless of whether or not this response was posted only due to that.

I think that both Ven and Alex need to take a step away from the internet, as well as their past relationship issues, and go offline.

Anyone may feel free to share tldr I got off discord to other sites or with mutuals etc. If you have the time please PLEASE actually read the document itself, there's a lot more to it and those who don't read are the ones who spread the most misinformation.

#tmc #the mandela catalogue #I'm not sure how to feel on this whole thing anymore #mandela catalogue #alex kister #update #horror #analog horror #tldr

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(update)

People have "supposedly" (we are unsure if this is true) doxxed Alex Kister along with her parents. Tumblr, TikTok, Reddit, and Twitter are currently virtual battle grounds on the TMC side. Specifically, Twitter and Reddit. Despite my own siding with the victims, I think that the situation has started to reach dangerous territory and spiral out of control due to the reckless behavior of some. The internet still hasn't received an official response from Alex, and we may not if things continue to be escalated in this way. Although, I've heard from (unreliable) sources that Alex is still currently working on her response and will soon enough complete it, if true, we'll see what that brings.

Please understand that even if what Alex has done was terrible, doxxing under these or any circumstances could very well get a person KILLED. Some say that the document by Stirring contains some transfemmisogynistic or transphobic wording? towards Alex, along with Stirring's Tumblr post. Stirring has stated himself that he does not consider himself a victim of Alex. A lot of people keep spreading misinformation about the original document; important clarifications or additions on the situation by some involved keep being deleted, which only adds to the confusion. And due to it, people in and out of the community are becoming more angry and hostile towards each other over this.

And as of the 21st, Stirring has also tweeted out a small apology for what may have been the misuse of the word grooming in his post (pieces of which will be shown next). He has clearly clarified that both himself and DB are adults in said Tumblr post, along with taking responsibility for not doing so off the bat. And in saying that, this seems to clear up the fact that the messages with sexual comments from Alex, the screen recordings of which were posted by StirringJuice on Twitter, are all between adults and not minors as some might've initially assumed. 

Although this MAY (very unsure of this) not have been grooming in a traditional sense, Alex's interactions with her younger audience were still highly inappropriate as well as concerning. Alex has misused her platform. And her victims have still been hurt by her. As someone who's been through years of what may have been emotional abuse? irl and was only recently able to almost completely acknowledge it due to myself often defending the one who did it in my mind, those who defend everything Alex's done concern me. It's hard to even get yourself to realize that someone who was once close to you has hurt you, nevermind saying it to an entire online community, only to have people try to deny it ALL. I can't imagine what that must feel like.

Some of those staying neutral/wanting to hear both sides and etc., have been harassed, given death threats, and accused of a miriad of things as retaliation, things that can actually RUIN someone's life and put them in jail; things that they hadn't even done. A person was infact going to end their own life over the situation due to this harassment and real life issues they faced, but luckily enough, they were just in time stopped from following through by a family member of theirs. The people on the other side aren't necessarily all the "evil, awful, parasocial "monsters."" You see them as, some of them haven't even seen a singular volume of TMC, nor know who Alex is. Do not commit actions online that could result in any real life deaths. This is unacceptable.

Realize that no matter how much evidence you may place down on the metaphorical table, skepticism and questioning by some will always be something bound to happen. One cannot simply attack, harass, give death threats to and attempt to doxx others for it. I myself do not condone doxxing. The amount of danger you put on someone's life and those around them by doing so is immense, it's abhorrent. This has been one of the worst fandom responses I've seen in quite awhile.

The Mandela Catalogue is not fetish material! This was confirmed as misinformation by StirringJuice, so stop saying that it is because it is not. As it is with many of my other interests, I'll be separating the art from the artist, so I will be staying in the community. (art ≠ artist) If you want to cut off association from TMC, I understand. But if you do not and people are pressuring you, know that I support you in staying. You do not have to force yourself to leave. Other fandoms have had similar issues with creators in the past. I could list multiple examples, but I won't.

If you want to delete your fanworks, do not pressure others to do the same. And if you're not completely sure, you do not have to give up on your AU's, delete all artwork, hcs, or destroy any merchandise you may have bought; doing so will not bring back any money spent. I believe that you do not have to give up your interest as long as you no longer support Alex financially. Your fanart and edits (perhaps you can attempt to pirate the series for those as others pirate the game Omori also due to the creator), etc. make her no money, so do not destroy your creations and hard work unless certain that you want to. You don't need to leave this fandom if you do not want to. 

Dear TMC fans, fictives, coping links, kinnies, and everyone else out there in the community, this isn't your fault at all. Please don't beat yourself up over loving, having loved, or hyperfixating on a fandom. Sources and interests don't make us bad people by association; no matter what anyone else says, remember we are not the creator, like what you like. I know the situation is stressful; stay strong. If people harass you, block them. If mutuals unmutual you due to fear of being associated, they were never there to stay in the first place. The real ones will stick with you through this; trust me, I know. My own who matter have not left me. 

I know you're scared, perhaps sad, disappointed or extremely angry but I believe we'll get through this.

And remember, although awful, this will pass.

🫂

Big hugs. I love you all♥️ -Eve

#thoughts #update #the mandela catalogue #mandela catalogue #tmc #artist #kinnie #text #alex kister

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Hi! I usually go by Valen online and I prefer it it over any of the other names I may list as I've kept it for years

I'm very much new to tumblr as I only started posting around a week ago or so, so forgive me if I get some things wrong or still get confused on how to work the app

I still don't know a lot of things I'm sure

I'm 17 years old & go by she/they pronouns :D

I may have asd but I've not yet been officially diagnosed so we'll see how that goes

DO NOT INTERACT:

homophobes, proshippers, transphobes, racists, abelists, israel supporters and etc. so basically you just have to be a decent person this list also includes THOSE true crime fans as well

Sleep deprivation my beloathed, sleep you escape me so easily

INTERESTS/LIKES:

The Mandela Catalogue (erm yeah...)

The Walten Files

Faith: The Unholy Trinity

Supernatural

Death Note

SCP

Creepypasta

Sally Face

Purple

Bunnies

Five Night's At Freddy's

Detroit Become Human

Red Dead Redemption 2

Religious Themes/Symbolism

Poetry

Art

Animation

Gothic Fashion

Indie Games

Music

(There are a lot more fandoms that I haven't listed yet)

USERBOXES:

#intro post #introduction #small artist #Artist #the mandela catalogue #sally face #creepypasta #the walten files #blog intro #tmc

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Goth-ish? (uncertain) Evelin not because I wish I could dress like this but can't because I don't have adult money yet no definitely not (lying)

I need people to draw more goth or emo evelin miller 🗣️ the only person I saw draw her kinda goth so far is skrt.skrt276

#tmc evelin #evelin miller #tmc #the mandela catalogue #fanart #art #digital art

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“All I know is she left a lot of stuff in my apartment she's never getting back”

I'm not sure whether or not I like how this turned out and near the end I got lazy

Always feel free to use any of my art as a pfp! (•^_^• ) no credit needed! just don't claim it as your own and we're okay

#matching pfps #tv girl #tmc #the mandela catalogue #evelin miller #adam murray #fanart #art #mandela catalogue

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I took the whole him being blue thing a little too seriously so I promise to make him less blue the next time I draw him.

#faith the unholy trinity #faith game #john ward #art #fanart #digital art #ftut #faith airdorf

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When you're half asleep but then the entity in your closet masquerading as your dead friend decides it wants to have a staring contest with you

Pathetic rained on cat of an emo cop <3 I love him so much (platonically)

And will forever project my hair type onto him.

#thatcher davis #tmc thatcher #tmc #the mandela catalogue #mandela catalogue #art #fanart

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Felix Kranken from twf displays narcissistic traits (he's self-centered, has a really high opinion of himself, tries to take credit where credit isn't due, cares more about how an action will affect him than the action itself, and tries to impress others by painting himself in the best light that he's capable of) and was, as far as I know, canonically emotionally abusive to his wife while they were still together, and I wish more people would acknowledge this.

Instead of portraying him as some sad little miserable man who did no more than drunk driving and accidentally killing his friend's kids because he's done more.

I thought that too because of just how often the fandom portrays him in that way until a mutual pointed out his canon self to me during a chat, and I was like “damn” 

#twf #the walten files #text post #felix kranken #hcs #mischaracterization #characterize him properly #please

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I watched the pilot and so far she's my favorite aside from pomni

#tadc ragatha #tadc fanart #the amazing digital circus #tadc #art #fanart

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I lost my tedious battle in drawing the other eye so this artwork shall remain one-eyed.

#tmc gabriel #alternate gabriel #tmc #the mandela catalogue #mandela catalogue #fanart #art

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#tmc thatcher #thatcher davis #tmc #the mandela catalog fanart #mandela catalouge fanart #art

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Unfinished art again (I'm a lazy mf)

#the mandela catalogue #tmc #art #tmc evelin #evelin miller #fanart

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The personalities they've been typed as on the mbti website are actually almost complete opposites. That makes so much sense to me.

#the mandela catalogue #tmc adam #tmc evelin #matching pfps #adam murray #evelin miller #tmc #art

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His character is just complex enough that I can't decide on how to feel about him.

#tmc adam #adam murray #art #fanart #the mandela catalogue #tmc #mandela catalogue