urmom5263

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Reblog if you’re pro recovery because we love recovery, we’re just not ready for it

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been craving pizza lately and found this on Pinterest. How did i never think of this!

#@nor3×14 #mealsp0 #tw ed but not sheeran #mealspo #ana meal #low cal meal #mealspø #@n@ meal

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totally unrelated to @n@ buuuut does anyone know if you can change your username? cuz as you can tell by mine when i made this acc i didn’t rlly care about it tumblr but now i do and my username seems kinda stupid now lolllll.

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Does anyone have any advice about seeming heavier on a scale. My doctor is worried about my rapidly declining weight so she wants to check it it the next two months but the thing is i can’t promise to maintain it but i can’t afford to gain weight. How do I make myself appear heavier?

#@nor3×14 #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana bllog #@tw edd #@na blog #@na shit #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be tiny #i wish i was weightless

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Some thoughts that keep me restricting instead of binging and purging

1. There are so many people in the world who are unwillingly starving because they can’t afford the food you just decided to waste and flush down the toilet. stop being selfish and give the food to someone who will actually use the calories.

2. Your family members need to eat too. they are not sick like you and would enjoy that chocolate bar much more than you would. and now they can’t because you just wasted it.

3. Why did you buy that food in the first place. you could’ve spent that money on a new lip gloss or cute decoration for your room.

4. You purged? wow you really just proved that you are a fat pig with no self control.

Purging is selfish, gluttonous, and money wasting. Don’t be a fat jerk.

#@na motivation #@nor3×14 #tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana rant #ana tricks #tw ed but not sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #tw ed diet

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Never thought the day would come when someone would actually gaf. I feel like i’m in some kind of weird dream. My doctor weighed me and asked me if i was trying to loose weight because i lost 10 lbs since september!! My mom asked me if i was anorexic yesterday. My friend told me i looked thinner the day before. Just goes to show that even if you don’t feel smaller it’s just the body dysmorphia.

#tw ana trigger #ana rant #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #@na trigger #@na vent #tw ana diary #tw restrictive ed #tw ed but not sheeran #tw

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having my clothes not fit me is both a blessing and a curse😢

DISCLAIMER: My stomach is flatter than normal because these leggings suck in my tummy and I also didn’t eat today so this ain’t too real.

#ed not ed sheeran #tw restrictive ed #tw ana diary #ana bllog #i want to ⭐️ve #tw ana trigger

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I wish my parents bought more fruit so I could eat like this for every meal. Best dinner i’ve had in a while🤌

#mealsp0 #ed not ed sheeran #i want to ⭐️ve #tw ed diet #ana meal #tw restrictive ed #ana bllog

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I took a little break from tumblr and cried when I finally opened it again.😭😭😭😭 I read all the comments on my last post and i’m so grateful that it reached so many more people than i thought it would! I was very hesitant to make that post because I wasn’t completely sure that others would understand. So ty to those who responded and related. Even though I posted it for others to feel better it also reassured me that i’m not alone either <3

#tw ana diary #ana bllog #ed not ed sheeran #ana rant

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All i see is thinspo from the internet. Never the bodies of the people who post here. It makes me wonder what yall look like. It makes me feel alone, like i might be the only @n@ on this app who doesn’t look sick. I had to push myself to post this but someone might be feeling just as alone as i feel rnw so here goes…

it’s no thinspo but it’s real and it’s me. Just know that if you’re like me or bigger you’re valid and you’re not alone.

#i wanna be skinnier #ana rant #i want to ⭐️ve #ed not ed sheeran #ana bllog #tw ana diary

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Whenever I’m about to eat I think about how skinny the girls he talks to are. He would never date anyone above 100lbs but I can go lower.

#ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw restrictive ed #ana rant #tw ana trigger #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna be skinnier #ana bllog #@nor3×14 #@na tips #@na trigger #@n0r3xia #@na motivation

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How come skinny teenage boys eat half the fridge, still look like twiggy and then proceed to complain about how they can’t gain weight.🙄Ughhh what id give to be like that! People weren’t joking when they said life isn’t fair.😭😭😭😭

#ana rant #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw ana trigger #i wanna be skinnier

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0-50 cal Starbucks drinks cuz I gotta go w/ my friends today😭😭😭

Mint Majesty tea: 0 cal

Black coffee: 0-5 cal

Cold brew w/ cold foam: 35 cal

Caffe Americano: 15 cal

Emperors Clouds and mists: 0 cal

Iced passion tango tea: 45 cal

Honey almond milk cold brew: 50 cal

Yw💕

#ana meal #mealsp0 #tw restrictive ed #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #ed not sheeren #ana tricks #⭐️vation goals #i want to ⭐️ve

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🎀Girl dinner🎀

#girl dinner #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #ana bllog #ana meal #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed

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I want to tell my friends about my ed but I don’t feel thin enough to claim to be an Ana. Someone tell me to eat a burger! 😭😭😭

#ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #ana rant

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Today’s breakfast! Found this rlly yummy peach tea ☕️🍑

#mealsp0 #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran